Chapter seventy-four
Jon
I stumble into my room, my mouth against Jenna's, our hand's on each other's bodies'. We fall back onto the bed, my hands groping her butt. How dare Matt?277Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUT9O67jye1
He cane be so....annoying sometimes! He knows he can have any girl he wants but that's just it.
He disposes of women like its nothing.
I, on the other hand, always get disposed of. Cause I'm the nice guy. It makes no sense!
"Did you know that guy at the store?" Jenna asks as she unbuckles my belt.
"Yes. He's like family,"
"Ahhh......he's really cute,"
I roll my eyes as she pulls down my pants and boxers. I don't usually do things like this-having sex with girls I'm not fully interested in-but I kind of want to feel victorious.
Matt wanted to prove a point by getting her number so I'm going to prove a point by having sex with her.
What am I saying?!
I was never the type of guy to need to prove a point. Not until recently. Not until......
Even though, he'll probably never hear about my little fling.
Jenna climbs onto my lap, her shorts and panties gone.
She rolls a condom onto me. When did she take off her clothes? And where'd that condom come from?
Before I have time to think about it, she's riding me like a cowgirl.
I place my hands on her hips and try to feel some type of emotion towards this girl.
All I feel is guilty for having sex with a girl I don't have feelings for.
"That feels good....." she moans as she starts grinding faster.
Nothing is what I feel.......and I hate it. Aren't you supposed to be in love with people you have sex with?
"Jonnnnnn......." she moans.
My mind drifts to Novah. Clutching onto me, riding me, screaming my name.
"Jonnn....." Jenna groans and I grip her hips while visualizing Novah's beautiful face. The stunning smile she rarely shows. The thick, curly hair that I just want to bury my face in.
I nut into the condom with Novah's eyes in my mind. The guilt and anger burning holes in my chest.
"I'm sorry," I say and lift Jenna off of my lap. I swiftly put my pants an boxers back on. I pick her clothes up off the floor and hand them to her.
"I'm sorry.....I just realized I have a doctor's appointment in five minutes," I make up a crappy excuse for being rude.
"Oh.....umm.....sorry," she says
I buckle my belt and she puts her panties on then her shorts.
I've should've known better than to have sex with a girl that I don't have feelings for and then get surprised when I think about a girl that I do have feelings for, during the meaningless sex.
I really am a jerk for having sex with this girl, Jenna.
She grabs her things off of my desk.
"Umm.....I'll see you later, I guess," Jenna says.
"Yeah," I say lamely, just wanting her to leave me alone. "Bye,"
"Bye," she says and walks out the door. I close the door behind her and sit down in my desk chair. I let out a sigh.
I can't believe I just lied for no reason.
Who am I, Matt?
I shake off the thought. I need to stop being like that towards him. Passive-aggressive and rude. I've never had a problem with him until.......
How ironic? I can't stop thinking about my best friend's girlfriend.
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