Chapter one
The lights are turned off, curtains pulled across. I'm curled up in a ball, shaking, trembling, and crying. I'm petrified. Terrified. I'm so scared that someone might find me. I'm scared that someone will find me, like this, and judge me. I actually consider staying in the bathtub forever. Every time I even think of getting out of the bathtub I just tighten my arms around myself. I don't know why this is happening to me. I've never...lost control like this. I'm so angry that I'm not in control of my feelings, that I'm letting loose like this. Actually, why the fuck am I even in this situation? Nothing has happened to me, for me to be this emotionally distraught. Why am I so scared and panicked and anxious right now? NOTHING HAS HAPPENED! 613Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsHMQheJy5
NO! I have to be losing it for some reason or another. No, there is a reason. I just don't know what. Yet.
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