他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Rc1fmRfXa
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGXHGS7qk7
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2eVw2HR3p
Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWEV4GE3DY
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqKVR00ukd
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxhhv8IQCs
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnOdtjWm9O
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一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9SKRBQ0HI
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTBYiqDmX2
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUpBfybIxn
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峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZDrGEd01y
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdL4qhpr23z
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOK0239kiAk
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咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AGR4LCyuQ
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如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPM23kvBF1e
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hWir3wVVV
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLhX0y31hO
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbP9f3boSL
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoPT6TnpvXC
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25uoiFyM7H
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6TdYxYdY1
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyK953Vh8Xi
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXc5GsQRmt
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLnXTWed0z
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dKE8a6uRo
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7JuwdZfQo8
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeTndfBfoY
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgkmBaPY0G3
「你好感慨喎。」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTQE2H07wC
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsRi2mL1u3
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAw7XuXvbw7
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宜家呢？」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSKG6CsVqp
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKTgPt7Lnyc
「嗯。」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZtIY9FVwi
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vJ1LEpO7p
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzm08DzCBSd
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHW8kggGLgK
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLedBrcAh5z
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVj1qwNFsc
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0Mwyu4FTY
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡum4DJGUGpR
「唔好諗咁多啦。」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxIeLCw2q8
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGBDGQUhRq
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqH6Y9w1O07
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sS158ZLug
阿朗不語。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWd0CwE8ng
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而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiI3UmHPOOY
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOwmmMY6gC
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRaWTUQpsT
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRl45FcSXm
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZiKT32RzV
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftSPasTLqp
峰仔開口介紹二人。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXRyNgTXSUw
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlLbrGrXVe
「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HT842iHsq
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFIJsqjKWB
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEjEbOHMKQ
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgRGMWg2Qf
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhWPJ4v4WO
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtpbc6wFZQ
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeOhgHH83V
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevM8CZY6FB
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbWvICXyiJ
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7L4V4lhlL
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcMIniUxQF
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf33YvVP2Jz
佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZvKuAvyVX
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之後……就冇之後了。」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMe49SBVhD5
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNXDFlYCes
「節哀順變。」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMMK7lNyla
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvPdIJ6tRT
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrG6dREaZL
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqbVVm4Lqno
「嗯。」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwpA4X8vzV
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqU5TcjNKn
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewOhsSi5DH
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOBNjzIgbN
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我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexHcctKdwJ
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嘉欣已說不下去。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpyfDUfvNj
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahAe60XGFh
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZXKN7K7jm
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「我想佢番嚟……」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu47FEEWKC7
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVT8jEEtMQe
她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxiOOmznRp
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtczL8En8oU
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4kpOoCixS
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEpdPnPnzu
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1pE2fuNlyP
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVPuUtRDqj
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRf3r7TRTur
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可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIKYjof4rW
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4SCwQo209
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Xqmt9CC94
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阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBq38tQ4Oi
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他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQD7LmyWU9q
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59DmVr3col
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPz15Gk2rt6
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBctEU41Dfc
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnEhVz2ymd
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0KrBugwL7
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHmPK7xTAul
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcAq4Ry2dv
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wMIl3vUEi
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXNOMpxHvHk
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7tA6SIL7A
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPRPB5Tm7o
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJjbvXldAb
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRznRYOsBNo
她悲傷。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLiBTeHSLB
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「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluTxIhMSl0
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6L8k4JhfV
「冇你點開心？」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ge4DTJ5WE
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡom3r3be3sR
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIeqpn7hmd
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TraSpvGxh
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YUqBDb5Q7
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTr3xj0V3lQ
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWzcCpJucF
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8c4ap6wlQZ
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJQDrrFt18
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當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wo8zc2Y7V
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoHXcineKz
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoWYko4VGE
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQCIX0OWdK
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBxWwbx5wV
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLH9awvEmDL
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlthPXYI4Bo
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtspEMhKv2n
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZ2dzJ1QBg
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「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzntiyClZoh
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUdjX2GTad
她不假思索：822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxEGChn7ua
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAa0Eu1Lnf
「當然係寧願你出軌。」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBaiL3RFPrq
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkaS3Q8bm0
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uwI9sj1Al
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7x30ZCcn0
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvfqSF8ai7
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkHTnp9OUJ
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjotHRaGL2y
822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbRBk7q7i4
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。822Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3nns4202G
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