「好。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKR4usOJLE3
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWw3l80M5zD
他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KN8mdkgJ1
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnv9OKgcBq
阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hWsO2PTEG
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79h1Ri1YGk
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuD8B6k2fAP
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09bc4KtvlR
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJOEhpYFYc
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmL8LxGNEuG
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWefCFsoxKm
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXQgY0eWvF
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1TIp4deyr
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XjaA6mfV2
思思明白：「好。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyt4H7OvbeZ
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxN6Ogrdlhz
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLuFuyPUIQ
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTuJyt4lhM
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4neXQ4KICf
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHJ88iw2eG
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrh9WX6KZV
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJueBeKgtiG
阿朗首先開口：765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUSLRJyv8G
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2m8ZWiBz0
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobjBlh2ogN
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9xE223aMfO
「嗯？」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8InZxhera
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAGK1aMyDnu
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcg4B31UEH
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7o6uegJov
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIorPqyEsCQ
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlt8TWJDQNL
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVoKWBbQjH
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43sqyyTFHC
「嗯。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Elh5OsGLH
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kuabNRTX3
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRhVyC4DMv
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmNuEqPAn2
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKKh1DMX9i
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEw4AfgHlZ
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqihKgbxie3
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6UScNpRID
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXLnF1wLQA
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJX8y57lLk
「但係，我哋當然熟。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPRKvjbHD4
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHlXmefywJ
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymtBccqCh5
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJNVtvHaM4
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrYXnyMyPY
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfB890VNEOU
「都係。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOzWEuojoD
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66CO6hYzoA
她深呼吸：765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELMSm42xfw
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdh3mmh3L2
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMpZWU7qOY
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xC6omvcv8
「嗯？」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwwOvFsSTc
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQxCm8Wj0e
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqi6A8zoma
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREekwHq2aU
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyKh2WxHlg
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRW7r6OY155
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHqz40hlWo
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwc4ymsHMd
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtMW2WwBsp
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkXqNoZpn2
變咗，好似好悶咁？」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyELf9miRBT
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVnCkEEJUk
他們達成共識。765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9NYHEkjEW
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPd4O7c59N
她表達意願：765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZe3L8gPJbt
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkWwittw8q
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPv2WCnJe1L
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWGkq2eLUJ
「我都唔想。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwmFc2lbE1
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXv6YT8vfAS
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAWFdx9dTCl
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp505c1swc4
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEH2slQTgsa
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1msTmrnel
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IZ3OrDFsz
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprk2LvHFHu
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBD56PnM0F
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPl9utCgDZ
「係。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEK3e2Wp7Gr
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGGjlMQTmi3
「明。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2Ely4b4mn
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIGuje8cIx
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgxqcC1yPL
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYtEDk4hSV
「我都係咁覺得。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qoU1S02Ti
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHUwKG0Y0e
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbb0EN9iAf
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85X8vVMRDP
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKGnSxf6U0
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4moj860xQ
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDaalvFpl2
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSn1MRD8US9
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eiMp6QbAy
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xpr78flBE
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBC0mVRsVZO
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLdCv2AlJN
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXgMvE7H7l
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWbad4S8COK
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP17bQ8wZvb
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1dKFStC6L
她點頭：「嗯。765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡly9rkaczo0
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xx51JBUN4
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4QoMEjNsU
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJc1xGRGfeV
「係，我記得。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNA9isqcXc
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelMwbV4QuC
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01QM4kggL5
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdk2HlekZk
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cuUZG61e7
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYWCxLYT5X
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZg7WqpfXMK
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnynHFroxj
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeO0d5YJ7oo
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbIrl7kwcs
「係，少骨痹。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZfL4Q9cxs
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9HldTTLQM
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡToDIV56EGh
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMoc1FMeBn
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMGnNvQILZ
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxmVF4O9S9
「噢，對唔住。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5WqzEHNZ4
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KHzXCKYg6
他摸摸她的頭。765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOw9OAT3Dc
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKSmLKUg74
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyC6ql7h4N
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mL1roSzNu
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7asN9o9rAG
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBtxwJrUm5
她的決心竟然在融化。765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtdydVkSMP
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3megjFXKmZ
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEe1z716kc
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGCCY3KHNu
「你都對我好好啊。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCWAM7E9L7
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2cAqGl633o
「係唔錯㗎。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXRb1lipkD
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEsZgPN9E5O
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaFxIrwkrD
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTf41Ak2OoJ
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuY4se5wLJy
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWClD8XubA
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gSZtF0ZR0
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyDUe3orOd
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvg3g1MBmkE
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3a8zhZKAli
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0B0VWTP395
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0aeBAiOG9
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrmRIGvaX9
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIG3LuIbdR9
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYC0BLs9YH
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtAhdfOazW
「嗯，明白你意思。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1ieqPFt9I
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yk7ZgyxQO
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkvStxkM0XE
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhp30VlJEFw
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh923WjStbI
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DAbjj5uA7
「我都係。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Qxn43qV2B
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0sDL9y56j
「咁……就好啦。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1ghOyGN0Q
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaAMlQR16g
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwpZisTE3I
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjjK0WG6gY
說完了，之後呢？765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zDWEIIvgh
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoN5xMN5vIJ
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡweuHHeeknk
765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9XQFxr2jMF
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。765Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhIURYqcJMM
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