「好。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuL5Eazge26
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMv4tEWBNSI
他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WXwoaCqtm
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr60Y7jtsik
阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfOpdd9KmnS
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74RO9Jrofg
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07NOaklv0P
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEe8J3i7UU
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEf2wmMtboS
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZhX34Ac9S2
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoF3kMmSnlC
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtM685dLDC3
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZSYOhF6z9w
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsmsGo9rc7
思思明白：「好。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8etevaqD7Q
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeJ6lu5k7zW
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvtDgXpYzZ
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3yR3cEU3V
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRCMnjIOPlr
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXju9tbuXu
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CRD3dNcfw
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndVE1cVJNq
阿朗首先開口：748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrfo8JrfVt
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdMA1hYNb8
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBvw6tPOQK
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJuPTNArK5
「嗯？」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ039rl3RAci
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gmvvQNQQ8
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14a2j8OYUU
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTV9doXr48
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWvzN1XMxK
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSzzBm1HNa
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSXWBPBggA
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JIJn9pUIw
「嗯。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGITJYXacaW
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0hPxCFpm5
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRNYWGmduE
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBqIEKT5NMt
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FRDcFeT1d
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnnF4iJVXk
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjwnv9JN7Q
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQcHuhpq2j
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Gz6OcyGRz
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvIY86Icy4
「但係，我哋當然熟。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZs4EwJpWa
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QLvFnLM35
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VcjR6nuIP
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0WL3SlKJm
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeV4jcsIRBn
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfg1umMhzY
「都係。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTK7FZCXD7j
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvirasG5eB4
她深呼吸：748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnmRbPDEhP
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhpSDzOjhT
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdZsVfZZ64V
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wNHU8LNKI
「嗯？」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0dMIL44wb
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIDIfTPcUz
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JAy2FkVSP
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HOSnj1Vd8
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQaIHGKR2G
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Nbw7Z3ZRq
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPg3WsfDlGS
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVO6DslL62
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0YQdOlgjd
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgD2U7NOmw
變咗，好似好悶咁？」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQyBXkywHb
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKxiQdKxrs
他們達成共識。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7CS4SMNqJ
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sg4I3CtD7
她表達意願：748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0gKQvQbUa
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUUKQKJmkw
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xChpSQx0k
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnKdIRz7Y8
「我都唔想。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21lEEE0sar
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMhp1Ni9Hm
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlHBxUW9Qq
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUM47ZjyduU
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7HIT0rKxD
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlkd5LkmKCo
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSC4W6VOHtV
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzm1dNoi8l
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeyTpl7vt9
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyh7jwSNoh
「係。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ260IaRoyRc
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7Eg6Ax4Wm
「明。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIG4xm2lsh
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kUrR8j633
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWd7GuWC5Jq
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xdcBIf7wQ
「我都係咁覺得。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6c2rYUwVaP
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfBYFkaI4c
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAqITMKqP5
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHgZ26jsew
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwIu66Q9mC
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4OyXie3NE
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLSxRgt74a
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJGKnR2xDa
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNupg62qBi
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwF1QDwx4u
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LfnzrL5bf
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWCNje61f5
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ300BqgK5qm
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDjgkYaWUF
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDRUahpftj
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFJIZQbclG
她點頭：「嗯。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7x5S5YeF90
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDxxvd0wDEm
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO87jTbCsPj
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmcGAtBFGD
「係，我記得。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9HNamgGj8
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJLEVCJ72gl
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ApKhcKOnT
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP3nN1CgCxr
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmH5PM695Cb
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewXF3emfKN
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoxM3WjDQi
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhBXO2kQy5
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMaho3GcyD
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJEfPqaCFov
「係，少骨痹。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡob7ibiwAwj
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26AezBL71g
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsANuJ60C4
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf65L3ryIQ0
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSnuZsWzro
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtIsWimoKC
「噢，對唔住。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN83FAtFcVA
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxLjb3UcBhk
他摸摸她的頭。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gzfBWzF5Z
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsp6EmSu8fP
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6IQsUWGnV
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4W6E9961Q
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcy3VrTRmN0
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJlOPMDmcr
她的決心竟然在融化。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0CzrxfRaQ
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeE8DBSRQ2M
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbRKgR0Eks
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQ6fPD8eAV
「你都對我好好啊。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNx75HO8U94
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnZKJ84JDN
「係唔錯㗎。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJ8jUVsoGc
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThszxH1X0x
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyllv8XOlaT
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCHCueBucgc
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYEjPKHLda
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTaAI89UDW
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUlRhttcXQ
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXtRDH3UFX
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrd6UzNv5Xa
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7eNwaUnhV
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkbwxKVPzAR
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmgRJ76y5J
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7kXLjFfDMv
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUUQyefv3p
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Pj92oIO0d
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiZq0pbkDG
「嗯，明白你意思。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyfwObjl7R
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCq9KQRgp1g
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW39I8HXJxH
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGEp9ulx4YR
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUA9dUxE5Y
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cDJFb3MtN
「我都係。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZkP5VbgT0
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tJDE7bVeX
「咁……就好啦。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ktj1SlKny
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEKIP3c9bQ
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbsr1WYg38
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8xy66j4we
說完了，之後呢？748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuuYxZLQWj
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWk75yiKJG
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRiDqW5XwM
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1usbC6f93
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgEFouih3G
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