但Fiona此刻，卻慰藉阿朗的自尊心，告訴他：他很叻；哪怕只是客氣說話。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62ygP6NLof
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他看見她，就想起她選擇他做男朋友，也是因為他很叻。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBDgfViaCl
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程日朗，不只是擔泥搬貨的建築工人，他還是敏捷冷靜的足球隊隊長，是連年數學、生物、化學、物理的科長，是知識問答比賽的全港總冠軍，是參與籃球比賽時有很多人吶喊助威的神射手，是温文而堅決地拒絕女生贈禮的紳士——946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4M5sabv0pV
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他乾笑，原來他在回味中學的舊事；而如今，他連校服都找不到、穿不上。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXrydXq7gt
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只不過，與Fiona共對，仿佛又回到舊時。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5ImdejJx9
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他對她本身並無懷念，畢竟他並沒有忘記那種傷害，他是恨她的。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jShun3rqP
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但是，即使在昏暗嘈吵的K房，她的話語、笑容、裝束又像極了舊日的真誠學生，言之鑿鑿地肯定他的「好」。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHqV5Olp9u
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7P7ovNRMXb
只消看到她，他就想起他們曾經交往的原因，他「好」。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtl1LKBgxG
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這使他有了更多的自信。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTK5vwqG0k
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有時，他這樣想——946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkwRdUoOtn
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Fiona和思思，是很不一樣的人。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQzX3aTusn
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Fiona身上有光，像太陽一樣奪目，因為她精彩、絢爛，長得漂亮，樂天積極，熱衷社交，和她相處，如沐春風。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhqfa0jJVa3
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與她談話，永遠都不會有dead air的時候，因為她隨即又可以找到下一個話題，繼續交談。她非常懂得察言觀色，知道什麼話語是得體的、應該說的。語調充滿抑揚，令人覺得她真的願意繼續交談、合作，便更高興地與她聊下去。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZs7PDVgkWm
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思思不是。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaS53268Ub
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相比之下，思思像月亮，柔和、冷冽。她不喜歡連續地說話，不喜歡為說而說，她曾叫阿朗：「諗到嘢講先講，唔洗夾硬嚟。」他曾為此驚訝，因為一開始，她挺懂得接話，懂得聆聽，也懂得在尷尬時發問。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvUzt2KwOe
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfZLJ2vpLk
在一起之後，她告訴他，那只是社交技能，如果對於某一種沉默感到舒適，於她而言，這一段關係非常值得珍惜。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPO9PCgTpB7
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明顯，Fiona更受異性歡迎。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWb7gN68Q0
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這麼一朵奪目的花，很吸引男人摘，她聰明，知進懂退，貼心得親自撥開厚重的雲，讓別人輕易地為她灑下太陽的碎片；偶然宣告泥土濕潤，請別人不要再澆水，一眾養花的人心悸，為她的滋潤高興，又暗盼她有那麼一天乾枯，讓他們小心翼翼地澆上一次水。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rzoaOrqKX
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如果為她奉血能令她開得更鮮艷，他們同樣願意。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqAcOjmbiZQ
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KbxcHfFZF
而思思不同。她沉靜，更像一棵仙人掌，只消一點點水分就能將其養活，畢竟她的願望是生存，美麗並非她所求，一個人的愛，對她來說，已經足夠；如果太多，反而令她有感窒息——壓力大且又不自在，怎麼能將自己獨有的靚麗，共諸同好？946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjVm1RfN3q
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她已得摰愛。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0VIWOrg7S
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對阿朗來說，思思的外表、心智也並不比Fiona遜色，甚至更良善直爽。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZEs7Mf8yAg
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只是，或者說，可惜，對於一個努力打拼至辛勞頹喪的男人而言——946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCd9bSRYIU2
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思思幾乎錯過了他對未來最有憧憬的時候。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwI342HBdK
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認識之初，他就找到他的「自由」，再沒有向她從社會層面上展露什麼優勢，她只知他愛她，卻不知他其實也很能幹，她可會覺得他終日遊手好閒？後來，他們身居一屋簷下，她能見識的，只是他在太陽底下抗衡紫外光的能力，或者累極秒速睡去的能耐。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVlL0n8Tde
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阿朗覺得，思思無法欣賞他，像他的舊相識一樣，欣賞他。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGzkSqcpkk
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而且，思思總是淡淡的，不為很多事驚訝，她的情緒是「十」和「一百」，是微微和爆炸，沒太多中間地帶。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUhMFBgXjmX
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPwlmLaI8B
結果，思思愛他，卻不太展示崇拜，她連稱讚是平和的。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMd5YaJbgRg
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他覺得，她錯過了太多，但沒有辦法，難不成祈求時光倒流麼。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6hsk1h42U
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何況，如今他們都身處於現今社會。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AYeHIW5xe
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他的自尊得不到滿足，像一個後天因意外而眼瞎的盲人，連身處居近三十載的家裏也不適應，手伸進雪櫃，卻分辨不到喝慣的可樂，只能晦氣地隨便拿出一罐金屬；過後，卻無可救藥地懷念從前眼睛明亮的好日子，只好購買金屬鋁罐、樽裝、紙包，以兹識別。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjfRlEJXlO
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKceZ7vnN1
關上雪櫃門，他仿佛目睹，那隨即熄滅的光似有若無地嘲諷他。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBz6hdGEWNz
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但明明，他的眼睛曾經極度雪亮。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbTlgmBWVl
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這些年都過得太倉促，他沒有時間停下來，認真思索自己想要什麼。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99h65kWH2P
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsby2hidcLN
他只知道自己懷念舊時光，懷念舊時輕鬆的自己。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfuzVYj3oRW
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你都不嬲都咁叻——946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmCKLEL2a6
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永遠都係我男神——946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqfA91K8OD
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程日朗。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdp6n03qX43
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伴着同學的唱K聲，阿朗看着Fiona：946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Bao0LsEe0
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xz0gUsZDM
「咁你呢，最近忙緊咩？」946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQgdxHaH7Q
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一刻，好像充滿了自信，他享受這一種滿足。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwluOxBTdw
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPk6iVWcZg
恰恰，從Fiona那處，得到了一絲復明的信心，他想看得見汽水，打開，喝下。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAk1DouRKyD
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7a6OFRVNv3
他不再駐足雪櫃前來回摸索。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9J4oVC3LH
946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBEXS9gCjJ
他要的，是睜眼看見它熄燈的一瞬，並向它回報微笑。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGUpLVvtn0
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而這，偏偏，是思思給不了他的。946Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5r9P6g0jqh
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