而剛剛，她看着他，想起的是另一張臉，內心澎湃，她應該求變。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVcOLpLdn4Y
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思思回家去。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVAo1ppE2w
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她着媽媽帶棉花糖回另一個家，明天再來接走她；今晚多煮阿朗喜歡的餸。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJSugQZbN4
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然後，她只想和他認真談一談。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7oWYYjZjq
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMH17et5HA
剛剛，她非常害怕，雖然表面上很淡定，但實則上她不斷回想朝光對她的好，仿如舊時阿朗待她那般，她有些迷失，有一刻覺得——839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUMkMT23S9O
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如果朝光可以代替阿朗來疼惜她，那也可以填補她的空虛。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLwfpA7UkY
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIN7uihANb
幸好下一刻，她又覺得這樣太自私和有違專業道德，不應以三十歲的心智去操控十八歲的少年，他應該收獲更純粹的愛，不應該僅僅因為「愛她」而「被愛」。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qPvHWKlpH
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2okm0PfoFm
幸好。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGkAi5y2Ym
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKDLFw8K37
她看着時間一分一秒過去，忽然笑，此刻不似以前寂寞，她等待阿朗回家是強烈的目的性的。結果越等，越重温他以往對她好的片段，因此增加了她求變的決心——好好的一對愛侶，好好的一個家，為什麼要虛偽扮演恩愛？卻不自知演技極其拙劣，大家也是看穿而不說穿，只暗地裏歎息。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoy3ooxZ1m
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQroDWx0qgL
她慶幸她是個理智的人，新鮮感的誘惑不足以令她放棄所愛。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnfylVGf9d
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb46Izx3rBc
沉沒成本太高了，愛應該也是一盤精明的交易；二人的皮膚刻過對方的體温和掌紋，手掌肉緊合，若要分離則要用刀切割，太痛。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeh0ururQVy
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMKFQs3fBs8
想着想着，阿朗回家了；比以前晚了一點點。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0itS9mOwJ2
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILvYcUZUHx
久違地，思思比他更快扭開門鎖，打開門，對他笑；莫名感動，仿佛只有他到達的時候，這裏才是家。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHHl135Flb
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Mxt8T7b2r
他錯愕，對她的熱情陌生。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwG9Pj0R2j
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMc4mcjOvwZ
停頓。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jE1A1Lfws
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrIW3Amxxw
他也微微一笑，不知怎樣反應，真的過分陌生，熟悉只在回憶裏。他站在門口和她對看。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANB0Wqi16D
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkizlLX0iV
她故作自若地問，如以前一樣擁抱他：839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF161s1p2yw
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmVRfWVrXl
「番嚟啦？我煮咗飯啦。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjx2ux13fc
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3SYfu8CbEk
他沒有把手放在她的背上，只順着將下巴放在她的頭上，微微頷首：839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruiVmyKndP
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvt9LUsfAAM
「棉花糖呢？仲未番嘅。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8sjW8xM4U
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUKfPnKTV72
平時，棉花糖會走到他跟前叫他一聲爸爸。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yxwcf4RNY
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIAGo7no2h
「我叫媽咪接走佢呀，因為我哋好耐都冇二人世界啦！」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPwerXKDVp
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbh1M4sa8J4
「吓？咁突然嘅。」他又呆一呆，呵？他們還可以有二人世界？說什麼呢。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFinyCu4IYF
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEj1n1c0NUs
「你唔想咩？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPpi2WTkVX
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8HUypq43R
「唔係。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXH2dSkvOt
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3sZWILEHD
他又馬上答。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RzszLcTmI
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnW3J9PaGL5
於是，二人開始食飯，思思替阿朗夾菜，他點頭：839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAY6cQi8WY7
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEGhOUUvKi
「係呢，做咩今日咁突然嘅？同平時好唔同，有事發生咗？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNF79zMAvK1
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPUnxusGta
他稍稍不太適應，行為上他當然不尷尬，但心理上不太理解這種猝不及防。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvO4NAjdKdO
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOydkMkN9ZS
「嗯……我今日俾一個學生表白，佢——」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9MhzHInuh
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qT1Fstrjs
她向他坦白。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDe2lM6LhYa
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHwgNGCNc0
「邊個學生？係咪我見到嗰個？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtyyY85LylU
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqtatTy8Ac
他一聽見，馬上打斷她，問。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VcS8KnPdv
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSihMjiEV6
「係啊，佢話——」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXaXDmJo0N
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMDCEnACMt
她本來想繼續說：見到朝光，卻想起阿朗與她的種種片段，內心柔情轉化成理智。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGZpxpJWn7
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgC03oyCLuW
「我都講咗、提咗你㗎啦，點解你哋仲咁close？佢仲要同你表埋白？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGITHwjAdG
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqNbUmr25Bg
他生氣地指罵她，本來平緩的語氣變得激動了一些。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCZRhWONpJ
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJZVILeGHz
「咁佢係我學生，我真係唔覺㗎嘛。」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvG38wgIxK
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8i6pSOrCU6
輪到她錯愕。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThaujxt5yt
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqEWBnaT2q
她不知道他為何生氣，在那段各不相干的日子裏，她都算專心事業；而現在講給他知，就是一個最好的自證，證明她清清白白，才夠膽開口告訴他。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zmgKIEp7y
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5RvtTEIZVU
「咁你聽到之後點？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaP4RAxOAbm
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiS6nFktsGC
他放下筷子，大概猜想到她的反應——不然她怎可能和他說。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbgpE5xlK7
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaspwSty0In
「拒絕囉……」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cMauNBRN6
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOw1VuQwaes
她見到神色不滿的他，忽然不知道怎樣連續地說出她的心思，好像，應該要在一個更浪漫的場景才對；她又夾了一次菜給他，思考應該如何組織，卻聽見：839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZd0ULS4Sz
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSrDTdBE1h
「點解拒絕？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOQQowKLpe
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEV8fov45rO
他的語氣是兇惡的，如同質問。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNq1DC07XSF
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJVlbAAd6S
「吓？」839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELZatofNsm
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9DcpU43tw
阿朗不悅，原因是思思被告白了？如此聽來，好像有點小氣，但他回想這一段日子以來，他們互不相干，而期間她竟受另一個男生的青睞。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4o4x4fBfjq
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlL2u9mXph0
對。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0a5gVj0Ei
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXuI42CmrK
他低着鼻息，扒飯入口，暫不理會她。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwZjVuWHNc
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsykY2mCl3b
明明和他在一起時，了無生息，問候是平淡的，話題是無聊的，開口閉口都是棉花糖，不再傾訴有關心聲；互相影響，慢慢二人連話都少講。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YDIrF90Z8
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJAPgf0QvO
但是，在這段期間，她的一些什麼卻在吸引別人——839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRlNhPlE4K
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdI4Ncx1Nk
可能是温婉，可能是耐心，可能是樂觀，等等等等。但這些東西，他已經看不到了，或者沒有機會看到；而彼時別人知道，甚至足以令那人情深意切地表白心聲，即使知道她已是人妻，仍不放棄不退縮。是否代表，她釋出很多善意給別人？所以，才間接予別人勇氣。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnYjw3SNZO
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11ec1vUbP8
到底，最近在她身上發生了什麼？839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqRViIQ5gV
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jbygOdVtN
譬如，今天她態度大變，令二人的相處與以前不同——而她的一切一切，他都不甚了解，要不是她說，他才不會知道。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQZk9J6Xok
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ww0NKFteR
他洩氣，逼自己認清二人的疏離。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QNWlXq0VE
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV95RjOIflr
他難過於別人所知道的她還要立體和討喜，看那小子勇敢表白，必然覺得她是好伴侶，可是作為她丈夫的阿朗，對她的印象只不斷不斷重複——變成女兒的媽媽，已不復見昔日令他神魂顛倒的模樣。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4CyaGLQPd
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4PjpOaWG8
噢，他可是她的老公啊。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzG2YhWWLPD
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPWXu0o3hO
他灰心，又有些遷怒於她，何故不能待他似最初？839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTdIi1aiOFE
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwEplLEGvo
可是，下一秒又想起，自己也在悄悄地疏遠她，二人才會越來越陌生；忽然惱羞成怒，越來越無力。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqeq1bPxKr
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhicV8wqi12
他妒忌，似當初他不願她接觸更大的世界一樣；而此刻他知道，她的很多個美好面向都被人知曉了，可是，和他卻總是回不到當初。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuu99fZ0ZPx
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPCXEsqQpk
思思見阿朗凝神屏氣的嚴肅樣子，將對他剛才問「點解？」的委屈藏起——839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXWo9RbtKv
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbnqS15hi9
咩點解？唔通我會鍾意第個，然後再同你離婚？我同你講，都係想你聽完我講之後再一齊溝通，然後同你番番去最初咋……839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNFjNup4U1
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSU6b0zlSm6
她感受到他的生氣，但她不明白。她以為他會開心，因為她的心裏從頭到尾只有他一個人；但她的勇氣已被他的兇悍打敗，不敢再說更多，像糖製棉花糖在大熱天下慢慢萎縮，而他是那吃人的太陽。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAcuIEV2jB
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpYeOCPnsW
她的決心竟然在融化。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZumtQmKGYf
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbrSJVkeYC
她害怕，明明她已準備好接下來的温馨台詞，可是對手不配合她，忽然改劇本。她發現她的勇氣比往日脆弱，只需一點高温的怒火，已可將預設的甜蜜念想溶蝕，只惹來群黨螞蟻在心上咬。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwv8YYKxkkf
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAnX71eBGE
是她自以為是，覺得他會高興嗎？原來，這時候，說一句「愛你」也很難。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6lyk66PHv
839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraXK7Kg48N
她卻步。839Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JSawJEwQR
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