「我今日化咗一個識嘅人。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrICB1ZMIR
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHSgwLmVDl
「邊個？」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hXR2MtaRm
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfDS0ToEwJ
刷牙的聲音不斷，在拭淨他的湛了消毒藥水氣味的指甲。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSeMYhrs5O
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNzRak7GO1
「以前同佢踢過吓波。佢係峰仔大學同學嘅老公。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoxUxxs5IO
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjGDqXi2S3
糞便「咚」的一聲跌進水中，她將廁所門打開。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LDQMN9x6p
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHg9vi74aPU
「噢……」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPKQpDK8Kj
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8V4oazmro
「佢同我哋差唔多大，但係，佢死咗。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDqE841vmR
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2bpe0GfQjz
「嗯……」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlH1krJPob
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6OAQWPl3O
她不知怎樣回應。以往，事不關己自然高高掛起，始終，人類的悲歡並不互通，即使聽見抱歉之事會惻然、會難受，但也不至於心痛，幾秒過後，情緒平緩；但如果亡者是所識者，不可淡然地說一句「生死有命」，聽到的人只會很憤怒。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBkslf5OQu
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKToZdWxcMP
因為沒有。我命由我不由天，是否？742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVQST9H2He
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR68PeEklW2
「佢同我哋差唔多大，」他重複：「佢係好人，但佢死咗。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jW7pCWYRR
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2vKqNUeaY
她轉身，捽捽他的肩。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0d4Oruaxnt
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8tk3jaaSzf
「點死？」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFVDIhs4aE
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRwEHsoLE4
「交通意外。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ847R3buojy
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdojEmmK4p
「噢……」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh8MFsHVCEq
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzi23vRrNIi
空間靜默，肚有些痛，身旁只有髮妻如常梳洗，談話內容悽楚，激起他動容：742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjeVyAUpqh
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkL6OKfbyf
「我唔想死。我好驚。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡipZJ3UHFIn
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANaJ86KjPs
她從鏡中看見他以手掩面，感覺他有心結：742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkEsiZMDLL
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡovHs0lBp8Q
「我都唔想你死。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHk7XqXj0jk
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNoB3IjvtI
他看着她的側面，大聲了一點點：742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTDXZQEoWQg
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3gH9AZCOp
「佢老婆喊得好慘。但係，你知唔知我第一吓唔好覺得佢好慘，係覺得你好慘。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksSDRqLbve
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvBbNp9GTq7
她將漱口水吐出，不明白：742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DjvASVoH9
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmT01pR1h8m
「我有咩慘？」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fFveigdZY
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCccdE29ys
「如果我死咗，我覺得你都會咁。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NFYD7vtAy
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2eVOvsvtV
這是事實。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzWuKF2c5K
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OKqFUnOhx
「嗯。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoFrG8PkGR
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK2cEhIWuZU
她打開水龍頭，洗乾淨牙刷，空氣只有不規則水聲和些許異味，光的廁所照耀暗的客廳，詭異的配搭。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyfVpDu4Vr
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6Wc2T40TV
她肯定的說：「如果我死咗，你都會咁。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfHv4Mjoitc
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXV2hJJRnn
她轉身，看他，猛然發覺他的眼是紅的；她很少見他如此。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgtySC8GQO
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgvQXXilbV
以為，已接觸慣再無呼吸的美麗人兒，不會再有這種聯想；可是，他怕，若然天降橫禍，再無呼吸的是他，或者是她，那麼，他必然惱恨和嘲諷自己，明知、早已習慣生命脆弱，卻不能及時完成心中所想。這是他完整的憂愁的邏輯。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBuqJFTCVt
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8X7dG9x6VS
他說：742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqz9QV6sMT
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2e4AxqTB3D
「咁不如唔好死？或者，以後一齊死？」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdZWpzcIy7
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsOgJUM8h90
她突然覺得，他們要一起生、一起活；死亡只是一瞬間的事，但活着不是、生存不是。比起死，她想和他一起活：742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3gyTSm5r6
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7i3RinQkaN
「唔好講呢啲啦。我哋唔會無啦啦有事，好冇？」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OVjttCmH3
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeoihzT3YT
她的聲音像在哄小孩一樣，此刻他是小孩子，如同十八歲時說些大無畏的情話，同樣妙想天開；只是當時不知道，永遠是多遠。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVwdQtYK56
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaVk0LnN2w
「唔得。我哋都唔好死。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xxgeeMDoV
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp40gQqB5rQ
他倔強。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdbbdWT8Ua
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rs8KFUXSr
其實，差一點點，他們就可以到達永遠——他們對望，試圖消除繁思俗想，經已共對十多年，生死面前無難事。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6WJoa91Dn
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8p7zgV9NUh
幸好他們活着，他們有的，只是忽然的感慨，而不是血淋淋的事實。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0walWotjU
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbgIl4WCnnO
她順從，也做回十八歲少女：742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQMASDcy2j
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynedv8XSDA
「好，我哋一齊煉丹，永遠長生不老。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS0X44Clz8s
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbK6i2Q0Ie9
「嗯。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6NqVUKXio
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfrdamdnngW
他終於滿意。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaefdRQ7JDb
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqoEXg0Yh5
不一定要長生不老，但長生不老的時間，足以他們將一切講清講楚，有多少說多少，有什麼說什麼，掏家掘穴。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFY9HXpQp6
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qtxHb4hkB
丹不一定是靈藥，但他們自己，是自己的靈丹妙藥，或者，是對方的。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMm4lIN469R
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsKoW1cFgn
「咁嘅環境，講呢啲嘢。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84P5J0ecOF
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpnhnGMtyb
思思笑，看他們在做什麼？一個刷牙刷到將水漬留在衣上，一個坐在廁板拉出長條形糞便，然後談生死訣別，談一生一世，談達到永遠——哪有一點仙界模樣？742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSnEHLlUhi
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1suWnrhFZg
「係，我哋好騎籬。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCN8jBJMz6H
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFYxDuCwgr
阿朗也笑。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZpBcaDFKQ
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHomkBJ9gq
「我抹埋先，你出去先啦。」742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtozH8DgmfF
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrxpEsWNZW
她出廳，看到光的他站起；他清潔，看到暗的她在看他。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeMkk2jXg8
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtv8ZUD8dmn
沖廁，洗手，輕易地捲起和送別一些什麼。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojJtCaUXRw
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJUoHGgGfQ
當然還不夠，但至少，今天，他們說得很多話。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHClwduWqd
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCv1lfKcjX
大概，二人一生都會記得這一段談話，自覺毫不遜色於古代詩人的情話——即使，只有他們這樣認為，但是，已經足夠。742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0LjTOTLnX
742Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66Rd80nxhX
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