波瀾不驚，是平靜，是舒適；是死寂，是窒息。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNR4O2p2q2
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRQUZrmmYT
波瀾當驚？789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2EhBr4azER
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRdxk420FL
思思如常，坐落在社工室的椅子上，打字。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGfNDdqbaA
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EGOW4swgZ
她總是要跟別人說：「It is OK to be not OK.」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0SQ0VIINh
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBe9Hw4s3U
但世界的運行卻是如此：「我理撚得你O唔OK，做好啲嘢佢啦。」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWJPfgrzko
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVlCQK7H4x
放學，朝光開門，問思思：789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDwxI2r77xC
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9neCTFNxkA
「你好似好攰咁喎？好多嘢做？」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwhfMYK9E2
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqoMTmIwzf
他凑近，盯着她的臉，她連眨眼也很慢，像那些吊着鹽水的病人，無意再看天花那一成不變的模糊紋理。有時他覺得，她的生命迹象是薄弱的，從神情來看。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNNbP6vcRO
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkUdQxM1qV
「少少攰啦。」她已習慣他的到來。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5Ha2mNJXX
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRP4nS4HSdn
他不語，把手放到她的肩上，替她按摩繃緊的肩膀。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCu0mZ3zfmO
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8S1d3UKXd
「啱力？」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8dxb1ALHy
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFlAP6t119
她正閉眼，沒來得及作任何反應；忽然想起，阿朗也會幫她按肩。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPNTRjXOqY
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRw9Gw5vHBz
曾經，他也非常自信的說「程師傅好好手勢，實按到你舒舒服服。」之後，就會以深深淺淺的力度按壓她的肩，用手指捽捽，又用手肘轉轉，非常細緻。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjfyCWq1QU
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oZdQl46Cx
「程師傅好掂喎。」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kCOTtLD01
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJVnjLmXde
她扭頭，向阿朗笑笑，他就會吻她的臉頰，然後繼續按摩某些穴位。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuqOW9vzal
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TmdU9bluI
「嗯。」思思回答朝光。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XrZjB6xkj
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8tmbTmnzK
其實，她不應允許朝光的手放在她的肩上。可是，她這刻覺得，或者渴望他是阿朗，那個會認真替她捏肩的「程師傅」。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaADU93qVNk
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDqbklNY6T
昨夜，阿朗也有替她按摩。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKBeklGbeO
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaZ45IB7wN
她在床上作伸展狀，他抬頭隨口問了一句：「洗唔洗幫你摙吓骨？」又立刻低頭看電話。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzSbB0tvo32
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJVfhpg2N9
「好呀。」怎料她真的要。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywyxGi6b3C
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3sifB04YR
她看到，他肯定自己沒有聽錯後的一刻停頓，隨即又面色自如地移至她的背後，一下下地按着。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtqRDlCQri
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4jzLxv5ac
「對咗好耐電腦？」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jbC6zuQow
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYaMOWygH9
「係呀。」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3X4QsDHOW
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIq6q8afaM
他轉為㩡骨的拳頭：「其實要做咩？」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwN0bSGAfT
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUVfXeY61xo
「打吓報告囉，有啲係行政嘢嚟嘅。或者要用耳仔同膊頭夾住個電話囉。」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPmfK2VCvG
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JRhI8zM67
「哦，點解嘅。」他淡淡的問。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPd7x38uzj
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrF2N9YVq1
「校務處飛線入嚟。」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOrCpHOC77
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXPU1RKw5e
「哦。」她正想轉頭和他聊天，但他又回到原本的位置，示意已按摩完畢。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQTX6f1w39G
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvjemeYUfa
「唔該哂你。」她的語氣竟不自覺地疏離起來，然後挪一挪身子，躺下。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRa6DWk49jD
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2rkqvJrGru
「呢個位係咪痛？好緊喎。」朝光問，令思思回過神來。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUeZd4jQq5c
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WzF1KAJOY
「你又識呢啲嘢？」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rBiDDDYcw
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmPIXmxegg
「其實唔難。」他笑笑。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7E1t2zNQc
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4t410bp21J
他發現，思思有些溜肩，所以她的斜方肌甚大，是有些肉的，可是整體而言極其繃緊。他皺眉，對她訓話：789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡka6zHnxcd9
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdwKTb2zSz
「番屋企玩少啲電話啦，唔好再做低頭族。」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4tC3SeeSY
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLcLBRaxYA
她回頭以側面答：「啱啊，我年紀都唔細。」看着朝光烏黑濃密的頭髮，想起每次梳頭時頭髮也不停脫落，自嘲：789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRe6I3yPVPC
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBcEM7ofov
「真係好羨慕你哋啲後生。」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiHqNz6Kb2A
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOrL0W9UQY
他心跳加速，她笑時眼睛彎彎，可是神色淡然，只自傷年華；他便知道她別無異心，只是剛巧需要有個人為她捏肩。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmOFEYIR1p
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYsnfqj61k
「你有幾老呀？小姐？」他不禁反了一下白眼。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpaUlLnl8su
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnn7Og2qmS
「老呀，我眼角都有魚尾紋啦。」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs837Z4xWK3
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQE5izFvI0d
他把頭伸前：「冇呀。」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjDDXch4Ch
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugiSLdOj2S
她立即提起嘴角，瞇起眼睛：「宜家呢，宜家一笑就有啦。」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi02E5V5X8Y
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OXmmdmMh7
「你哋啲女人就係麻煩，唔怪得啲化妝品公司係咁上市，你哋啲錢真係易呃。郁啲就話皺紋，郁啲就話咩老化、暗沉，又要撻啲嘢上面，諗住搽完就會後生咗。都傻傻哋嘅。」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI18B5HCUzX
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoYrbZy8Hr
「咁唔係點？咁睇落後生啲，都好似靚啲啦。幾多歲嘅男人，都鍾意十八歲嘅女人㗎啦。」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UI1TNAS9i
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPmc8U7u9RW
她訕訕，十八歲的她曾被十八歲的阿朗迷戀。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysPUcrzfhy
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjL1CZ3MzS1
「邊係，我就唔鍾意啦。」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMW7R2B2ek5
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW13Qawxq7u
「咁你鍾意幾多歲？」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7h4rQ9aji1
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPVeZNMxEM
「三十囉，成熟啲，冇咁煩吖嘛。」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJNWyzIpkx
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRDRDIWeqV
「五十咪仲成熟？六十歲好似再成熟啲喎。」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Oqd9EE9OT
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVaunEeFdw
「太熟，不了。」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONpaiZbi5C
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Z41MnJ0l8
他沒有說出口的是：「你講得啱。」他既喜歡她成熟的神色，又喜歡她不老的容貌。他不懂她為何要憂心形容退化，若然他是她的丈夫，他能夠與她相對一輩子，一定可以每天都替其按肩搓頸，絕不怠惰。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCFLogTcYF
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXHbh6qP2z
「咁到時你同老婆結婚結到五、六十歲，又不了？」789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLSb9NE6Ys
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uxIezqnbC
噢，她才約莫三十歲，已開始和丈夫疏離，那麼再多過幾年會怎樣呢？789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tgSSiuCmC
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SmGcw99Od
「如果我鍾意嘅，幾熟都冇問題。」朝光堅定地答。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTMwpPfs9G
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUrSNIPrVv
當天，阿朗亦說他會一生一世都愛她；其實當天，思思也如此對阿朗說。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFy9BvjSR0q
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可能，他們只是太熟了，而不是不愛；如朝光那樣說，鍾意就得。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZ95EtxkhV
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZYJKuKXez
只是，即使喜歡，即使愛，有時太熟，也可以構成問題。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3ckvTGIi1
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89wo3NrhLy
她很羨慕朝光的青春和憧憬，如同當日，她和阿朗也有這樣的決心，也相信二人的手心肉一旦黏合，就永不割斷。現在呢？光是一次按摩就能體現時光已逝。她羨慕朝光——789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3BEs2rljY
789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQLLBi9LrlR
他不知道，對有些人來說，綿長的情感是一種磨難。789Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzwTACiYvf
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