波瀾不驚，是平靜，是舒適；是死寂，是窒息。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaH6t0982Z
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波瀾當驚？815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6bumg6NtG
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思思如常，坐落在社工室的椅子上，打字。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4KemFtQoBN
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RZrfBMxfA
她總是要跟別人說：「It is OK to be not OK.」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4IbFRcqGt
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QvPoZ8b2E
但世界的運行卻是如此：「我理撚得你O唔OK，做好啲嘢佢啦。」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMl6i00pB15
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放學，朝光開門，問思思：815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjkF3Fkj9B
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5TQbRvgSV
「你好似好攰咁喎？好多嘢做？」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NekdY27GD
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNp1ES3d83C
他凑近，盯着她的臉，她連眨眼也很慢，像那些吊着鹽水的病人，無意再看天花那一成不變的模糊紋理。有時他覺得，她的生命迹象是薄弱的，從神情來看。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiM5S2nXb6
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3coond0NrY
「少少攰啦。」她已習慣他的到來。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWMFYDb4Z7
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2IGoTQwhH
他不語，把手放到她的肩上，替她按摩繃緊的肩膀。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7doNX5uz7
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVt6InYccvb
「啱力？」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Us7soFWV1
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1S3mrCSapt
她正閉眼，沒來得及作任何反應；忽然想起，阿朗也會幫她按肩。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2pyP6doC5
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OlXABXdHN
曾經，他也非常自信的說「程師傅好好手勢，實按到你舒舒服服。」之後，就會以深深淺淺的力度按壓她的肩，用手指捽捽，又用手肘轉轉，非常細緻。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXrYzAdaYN
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1rWfYcETh
「程師傅好掂喎。」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMhfntQ4dX
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGxkoAsXYq
她扭頭，向阿朗笑笑，他就會吻她的臉頰，然後繼續按摩某些穴位。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65c5dNfOnM
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhX1myY5hIx
「嗯。」思思回答朝光。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNi58Eca8AY
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTZVvovs2Y
其實，她不應允許朝光的手放在她的肩上。可是，她這刻覺得，或者渴望他是阿朗，那個會認真替她捏肩的「程師傅」。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtA4Aw5LFnI
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pvtQiXafK
昨夜，阿朗也有替她按摩。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBpzjGKjVgs
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOTOtj8ERU
她在床上作伸展狀，他抬頭隨口問了一句：「洗唔洗幫你摙吓骨？」又立刻低頭看電話。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8DBH0zRAy
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「好呀。」怎料她真的要。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzw8xLvdf7c
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ng0zk8LFp
她看到，他肯定自己沒有聽錯後的一刻停頓，隨即又面色自如地移至她的背後，一下下地按着。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzVOW0Kj5y
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGq3HvrBgd
「對咗好耐電腦？」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jsE6qB0PX
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpt3sZEZsRR
「係呀。」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5fGp7NRQK
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCYFVMzaQC
他轉為㩡骨的拳頭：「其實要做咩？」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkMpTvby78
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvvN0QMzcY
「打吓報告囉，有啲係行政嘢嚟嘅。或者要用耳仔同膊頭夾住個電話囉。」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypVKVy2Z4M
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9719OKVXVl
「哦，點解嘅。」他淡淡的問。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm20j4FKKeH
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwKhyiR1jr
「校務處飛線入嚟。」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkbWGzhlZR
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qRF36zVzW
「哦。」她正想轉頭和他聊天，但他又回到原本的位置，示意已按摩完畢。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLtyArofgj
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdJXk1Afzp
「唔該哂你。」她的語氣竟不自覺地疏離起來，然後挪一挪身子，躺下。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JM3KSw3nA
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GwsNzQUbk
「呢個位係咪痛？好緊喎。」朝光問，令思思回過神來。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQrX5jMChV
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGBjy5qWia
「你又識呢啲嘢？」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg42Q5BURNv
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「其實唔難。」他笑笑。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nl4PSrgcf
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1uqj1UE7c
他發現，思思有些溜肩，所以她的斜方肌甚大，是有些肉的，可是整體而言極其繃緊。他皺眉，對她訓話：815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNPgbHjnZRk
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt93d3Q7taQ
「番屋企玩少啲電話啦，唔好再做低頭族。」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1SD8B50R0
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJU4sFs2nq1
她回頭以側面答：「啱啊，我年紀都唔細。」看着朝光烏黑濃密的頭髮，想起每次梳頭時頭髮也不停脫落，自嘲：815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rumojyH5r
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「真係好羨慕你哋啲後生。」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmKfbCQqUk
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnPvy0pjq7
他心跳加速，她笑時眼睛彎彎，可是神色淡然，只自傷年華；他便知道她別無異心，只是剛巧需要有個人為她捏肩。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhCXuRgblbS
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFd5Rcv7mJG
「你有幾老呀？小姐？」他不禁反了一下白眼。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sRnnm3OC6
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbMHQzRQJs
「老呀，我眼角都有魚尾紋啦。」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaau9Moaka
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ABMycRue6
他把頭伸前：「冇呀。」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyDgwQoyfK6
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmc1xgFCyGX
她立即提起嘴角，瞇起眼睛：「宜家呢，宜家一笑就有啦。」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvaEvyzgE07
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBFHmUVJDv
「你哋啲女人就係麻煩，唔怪得啲化妝品公司係咁上市，你哋啲錢真係易呃。郁啲就話皺紋，郁啲就話咩老化、暗沉，又要撻啲嘢上面，諗住搽完就會後生咗。都傻傻哋嘅。」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FOzE7HgK8
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwabTF1eN1
「咁唔係點？咁睇落後生啲，都好似靚啲啦。幾多歲嘅男人，都鍾意十八歲嘅女人㗎啦。」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dBnSlNlpn
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2n625LmST
她訕訕，十八歲的她曾被十八歲的阿朗迷戀。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXg2iPWoBm1
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJvY3GcXgs
「邊係，我就唔鍾意啦。」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXc1xoXjpF
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP1zh8uQeEW
「咁你鍾意幾多歲？」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXluKX2CYo
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt86CojyVmm
「三十囉，成熟啲，冇咁煩吖嘛。」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUHvFBfWZH
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSjRlRbziYn
「五十咪仲成熟？六十歲好似再成熟啲喎。」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOvtqfD7Ly5
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7LnwkIHeg
「太熟，不了。」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fL1xcFD5A
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他沒有說出口的是：「你講得啱。」他既喜歡她成熟的神色，又喜歡她不老的容貌。他不懂她為何要憂心形容退化，若然他是她的丈夫，他能夠與她相對一輩子，一定可以每天都替其按肩搓頸，絕不怠惰。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDb2vkKR0M
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgN79L01Kl
「咁到時你同老婆結婚結到五、六十歲，又不了？」815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUTjI02g9D
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5nnpwvww0
噢，她才約莫三十歲，已開始和丈夫疏離，那麼再多過幾年會怎樣呢？815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NJNd32ubu
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「如果我鍾意嘅，幾熟都冇問題。」朝光堅定地答。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡynxKTvEHYV
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkzbZW2bgl
當天，阿朗亦說他會一生一世都愛她；其實當天，思思也如此對阿朗說。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwv16g4xdo
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可能，他們只是太熟了，而不是不愛；如朝光那樣說，鍾意就得。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfB07BuS11E
815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Jf21avtyu
只是，即使喜歡，即使愛，有時太熟，也可以構成問題。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehGBeVVwCE
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她很羨慕朝光的青春和憧憬，如同當日，她和阿朗也有這樣的決心，也相信二人的手心肉一旦黏合，就永不割斷。現在呢？光是一次按摩就能體現時光已逝。她羨慕朝光——815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgoAIVtsXGl
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他不知道，對有些人來說，綿長的情感是一種磨難。815Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1UuyichBw
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