我和日朗在一起。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeJucID9TQ
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6w2rr2UgO8
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSB7ouYZfGT
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtKlRiWhaN
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJsdWy9P7en
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySNLVE0iDR
他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLHmDKFetE
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwMt7lNFLv
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOW9q9UNy4
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqrpFFMt8L
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwu369t88N
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KoAqPW6g1
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wXvSRBuLu
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmo7InHwxt1
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5vKRiGWHR
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gY3ArvPmX
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ny6Q2gnSt
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvpjhUadQG
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wv43RKlfY
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGhUjD5q8P
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGeTjnYQ7U
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1ObOljN2a
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmU53wp7sC
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdIsjzpU6Gb
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoUW7Swixdn
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdiTBWO8ml
可是，我受不了。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd6Kl2wALvz
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO87mpNTOML
慢慢，他要求我：756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVH5VzLvTdb
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5rCj7cmr9
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmL33tIGL8x
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9decr6hQJ
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYP8jGfSX0q
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgp6SLk3lYD
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeScP77cmE
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1XZmCzMnC
我開始失落。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xLwbyMBQP
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgifWN8Qbqf
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTF4AIHtS5
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZfkh5bNNK
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53jYZbBwte
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXdfRyDRnUu
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS6wttfW62e
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YbmkhuMwl
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QkTQ8nbEx
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqCwJZXGg2
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwoP3bTiyJ
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2OyjbqQYT
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLA692KbxY
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9wxrVKu7h
我不懂愛人？756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qNZYqol9Z
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtehV3Sc3NS
我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTD0PeWJpe
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrTSFBCnIZ
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1vsAH3lP5
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNWK3CrCLP
係咪因為——756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5A8Y8SNS2
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJQ3Me1N6Y
你唔夠愛我呢？756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2uPGQMXJi
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBAXbCdWXO
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfPNECW1mN
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjT70ml83B4
對，就是這樣。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JjhiJbS5n
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyV08whOBr
我的心再一次與他疏離。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3adCVkK3Gs
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4JVelRl8y
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDSfz8K62X
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwlXt1bYZ5
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0rZ6L9bmm
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesRDoLBgqZ
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicI5KPQwRZ
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBKpZlKRqH
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQATOVcEQzz
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJA0g3PykCX
所以我出軌——756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9Vv2AkCpQ
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuNIeKEDzW
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBX6SvMs3yq
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVM0OP16xkB
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxAxfubRCJ
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaDcjLXFzJ
直到，日朗發現我出軌。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR7gnImmWjb
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcg2F8ZfKr
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GeWgOS9Hb
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgKnU6tu02Q
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxRyOKnm4s
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYARxHdh0m3
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo15QWuJawG
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmQwqc8OEu
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlD7xJGk4K
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3X8jXotv1v
結果，他不斷付出。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL7HzjCMje5
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDXz3FPqqT
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduuU8RF3TJ
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPpfG1UXGY
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrcc9pioSY
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcH4c4zPYVY
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXhzIlH3Ba
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7aCvYulWi
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4d9hGcgAD
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8fiZPNCtg
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVX1riU27Wi
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8C4aRtF1IO
唉，真令人無奈。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRR2rGogJ6v
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonNw8NmtbI
我有別人給我的愛了。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41mZG8fVcR
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoWIF1xVgS
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpasKUwIZlx
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6QQCGGU7w
唯有再見。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGswHa6p2s0
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEeEb9yBul
再見。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM6cNn3SVk3
756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgauHik3ar7
只是，後來，我又念記他。756Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngzSl4E0Ic
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