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「你知唔知？我……」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJwRFhDZGG
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡodIDGPuGWV
阿朗喃喃，之後沉默；手沒有停止，繼續為遺體上粉。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJZt1Kc9wj
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVVuYZLScl
千言萬語，在心中譜寫。當阿朗對一份工作足夠熟悉時，常常做着做着，就想找一些話說，差在是否講出聲。他之所以不再言語，是因為，他怕真的有人回應他，如此則過分滲人；無論如何，這個空間都太靜了。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWn3Lpw2uE
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthuUaniYPp
不，又或者，倘若真有人回應他，說到底也是一個伴——哈，眾生平等。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2YKsaZKzJ
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1HnzNImSO
自轉工後，阿朗和思思皆工作了三年。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6v2cx1ugKf
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQOwAClMZ7
一開始，二人還有許多話說的，因為工作予其的新鮮感支撐着二人無眠時興起的話題。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BcFRdl9lC
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUcMImWOIUG
可是，後來，開始無話可講。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSYPvezyhk
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKIIzruIkz
阿朗已見過很多不同種類的遺體：自殺、交通意外、久病而逝、急性病逝……見得多，自然不再感到新奇，他只越來越專業的做化妝手勢，表情放鬆，可是因為習慣了，所以再無新奇事可分享。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSoeJDJyjd
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrrbXFFl2F
或者，有時他很想分享，二人卻了無心思，沒有一個合適的興致配合話語；只好等到假日才說，但常常忘了起初想說什麼。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUaMZPzy2i6
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoucWHY2nY
思思呢，好一點，可是也較以往沉默。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GiMGtimLK
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj04Cn2bxV
她對學校更熟悉了，開始上手；和學生也越來越熟絡，他們都喜歡思思。午飯時間，甚至組成一個個小團體，內進狹小的社工室吃飯，和思思說「阿sir啱啱火車未到站」、「又要默書，勁長」、「放學就要補習啦」、「我都要去學琴啊，今晚又唔知幾點先可以瞓」，云云。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSrkXHClfU
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQvQiqSzF6
慢慢，生活只是一個循環，再沒有新的事好講。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrp7Q1jbMC
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7ly4M6SOh
但二人還可以圍繞棉花糖，看看她的功課、興趣班、測驗卷、温度進度，偶然一同幫她做難度甚高的視藝科勞作。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡip0L40oCLI
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeqGsjFQYX
對。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03JUoVrAmL
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXFtpIMll0
如此，如此地環迴往復。久而久之，又覺得平淡。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuII9s9Q8k
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzGosxdFc2
就是，大家都會關心對方，今天工作怎樣呢？辛勞嗎？繁忙嗎？可是，話語來來去去都是那些，第一次說，倒叫做體貼；但說到第一百次時，卻像極了例行公事，即使語氣充滿抑揚，聽起來卻只是一句不帶感情的慰問，淡淡的，內心總已經有個預期對方會說的答案：887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQiF80FIOGa
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyZHjMe8HR
「幾好吖。」或者，「有啲攰。」不出這些了。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtfNTB730J
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdAlz7myZnz
接下來，就幫對方按摩，手的力度卻悄悄放軟。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFzcaEAkoa
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavCsBSCXtP
平淡……平淡就對了，婚姻和感情不就如此嗎？總不可能一生都充滿激情吧，當新鮮感褪去，生活又回歸了整齊有序的狀態——887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CDdSFKwqJ
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSH61NrThJ
是應該的吧？887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTAUKITw3h
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzFzwL5VDp
臨睡前，阿朗想起，他們已經二十八歲：887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfNxrJN2bZH
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxJwSsTfHW
「老婆，」他側身摸思思的頭髮分界線：「十年啦，我哋今年係咪去泰國玩？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2K2aWTsltf
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6adxtPfGcy
他想回到那個夏天去，雖然熱，但至少和他結伴的思思，是有温度的。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqgqqgBPFa
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRjYsp60wG
外出散心，大家都會輕鬆點，不要再留在那個重覆工作的氛圍當中。一成不變，總使人麻木。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVcbxrkuRy
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcp63i26Om
但是，思思似是想起了什麼，皺眉：887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7JunFLCUP
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hS9QtjCjD
「但係，我暑假有project搞……」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnQfAKb665
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjCTuYnEMP
「咩project？要做幾耐㗎？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5e2pWwT7Fz
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Z3lzd3J7x
「我都唔太清楚，係講中一、二嘅學生點樣適應新學年嘅，環境唔同以前少學，壓力太大。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU2C7u7vItc
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhJv7azrOGa
「咁，仲去唔去？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3tDBaARr1
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgCWHySR7V
「遲啲先？等我忙完呢牌先。我都想去㗎，對唔住。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkO4IdgqG9G
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFXAI7Kbhd
「唔緊要啦，咁我哋遲啲再plan過。宜家瞓啦，聽日我哋都要番早，good night。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXo2HZRhmLy
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zWLBGerEn
如果去的話，一定要再試布吉島上的某間餐廳的泰式炒河，太好吃；還有要和那個老闆打聲招呼，看看餐牌上的中文字還是不是翻譯有誤；不過，不用再去騎大象了，太有墜落的危機感，上次還因而跌了弄跌了耳機，最後，得靠大象用鼻從草木中取回來。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxWtM3Xikh
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8wiVJSbRw
如果去的話，世界又剩下他們兩個了。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxvw1cS6Dk
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxygkyl72Nj
那麼，他們還可以有當年的開心和甜蜜嗎？反正，現在沒有答案。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98J1XgCgWM
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3ND8Ulh01
不知道從何時開始，他們的共處時刻都靠棉花糖，才能有多一些話。如果到泰國去，他倆怎麼辦？887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TwzviYARL
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVFXs9xBm79
不，只要空閑，都可以聊很多很多。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbQV65N99k1
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeFgOENjG4
思思閉眼。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmn7q0yiZ9c
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpizHAIwUzF
她覺得好累；開始明白阿朗以前回家的頹喪狀，絕對不是佯裝出來的。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKt1vcN5vN3
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wpt8sSdEi
別人以為她的工作只是奉上一雙耳朵，然後隨便說些心靈雞湯就可以；但不是的，她不想做這種人，所以，她認真聆聽和回應。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOJdzx7myu
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOg0dGj6KqS
不只學生，老師也偶然向她打探學生的心事，斷言拒絕又顯得不禮貌，總要大戰幾個回合，你推我讓。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ya9qzWUCA
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7J5bUl3HnV
還有家長。有些家長天天致電學校，老師處理不到，就交給她接聽——887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPPYSWIk5B
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbn4vJybhN2
「嗰個講座講嘅方法都冇用嘅？佢都係唔聽我話喎。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEdqYgIs5s
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrc24veaAx
「點解我個仔日日都冇精神聽書？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbDAmwH0N0
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyOUUboo4n
「佢做咩苦瓜乾咁樣番屋企？你哋冇睇好佢？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyakGRasjNl
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvsPyziMT1x
「姑娘呀，我想問吓呢，有冇咩方法可以令佢乖乖哋去補習？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiu14TQehH
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1H5SDUW10B
「阿仔放學成日都唔即刻番嚟，係咪群埋啲壞同學？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfoZKS1j6qs
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlxgmhCtHH
然後，她不斷挨罵。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchCHjNbggm
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqjY6plNt2
其他日子，就是跟case和寫報告。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc60HAVg9Ae
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuT6zVfmUe
她的生活確實充實，求仁得仁；只是有一點點累。有時，她只想快快吃完飯，然後攤睡床上，不需再說一句話，任由起伏有致的呼吸聲替她道一聲晚安。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSEfy1yozu
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPRVulA4IX
她失去了傾訴的心思。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16q36pHuep
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJRV9YKZo1
即使，她多麼想時常說一些瑣碎，像以前一樣。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61G2B126HF
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQEAKTsKL8
如今，她努力等閒暇周末。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DiTY6oZ10
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