他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ229kaFuqBo
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3V99Nw0Mli
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxbJ1LLxTS9
Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvB8P2I8yR
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMf9K9BcncA
阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKs81P3wEe
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKIAMDQqpx
可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMr3qeFxMS
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvmwCB6XaZ
生命無常，真的令人非常無力。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoyBJdTmsJ
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9S3NzTMUHG
一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHhEdYeBFD
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRTPRor7oa8
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkz8aoFQ4h3
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdZn4xuPhO
峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqyFyKRsfq
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY44GngUSYP
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5i2bLGxyw
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcX7FeXSJU4
咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFppQLMebxW
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbWY5ZpbmU
如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RhNSJiyqd
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgwHWAuk8p
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxSa7pMPnLN
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7p5qGykKy
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZL8KdyP3I
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA0tiU8AT36
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nux6CO6t7
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hpj1lVa04
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZX2cJQARG
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFQPZQ9IP7g
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyhs4whcW6
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbOZnk37aB1
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdnDm9j2jU
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80bOqgrvvk
「你好感慨喎。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVts0gETEI
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gLMYu9wMH
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONNZw7dbkM
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsqzJUytcI
宜家呢？」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBfbSTFB3n
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVQ91MwLBm
「嗯。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsHJHayzxr
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPrxI0QCge
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3W68fa6lA
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa99RT4w3Ys
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4PWjzz9J4
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwz9a88Lfqr
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBkUSUjqw2
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIpy2fkKsO
「唔好諗咁多啦。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLkanJdHGbF
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZfvDR3TxaX
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ltjED90Gg
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbCIqWquWe
阿朗不語。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBC9dHEQ2qq
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoeFtWVRgcQ
而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHt2ikjmm9o
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFRyBFdxZm
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzGQo2TE8a
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPg79x7oZuN
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsks6gY3GGQ
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7ANqbTPIN
峰仔開口介紹二人。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsY3Z3muApV
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ830NlNzuGn
「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvskdKypkS
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9CxUvtoPu
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1wvwKkq7z
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJSLxJOGjj
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJrTUwhjRF
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwumFhUhPI
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6a4dXHULl
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYQP8vYClT
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXW0vHhMdpJ
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKE4F0ajlu
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWWiKeehgm
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZHp7NQ9yd
佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7upVRM6jF
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEPCiJlG7t
之後……就冇之後了。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQYcUCFF87j
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGO3Drx5RV
「節哀順變。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2rnMTtSDP
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YxrCnIWyU
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NitStIYDJ
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTzFgR0p8V
「嗯。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkonjeRkCLB
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSvtwqCq8e
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGp2BrNhrR
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsALpFAGvLZ
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMA4Eq98sN
我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiBZYNgVBtH
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1iASqBXXe
嘉欣已說不下去。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwad353Hn7
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GgCxLBeCd
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlg4b6eTvA0
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYM9kF2MQ8
「我想佢番嚟……」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJTyIS7qRc
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QYDRPRwD2
她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqXGCx9JVN
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmwPffS8Le
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKW3qXNRJI6
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PeGBy8r3H
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XbzYRRNJm
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBfb0tf064
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2Q7KqOype
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QaT2rRVFC
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAB7pO0raqP
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6QdT6xpT5
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWHj232Dci
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1GQ9rG09Cj
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcx4xJ135ni
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvnan2SpJ9x
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CwJHLVooI
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLloEyj7IyB
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGm2CbIqdA
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSACCtqpfm
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPBFdMrCRq
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEN31Qo3ynk
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0OLXPt1yp
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuLIQail3o
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOP01nsTqEj
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmdFHXNwoy
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAfHqyINUT
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZb7pVzeML2
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmdUxGPecJ
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAY7UCN7Z0G
她悲傷。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7MPLMnB8J
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8ksTghIUi
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xU8hjx09F
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbKCotmXFa9
「冇你點開心？」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dc7QhUzxL
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZfAmqS3m1
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHmj1WtbbR
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxKYeu0qfC
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0RSOCT9ZTE
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8ZrX702R5
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MM98Fm0kr
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8clwP4UZI
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWv2t9KCXek
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLu6RVlmUWv
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BXSNNfrQW
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqezpVfYKG
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJyEBQ5pt1
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabcQDxrAHe
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnAun1RRWG
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHY3SOY7h1
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJAcwdPmkg
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd371bBVYf7
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEF1STnnOOS
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMirlWXUc1
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4T12RFdyVo
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWA31hgmVO6
她不假思索：797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgOB3FIhAK
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdv3F8vSqFo
「當然係寧願你出軌。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYrq6G7cEX
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUi3E5Ww16
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKElDJaXqZ
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53cAnWDqtB
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ66A0oapVTY
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59rnQiU88d
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYI8cwbQvwq
797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu70RYS2np9
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。797Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqr8tZXzLD
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