看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6sVYipwTx
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下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkCQl3N67s
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpt3JCVnLY
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNmDiHY2Gk
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDf0ghFZeJL
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5NXeYNZT0
「明。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMtJiVbPvB
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bgZGWMfUw
「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HhdhEyUJ6
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvmKzPZ1pGo
「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcCfEIpjlwi
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILiNLNOVi6
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpigAB7JiJh
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0H7FneHT3
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrppZMMvva
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20XESZdkZm
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxvPR2DECx
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrznsxyFUJ
「俾我睇吓？」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfL3YGO8456
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldTaHEUUjx
「好。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWvCrt3Bza
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqliftht2O
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAgovzyHpt
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDoO0yUKOQ
「哦，係Fiona喎。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotWPllXzVi
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92Fyu08lcr
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTa6EPxuYEe
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7JiwdLxM2
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdmLJulFQ7
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3e0FZGWbgR
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZVZxGWcg0
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmt8KAUSReY
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2ncZ4YMeD
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIyheUDhHN
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZO0cdTOiO
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwlYO029Mnh
「仲敢？」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RFLwOS8aH
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAH1zMBejv
「唔敢。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxQgbXgKC3
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡalZSpzodCj
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPXNPzMDJW
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLDpj60Xc7
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1oUFDPYc9
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKP2YqIiveB
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ973mFyaMFN
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2HZBokKKSn
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2rtACZLMk
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEOftAWjhtW
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvoxIWGluQx
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXKuqeW9ij
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnGIC0fkAA4
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqOGubot5R
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7mHfwSzxL
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡub2AR6kxfP
「我開俾你睇。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkuE2xbI7Po
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnok1mUL6AO
「唔洗啦。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUtBcvFU5B
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQr876DSipj
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRCOrcwkIV
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBRTQmoo04
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOp0q37Jrk
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lilRhcm9g
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0QS2WhXjP
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCToeEpz5T
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoEZIMxRlO
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BwzrLzMgV
「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPmqjnlUID
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzwVW1M0fGU
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXNwp3MuZ9
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3ON2eBzyG
「Sorry。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rZRXQWoId
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwzyNIpR2b
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mjKnd9tAT
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaW2kMgH3tC
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ159ybhXuoB
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVF9RpHMNWv
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOS29Evg2k
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSZs6aK3Uo
「Sorry……」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bYnjzw5Bo
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoBn0X3T1X1
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfVUwkQ7xK
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgUiysx7db
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEyufNVXPN
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeG4Gp126OH
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvv1PHAmK7J
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNc6SmUBs4
「嗯。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjtTfy5jhv
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YFyk27eLC
既然說起，阿朗問：801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5qVi3PCpf
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi1RuU6XbOW
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0WiRU4sSB
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy48vM2dBuW
她沒好氣地答：801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4RNyoO1wC
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8tfwif6HJ
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5CnHG67oG
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRyLtvl4Wz
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEB0CEKf8i
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssF4gvXzVy
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCYjcuzu99
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56T8BSNzNw
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8CKb0KMHk
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaE1hOMYIFm
「威啦威啦。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmKpXy0UFW
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHceJrk6cwm
二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk94F46zVtc
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4IcGmJKZdG
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEC3ntTK2vN
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWsVyQt2o4
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtlI6dUueK
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5U3uDaEQE5
「喺街上撞到？」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVCbLr2v9T
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5likGchbMx
「佢喺校門等我。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpfQebiajW
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3W9Uh3MF4
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbJlndUAl0
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0sRi6hhpa
他語帶諷刺：801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0VVrVxHBT
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ObX96l7n6
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuX143U5vh
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOkm8jhti4
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gfMDcoolW
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9jdNDiH0H
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpzt3nXf4Ub
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvtA2xqwTs
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkflcj7yugK
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7tSMELEME
「有咩問題？」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OY7B4Yt76
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPS1LwIasM
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsq5y7U9IRM
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfWp7pqtUR
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8K2BWP61OT
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMybO1XYuuy
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yQg8Vn9Jj
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXPf27QrH7
是。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp50pQ73NuD
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfJnUrtm5Z
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6N07nDoIvd
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmod1i7uqH
是。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Wq84BFE4P
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGKUOXTc7F
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdlf5b4Eun
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdaG490C0zZ
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpooi1cOG4
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsZcNypzFQ
原先想表達的是什麼？801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfKkpKY4dEC
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhPT7mroqg
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dlxbXbgCk
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRS2ihdL7NU
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahlI7ceONT
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPgid0oyZB
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpApe01RO8
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eJ8zGBYZA
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoUoCLJEm2
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQX2U1v5dw
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRfZHHmLF7
801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaV0rZcgx7J
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。801Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCqq9UQRu2
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