阿朗在家門前，停下。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrpmHE0Zv6
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71G8ygB86X
他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過，夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間，頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會，他忽然有感折返平凡的人間，迎接他的，將是清冷的脫鞋聲，忠心又利落。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDNLEbZO31
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxA1wssNqf
這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OMHx0dpty
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqyqsCEbe2
然後，阿朗拿出鎖匙，其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢，她站起來，替阿朗開門。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKGMiRZzCm
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQByT3csnI
如同往常，他下班回家，一樣。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVO78LcAhis
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcL3rfD0Rii
「咦，你仲未瞓嘅。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLjRNrfZJI
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlk8uGFIY0m
「係呀，我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6L36YseAwX
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZE95ILivy7
思思抱了抱阿朗，昂首，問：1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1snpGATxR
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbzTnOEC3y
「係呢，最後有幾多人着咗校服去？」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4BCQvJ2eyW
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkEMA2ANxoS
「幾個囉，得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落；我哋就開始有佬味，冇人着。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmPWT0h6qQ
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTCsILJXyU
「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正？」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcTLBihIoCB
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDVOSl1GZQ
阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動，腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbRDf7lODr
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07HS0wFCT1
對上思思的眼，噢，家有賢妻，又答：1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnstaeNiVB2
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3TrPNsOuW
「邊夠你正。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8XWQkL2lG6
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGNIl5ddXq
「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊，傾咗啲咩？」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4sp8IXnV9z
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQJRdujnmq
「冇呀，咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢，之前聚嘅時候，都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦，分享吓近況咁囉。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSacvf5nGI
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrNEgKWw8m
「咁佢哋最近點？」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGW252PL41v
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOKFEsrCJX
阿朗停頓，他沒有仔細聽別人的話，想，反正過得比他好吧。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdX4whzcrF
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bnuRYt5lE
「幾好啦。老婆，你知唔知？畢咗業咁多年，竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dh4xck3u5
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLF0oTupsHQ
「咩意思？你以前係點？」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0R6NIN4KG
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFfMI5FLra
「嗯，之前同你提過嘅，我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢，而且都幾俾心機讀書，係大學之後先開始心散。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZP0cJ85ep
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlEZTZHngJJ
「我記得呀。我都明嘅，大學嘅環境同埋你屋企，都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoGVNJJel0
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt3Uit3KJDg
思思抿嘴，其實她知道，如果他繼續努力，一定會有成就，從一開始，她就覺得阿朗很聰明，對很多事都有獨特見解。只是，她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」，此刻覺得有些遺憾，舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5916XHeAa
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42gplZnPM0
可是，下一刻，窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她，累。而幾個鐘後，太陽會如常升起，她有的，是他倆的未來，不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUVpqZXc97
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRAq5eetiV
「老婆，你覺得我叻唔叻？」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNySrEq21ba
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOpm0yGxsu
阿朗忽然問。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLM3xiGhPPe
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74faYWtU5u
截至回家、看見思思之前，他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情，沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺；回家，他想確定自己的價值——1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02B3PpTpGR
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQieHDVoe2Q
「叻，」思思不解，他何以突然這樣問，他當然是非常非常好的，又補充：「當然叻，我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎，你話呢？」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1olVuoxXrr
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1LAYQO4TJ
「嗯，都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他？」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsw6ARzj6U1
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRlNpreUynU
「有呀！多謝你咁辛苦，每日見到你咁攰，我好心痛。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlkE1eunuq
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9OADYILUY
阿朗訕訕。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61agOOsyJI
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnQzVJpMOk
他隱隱失落，她回答得過分真誠。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NEjKa6IVv
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Kjn8z7mwS
問之前，他就有一個期待的答案，譬如，評價他個人的行事、性格；而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」，他想知道的是，「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsKOgfy5Na4
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5wRbqck4T1
可是，又似乎，真的很難讓她感覺到。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUxqJZdKBD
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaHz83OV6zb
而現在，他沒有機會，也沒有空閒，讓她見證，程日朗不止可以養家。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXCT2Ykunn
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesAoQ32r75
「我去個沖涼先。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vN08QYOCg
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahdeXAuYhL
不知道為什麼，思思覺得，打從踏進家門開始，阿朗的興致就不斷減退，好像有點落寞。思來想去，她猜測，可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同，所以有種脫隊的不安嗎？別的同學畢業後自有去路，無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛，還是失業、失戀嗎？但只有他，那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁，既需養妻又要活兒，肩負家累嗎？1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNBIMvC7n2
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPc2oWPRVkX
他有家累。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiPYzleJV6
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAk1Jm12bG
她明白，他為這個家付出了很多。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPGsOBEt9K
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZFUZkNhnQ
「老公——」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDWQvRRrGJ
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxt6Igbfztr
「係？」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVOf0H45aW
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4GPLe7FV4
「我愛你。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ690VvsPxjG
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWivSf5d9f
「我都係。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdoKNykAy9
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDH885Zj1L
她不明白的是，阿朗需要尋找成功感，想取得屬於他自己的認同感。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwJUomXBIv
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8JrUfWaWl
他已經自卑，他很怕她不再欣賞他，他也怕她會看不起他。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGrqWEiJSv
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡatfO4OHfhb
而，她不知道。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuEdqcSNm6C
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHj60I2YCk
他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意，他渴望自己的身影永遠高大，永遠撐得起這一頭家，如果天塌下來，他都希望她們都分毫無損。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPPiRzFRF8E
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgQVnIeHoQ
他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴，告訴他，世界要變了。而且，世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣，這一種失温感，令他搓了搓手臂，一失手，頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbj7OEodfC3
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nHnUPXr9O
他想找點方法使其穩健。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNPhyE4YhB
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJD2rA8sJjH
自卑這種情緒，可以流露得很明顯，眉頭額角，皆是破綻。只是，他不想讓她察覺，也不想直白地被她安慰。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ889ZQVic3o
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmC64Btz13
他覺得，一個自卑的男人，是毫無吸引力的。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiTe5FITHW
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbBlM1cWs4
他不想雪上加霜。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVXOSmc5ZJ
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQ7LI4w4Hq
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1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICspq9J7nT
深夜，二人躺在床上。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfpmGkQ48u
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYl4M4ELEn
阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容，幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CnEtiLxmG
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvZkJy0cPJ
他睡不着。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaP9MNb5HJ6
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8Tu65NwQJ
「做咩仲擘大眼嘅？」思思察覺，問。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQ6XVCfcgf
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9y3l8yBrH7
「冇咩，可能K房啲氣氛太high，我未平復到啫，有少少精神。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvN2lOjE8Q
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAXPYG6hmf
「難得喎，你瞓唔着。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jRTaSwaCA
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriqQ1VyofZ
「係……你瞓先啦，乖。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKO2NYdJo6W
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOKLE1pNtJz
說罷，阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmzEYWfxiX
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7ZfNsxdSA
他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上，無故想起，在剛才的聚會中，Fiona問他：1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFeuuZlg7A
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkt1qoS4DkN
「點解咁早結婚嘅？以為你會好好讀書，再好好番工，或者開公司添。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUWD3Hwduf
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy6BgVBQjB
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65ruLtYUXi
「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉，好正常啫。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlu5R1DWJcW
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wgx5HHw3I
「奉子成婚咋啩？」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGlttmcDsYC
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorjtEfO7Aj
Fiona調侃阿朗，下一秒，又道：「講笑咋，祝福你。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEZcrsNsi5
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ875Pjw6TW
「嗯。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnsBNIX9hqy
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyMijR4vYN
「宜家咁都唔錯吖，我都幾羨慕你老婆；我覺得，你要多謝佢。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNowE9K1HYU
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5mTpOxyR3
「點解？」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NDlHz0pH8
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqX4CXtybw
「你比起以前，成熟咗好多，同其他男人唔同，佢哋同你比，太幼稚。」1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TQRykvoMR
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgARPEyMB9s
她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨，笑靨如花。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhz6soYU9QW
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGdwBLsGTfJ
他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨，矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經，她肯定阿朗夠好，才讓他做她的男朋友，才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親；然而，她卻又背叛了他，親口宣告，對她來說，他，是不足以令她放棄整個森林的，他不過是其中一棵樹。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaVYixHrqM
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJEGj840iS
但，他又想，起碼她認同，他特別強壯。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVm0oXcwhI8
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQfzLyRI85
阿朗遂在Fiona的話中，睡去。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZY187lCqp
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YX3iI4JpI
一夜甜夢。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWXmKpgMNI
1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeDAb28B3g
可是他忘了，Fiona的校服長度，是不符合儀容規格的。1001Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50uV6RSjky
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