阿朗在家門前，停下。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrqFjXlBtP
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZaQJklUob
他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過，夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間，頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會，他忽然有感折返平凡的人間，迎接他的，將是清冷的脫鞋聲，忠心又利落。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡap9F8y8O8v
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbT3CVBgfdZ
這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0KbYcrO03
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡME3VEJVPnq
然後，阿朗拿出鎖匙，其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢，她站起來，替阿朗開門。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhG21eCb1r
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRvRyJSEC0
如同往常，他下班回家，一樣。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zEIRcU1TT
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcJmbHZEo0
「咦，你仲未瞓嘅。」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZThPgfL1E
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaCJdSoeyl
「係呀，我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXdgLi6uSl
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJazVcjXpZ
思思抱了抱阿朗，昂首，問：1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDB7QqPCFa1
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIX0f9zCCU
「係呢，最後有幾多人着咗校服去？」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡms857Kbyiy
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtH7m4NAo9
「幾個囉，得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落；我哋就開始有佬味，冇人着。」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfuug9EF88
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaJ5IIfBy7
「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正？」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBE5kbaf6w
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFud1zcK7P
阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動，腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19Hnm9jtCT
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIqhVpIUJR
對上思思的眼，噢，家有賢妻，又答：1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMcwmGizW8
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQg5VvwpEE
「邊夠你正。」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKKnHZgFmoW
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYSWKhgzNn
「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊，傾咗啲咩？」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXWgDokdE2B
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgA2UaNNCBA
「冇呀，咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢，之前聚嘅時候，都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦，分享吓近況咁囉。」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTnxsKYQyy
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidetnHikK9
「咁佢哋最近點？」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ863SOM4zs
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK74g7Uhhq0
阿朗停頓，他沒有仔細聽別人的話，想，反正過得比他好吧。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnj78Cz5wt
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3LmRvXmN1
「幾好啦。老婆，你知唔知？畢咗業咁多年，竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXISkVLwJf
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSszXbepSW1
「咩意思？你以前係點？」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtiln3CxTp
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xQnZaaFmd
「嗯，之前同你提過嘅，我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢，而且都幾俾心機讀書，係大學之後先開始心散。」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzf0JNhe6I
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhbypFKuVJ
「我記得呀。我都明嘅，大學嘅環境同埋你屋企，都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bbRL32ain
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF8xc2ETbdX
思思抿嘴，其實她知道，如果他繼續努力，一定會有成就，從一開始，她就覺得阿朗很聰明，對很多事都有獨特見解。只是，她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」，此刻覺得有些遺憾，舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ720SI3WuJO
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCsoKqkHOB
可是，下一刻，窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她，累。而幾個鐘後，太陽會如常升起，她有的，是他倆的未來，不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCu5fLbUFk
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2O3AjNImnL
「老婆，你覺得我叻唔叻？」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtTHNO8cSF
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjximikQ7Dj
阿朗忽然問。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrt5oyIJ5bF
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkT8Ikq42iL
截至回家、看見思思之前，他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情，沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺；回家，他想確定自己的價值——1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkZwhuncgS
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSsmIbps5J
「叻，」思思不解，他何以突然這樣問，他當然是非常非常好的，又補充：「當然叻，我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎，你話呢？」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEyFVYDCif
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs38KRrcCfB
「嗯，都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他？」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVmRdAFbJcf
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWVtHErsF8
「有呀！多謝你咁辛苦，每日見到你咁攰，我好心痛。」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25R3DlRmkv
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFC8Y2dDY13
阿朗訕訕。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmD68frBQZu
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzzQ1vp9j1
他隱隱失落，她回答得過分真誠。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aNYWSdfTq
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWp4lBa5qn
問之前，他就有一個期待的答案，譬如，評價他個人的行事、性格；而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」，他想知道的是，「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvb234pQxXh
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4oyUrwvLT
可是，又似乎，真的很難讓她感覺到。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoA0csWFRuG
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9b0kHyzoY
而現在，他沒有機會，也沒有空閒，讓她見證，程日朗不止可以養家。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZh1qVLkcz
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEflcRJSt43
「我去個沖涼先。」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXt994hUUB
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Y5ENERUui
不知道為什麼，思思覺得，打從踏進家門開始，阿朗的興致就不斷減退，好像有點落寞。思來想去，她猜測，可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同，所以有種脫隊的不安嗎？別的同學畢業後自有去路，無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛，還是失業、失戀嗎？但只有他，那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁，既需養妻又要活兒，肩負家累嗎？1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbspxK1IF7
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VOxeVHtW5
他有家累。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWQEAYMxQ6
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DNWsFR3WI
她明白，他為這個家付出了很多。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNOTWLX3GB
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4okUVKKcbZ
「老公——」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVHJFW7N16
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvsA6v7Hk3
「係？」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0ArPanu9X
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaw4CZ37LsW
「我愛你。」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAOdpAOpu5
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtLB8AMWzu
「我都係。」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZphhCcQHxt
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ346FcIiVMb
她不明白的是，阿朗需要尋找成功感，想取得屬於他自己的認同感。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLxorke4bvY
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdml1LsayRq
他已經自卑，他很怕她不再欣賞他，他也怕她會看不起他。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4LwAt3ZdC
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡocXXBYg793
而，她不知道。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtnQcZEkKf
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqY39FZmGPa
他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意，他渴望自己的身影永遠高大，永遠撐得起這一頭家，如果天塌下來，他都希望她們都分毫無損。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vzZWVe0dr
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEEn0bLB6S
他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴，告訴他，世界要變了。而且，世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣，這一種失温感，令他搓了搓手臂，一失手，頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKheKICy73K
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWO0F5YqDe
他想找點方法使其穩健。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedVeYfSYT4
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7Gz2H0NJ8
自卑這種情緒，可以流露得很明顯，眉頭額角，皆是破綻。只是，他不想讓她察覺，也不想直白地被她安慰。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6xg43odiN
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJg9WmQzCg
他覺得，一個自卑的男人，是毫無吸引力的。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGD0l0Vq3M8
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs6EoRZjkoS
他不想雪上加霜。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYZThgzeWS
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDARWFHchaj
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1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ivah5xydD
深夜，二人躺在床上。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsmRDohfKu
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2Q5YIJQIP
阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容，幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5hIIjpBKi
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPW0oL28ka7
他睡不着。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQzAvtI9g4X
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBjWrylWKy
「做咩仲擘大眼嘅？」思思察覺，問。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZxJytPGLz
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5pJprmRzc3
「冇咩，可能K房啲氣氛太high，我未平復到啫，有少少精神。」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVE7w7QJj3S
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFutOI3RYJ
「難得喎，你瞓唔着。」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNTrSrtmGN
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39MNLOgqTI
「係……你瞓先啦，乖。」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfW73kKs9UG
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHvG0SwUhY
說罷，阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2mwE1VUcF
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3wyNXvsnh
他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上，無故想起，在剛才的聚會中，Fiona問他：1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa297ZiROdV
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOUs6my6zO
「點解咁早結婚嘅？以為你會好好讀書，再好好番工，或者開公司添。」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvIrU30bA7
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhZSu4rQ4lW
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaSE7ZyovT
「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉，好正常啫。」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAyKrGwsAwI
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1h6vFe2y2t
「奉子成婚咋啩？」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlD169Ck5Ha
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJWTQQdLLu
Fiona調侃阿朗，下一秒，又道：「講笑咋，祝福你。」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhrwGGJpHv3
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiNMb2wyPq
「嗯。」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9XVnGMQgg
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4hvaWJRUL
「宜家咁都唔錯吖，我都幾羨慕你老婆；我覺得，你要多謝佢。」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXmlRCNSoV
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVZup8Xr1X
「點解？」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SKSYpvTxs
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmo3tsAeYCG
「你比起以前，成熟咗好多，同其他男人唔同，佢哋同你比，太幼稚。」1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9RqRPcm2t
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoK87JcnXYe
她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨，笑靨如花。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2ITUbFlrm
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3s2tD5uTS
他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨，矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經，她肯定阿朗夠好，才讓他做她的男朋友，才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親；然而，她卻又背叛了他，親口宣告，對她來說，他，是不足以令她放棄整個森林的，他不過是其中一棵樹。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hjHgTWo5n
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4h9dCHOEj
但，他又想，起碼她認同，他特別強壯。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpI1V4qltym
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsxu05DeiF
阿朗遂在Fiona的話中，睡去。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ653kkbdTmD
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvRGsmQaw7
一夜甜夢。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKbwimy7UG
1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1dHqvk26R
可是他忘了，Fiona的校服長度，是不符合儀容規格的。1026Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaiRpI5kdA
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