好像，她真的需要找個人向她訴說心事那般。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CnQDJnUov
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「喂老婆？」阿朗致電思思。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFxMjOH64O
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「係，做咩？」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGTtsj1EBv
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「今晚棉花糖去婆婆屋企瞓喎，咁我哋出嚟食好冇？」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZr28IarGK
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「好。邊度？」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ428sTldvDQ
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「嗯……等間先決定啦，我嚟接你放工。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXNXnFHTqh
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「好，五點半見？」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjMGLlHx66
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朝光看向思思，問：「約咗人？」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoCUKr4uH3
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4vdDaB9tm
「係啊，約咗老公食飯。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7L1RhUdMXs
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCsTSJd0gAI
她喚那個看不見的人為「老公」。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewBfzLHcmx
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iZef7Zvva
「哦……你結咗婚？幾時識㗎？」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ro2E6VFVl
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqotba2mAh
朝光從沒問過她的婚嫁戀愛，她反正不會說得詳細，或者，是因為他不想知道。可是，他以為她還未婚，這年頭女子就算已屆三十也不焦急，而她手上可是沒戴婚戒的。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0iua4zg5v1
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxODIlYKTR
「中學尾囉。結咗婚好耐啦，我早婚。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8chkEoPEE5
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOc82URLozg
思思手上，是沒有戒指的，即使成婚已久。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEqNHy17Afv
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5sgyAuLcoC
二十歲，還未結婚的時候——881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2uYiDuuYd
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhg5p2J8Err
阿朗某天神神秘秘的向她展示左手無名指。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6UDqoyXxM
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LxpfOAHqc
「做咩用marker畫手指？」她看見後，甜笑，手背那邊是一條幼幼的線，掌心那邊則寫着：881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLah837ehWN
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「 L&S881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4CsuFWbe8
2.7.2005」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Wlwo619mT
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朗和詩，二零零五年七月二日是他們的拍拖紀念日。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsmS3D4I8u
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOj1ucqDpfV
「唔係畫㗎，我真係去紋咗。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dunJmSuYK
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOvwCYiw24
阿朗覺得，思思不太有安全感，但他不知怎樣做。唯有，做一些MK的事，以顯真心，妄語若然拋棄她，定當將手指砍下，為她傷及髮膚，還不是真心鍾愛？881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuiF1zleIA
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「吓，點解紋嘅？唔痛咩？」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDz4M1TXyQ
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6pZK9IqiT
「少少啦，」他不自然的笑，分明是記起當天痛楚：「俾你相信，我一生一世都愛你吖嘛，如果同你分手，我發誓我一定斬手指！」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPygrp6mmb
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZtiv8TtSk
她捉住他舉起的三指，嗔笑道：881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotZBpsKa8K
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiPqiqsCBv
「唔好亂發誓啦，真係分手咁點算？」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtzjFKTaCW
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVBZPbgtMK
「斬手指。」他認真的答。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSWQVVqMg6
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtEoyjLDhB7
她咧開嘴笑，愛侶在蜜運時都愛說這些不理後果的談情話，最後也可能換他人來理料他的襯衫；但是他這一刻的真心，彌足珍貴，令她歡喜。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7cYq6hrQJ
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「咁我都要。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtn9qhJ6OJ
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於是，他們又一同到那家紋身店，阿朗看着思思，紋上一模一樣的圖案，在左手無名指上。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XoW2RM0qg
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsqp8lJW4K
隔年，思思懷孕，她對他說：881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOG6D5sEyGG
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9SymOHh4r
「唔好買咩戒指嗰啲，你以前已經送咗俾我啦，而且，永遠都除唔甩，唔驚整唔見喎。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS622cwjXVl
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfD6q6y8TDN
「係，你都走唔甩㗎啦，呢世都係我老婆。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsawEsH8U7z
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gaiKmlG7c
就這樣，一「戴」就戴了八年。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJG8detJra
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思思想事情時，常捽一捽左手無名指，起初是覺得欣喜；後來，則已是一種慣性。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHU4B0ePih
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「哦……咁佢對你幾好嘛？」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJBZu9HcNq
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGJgRkWoRF
朝光忽然覺得異常尷尬，想把自己燒溶將融陷在牆壁的水泥中。他努力令自己的下盤穩實，雙腳重心踏地，以免自己的氣息從腳底洩出，疑心自己因此急速飛走，無人能、無人想——捉住。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LDF8b1WpI
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「嗯嗯。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0KH1Ddbmz
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeyBLWv3fnr
思思想，阿朗待她確是不錯；即使，這些年開始已無以前那樣，對二人的關係充滿熱枕，但是，很自然吧。他們就似兩口鄰近的井，總有人打完這井，打那井，有種已成習慣的牽連；到底，盤根交錯。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19lbzaMZ1Z
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JqQjjzd6I
只是，除出初戀那些天外，他真的從未接過她放工，所以，她竟然感到新奇。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGqq4WQk3hI
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0hqNXOhl2
朝光看看思思的神色，又不似真的與老公非常甜蜜，她只是淡淡的點頭。而且，她從未提及。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSByBfoiHt
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「幸福？」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygQWJIWQ7E
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但是，結婚多年仍願意接妻子下班，怎麼不好？881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsITfo9E8Cg
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「嗯。」她又點頭，輕輕的。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIE5GMxzXhm
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怎麼能夠不幸福？阿朗為她、為家也付出甚多，不離不棄。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjlVUQ5EII
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「喂。你又發吽哣。」朝光說，他覺得一個經常出神的人，內心必然另有所想，但是，他並沒有資格問。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡawJEruI34C
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他不能擁着思思，問：881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6QG2s41Dm
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「其實你鍾唔鍾意宜家咁？如果唔鍾意，我可以俾幸福你。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLaZcwjlzzg
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJuuFDbI0D
她必然輕輕一笑，利落地推開他：「哇，大個仔啦喎，識調戲姐姐。」卻不會相信他是真心的，隨即又會警告他：「以後唔好再咁。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYlrYJRO4u
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此刻，朝光清晰地發現她真的有對象，而且還與對方同一屋簷下生活多年，他忽然認清卻拒絕承認自己的心思。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoUAVMW6lt
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWKuihbhPy
他不是因為有話說才常常來找她，而是因為想找她才有話說。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIKyOIDDON
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXMmJJ8Hl6l
他不是覺得杏色、素色這種淡雅的裝扮好看，而是覺得她怎樣都是美麗的。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Twc0SQN7i
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOcv2S1DHK
他不是喜歡温柔又爽朗的女子，他只是喜歡剛柔並重的她。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJJJl27yHX
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRBn0LOp0D
原來經常共對，真的是會產生感情，何況他打從第一眼，已經記住她的面容；多聊多講多聽，感覺情感就是互通的。他有一種被呵護的喜悅，以前一直沒有人願意體恤他。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgT069to1ha
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6gcGBcHYp
他喜歡社工室的淡淡白蘭花香，他喜歡不大不小的茶几剛好供他放置功課與文具，他喜歡這兒剛剛好的冷氣温度。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzq1XLAFR5z
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICuFvc0VBM
他喜歡她在電腦桌前打字的背影，他喜歡她髮尾觸碰鎖骨的纏繞，他喜歡她休閒鞋上的一對小小玉足。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1Xolw0xUk
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WFwL8qW6H
他曾經做過一場綺夢，思思穿着規整的長裙，和他坐在沙發上。他低頭看她，將她的腳晾在佈滿書本的茶几上，隔着衣衫來愛撫她的身軀，引得她羞臊地呻吟，雙手棒着她的臉，以吻技向她傳達：「我哋平起平坐，我唔係細路。」可是，他一被鬧鐘喚醒，就失落，因為他總覺得，如果夢是現實，她或會揶揄他：「你錫得好屎喎，𡃁仔。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnOFyBtxim
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不，不，那只是夢，不是現實；他連吻她的資格都沒有。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2B4CmGRTeW
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVMcIE00pIO
他只能自瀆，耳聽AV女優嬌喘連連，他覺得——他至少可以在幻想中征服她；可是，當他在擺弄陰莖時，卻完全想像不出來她會被某人壓在身下、緊緊閉眼而微微張嘴的緋紅。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUY09UXNNv
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC6HLRhzzgh
隨即，他打開另一套主演和思思毫不相似的影片，發洩慾望。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQFvopAkVt
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk98rmi7cCF
有時他覺得，幻想她，是一件對不住、不尊重的事。他怯懦。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkejrvrbDs
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJzpNGWoQu
他竟然自卑，可是，他應該自信，明明他年輕而有活力，率性而為。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9F0xi9bCvF
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuB4QXQhRP
喜歡使人膽怯。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPOsI4xgX2X
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHiBzDQkT2
思思聽見朝光說她發呆，又隨即向他笑：「冇嘢啊。」881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc12ulQ7wLH
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfZ1KDWtIlR
她對他來說，永遠神秘，總是不知道她在想什麼。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8depUy6nHv
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0UhYapZFV
他一想到，她的老公每日和她同床共枕，說些外人從未知曉的悄悄話，她會吻老公千千萬萬次，對方會壓住她的髮絲，分享同一份被窩的騷癢。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0u4JlK2hx
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他只是外人。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKYVM1Ioba
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55owMNiFvf
他心折，但努力保持冷靜，一個成熟的大人不應喜形於色，是否？881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkjVA7EY0Ei
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgy91syu1o
和他「較量」的，從來並不是同齡的小伙子——不若他在社工室外苦候，直到別人離去、搶先比別人到達，霸佔她的時間，就能贏得她的温柔；那個，而是與她擁有多年經歷的同行者，如此，又何談較量。可是，他現在先懂。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNTRHM8ZiA
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EDwMWhXsB
他失去想法，只默默地做功課。雖然，sin、cos、tan已化成不知名咒語，將他的頭箍勒得死死的，額頭至頭顱骨節皆有裂痕，握筆無力。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphs3ezrvYy
881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgqdM6T44e
最後，他失去了往常生氣，可是又努力笑笑，佯裝自己只是疲倦，和思思踏出校門。881Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2PfgQ19DE
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