「好。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXDg10fj8d
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPBW47dEM4
他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNAVCbCGbIj
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrY4JTHla3u
阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEnypruVdP
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbWwPGQ2Wi
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQSFj7SjaG
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNqUzOsSg3
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyvDl9LhCw
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lpEB1b9mL
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFzfTtmCK4I
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7dEFBTeAR
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ330uoNAOmK
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrdbpmYkt6a
思思明白：「好。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7zXUro7Idz
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlZifVJ2Cmr
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4i0fUeNYjZ
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhPI7G5Dk1
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewmtcxxpBD
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWd9LEfMpnE
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOJm0imhLh
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIvs2J8oJU
阿朗首先開口：759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVp4UbdSLvb
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxRe8Lz07h
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8EHlNjEzHl
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVnTI4SB7nC
「嗯？」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfooZ2uTPCD
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vPUNJPxBq
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Dn8bVz7gg
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw6o0YJmrIJ
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNyqf8JNpA
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeuaRvhr8YQ
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkgx4mkZrZ
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoqXbrdpAeG
「嗯。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOpxUY1UwB
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4ov81bBjI
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0p2wU4N5v
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRb2yBoaAp
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoadofk91v
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4szQTR7JwI
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6AtcPfOI3w
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfpAZT2mld
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fN8swFUXV
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEp4jDalW91
「但係，我哋當然熟。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7KUKqSt70
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2YFTjhOHd
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIjSQSgway
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiiwPkNbsi
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJh9Kzysaw
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYFkFQmijr
「都係。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXJcykRmBC
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmldyGMzU6i
她深呼吸：759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdrIb1BlpgF
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXoG9Ne6th
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pL3Fn5GSw
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0ljmyzvGV
「嗯？」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoqnRNqtg0
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJ7hD2P3cL
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HC22K7Zus
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSM8nLhGKV
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQ5lY4nAK2
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeLZIZrF1e3
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAf07UE6cbM
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4hayYy16LE
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAp5KdMCoGa
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRG6TdYIwy
變咗，好似好悶咁？」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEigMRe9ic
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFcTWQgmfV
他們達成共識。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WXkxZA58M
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwO7zNTeOgx
她表達意願：759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLOmEqnviE
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuM9u3GU7Px
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceJLk0p4q7
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8TukmyRz1
「我都唔想。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJwkQ7UFX0
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZ3OyeWHpl
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4kUBaX3uu
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUzY6Noupn
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTr9ZXcY1IA
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZWSGApEtI5
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNlv4OG3kx
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfawfdYBSO
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREYLcbf6au
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQjteEDtYv
「係。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVIs5mkx9k
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEopU82RV0
「明。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nmsmeVknQ
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJmnuoMe2X
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Zh2kYuw4v
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrGy2kAAlk
「我都係咁覺得。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriyA4zUYIG
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymRA6zxGWT
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5XmxWubY9
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY146wojSF0
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tkMA1ZIFm
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6SA7wWlw1
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzZ1fDyssg
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ju7PeFs04
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPoMxbVhGw
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMe20j9ni9
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1Gm6sMCES
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN1M0bSTS12
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWn4rRe8Lie
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0woWuIsGT
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKR9fxhEWsd
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyj9pIi1X7
她點頭：「嗯。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYDfUy6XOW
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHj2nCCyTz7
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FuEnVYsiu
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhm48fDPiFF
「係，我記得。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UK9ZSItz1
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztRupqxKhS
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDh08vpwR5e
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bWyNOPls0
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaY9bURTN83
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoB5aQ5oALI
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcMuBqMEtn
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwZNjVsTKz
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnu2GAwtvPF
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9ljjwZwgL
「係，少骨痹。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6oI6KTyfv1
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPivFlBLBPP
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeNxyPKmd4
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她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuF6yOCOhlE
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkRnrLC780
「噢，對唔住。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUGGfGjP2p
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigH9X7hIaQ
他摸摸她的頭。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8D8P9T8PAm
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsicZJxQzpt
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKrMjer3gec
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwGdMon9Bp
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrJiYvbtzh
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsITS7pZ5x7
她的決心竟然在融化。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmx6eSVFrjX
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHSa22kwie
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgiKttiWgm
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVWbXU0sPD
「你都對我好好啊。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnJAtduSqB6
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kkJfNcUnP
「係唔錯㗎。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6RbTboK6A
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOgMAkreAb
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvSv4RZTyk
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwLtTGzD11
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8Zs8YiD0Z
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ06ws3l4Ws
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOgEckYPb37
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtNErwJhvB
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXxXmINH6o
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmCplBGgB7
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsm0AZa4cC3
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmLgoulj7G
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJU1QljiGyU
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinMRqx7B4D
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUmiHaokKQ
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5dnryFtSI
「嗯，明白你意思。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyb6vSAh4f
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkGzAcBjzu
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwfe9OaxkQ
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneXMMX2Aqm
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4enTncTYNA
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSahaLBqm5N
「我都係。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4I5CvRPXOz
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiInBMPM9eD
「咁……就好啦。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlSMmhUZpV
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCj4Y9Elchj
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0yee64ORI
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUb4V1DyPL
說完了，之後呢？759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VzCKjwLKd
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGIT1NC96V
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjzyg9zxAU
759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5HiAYYsxr
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。759Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKyin0Ad8I
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