看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4hLMZHDBi
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6s0XVTWl8
下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB550RrYH7R
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNevNDOuLWx
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRGcAvaF4q4
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPoxw31rca
「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWF4ZKPA77
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3np97eMOz
「明。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4JWxycdTA
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGv9b5IBZR
「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CRUSAOZWr
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4RCVuSFeo
「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQItWv3kKdC
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fi1wFbiWG
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsonyVNbWba
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eFN1rZ0Rn
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pePK0kEfX
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbJLYI98vi
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcHyCe821ZD
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1yuvn5OzTe
「俾我睇吓？」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeOCd2xWDC
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfM9lp5tID
「好。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0jCn05G1u
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5E1akeN2h
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlZffVp0Cz
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmaesHna4Q
「哦，係Fiona喎。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpr2EnwAsda
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtUThTFRWG
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSBx1nDbCi
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiWgfCWaYW
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrA3Aod8Ody
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvNdu4gEriF
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ep9eUExCE
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0j5rWiZ1iA
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uaZk0vTnO
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHYWirLqUE
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSo2fmW1I5
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSt7AAhMgh1
「仲敢？」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRpUYvR7UEq
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMad2MtATa
「唔敢。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOi4CJPcVbI
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJPv4oeec5
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8b8mJdCdcS
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyNBOIDLS8
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTuDt2uF4y4
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCm4Yocvyi
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpR7LpNUTeS
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAStxKpYds
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2j8ZK5fJt0
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWJl4uXzQA
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6ZqyeXBRw
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjhBoNpoBW
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYa09GudW2
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVSY4C6uaT
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtRRD33H8d
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIZh7ZyXB4
「我開俾你睇。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1JVh6Vogc
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVhTmXUyNS
「唔洗啦。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjXe8PvfWu
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ278kAHKQiB
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVDW0UH8SH
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtVudJbeCF
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOkXVsbyqXp
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBYpq3MXrq
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAB9kPIjnKA
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSENBlpa1L2
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTj4fWkdxu2
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvWsZeTDaGW
「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYX9CrCrAR
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUu0kN6TqXA
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUUYPnpCsA
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvvQPDfS3j
「Sorry。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaPWo9HbWu
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4SSGTRVip
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXwdewRSus
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0hUnNxLSq
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJruTUVbpz
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCgk9C15QO
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ORWOk2dhk
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVt9daGPOuv
「Sorry……」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmimYefgqA
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbbBLcDaMol
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUykOhURcd
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdom0diQIB
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gp8JJUnWj
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqqwBoZuWfa
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPCo7yydOU
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxCVANDz7V
「嗯。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkSIHWoQn8
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXA9s2Crkv
既然說起，阿朗問：812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqE7vtCfaey
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ii9DQxWRT
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikzHa5OrBE
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeqk8qSRsy
她沒好氣地答：812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76n8AN9ipt
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMJjYji6Gn
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gRAdKZwE0
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fYe8o6cak
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ82bTK4t81n
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ67PVbH31W0
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvI96UvyGg
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOw54YPvGx
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAjp3Jtabc
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfLlqbyl8k
「威啦威啦。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYu1dA09D9
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlDslxadnn9
二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQVGBXfRIsM
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6Gh2GnL3D
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59efLtbtF5
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ897QmNaeWN
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMGG0DGiWT
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oLGV9zVb1
「喺街上撞到？」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfQvXxGYX7
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyuISoCy5H
「佢喺校門等我。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrw2mZzHHXV
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydBg9yo32e
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFHoyuxTp9
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRM2HpTKV3
他語帶諷刺：812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1cwLNnE3P
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOBrn82X6M
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrICNsSHZHq
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGfxkCSYOz
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0UmeKPRaXv
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYs1b5Odsw
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8sICWkaU7
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaMYgOngdU
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlUcqCm2yW
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh653fcs3xJ
「有咩問題？」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnqSO0ESnNN
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDuReWRVv9
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlARnniRDIv
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8tIvwiYWk
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOR6hTZukut
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaZDdRLnr1
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEdNtM8NRU
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqUYtysJOF
是。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3kGegclzo
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyH8SlD0ow
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDu3fZCqsik
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQZ6Opsibo
是。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9brihRI1hU
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzHPEc4qvpx
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDXvZYFi5cl
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5Z7dIRXtg
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTDwsCNgFA
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54DvrSJ2O5
原先想表達的是什麼？812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0IoOvFXgg
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZkIfOrB1W
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhSPK6GEhZo
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3T6SszMlT
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMSxXG2E7e
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sqKLGp62Y
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Xw73dT0pz
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbh9IFk3SDx
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPpe3eNSFI
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI09Cy3s6cY
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh25LskCoep
812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQTL8s8RmK
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。812Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBshfO5RONn
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