他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv53wvojIbx
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnMeOkPnc7
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7017m6Sjv0
Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUYKAH5KTrx
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mZQNVEXYJ
阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWFkHPbFei
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzOKzqImoc
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEz3wBbqubH
生命無常，真的令人非常無力。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlGLriZP1Y
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bHS0YqoQk
一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7L7YEqmkUU
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrM79PfrXb
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUf1HSmybJS
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsGq7RKeKN
峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdks6TT824
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrcmoY0ZQ2
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xQxkLMBQw
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS5NrP1kP5x
咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03XjZP9p15
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotueIwncYj
如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TYMAB8mbX
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWfSuGqUqe
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMssRdqy2S
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbEWLcrfYT
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALibS9nkVj
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04EyXOk8Ho
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjX9j9nFOF
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUb2n9Xx7Pv
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZD5yrOikvr
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvb4ASollx
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZlpzcr6AaA
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GihhLGQ5w
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5sLA4neOa
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQrPGpyXYr
「你好感慨喎。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡShqumeqPuv
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡubttg2mryr
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3bQDRTowW
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjj8KceEKJ9
宜家呢？」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEHZN3iU31
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBr4HyIlB4u
「嗯。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIblL37gv6J
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHpnLIBx40k
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJltCgGVFIP
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLnby6CeDX
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGXUELi1gH
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKjpmBLzTc
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhdLYDcXde
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwEwyZanFE
「唔好諗咁多啦。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaela2uJAJQ
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjRdaFdhcK
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMd7d4zuSrX
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwaJQWEEQw
阿朗不語。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvin6AekvF
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpej1PiNRz
而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFMVACNYnd
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9zxDRPGVa
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTG8bTrcK6V
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrsYCBx5BB
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVROhJK1YFi
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuIORQRVUY
峰仔開口介紹二人。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6i7waP0RBi
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuADV5H9eU
「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS982VAn7zi
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhD6YmRJnKi
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAl4cTSBRow
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEDGIbuuIz
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SDBodKIPK
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVxtRgoAsxR
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXKjLclGdh
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xLeElPjNi
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmO8CWyJiDI
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbB4wQ9IGdL
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMm91qJl7Z
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4HlKvLKhD
佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQnJOY8svo
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhnmEX4u2A
之後……就冇之後了。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAmlT5oBiT
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuZCOeWxvE
「節哀順變。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiC11cAWgm
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtf0zwSyuiZ
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8wJW7qIAH
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQjqhQOe3d
「嗯。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMdHUhu5bz
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uWDaodgvK
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtogLU7kdK
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCsfZhP2r7
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYpR38APnO
我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAYsrPx8d0
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CTJJ75ysV
嘉欣已說不下去。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdjqaxZiuu
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3zobs7PA7
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJXM1YoUOY5
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6bndnB5qM
「我想佢番嚟……」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYX4I6PrxWp
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2RyRfZMMi
她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGtDSJ3Qwf
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHlvLlL7Fb
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71U9HKbODs
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4fEh0b3AD
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3EYPDtmYH
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EoVZu0P7A
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGSm2HPD4k
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ILz8lXnuD
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1D8aRAZeeF
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLYpO6Vfg2
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XjFDgXl2w
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJapONoLoa
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVQsvf8h1c
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNAYaAxwI8
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4n3RiMKDOE
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矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRXUjqRKOE
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3dAx90Lnp
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOSSjrn3QD
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHY6VmBW4mH
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEoONVRHMG7
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBaIYaRoR4
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOABDnpzwz
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuNhs9TgqCg
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElRahTPPVX
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqrORdlopVP
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxTocWBtrA
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSDNwJ3uF1
她悲傷。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4b66WHl8CN
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqITMi6FUap
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkpNuqa92M
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFg5LDlcCz
「冇你點開心？」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj332A3JJbA
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa463Xt8v1d
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3lgtDc3gh
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5gjiFqIWze
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnLIgtDlOO
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCgU7Qyuph
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi4oMn9pAYl
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKmPydcNzR
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rwrjoosB1
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xypSbqkMx
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwgGVpR4CX
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyI8qsndGK
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinOH6B4HxX
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGj99HOpMox
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkA8NTHXAE7
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsaCL3qag0
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWjEDlcVyz
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ62wkjjKLzM
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwdSdL5OiE
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLe0AgCD7jr
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAGcI5lgdw
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gILYymTOt
她不假思索：821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnr4iTXvREx
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ1wR7FqBZp
「當然係寧願你出軌。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHzp04YduPu
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHMmuBctpM
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DCCb3Za0x
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6kZW3inlQy
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI12xvnDEHS
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04EvVa4qnE
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAMUOpxgoM
821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzR1x22jHbp
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。821Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL92UYGBE9F
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