而剛剛，她看着他，想起的是另一張臉，內心澎湃，她應該求變。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3AoxkdyqA
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思思回家去。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDQuY1FHAQ
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她着媽媽帶棉花糖回另一個家，明天再來接走她；今晚多煮阿朗喜歡的餸。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6on2rVqxYN
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然後，她只想和他認真談一談。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphIkfH4HL4
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6Ti3pWlH7
剛剛，她非常害怕，雖然表面上很淡定，但實則上她不斷回想朝光對她的好，仿如舊時阿朗待她那般，她有些迷失，有一刻覺得——823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6izOXqtKWO
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如果朝光可以代替阿朗來疼惜她，那也可以填補她的空虛。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHikM1Os0a
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvdirDPWlx
幸好下一刻，她又覺得這樣太自私和有違專業道德，不應以三十歲的心智去操控十八歲的少年，他應該收獲更純粹的愛，不應該僅僅因為「愛她」而「被愛」。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQOqZ2s6dE9
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幸好。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1nMOqTVzU
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡippnCWpkuJ
她看着時間一分一秒過去，忽然笑，此刻不似以前寂寞，她等待阿朗回家是強烈的目的性的。結果越等，越重温他以往對她好的片段，因此增加了她求變的決心——好好的一對愛侶，好好的一個家，為什麼要虛偽扮演恩愛？卻不自知演技極其拙劣，大家也是看穿而不說穿，只暗地裏歎息。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeMHj3bLHr
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrnFYa63xBH
她慶幸她是個理智的人，新鮮感的誘惑不足以令她放棄所愛。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EcJSxRaYB
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReVVLxzaIJ
沉沒成本太高了，愛應該也是一盤精明的交易；二人的皮膚刻過對方的體温和掌紋，手掌肉緊合，若要分離則要用刀切割，太痛。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGf7cx8ArHK
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想着想着，阿朗回家了；比以前晚了一點點。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttY9JXOHIu
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcLG9mQNAQ
久違地，思思比他更快扭開門鎖，打開門，對他笑；莫名感動，仿佛只有他到達的時候，這裏才是家。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1MdnGYYmY
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4axrqjomRk
他錯愕，對她的熱情陌生。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDX5UoMkCT
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oBqODV3oL
停頓。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfO50SFO71
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0eafQ5zoc
他也微微一笑，不知怎樣反應，真的過分陌生，熟悉只在回憶裏。他站在門口和她對看。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Qb4CPQzoE
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5w5mFwUsu
她故作自若地問，如以前一樣擁抱他：823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlJrIJWVZv
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「番嚟啦？我煮咗飯啦。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GLbxwaygs
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJgMNQ3iNYM
他沒有把手放在她的背上，只順着將下巴放在她的頭上，微微頷首：823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NKwDuVn60
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「棉花糖呢？仲未番嘅。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLjLHGdMAUd
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsOP0GRKXK
平時，棉花糖會走到他跟前叫他一聲爸爸。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnWRJlrOgR
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpl5NlqXmo
「我叫媽咪接走佢呀，因為我哋好耐都冇二人世界啦！」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0xfLxEYx0
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvfuBAhBk4
「吓？咁突然嘅。」他又呆一呆，呵？他們還可以有二人世界？說什麼呢。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3piN617vF
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmEcI83YiA1
「你唔想咩？」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBuhIRMC5WP
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「唔係。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JXJND8rby
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他又馬上答。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2lXBkQGcX
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbv2fS5ZZ06
於是，二人開始食飯，思思替阿朗夾菜，他點頭：823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJZj8gphpmR
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TBisQKluD
「係呢，做咩今日咁突然嘅？同平時好唔同，有事發生咗？」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6e2sZFOl33
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlGwYj33Go
他稍稍不太適應，行為上他當然不尷尬，但心理上不太理解這種猝不及防。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18Kd7CPclu
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VwoC3ebN1
「嗯……我今日俾一個學生表白，佢——」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ92BKLXjjwD
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她向他坦白。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzslZKF229
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「邊個學生？係咪我見到嗰個？」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrmmEQIKnH
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46gaQyY3LW
他一聽見，馬上打斷她，問。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBGLqFGIMe
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「係啊，佢話——」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEfMFKLaVv
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她本來想繼續說：見到朝光，卻想起阿朗與她的種種片段，內心柔情轉化成理智。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfstHkMsrm
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLeWH9FW3Ob
「我都講咗、提咗你㗎啦，點解你哋仲咁close？佢仲要同你表埋白？」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pq4bbNWAC
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRsjN3ze0q
他生氣地指罵她，本來平緩的語氣變得激動了一些。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHWS6FtJ8A
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5phamwFP1N
「咁佢係我學生，我真係唔覺㗎嘛。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhdQDEq6EQr
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輪到她錯愕。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0gf05AZgV
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqikDcbFFig
她不知道他為何生氣，在那段各不相干的日子裏，她都算專心事業；而現在講給他知，就是一個最好的自證，證明她清清白白，才夠膽開口告訴他。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltqd9zWAES
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「咁你聽到之後點？」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3DCrAyg0E
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他放下筷子，大概猜想到她的反應——不然她怎可能和他說。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwx6xOMExfS
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0j4AcMHQTu
「拒絕囉……」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbRWuQ1W06
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她見到神色不滿的他，忽然不知道怎樣連續地說出她的心思，好像，應該要在一個更浪漫的場景才對；她又夾了一次菜給他，思考應該如何組織，卻聽見：823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwe3BhxHOjE
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIXGUnXYAf
「點解拒絕？」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05NouHikNK
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他的語氣是兇惡的，如同質問。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlF22seSOxo
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「吓？」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPITWIrZQpQ
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阿朗不悅，原因是思思被告白了？如此聽來，好像有點小氣，但他回想這一段日子以來，他們互不相干，而期間她竟受另一個男生的青睞。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCBUuLS8ju
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對。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXC5OJ0hDnq
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3LaLYapWH
他低着鼻息，扒飯入口，暫不理會她。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgq0gc5EYh
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Fy0K8vtgS
明明和他在一起時，了無生息，問候是平淡的，話題是無聊的，開口閉口都是棉花糖，不再傾訴有關心聲；互相影響，慢慢二人連話都少講。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0CniDFA6c
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但是，在這段期間，她的一些什麼卻在吸引別人——823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYDQYub0Lr
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLQeqaO87U
可能是温婉，可能是耐心，可能是樂觀，等等等等。但這些東西，他已經看不到了，或者沒有機會看到；而彼時別人知道，甚至足以令那人情深意切地表白心聲，即使知道她已是人妻，仍不放棄不退縮。是否代表，她釋出很多善意給別人？所以，才間接予別人勇氣。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXx7hPqZGuA
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBY4T9YYlEo
到底，最近在她身上發生了什麼？823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ioEuDmnBM
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qtaSDt5ZK
譬如，今天她態度大變，令二人的相處與以前不同——而她的一切一切，他都不甚了解，要不是她說，他才不會知道。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcd5AMSngS6
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他洩氣，逼自己認清二人的疏離。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPOedLqYF6
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6niyTpuhhf
他難過於別人所知道的她還要立體和討喜，看那小子勇敢表白，必然覺得她是好伴侶，可是作為她丈夫的阿朗，對她的印象只不斷不斷重複——變成女兒的媽媽，已不復見昔日令他神魂顛倒的模樣。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0jffVuSCc
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噢，他可是她的老公啊。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGlznYH7pO
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他灰心，又有些遷怒於她，何故不能待他似最初？823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2rosHv8Vr
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可是，下一秒又想起，自己也在悄悄地疏遠她，二人才會越來越陌生；忽然惱羞成怒，越來越無力。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAt002AH32
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他妒忌，似當初他不願她接觸更大的世界一樣；而此刻他知道，她的很多個美好面向都被人知曉了，可是，和他卻總是回不到當初。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVrpvHv4hf
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi13vhvwgvK
思思見阿朗凝神屏氣的嚴肅樣子，將對他剛才問「點解？」的委屈藏起——823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPmdV1W0xl
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咩點解？唔通我會鍾意第個，然後再同你離婚？我同你講，都係想你聽完我講之後再一齊溝通，然後同你番番去最初咋……823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2G3qDYsZZz
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她感受到他的生氣，但她不明白。她以為他會開心，因為她的心裏從頭到尾只有他一個人；但她的勇氣已被他的兇悍打敗，不敢再說更多，像糖製棉花糖在大熱天下慢慢萎縮，而他是那吃人的太陽。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBQgiU4RR3
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她的決心竟然在融化。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIRRMew72v
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAfBtgRM4h
她害怕，明明她已準備好接下來的温馨台詞，可是對手不配合她，忽然改劇本。她發現她的勇氣比往日脆弱，只需一點高温的怒火，已可將預設的甜蜜念想溶蝕，只惹來群黨螞蟻在心上咬。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKqUAnh9Z0
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是她自以為是，覺得他會高興嗎？原來，這時候，說一句「愛你」也很難。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0QDHaRBqgf
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她卻步。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPj4JcIcyC
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