好像，她真的需要找個人向她訴說心事那般。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23pdMhJwJL
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「喂老婆？」阿朗致電思思。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡraShFhYVA2
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「係，做咩？」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZELnCjGR2m
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcy0ahYhfp
「今晚棉花糖去婆婆屋企瞓喎，咁我哋出嚟食好冇？」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvSKBWP1i2
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「好。邊度？」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ843Pcs4wlY
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufa2A4apYf
「嗯……等間先決定啦，我嚟接你放工。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyvlLQmx15y
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44nj0aMjxY
「好，五點半見？」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0vzUEECQAD
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGTubgrHEpl
朝光看向思思，問：「約咗人？」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjs7RPyz3cH
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8ySMyOmEA
「係啊，約咗老公食飯。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJ1Mlo5efC
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wGdyHZnjw
她喚那個看不見的人為「老公」。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ019NBGKk4S
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TiTzvBIKg
「哦……你結咗婚？幾時識㗎？」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv5RPhfnr8e
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtq7T1Zczum
朝光從沒問過她的婚嫁戀愛，她反正不會說得詳細，或者，是因為他不想知道。可是，他以為她還未婚，這年頭女子就算已屆三十也不焦急，而她手上可是沒戴婚戒的。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zcN3h9rut
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYuDPVsITX
「中學尾囉。結咗婚好耐啦，我早婚。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOrZwAGCi4
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduqlcu5r6C
思思手上，是沒有戒指的，即使成婚已久。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyo5OMbDIfm
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsRasSbHjO
二十歲，還未結婚的時候——879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoVDrva3kj
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHodjZEkr4
阿朗某天神神秘秘的向她展示左手無名指。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMVy7jthKI
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5M8xcsKeUJ
「做咩用marker畫手指？」她看見後，甜笑，手背那邊是一條幼幼的線，掌心那邊則寫着：879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreGpVX5xFm
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kPZRPfQ79
「 L&S879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1V2XVCu6t
2.7.2005」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JUkvj9oVy
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhvqUWTTCc
朗和詩，二零零五年七月二日是他們的拍拖紀念日。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUGWlQ2mNr
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhD8lxRpuD
「唔係畫㗎，我真係去紋咗。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMWpjoT6Qi
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvaSHBYI2P
阿朗覺得，思思不太有安全感，但他不知怎樣做。唯有，做一些MK的事，以顯真心，妄語若然拋棄她，定當將手指砍下，為她傷及髮膚，還不是真心鍾愛？879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJUOfue8cz
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9JdsxUmq2
「吓，點解紋嘅？唔痛咩？」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGW6VFU0mYW
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sGQ1B74CR
「少少啦，」他不自然的笑，分明是記起當天痛楚：「俾你相信，我一生一世都愛你吖嘛，如果同你分手，我發誓我一定斬手指！」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvN2nXaQBQC
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzTfGp6Aw0
她捉住他舉起的三指，嗔笑道：879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IBfbj5Ow7
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX85bMAjc2k
「唔好亂發誓啦，真係分手咁點算？」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8O6oy0sPbN
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWWTUC72x0
「斬手指。」他認真的答。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkIXYy7RUJ
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpkJkVsls3
她咧開嘴笑，愛侶在蜜運時都愛說這些不理後果的談情話，最後也可能換他人來理料他的襯衫；但是他這一刻的真心，彌足珍貴，令她歡喜。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsw91NgcTJF
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrn6FILf6a
「咁我都要。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8CuTSsR1h
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLC45sZUlY
於是，他們又一同到那家紋身店，阿朗看着思思，紋上一模一樣的圖案，在左手無名指上。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoL5CcA6Cbx
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡReHnhOYSUe
隔年，思思懷孕，她對他說：879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlcGN0sLWp
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCN8kX4n5Jn
「唔好買咩戒指嗰啲，你以前已經送咗俾我啦，而且，永遠都除唔甩，唔驚整唔見喎。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nRYgquGMA
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxOOog3xdO
「係，你都走唔甩㗎啦，呢世都係我老婆。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWFqs4JQ2wo
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkADqIayhNJ
就這樣，一「戴」就戴了八年。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZvukWzyfg
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思思想事情時，常捽一捽左手無名指，起初是覺得欣喜；後來，則已是一種慣性。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFY074EJl6
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbRsFyXeAz
「哦……咁佢對你幾好嘛？」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSLBQ485vA
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkk6uJj74gH
朝光忽然覺得異常尷尬，想把自己燒溶將融陷在牆壁的水泥中。他努力令自己的下盤穩實，雙腳重心踏地，以免自己的氣息從腳底洩出，疑心自己因此急速飛走，無人能、無人想——捉住。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UmZndlfki
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08gpwuUhU1
「嗯嗯。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzH8j4hOyB
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJzGRSS54R
思思想，阿朗待她確是不錯；即使，這些年開始已無以前那樣，對二人的關係充滿熱枕，但是，很自然吧。他們就似兩口鄰近的井，總有人打完這井，打那井，有種已成習慣的牽連；到底，盤根交錯。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Uc6UJpm1I
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6k658zUeqT
只是，除出初戀那些天外，他真的從未接過她放工，所以，她竟然感到新奇。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Q3h8X4zyp
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8kLqsTgX7
朝光看看思思的神色，又不似真的與老公非常甜蜜，她只是淡淡的點頭。而且，她從未提及。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiXME6nzcv
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yAVLq0F06
「幸福？」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIX6DufePg
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNk9U3HFv2F
但是，結婚多年仍願意接妻子下班，怎麼不好？879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSi1dCdwjGB
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHhERsJRnJ5
「嗯。」她又點頭，輕輕的。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ClKxmayJN
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSEY2qulNx
怎麼能夠不幸福？阿朗為她、為家也付出甚多，不離不棄。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHHNdCGWpO
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8AcbriN6od
「喂。你又發吽哣。」朝光說，他覺得一個經常出神的人，內心必然另有所想，但是，他並沒有資格問。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1PRJsQfLn
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx94NJigXQm
他不能擁着思思，問：879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHS05A2BBeP
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUUdfMXBga
「其實你鍾唔鍾意宜家咁？如果唔鍾意，我可以俾幸福你。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNravZJELj
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18pFJaX0Db
她必然輕輕一笑，利落地推開他：「哇，大個仔啦喎，識調戲姐姐。」卻不會相信他是真心的，隨即又會警告他：「以後唔好再咁。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTrwk10vi5
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXEVw2lwlP
此刻，朝光清晰地發現她真的有對象，而且還與對方同一屋簷下生活多年，他忽然認清卻拒絕承認自己的心思。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQGQigPwt2H
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eU7h1gcEk
他不是因為有話說才常常來找她，而是因為想找她才有話說。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4hPXxMXPR
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMR1FgeIWrk
他不是覺得杏色、素色這種淡雅的裝扮好看，而是覺得她怎樣都是美麗的。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQU5eHZQBGj
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HXMMzX0mi
他不是喜歡温柔又爽朗的女子，他只是喜歡剛柔並重的她。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTKadrydFd
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbszjJmTobr
原來經常共對，真的是會產生感情，何況他打從第一眼，已經記住她的面容；多聊多講多聽，感覺情感就是互通的。他有一種被呵護的喜悅，以前一直沒有人願意體恤他。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGNWK7pP7q
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSy4LTQIRH
他喜歡社工室的淡淡白蘭花香，他喜歡不大不小的茶几剛好供他放置功課與文具，他喜歡這兒剛剛好的冷氣温度。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeBotp6zR8
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwflDdr8Fk
他喜歡她在電腦桌前打字的背影，他喜歡她髮尾觸碰鎖骨的纏繞，他喜歡她休閒鞋上的一對小小玉足。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9PgK8tkAG
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsuag7q2qG
他曾經做過一場綺夢，思思穿着規整的長裙，和他坐在沙發上。他低頭看她，將她的腳晾在佈滿書本的茶几上，隔着衣衫來愛撫她的身軀，引得她羞臊地呻吟，雙手棒着她的臉，以吻技向她傳達：「我哋平起平坐，我唔係細路。」可是，他一被鬧鐘喚醒，就失落，因為他總覺得，如果夢是現實，她或會揶揄他：「你錫得好屎喎，𡃁仔。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4Gi6Dh7LI
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgsiuRgkt6
不，不，那只是夢，不是現實；他連吻她的資格都沒有。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQN18Z0Ivmf
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5nQouXkCY
他只能自瀆，耳聽AV女優嬌喘連連，他覺得——他至少可以在幻想中征服她；可是，當他在擺弄陰莖時，卻完全想像不出來她會被某人壓在身下、緊緊閉眼而微微張嘴的緋紅。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPgWMD07DF
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyycQXhOX9b
隨即，他打開另一套主演和思思毫不相似的影片，發洩慾望。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRzpEyIuKu
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYA8J2NCZm5
有時他覺得，幻想她，是一件對不住、不尊重的事。他怯懦。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfmAyNhMIA
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1QKTSD3V0
他竟然自卑，可是，他應該自信，明明他年輕而有活力，率性而為。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dloLfJmld
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdnXOZqucM
喜歡使人膽怯。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhyAbz1GFjK
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWWvW88cLn
思思聽見朝光說她發呆，又隨即向他笑：「冇嘢啊。」879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwL4JZkJijz
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRU9dVH0VML
她對他來說，永遠神秘，總是不知道她在想什麼。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbSIa1enIn
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kB9nSfYPr
他一想到，她的老公每日和她同床共枕，說些外人從未知曉的悄悄話，她會吻老公千千萬萬次，對方會壓住她的髮絲，分享同一份被窩的騷癢。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyrpTTlgnO
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvRU30OQjN
他只是外人。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6WmKctROi
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Clw6FBS1G
他心折，但努力保持冷靜，一個成熟的大人不應喜形於色，是否？879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZO5nFBjrR
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqsKbX3AXd
和他「較量」的，從來並不是同齡的小伙子——不若他在社工室外苦候，直到別人離去、搶先比別人到達，霸佔她的時間，就能贏得她的温柔；那個，而是與她擁有多年經歷的同行者，如此，又何談較量。可是，他現在先懂。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe384Q2NEFg
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMonA9kmQKH
他失去想法，只默默地做功課。雖然，sin、cos、tan已化成不知名咒語，將他的頭箍勒得死死的，額頭至頭顱骨節皆有裂痕，握筆無力。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXjOfHM4Q0
879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LH37d8UeK
最後，他失去了往常生氣，可是又努力笑笑，佯裝自己只是疲倦，和思思踏出校門。879Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpieUB3vxig
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