阿朗在家門前，停下。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqlEvK8p4z
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他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過，夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間，頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會，他忽然有感折返平凡的人間，迎接他的，將是清冷的脫鞋聲，忠心又利落。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgqkEH2iDp
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這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sICa2LWYe
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然後，阿朗拿出鎖匙，其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢，她站起來，替阿朗開門。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVqH6VZ3Qc
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如同往常，他下班回家，一樣。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sSSvs5xkS
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「咦，你仲未瞓嘅。」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuzfHAzS3g
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWf5n7YUvF
「係呀，我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rogLd5F0Y
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fKrBVRsju
思思抱了抱阿朗，昂首，問：1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcPcleIAwI
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNtWZIfXMV5
「係呢，最後有幾多人着咗校服去？」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJHqLxoYEA
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaOxaT2PSQ
「幾個囉，得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落；我哋就開始有佬味，冇人着。」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcTiffaD1Z
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8rJbsf9r5
「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正？」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrxAuI35rVZ
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZfUMCAdOu
阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動，腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NBvOD0qyw
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6PwQmvBtfi
對上思思的眼，噢，家有賢妻，又答：1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7x3rovs2wo
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2MJfBnK6I
「邊夠你正。」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkNb14hL9PU
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnYfvneADhn
「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊，傾咗啲咩？」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ823gKHETgQ
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaIcp8zlVL
「冇呀，咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢，之前聚嘅時候，都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦，分享吓近況咁囉。」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjt92AhWBuJ
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMiD1MzwPUe
「咁佢哋最近點？」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbkBuhn6TL
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvkHEzRqn5N
阿朗停頓，他沒有仔細聽別人的話，想，反正過得比他好吧。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNv0jHtiZyV
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lEozPG52k
「幾好啦。老婆，你知唔知？畢咗業咁多年，竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJbRijdJBa
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIpxK9vBe5
「咩意思？你以前係點？」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKO96Fj9Ir
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3vQ492Cqg
「嗯，之前同你提過嘅，我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢，而且都幾俾心機讀書，係大學之後先開始心散。」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUpF3RGtZw
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaIGjGwxOL
「我記得呀。我都明嘅，大學嘅環境同埋你屋企，都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGgRsvqOnu
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思思抿嘴，其實她知道，如果他繼續努力，一定會有成就，從一開始，她就覺得阿朗很聰明，對很多事都有獨特見解。只是，她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」，此刻覺得有些遺憾，舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzbCNds260
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5IqcUWLSP
可是，下一刻，窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她，累。而幾個鐘後，太陽會如常升起，她有的，是他倆的未來，不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY94VzJ638z
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡue8RMTeVeV
「老婆，你覺得我叻唔叻？」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cwcJEfbDD
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阿朗忽然問。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3E8qUTRSHK
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截至回家、看見思思之前，他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情，沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺；回家，他想確定自己的價值——1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZZ7DOh7Tq9
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKjqg11aGp
「叻，」思思不解，他何以突然這樣問，他當然是非常非常好的，又補充：「當然叻，我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎，你話呢？」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGE8P0dPWyT
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTelBQJp5c7
「嗯，都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他？」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xpfhtIasO
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztxCwIyz3o
「有呀！多謝你咁辛苦，每日見到你咁攰，我好心痛。」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiUmhTNDPh
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阿朗訕訕。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrTzIpakLPB
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他隱隱失落，她回答得過分真誠。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡErr1SZf8ci
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeqFpMYNdVR
問之前，他就有一個期待的答案，譬如，評價他個人的行事、性格；而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」，他想知道的是，「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUrukMuJ5s
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkd9J6jrIU
可是，又似乎，真的很難讓她感覺到。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5cn5SXnLDx
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hYi9F5pLI
而現在，他沒有機會，也沒有空閒，讓她見證，程日朗不止可以養家。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJhTTJzpMi
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphQmzPw929
「我去個沖涼先。」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYC8qajTbn
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不知道為什麼，思思覺得，打從踏進家門開始，阿朗的興致就不斷減退，好像有點落寞。思來想去，她猜測，可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同，所以有種脫隊的不安嗎？別的同學畢業後自有去路，無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛，還是失業、失戀嗎？但只有他，那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁，既需養妻又要活兒，肩負家累嗎？1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQPHyVUsHC
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他有家累。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74MU2QC8JM
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她明白，他為這個家付出了很多。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXN97cZbPoR
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「老公——」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtOICPTuTJu
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「係？」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtlNyuFPcM
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「我愛你。」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFGfmFw0vf
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「我都係。」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dU7sQJyZ8
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她不明白的是，阿朗需要尋找成功感，想取得屬於他自己的認同感。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ95C1iWEjZ
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjRa3gByUO
他已經自卑，他很怕她不再欣賞他，他也怕她會看不起他。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlDV0HQP43
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而，她不知道。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8WIf7z1r4
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他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意，他渴望自己的身影永遠高大，永遠撐得起這一頭家，如果天塌下來，他都希望她們都分毫無損。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvKdNob7BQ
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6MYCpAnqL
他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴，告訴他，世界要變了。而且，世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣，這一種失温感，令他搓了搓手臂，一失手，頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyScdvKbHiB
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7Iksa48GW
他想找點方法使其穩健。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2dLnttNAo
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzGKyt5l7u
自卑這種情緒，可以流露得很明顯，眉頭額角，皆是破綻。只是，他不想讓她察覺，也不想直白地被她安慰。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqN7SPa3R4s
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQut1f9PhT
他覺得，一個自卑的男人，是毫無吸引力的。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03G3zVIUCP
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWyv9mtbxN
他不想雪上加霜。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcUfHWtRaN1
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深夜，二人躺在床上。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPTYpvzQ12
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阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容，幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOE5lScGhW
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeJBjC0Ttr
他睡不着。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Dwdf8NaIh
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「做咩仲擘大眼嘅？」思思察覺，問。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2PCzzaLw3
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqW5zpnnItQ
「冇咩，可能K房啲氣氛太high，我未平復到啫，有少少精神。」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkWwGRF7wd
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9eGnQFF5K
「難得喎，你瞓唔着。」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeSMHkhQEr
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「係……你瞓先啦，乖。」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDn7xyzthmW
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說罷，阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSy2UUiL15f
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRx2vRCc4A
他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上，無故想起，在剛才的聚會中，Fiona問他：1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKJsFFCV2L
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHwnXgAuY3
「點解咁早結婚嘅？以為你會好好讀書，再好好番工，或者開公司添。」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8X8dzXT45L
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pFedLvIbc
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsseGB3WuXB
「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉，好正常啫。」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVi8lNbr7t
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIEBKlPLUH
「奉子成婚咋啩？」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KE1SWbzVk
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYDJTuKDkg
Fiona調侃阿朗，下一秒，又道：「講笑咋，祝福你。」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9GJwuLiQD
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「嗯。」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFmcEOYASc
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「宜家咁都唔錯吖，我都幾羨慕你老婆；我覺得，你要多謝佢。」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymq0c5wzbk
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「點解？」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW78fiUXDs5
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「你比起以前，成熟咗好多，同其他男人唔同，佢哋同你比，太幼稚。」1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFfSL8X7i2
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSEx3XJczR
她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨，笑靨如花。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHyf1XLY4F
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3Yw9yFOUD
他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨，矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經，她肯定阿朗夠好，才讓他做她的男朋友，才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親；然而，她卻又背叛了他，親口宣告，對她來說，他，是不足以令她放棄整個森林的，他不過是其中一棵樹。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBSiqzkLwm
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但，他又想，起碼她認同，他特別強壯。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89WF0MSq68
1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMq3JUYKIU
阿朗遂在Fiona的話中，睡去。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXmw5FxBy2
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一夜甜夢。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZOYW6ZHet
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可是他忘了，Fiona的校服長度，是不符合儀容規格的。1023Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHL7XquaOu6
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