我和日朗在一起。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGHsdndXyN
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbDU6jnoVJ
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ibJkH62D4
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeLgwKf7DB
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ5kW8TXVno
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他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE3v8EHb3Um
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjaA4BsCnk
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqIK7PUDsk
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvNe1EYjw0
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFtPYAdfCm
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRXXrMTTSc
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4n7Ml1gDU
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufN7CSQvc0
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7Iggb6sHa
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPQaQnnRk0
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAQnnYUNAM
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXXIMBP5Ih
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdd543SBxnz
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEibRuUE9q
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVlt7K6Wu3
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTeAl4wQsD
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50eMnJo9g9
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6Ykz7vwh8
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEw4zIJnpOK
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnmVbixh6R
可是，我受不了。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlZFRGR3Ud
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKLHziXJAT
慢慢，他要求我：752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2QftHIYrKu
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKd6DidIaL
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlObnAvoUDG
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyAwRaUHNV
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51uLZjYm01
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDZUjr4ddN
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtPE0Tg0VM
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我開始失落。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvm3q94xfr
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS3NC47v84r
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52SsbEThII
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFMVwMQZJ3
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡElBuZuVPBa
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIQ5HDysYe
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYuIOY3ajB
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdFslofVNnU
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqM2bFe5F2
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lnfYtchwV
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ770XGzvrxX
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCA09TWWekR
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLoYNKl61z
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpthcbiV8u
我不懂愛人？752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSpVxnUHMg
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我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdt5OPyxio
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日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47kcDXoa4J
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係咪因為——752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB0iYLyFgAd
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你唔夠愛我呢？752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOyWGxsEwV
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHg1mr0MyfR
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlR7fJIAG9
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對，就是這樣。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEgyLswvCK
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我的心再一次與他疏離。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9konNPoUGQ
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUCTq3yNKR
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3ASdyzcqW
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfs6DlPACb
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvmBB5cFnV
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaV3cDwV3Y
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmwXISoSYvI
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxi28JNlYhb
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaShAqdOEng
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所以我出軌——752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC18finekgw
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwR252RgCF4
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZq9POXSCGm
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqHjIKoHR1
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLAMrZ0yq9
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直到，日朗發現我出軌。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoYNAnkQj8
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxW3xijfqT
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreEPkLNaY5
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YtGHViZ6R
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsQ6LwCWCd
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLC0gcj1oml
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMAvrFBQWZ
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AE93rZe31
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBm95mhoGBL
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRRHjEwp88q
結果，他不斷付出。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj0hMZ6zfrs
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjCXMTRXCw
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnFHUKRxxL
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbuGhN9j1D
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MUHRQeHtn
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWOqpXcdsL
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvz2PJiPCIu
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0fnHgV8NBd
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT18XkbLYCn
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsQkgWPrrm
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxv2Vxdvwq
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjV3bV3Wjlk
唉，真令人無奈。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JEKrUSRI8
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ90FYhh1Icp
我有別人給我的愛了。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmSwHfp5Ri
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVizj1xxn2
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmknB5h9nm
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuFWwAk6H2
唯有再見。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUl0CcBI5n
752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOx2FcYz6pn
再見。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgqPr5IfT8V
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只是，後來，我又念記他。752Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1BhIi6eOW
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