我和日朗在一起。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7o3Uclgqo9
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaIP1gLoGQ
他對我很好，好得我要向他學習怎樣愛人；在他之前，原來我只愛過父母親，只有他們能帶給我痛楚，也只有痛苦也能實切地證明這份感情的重量，只有快樂的話，不過是一種娛樂，那並沒有厚度。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvu76ncurzR
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiEBjPmLbD
我與別人交往的時候，只有開心，只有自我關照；但講到尾，其實我並不關心別人怎麼活。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIy4fTvcpv
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5n3t3qA9tQ
他們開不開心、好不好，我不在乎。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTcoXTmjgM
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QfWATkTpD
為什麼我要管他們呢？他們只是提供愛給我的一種工具。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSmEXzTr72
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkTDD4w5Wzl
但日朗不同。我喜歡他。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXKFbfMsFc3
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIGfQcDBxq
感覺是完全不一樣的，我想知道他怎樣看待我——739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CUypDFJk3
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbnRlTpKjTc
我想知道，佢會鍾意我幾耐？佢覺得我點？同其他人比呢？739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx41QTjpInk
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLk9Lyb6621
但是有些事，我是絕對不會讓他知道的，譬如我收很多觀音兵。如果他發現，我想，我會說：739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshrVQabgqZ
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpXl77xrnu
「我唔係有心㗎，咁人哋鍾意我吖嘛？係咪？739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtwqQwbkNy
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6op4IOzxq
你原本都係其中之一嚟㗎咋，只係，我鍾意你咋嘛。」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFCRQRgq7Q
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4INNow3zLA
這種說法是不是值得欣賞呢？我不知道，但如果是我，聽時會很開心呢，畢竟對方肯定了我啊，是不是？739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBYNQUG7f5
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQxaWTWzYu
我喜歡他，明明我喜歡他——我看到他的時候會心動，別人靠近他時我會吃醋，也會在他沒空陪我時感到委屈。如果這都不叫愛，那怎樣才是呢？739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1Wfz8Oqso
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGpENvjWsN
可是，我受不了。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVLOUKUnKe
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9j7paiz9Mo
慢慢，他要求我：739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDYaEXVcJA
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtzolAtPFl
「你可唔可以唔好遲咁耐到？」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5gTUPswDj
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0tyyzoUQ6c
「下個月先買俾你好冇？我做緊part-time㗎啦，但宜家未有咁多錢……」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcpPJysJX8a
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevkQNrvGWj
「喂，你唔好嬲啦，明明係你錯，點解你可以嬲番我轉頭嘅？」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9gYy0IfTg
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsLATs4aQR
我開始失落。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVMd86JhH9
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDnyTlNiJZ
我覺得，他不夠喜歡我，如果真是足夠喜歡，為什麼會對我有那麼多不滿？為什麼不能更多的包容和忍讓？別人都只唯唯諾諾，為什麼他就不可以呢？從來沒人這樣說過我啊。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyhxcG7RsgA
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEF4LEqKcDy
難得我已努力向你證明：我愛你。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylByT1J7uj
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIWPZVxNoT
我賣力地和你口交、公開和你戀愛、不再接受他人的美意——很明顯了吧？739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoUCyPItzJ
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqRjg1m1qO
為什麼你這樣貪心呢？這種美意還不夠嗎？739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxNkb2wzGt
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCbAKQJnfF
「我明嘅……你可能唔太識得點愛人，咁不如我哋一齊學，好冇？」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwZNZQ7Y3M
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK3EqZGdzm9
日朗温柔地牽着我，但口中所說的，對我而言卻是嚴厲的苛責。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvZTchPQbH
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1OsLnlmif
我不懂愛人？739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXXegQs3MVc
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mkaKXLeSm
我不懂愛人——是的，那是因為，一直都是別人愛我嘛，我看別人付出已足夠了。去到自己愛的時候，好像也因而不那麼的得心應手呢？739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vBh5f0ddB
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgKHH7N29L
日朗說我懶，懶得不願向他多走幾步；我跟他生氣：喂，我已經努力咗㗎啦，咁多人裏面，你已經得到咗最高待遇，點解你唔滿意呢？739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMHSPGa812
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNrCgNkCkH
係咪因為——739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehvX9krunF
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMvrCYWGAt
你唔夠愛我呢？739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeizSArlWs4
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBS3uUcp7Z
這個念頭成了一顆種子埋在我心間。日朗對我很好，但慢慢，我就沒有安全感了，我覺得他不夠別人那麼無條件愛我。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0UrEU070h
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNX4Kj1asui
對，就是這樣。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0inLyqBz9B
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Wl9jymFrE
我的心再一次與他疏離。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmlDihlD9B
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡts1Ngav2Pc
我突然看不起他。明明並沒有那麼愛我，卻裝出一副委曲求全的樣子。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wLAnVIdiv
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDmQj4Q0yuZ
但是，我還繼續和他在一起，因為他太好了，如果別人知道他喜歡我，也會在心裏高看我幾分。人性如此；而他本身，也算是頗盡心盡力地對我好的，如果我提出要求，他也會努力做到。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIZnuGiRDL
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdj4L6KfLnw
只是，不似別人舉重若輕。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw3tEMJlDTk
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQqo1ficHi
而像我這樣的女神並不會滿足於此的，我要得到很多很多，才能區分我自己和別人的差距。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXBSCgNl6L
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2UU6Ez8ro
所以我出軌——739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOXhzAEgT3
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjx5GLOkPRQ
其實這也是一種貼心吧？我想要的在日朗身上得不到，方才另覓他人，提供我所需，填補我和他的空隙；又不需勉強他勞苦自己，他既可以繼續愛我，我的私心又可繼續被滿足，一舉兩得。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksSwUotEZZ
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxOInsGMQO
本來，日子很好，我也因為得到別人的疼愛而變得更柔和一點，沒有再對日朗提過分的要求、沒有再輕易地發脾氣，總覺得自己要有觀音的氣量。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqddnUjNyH
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrmfGsshzA
直到，日朗發現我出軌。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlSVzreb9u
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKizSEWpPg
他很激動。他不明白為什麼我要這樣做，他覺得他已對我至好，為我獻出全部；我只說，我要更多，他給我的還不夠。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiHZuSkkA0
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQ4C92OkgR
那一刻，平常冷靜沉穩的他突然捨棄了自尊，雖然，他指出我的不對：739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OV5OX34oe
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ecir3ejjc
「你唔滿意點解唔同我講？如果唔鍾意，應該係分手而唔係出軌？」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3F5wDXTin
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSFdUvl9tL
但是，很快，他又自責地和我說他會改，即使他也不一定知道自己錯在何處。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjkdTEKzCaf
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqCQ3xDnGN
結果，他不斷付出。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8QabC9sKH
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6BvuZjaZf
而我看見他這樣，又覺得他的魅力不比往昔了，我比他高級，心慢慢地飛走；或者，不在他那處。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jADCMthg7
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6pblBvxjg
他說：「你唔好同其他人一齊，我哋重新開始好冇？」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiVbWJioMzJ
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwU1ppK0m7E
他說他愛我，想和我共偕連理。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXVD8mP2gI
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4inLOlAzLB
「咁……算啦，對唔住。」739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡny4llAnB2C
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOXiUj4dta
我開始覺得心煩，突然，我不需要他的愛了，我喜歡的是光芒萬丈的程日朗，不是這個垂頭喪氣的男人。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGVCYURawG
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6FGAoPMtf
唉，真令人無奈。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK34QIxnenA
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEk1SL2vxwv
我有別人給我的愛了。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3oOuTqCsy
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNHDDyMsOnJ
而且，他不能接受我有別人，不能包容我的廣交——739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrh4lkU0gpt
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡly2rULCp65
唯有再見。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHXr0EBNbG
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zxLIM62Xg
再見。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrh9fmdsMFX
739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTnpn5ANl7
只是，後來，我又念記他。739Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUhTt4Dm0y
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