「好。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZMg5b6aya
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhxW9gjbf9b
他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnK6icIkOie
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXi9KOvdOOi
阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCYkMbIfrZ
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHMPLyNJxXx
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTnMCR3Ky8G
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAEeDxX9MVp
她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IahT6zjSX
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBALqTis8o5
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZnzpnvITS
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1CVCWtxEL
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7WvQT4EB2
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJr9DSlihn
思思明白：「好。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6DZoOMqEH
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6x55RN6wd
於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpzwTF4oKe
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSeNkH2vAv
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIYe7s6cQL
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ954GuJ2ZBW
行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69Gu5zGORc
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3DhcZ2sHK
阿朗首先開口：764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CFdr4UNOw
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPfb9avydX
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoIjpFw4qWV
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfa8mRmtrAB
「嗯？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qxebR2g0i
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1E7M9nVbo
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzaSHGygYV
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtMVe5TZWO
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFV74fWXOW
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsziAHOMCKT
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZvreY9EyB
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9XMciMHjl
「嗯。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2Btn2NbOj
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoX7XOFxWl
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvtFBr2njs
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbXPt8VeZo
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYj0bxxoYLw
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIVfWOHqlY
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrWKTFq2YbD
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRqESe50yR
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ40OEsNI0jw
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4i0gAdlbeW
「但係，我哋當然熟。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIaY5Knlu9
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1UUe8nCRH
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeMTTftHwy
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQmJCAePtY
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyqo3ztXbl
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65VXEBGHWs
「都係。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAaFTCnHnD
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ScyOMkRnL
她深呼吸：764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvAyT3DaAd
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsGxEFSU7E
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptErKB6SRh
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9uu7UaVqH
「嗯？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXwgzL2RTYH
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg8TlEgeLYf
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1DiVm1uDL
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pkDGaNcvJ
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqB9A7875IK
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6WdBdgLeO
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxouYpai3R
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7UD8cwkUS
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMZYZPxEtZ
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9XXMQQpkq
變咗，好似好悶咁？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMsODe8eDxY
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0LJddvBPw
他們達成共識。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgokDsn9Pf8
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnQ84ORm6N
她表達意願：764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUH5lYOaqI
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPAdzQiqMGO
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡni4rbxO6OP
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaaJOSjUhxV
「我都唔想。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIkEmMcCZtj
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIuZyRGZ95
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzwqg5V8pY
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRI9Hq334V
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrA7u1cvMmp
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSrEnlinPE
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFd5DUtHTA
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ErfelZ9iT
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnw0vJQX83G
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1SzwQu86I
「係。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppeu6xneTS
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ANRKcpdst
「明。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshrFwSd9FH
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw82nZSomzn
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoGEhMQBDP
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8fI0I3TJN
「我都係咁覺得。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQia0z4YC9F
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjwF40mdk1
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5s3lhTOAx
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7kRxroesT
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4HW1hMqEoW
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0ULcyaMYe
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoDHQJbb95
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8J1LR8Xb29
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIjZpTAGhB
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdi7FEJgRKX
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZYnMTFzby
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiY4rkSQpk
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3rKnYz0iC
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNvRJuHLqGh
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDdOuCuW84
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIOQ0fGNpg
她點頭：「嗯。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVqn3q3B3b
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLiGDhBU9O
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpyN5mM9yd
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18Nk0owXYm
「係，我記得。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhq5ddooWg
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGb2WJfbHW
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOXZNwvHOD
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvnzdsD9jO
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhE5b9ajdLc
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53FbN09CVv
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNW8TWTcJUP
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYFIHhAN6a
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2F049eFyb
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChHLWyyiMS
「係，少骨痹。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfykp13RRxP
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkihenjEsLU
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7qJTikZd7
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYkfUXuY8W
她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKv2toFqQVc
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4I40iZJUCB
「噢，對唔住。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQmy9kOfw3
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUi34a0Vczl
他摸摸她的頭。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyYDn21nzc
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5HD70cFfkU
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmGOwqu5sA
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppWyC4OGXB
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3fP1T42Lm
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3rccMFmC6
她的決心竟然在融化。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgtZfhd808U
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNZiUx5VeA
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgW7TlDYbUz
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MbTGzCm2X
「你都對我好好啊。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ehmJ66WvF
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs2AsGXOSmL
「係唔錯㗎。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCmM1X5jJdX
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2U8mWM3ks
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGh48j4onJx
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD76zdtuewD
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FhsdZp7rw
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtj0donLjR
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe0WhxSt55y
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33PCXGAQXC
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtu0FL7LqZv
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWq6ulOAyJ
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLH4mihBCDw
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilLVbTvvLt
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYFRkTBGrJ
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7LpoEJv94
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBiJWULGCX8
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EWALJfO0m
「嗯，明白你意思。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkmdoOcTQG
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdy8F6aQsk8
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPIfdgfMTL
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZA6isi5Qs
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqJ2uOxbD3
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSITY58edc
「我都係。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTlHUoA7N7
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0OFIVlJCW
「咁……就好啦。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9O7RvfOYP
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeDerfaYy3
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZCnB6sVZD
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBp16adWTJ
說完了，之後呢？764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGi5gG0fYku
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllsJuyFT4H
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsejk885Nx
764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPr1kWmKSj
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。764Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9LS342y6I
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