「好。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGunr6axwsE
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他們行街市，他們行超市，買了幾舊姜，買了一盒無核青提。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCgMjVN07h
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阿朗捧着它們，思思挽着他的手，一路走回家。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Aw114OUvc
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaZcslo7w6
她和他說東西又加價了，好像貴了一點點；他點頭，和她一起歎物價高企，即使他不清楚原先的價錢。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwz3soRAdt
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她煮飯，他們吃飯，他洗碗，全程很和諧。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsC7XjsxU6
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM49wkpekq9
和對方生活，說到底是舒適的。他們知道對方的吃什麼不吃什麼，進門出門前的小動作，糞便聞起來是什麼味道，長久的習慣締造出舉止自如的輕快。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyqwUyh9kb
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDuHA1ENXb
「落街行吓好冇？」阿朗問。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYUGG71XtV
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgqfYMQXTC
思思明白：「好。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oFFKYmwaE
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於是，他們像拍拖一樣，下樓到處逛逛，二人都沒有說話。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhnH0BpWPd
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgtmRXhNyw
是因為享受閒適嗎？恐怕不是。他們在心裏打了一份草稿，正默默練習，演講的時候要配合眼神、表情、動作，不可以有任何差池——即使，他們都感覺到對方的態度軟化，仍怕一旦有細節處理不好，就會前功盡廢。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeRcnq6VZv
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行一行，又返回樓下公園，坐在那張長椅上，微風正好。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3ILiqTn5g
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLzwWrAUvh
阿朗首先開口：754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHxLGRgdYrn
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuObOIBz50t
「係呢……我有啲嘢想講。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6SVuLEGrf
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfXSc68is4
「嗯？」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvDthaJ15o
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtKx2lUPOzp
「你覺唔覺得我哋怪怪哋，好似同以前好唔同咁。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIaQ57tas4
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEpte3bfhg
「覺。」她看着他，坦白承認。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIgUTlgnuS
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPSzvfabNQ
「其實，我覺得，我哋好似淡咗……或者唔係淡咗，但好似冇以前咁開心。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2G3626Mm8
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV2KZ2fRhXf
「嗯。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡys8lCw9Vp4
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2gYbFEGkm
「啫係，我哋都……我哋都少講咗嘢，少傾咗偈，係呢一兩日先多啲。平時，都好似只係傾棉花糖咁……」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNlQD8DHIRI
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmBp7ZGLbK5
他回想，除了功課、興趣班、測考、冬季校服，只得訕訕地問好。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcG5Ly1DDi6
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWW1QwKg99o
「好似係，連佢都覺得我哋唔太熟添。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwwuRRAq7H
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIv9bIZqUQi
她自嘲於被女兒發現端倪；阿朗也笑：754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5FaZ9kfGt2
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2kv0Vj0X0l
「但係，我哋當然熟。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOOdaNNCSn
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHajOhW9Di3
「用熟唔熟嚟講我哋，好似有啲怪。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMHqlpMVBi
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGT4SHYeaVq
他們已經很親，說不說話也有親厚情義，但確實不安於此，熟悉感正在剝落。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdyTZpshed
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaKbavUHFK
「都係。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFZePSGMCi
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsQLU8kpza
她深呼吸：754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7w9FcPxLK
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBz0wtUqYJk
「我明你意思，我都係咁覺得——」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsSa91WnXr
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXjjhW5auu
「嗯？」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgVfDCklKt
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF1LqvlMdJd
她直直地看着他，像背誦課文一樣：754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YcOrWTJM7
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNbkX75Ewf
「我好唔開心——真㗎，因為我哋變成咁。但我唔想再咁落去啦，但係，我都唔知個問題出喺邊——你話，如果係喺以前，我會覺得都幾合理？但宜家，明明我哋都好好㗎……」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImGPbFvB2u
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlF8rTVmsoo
他見她已說不下去的樣子，順着手肘牽起她的手，替她補充：754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPF37b4SQHY
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡceeHGQmk7k
「嗯，我哋係好好，過得幾好，個女又咁生性，又夠錢洗。係咪因為咁，所以覺得啲嘢永遠都只會繼續行落去……我意思係，冇太多進步空間，甚至有啲太習慣、太安穩？754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuOxlHNKnOz
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5x8Jwe7I0
變咗，好似好悶咁？」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJKC2PgM2O
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnt1TzqIVyt
他們達成共識。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHDy9MODkz
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQ0hl3DiRx
她表達意願：754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5VZj8R9ep
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSD0WBtz96D
「嗯……但係呢，我真係唔想再咁。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28W0VdIr8Q
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuUCDeyPzkH
「我都唔想。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa1L6Vdfve4
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aEjUc1yDa
「其實，我之前就想同你講，但係每次去到口唇邊，就講唔出咁……754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eTqmchPpV
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeL0CkL5Qxn
我認我係有少少細膽，但係嗰陣時，我唔知你係點諗。我驚我同你講咗我唔開心，甚至同你講我覺得我哋……淡咗，就會番唔到轉頭，啫係——」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmInQnihMg
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7r1y9u5mi
「係咪驚我唔係咁諗？或者，我都係咁諗，但係講咗，就番唔到轉頭？」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGvKacnCuG
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkRW7S6sgZ
他忽然心寬，因為，他也有過這樣的思慮過程。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDaCl99UK8
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwGKnGgw8c
「係。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZbwBM6JPT
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZy4ioNyHe
「明。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3nzmSr53U
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhwUKIOOLxi
「嗯，唔係所有嘢講出嚟，就可以趨向解決㗎嘛，可能一講，連原本咁樣都冇埋呢？咁到時點？」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8W03IFICW
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbGcwQ5KiI
「我都係咁覺得。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSzLXMrTE5
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5M40hmtVJF
她有些不好意思地捽捽手指：754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvHectpTr5i
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb28tEMzzxj
「我哋，好似、好似都幾廢。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKWTFCcLjS
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09hyYNxTzW
「係，垃圾。但係垃圾宜家識開口，係可回收㗎啦喎。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMR2m0L1sn
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeSR0knQxpw
他指着不遠處的三色回收箱；而她沒好氣地笑一笑：754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGQ9E3PCMJ
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8xxpxz7zb
「都擺咗成三十幾年啦——唔係嘅，個問題啱啱先有啫。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9ERfp4Iwq
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHtY5VJ3CNb
「嗯。咁宜家我哋肯傾，你係想……？我係因為想解決，所以先想同你講出口，我唔想再係咁啦，我諗，我哋都好辛苦。真㗎。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJeSIYGqMh
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNRaY2GqF1
二人的語調平緩，聲線都是輕輕的。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTP3AeEcdpb
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytbGE7GeHd
她點頭：「嗯。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1pMhXXZUo
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNQVjh9lYS
我啱啱咪話，之前想同你講嘅……但係最後冇講到嗰次。就係嗰日，嗯，我話嗰個學生同我表白嗰次。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nnwlJaomY
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXm15NrOz1
「係，我記得。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDbJ2WAWIy
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhG6DHUIu9B
他想起，那天她比往常熱情，笑容燦爛，像一次晴天娃娃顯靈的天朗氣清。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5HhaUrhDT
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpelEgCDjDK
「嗰次呢，就係因為佢同我講完，我就覺得，其實，我好愛你。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2NHMyJswt
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSurrx93tHD
或者係，你真係好愛我——哈哈，有啲肉麻添。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SYOGMfpYq
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75G0iwz7vy
這個太清晰的她，阿朗清楚知道，並且予以認識、擁抱、接納，未曾離開。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSS4OqmxP4
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuu8RAQmDY
「係，少骨痹。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIGQHtFQSNZ
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9R7moRxHxW
「就係咁啦——我聽完之後，唔覺得會有人可以取代到你嘅地位。始終呢，我都太多謝你啦。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGG2pY0poun
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她越說越小聲，很久沒有告白愛意，突然覺得有些難以啟齒；將目光投射到前面在玩「紅綠燈」的小朋友上，微笑。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrICEMz6qYo
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbu8FCxrdod
「噢，對唔住。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKnZ2590L7l
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwtR2Xx6Xe
他摸摸她的頭。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XiCpXdFJd
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOx0X0MpST
他記起，當時他打斷了她，因為他生氣於他們陌生，而她卻與別人熟絡到被鍾情。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYqd2Pa8W5
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ihJ9rz9C3
「唔緊要。所以嗰陣時冇講到。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJtuSpdGb8
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9LcTLLH1xT
她的決心竟然在融化。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRrhXg84Xp
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJGHNsIAWz
她補充：「我當時聽緊佢講，但係就只係得一種好攰嘅感覺，我只係諗起你，諗起你對我有幾好。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOiEEx0qJy
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLTwuJeUy3
「你都對我好好啊。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPbIWVllmZT
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5TSPbKgLg
「係唔錯㗎。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm05apWFuCQ
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJlA7BdtBU8
「嗯……我嗰日唔應該發你脾氣，我諗多咗。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsBRvOUICHw
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngCWFAsjTV
「係囉，嚇到我唔敢講。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEajShXCR05
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptdlagN6Ds
「Well……雖然我就冇你咁正俾人媾，」只見思思笑着反了一個白眼，他說：「但係，我都有作出反思，都想改善……754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbePorKoagl
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXH3TfaQFQ
我諗，我哋都有同一個感受，譬如我都會覺得我哋有嘢唔同、好掛住以前、記低對方嘅好，只係有啲無力。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlwQRF8wBw6
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vGzSVFfVf
咁耐以嚟，我番殯儀呢，成日接觸啲唔喺度嘅人，其實都幾令我珍惜生活，始終我都唔想瞓喺度等其他人化妝……咁但係，我好似——因為太有安全感？覺得呢一種平淡係唔會更改，有好過冇，好過大家連平淡都唔得。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtR1kU9xU8Y
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBdQRHciwz
所以，雖然珍惜生活，但係，就唔太珍惜……我哋。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlY5IvzuMnr
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDfQ8gvYk1
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCZWVSfyqAO
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVtSJfmmBhe
「嗯，明白你意思。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡop69MFE8Yo
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRL5yZOGHtF
「但我想珍惜。宜家——或者係之前咁樣，我都唔太舒服。你呢？」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2MQ0fja6a
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkav1qK3In
一切醞釀已久，終於不止困於無力腦袋中。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXSrcQm3oyu
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3R0dr1ejvn
「我都係。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ323NlF3Zhd
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV04aPDJFFl
「咁……就好啦。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9FxBwTTDUn
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzGfJNWVSR
小朋友玩耍的歡快和老人家下棋的爭論忽然沒有了聲，他們只聽見自己的心跳，像已歷盡高山爬上了珠穆朗馬蜂，但無以為繼，只看着眼前美景卻不知是否應該原路往返——754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQ2XXZC4he
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDuA2ldBoHi
說完了，之後呢？754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TgEFuSkS1
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOjlX3SPUJ
「我想盪鞦韆，推我吖。」754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTRfgQk0YC
754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0fTIPWmPI
思思站起，向阿朗笑笑。754Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0JjdujLj7
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