看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx93CL8Q0yh
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下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThz7ah5xRZ
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkpIl0PpGo
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrAJHxtQ5m
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyACono5Rk
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「明。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3ava5VkGm
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0IoygeVCP
「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbjCv9BvUT
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48VlDCfgVa
「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQNKfzPBIC
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTAVyk2eYB
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIcu5SfMFh
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFmM2rNNrw
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKZ1jEFRp0
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlX8VgJaFbD
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡavLX64hsu0
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnA3OP4TXZ
「俾我睇吓？」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAsvigN56H
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡof79bUI87j
「好。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugWF1fNiNv
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs08MGEqRN9
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVTkU0N3eF
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc19sFpNX4w
「哦，係Fiona喎。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eM0BldYmw
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPPc43VvFE
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx07DiGyZm9
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCF5zxV2g6
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLG85SHzI6
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVeKKRYPdg
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7TeiIg2db
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwPax2VW9f
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpw6WqnAId
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8rn52GBMY
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCTDWIYO36a
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwocDZE3QI
「仲敢？」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYCJUM79Aw
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zZPMZKeoQ
「唔敢。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGUM8sDEsL
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsryqbzJRh9
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJS5IMNcWQx
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzYArQGrCo
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbRA31bFZHC
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0FmkP99cR
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpZ8nhkN2l
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTddFJCj72d
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfs7FpzuXno
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgJIO7cG7J
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtseBTkp9h
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmV1REMD09e
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sdPPG1xKA
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLlOfS7VzT
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcFgr1zhLW
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMzaFXu0Xes
「我開俾你睇。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvdFE0c8eB
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4wpz0GmGG
「唔洗啦。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9s9FaO7JBX
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXNDoLbs5h
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvefuXzAXJ
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLaLnhO1Ac
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb87vcBTNUl
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡet4fmDvN8p
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXF4QnvV4CR
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡml0ZsFFrhk
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkR5uH6x4s
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgocDjHsr6a
「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5i0KfJr7y
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9lu7V8u0dO
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYluMUY4IJ2
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8qdTtqx1xr
「Sorry。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxApOJHSAp
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSIS5WJAL3
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxojrfe2NNU
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBAn5C13Akn
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0P4nEK11fZ
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KqL3kKCws
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysrCkJSrXp
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5jiXmAcBK
「Sorry……」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡin3t9N9Xki
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2hAQ51gKx
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcB84OWUrNZ
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoy11Gu39SU
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxvMGq0Hed
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSmrPAtl9vA
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYlch6yVlSg
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoXcWnJQSaa
「嗯。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhr5L6sLIaf
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuduU55wYu
既然說起，阿朗問：817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PbzJcdy6S
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthcuYXQVtn
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0S1U3BwzV9
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoch1vd2mxo
她沒好氣地答：817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CadlsxUU8
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkEW5K0yia
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmyVzgmnDn
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAEM69EMqr
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLrxZRFpF2
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyg646Pl2I
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7b6qjMPocK
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxeubcon1Q
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcXUoDRxGa
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwY33tdjUwC
「威啦威啦。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0jB3ylgbw
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHiY8x6OBR
二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9mBzmxG2y
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xldVa1zVu
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5Eft61OFn
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡct96bqxPCA
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvIDJaCm8i
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSQ3DLdPYz7
「喺街上撞到？」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5L66dJgc8W
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclLIGwzjq2
「佢喺校門等我。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGvVYLjGHl
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbpOaPRhldC
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPldZELUexb
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBg3a5Q7VVM
他語帶諷刺：817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4dBIbm0Pv
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1sJTPQhMP
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqUIXL5TdFs
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5Xjs7DsRu
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0MsW9Bn65
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyGKEHhzqt
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcN4P2I84Iz
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvlcQA99PS
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODCFrh9QnG
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSC09HvFnnL
「有咩問題？」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2TUvtwnIkF
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHROnBmYqZ
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvP2KnAWDpd
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzQfZnJ0uZ
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPsBWq1gZQ
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPSAtvyrpg
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgAN9Fp8qMq
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkfiFvYkLz
是。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDzoIlRQCfU
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hzDAcOUqu
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8R49ZpnXp
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvfcOJuavt7
是。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSANomWIKaa
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HJvHTOdGC
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2juLK7uzm
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRv2aZPIPn
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhQe32V1Jk
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDczGYYmgGK
原先想表達的是什麼？817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbuQc9z4GT
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIV5dUgc1M
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdgHAqj72Dt
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmEJNVC6pB
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrlfbPMHVMZ
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTc9JaQwQj
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6wBd5290D2
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoug3WbP2DY
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWipbSXkpCB
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLt925jD1Nw
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3iPZG1iYtD
817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPNfWHzLctw
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。817Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51BKzzPlJu
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