看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0YqJf6aJfS
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAxgWy6OW0a
下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJ2J9YdWAO
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4CeJg2UWbd
「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfd9dP3Bh1
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3XzXUxFmE
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1pMvQTOif
「明。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvg9zp8UpB
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYuJWcPjSL
「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsuUr1sl4L
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sWDtSM4Py
「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0Fn84lXz2
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMtXmAaRxm
阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq7oGG5NJ4m
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZW2Pzt5ME
「傾咩傾得咁開心？」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpUkfxsNvy
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9oJg67wLd
「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkleTr9VZPQ
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd11kfKOlXG
「俾我睇吓？」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl77bpKXSlL
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ipmaSceom
「好。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjNtkaiTB7v
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ia4OtFDmO
她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmf2zApiD6S
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZr4HHSVbC3
「哦，係Fiona喎。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxe6Fc8f3QM
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgs2VdHKb8
「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLjYRBAgsO
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyI1Qd820u
他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡff7EKFcZ7D
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljIuaw2af3
「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMcCkQkjs8
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgjt9GqLm2
適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVTnA5iwdA
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhoobjTJI8
「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9DUPGk9wQ
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIjT2HerTC
「仲敢？」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeZaQWAFh8
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPwOFGYFEJ
「唔敢。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjlTJ2BFIt
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLXeFtWANtc
「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18mPRWNcDx
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzgWO4wtJQ
「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhnCQlC2LCR
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDNNIKLDB8
舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84WbHZtwkb
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEHsqnA6vb
「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc61eKnrQRd
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWCnl9VupM
她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyfL9kZ9aS
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaJ8lADevA7
「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSVpkLU6TP
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2mev4e7rC
這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOy76yrKCFL
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYT5UsfsXf
「我開俾你睇。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLnVTqtJyg
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lF2guwMRA
「唔洗啦。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz088w5a6Cl
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSz7de78UjM
心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGjw8A3IDr
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjDYJubmi8
她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDx6SHAzTN
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZpOmcsVdN
「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoAFKDm3gM
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXbGAsyzurs
「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkWjijfGwb
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNPHn59PDH
「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjt4lzseUk
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfJCK8oHcpE
即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkU0mQxJUEM
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjLcbBgLUv
「Sorry。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1o8sPEBQg
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eqHRdO9mh
他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9NJOeYkKt
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbtODLLXWBQ
「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwhzPgNSwo
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtmGT7a9KQ
她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrImG35Jpw4
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdYz1ZNAVB
「Sorry……」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKUuoiD1BP
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWOmW364iy
他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ68JDJ9VJZZ
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUgW5uddh4
「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcl8lO2H2X
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSyYVmzgBE
「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHrEPsgQoM
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8GszqSZZd
「嗯。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKBNwCa1Iw
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxKialUtb2
既然說起，阿朗問：807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Oel8f8gBt
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYzEsw7vxM
「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhGKWgxZ5oz
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbND7iYbsYg
她沒好氣地答：807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdhAr2sPyGn
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecQwor5XZq
「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKg1lgIVAI
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKTsRc8Vvp
「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQV3c9tUf3
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRioWVvdQ7a
「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGsA6Nk3DG
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAh0VqRl0H
「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7p5QT7CBa
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKDtXhDTPJ
「威啦威啦。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuG99UNH8Zd
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiKQD9wM2J
二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yJcgq1Iuz
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7krUQxPUC0
「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16wsOFdXHm
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cQs7UuaxT
「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xhlWrubgT
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSRlJYagps
「喺街上撞到？」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1tzCKm2wE
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtgCNZrp8Dx
「佢喺校門等我。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxRM3JoftkC
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufyFX15fFW
他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdt3dDCXEdK
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEaHu26liu
他語帶諷刺：807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecWtRJeyB7
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7tTiD4FbCC
「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBvk9jlief
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡckMVQumtO6
她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTc4fA4ueur
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyAvrR78Xj
「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBGf1MWFgii
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjoNLq2xHHp
「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXIzNrcGrE
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhxVsVOkJT
「有咩問題？」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUY7GnesWGD
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGegYdmmlMu
「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiu7IqrL3UI
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTGujoAkxZ
「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzwdEeotDh
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0f8iVBRyzy
「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BwQOts17T
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1cSS5gTmYP
是。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp5hUWpQHMx
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yVnIFCu64
「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJt9V7MgP4l
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdFWLtLmEC
是。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjrrTB1GzM
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡujddsgp5JN
於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGcdM7664xE
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQQBF5oFrl
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMciTlWEI6
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UQVrgWyiM
原先想表達的是什麼？807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yRGFDmrR1
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43NleMX7y8
太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡieGcsMWgry
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuJ77HslN5
更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusaeFbb4Dv
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOAniQbjblc
他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡld7rHWwygh
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8X8DbbZ0xz
所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1HzS9XNYBl
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzG0W7eMski
所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitIj5J3Of5
807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bRYX9LmQn
首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。807Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHRPNgFnpVy
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