「我今日化咗一個識嘅人。」761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR15rQFp69i
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「邊個？」761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWx87zrQvC
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刷牙的聲音不斷，在拭淨他的湛了消毒藥水氣味的指甲。761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6ckkJLmcE
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「以前同佢踢過吓波。佢係峰仔大學同學嘅老公。」761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLIaoC4zmY
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糞便「咚」的一聲跌進水中，她將廁所門打開。761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pPtndx4BM
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「噢……」761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFu68uPeUIs
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「佢同我哋差唔多大，但係，佢死咗。」761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoid3ELyWS
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「嗯……」761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmqGMmzifB
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她不知怎樣回應。以往，事不關己自然高高掛起，始終，人類的悲歡並不互通，即使聽見抱歉之事會惻然、會難受，但也不至於心痛，幾秒過後，情緒平緩；但如果亡者是所識者，不可淡然地說一句「生死有命」，聽到的人只會很憤怒。761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwo6wGxv6xR
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因為沒有。我命由我不由天，是否？761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQcWrD26hX
761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaHwIDFqQp
「佢同我哋差唔多大，」他重複：「佢係好人，但佢死咗。」761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdxqBALv1pk
761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNxJwHVgUXu
她轉身，捽捽他的肩。761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡROBdheQHYt
761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QsihygWhM
「點死？」761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IsbJkyQvk
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「交通意外。」761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3y6EaVhid
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「噢……」761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡle2kZq7s8h
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空間靜默，肚有些痛，身旁只有髮妻如常梳洗，談話內容悽楚，激起他動容：761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaTk7EpS0Q
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「我唔想死。我好驚。」761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUmNrSTV8o
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她從鏡中看見他以手掩面，感覺他有心結：761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmME2EnHgFn
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「我都唔想你死。」761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfm2K8YWmd
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他看着她的側面，大聲了一點點：761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9ammdqrgF
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「佢老婆喊得好慘。但係，你知唔知我第一吓唔好覺得佢好慘，係覺得你好慘。」761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCtkFa1ZWFt
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她將漱口水吐出，不明白：761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6tsZIFdsy
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「我有咩慘？」761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6OMAE6nUo
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「如果我死咗，我覺得你都會咁。」761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhhC0lvVpGA
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這是事實。761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsPnE0BPS3
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「嗯。」761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmEmEIgIAh
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她打開水龍頭，洗乾淨牙刷，空氣只有不規則水聲和些許異味，光的廁所照耀暗的客廳，詭異的配搭。761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukIycttVpV
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她肯定的說：「如果我死咗，你都會咁。」761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7psyUkk9y
761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KWYRpSD6j
她轉身，看他，猛然發覺他的眼是紅的；她很少見他如此。761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBCnI0D2fh
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以為，已接觸慣再無呼吸的美麗人兒，不會再有這種聯想；可是，他怕，若然天降橫禍，再無呼吸的是他，或者是她，那麼，他必然惱恨和嘲諷自己，明知、早已習慣生命脆弱，卻不能及時完成心中所想。這是他完整的憂愁的邏輯。761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSwS6UVXUh
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他說：761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnmOk0FERn8
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「咁不如唔好死？或者，以後一齊死？」761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWJQa3eEWU
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她突然覺得，他們要一起生、一起活；死亡只是一瞬間的事，但活着不是、生存不是。比起死，她想和他一起活：761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWAcBBJ9Met
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「唔好講呢啲啦。我哋唔會無啦啦有事，好冇？」761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ViJxVtZB8
761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgEjoUzB5d
她的聲音像在哄小孩一樣，此刻他是小孩子，如同十八歲時說些大無畏的情話，同樣妙想天開；只是當時不知道，永遠是多遠。761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwpVtUqr42
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「唔得。我哋都唔好死。」761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhmjEM7qcQd
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他倔強。761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAVS4mXF5pF
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其實，差一點點，他們就可以到達永遠——他們對望，試圖消除繁思俗想，經已共對十多年，生死面前無難事。761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3X0AfD9vS
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幸好他們活着，他們有的，只是忽然的感慨，而不是血淋淋的事實。761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4OkoH68db
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她順從，也做回十八歲少女：761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvFxwFhqSi
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「好，我哋一齊煉丹，永遠長生不老。」761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rvTmA8aAD
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「嗯。」761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sCZGjJANP
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他終於滿意。761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1mpEDo4tvZ
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不一定要長生不老，但長生不老的時間，足以他們將一切講清講楚，有多少說多少，有什麼說什麼，掏家掘穴。761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8YBb6MzWz
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丹不一定是靈藥，但他們自己，是自己的靈丹妙藥，或者，是對方的。761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKnB9BgbnF
761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkXCximKKH
「咁嘅環境，講呢啲嘢。」761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hujs1qBTL
761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IVE4GRbrU
思思笑，看他們在做什麼？一個刷牙刷到將水漬留在衣上，一個坐在廁板拉出長條形糞便，然後談生死訣別，談一生一世，談達到永遠——哪有一點仙界模樣？761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwcdmaBA1O
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「係，我哋好騎籬。」761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8Z9BHJi3J
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阿朗也笑。761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgQi1czQ5K
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「我抹埋先，你出去先啦。」761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGwx08wnyO
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她出廳，看到光的他站起；他清潔，看到暗的她在看他。761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL2rG7Jz1w5
761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZFQJXeCqBM
沖廁，洗手，輕易地捲起和送別一些什麼。761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtTbQTaO9hW
761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLIlTTmwMXx
當然還不夠，但至少，今天，他們說得很多話。761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkLBEUMd82
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大概，二人一生都會記得這一段談話，自覺毫不遜色於古代詩人的情話——即使，只有他們這樣認為，但是，已經足夠。761Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshRzlDJxVr
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