「我今日化咗一個識嘅人。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRHKXl8xWa
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIhKOtN4V1
「邊個？」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqehUG3k5J
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAl6GjqzpN
刷牙的聲音不斷，在拭淨他的湛了消毒藥水氣味的指甲。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9blntPEkTB
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNMZA5fZkB
「以前同佢踢過吓波。佢係峰仔大學同學嘅老公。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfosLCa05h
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jIIItUpLt
糞便「咚」的一聲跌進水中，她將廁所門打開。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLZDLsR0Ag
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4blgnm3XQi
「噢……」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡju1YvqvLhK
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI91Bolf5rC
「佢同我哋差唔多大，但係，佢死咗。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlokBLQBsMP
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6pspY0nBc
「嗯……」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNRbOkdp6o
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2u1iwALda9
她不知怎樣回應。以往，事不關己自然高高掛起，始終，人類的悲歡並不互通，即使聽見抱歉之事會惻然、會難受，但也不至於心痛，幾秒過後，情緒平緩；但如果亡者是所識者，不可淡然地說一句「生死有命」，聽到的人只會很憤怒。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGc6gctzIJR
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI8ZvDBuDq2
因為沒有。我命由我不由天，是否？748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5lnraF9Q0
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdTPh2WUWw
「佢同我哋差唔多大，」他重複：「佢係好人，但佢死咗。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5PFMt7imP5
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgVdjyDOlQ
她轉身，捽捽他的肩。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTvN0f83co
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9N6z2fPfkg
「點死？」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrwwLxKlHt
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnWT4XXXrp
「交通意外。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJXEnZl91q
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6HFMxOSh8
「噢……」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNxwzB3q25
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkC6EQs1cGf
空間靜默，肚有些痛，身旁只有髮妻如常梳洗，談話內容悽楚，激起他動容：748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gV6uOKWZM
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEbYRMi1rR
「我唔想死。我好驚。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gDi6ZN0rL
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRf4qpXMcX
她從鏡中看見他以手掩面，感覺他有心結：748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzeFSYy3XE
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWMI8UFKoV
「我都唔想你死。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSkeEix2wZs
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvv5HD0m6X
他看着她的側面，大聲了一點點：748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzCJ6ukDZ4
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzpjtbbB6sr
「佢老婆喊得好慘。但係，你知唔知我第一吓唔好覺得佢好慘，係覺得你好慘。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAosUGrZ5bK
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhTXahhAoEt
她將漱口水吐出，不明白：748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDcnMRNWyPy
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGswEE9yrqn
「我有咩慘？」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1HKuZ2b1V
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NoCqbWGtk
「如果我死咗，我覺得你都會咁。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11jbyLBMUR
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYSIawo71h
這是事實。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrK5tpo8CWh
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwMK4FL5uQ
「嗯。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx28HbfGCEY
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFnd5HKiBE
她打開水龍頭，洗乾淨牙刷，空氣只有不規則水聲和些許異味，光的廁所照耀暗的客廳，詭異的配搭。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WZWwHWlpy
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMX6HSFZbw
她肯定的說：「如果我死咗，你都會咁。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcvNEQV3as
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo19GHMDKyE
她轉身，看他，猛然發覺他的眼是紅的；她很少見他如此。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1pHmhz1kF
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLuWsAOtSj
以為，已接觸慣再無呼吸的美麗人兒，不會再有這種聯想；可是，他怕，若然天降橫禍，再無呼吸的是他，或者是她，那麼，他必然惱恨和嘲諷自己，明知、早已習慣生命脆弱，卻不能及時完成心中所想。這是他完整的憂愁的邏輯。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegLhyOd1Zg
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzkfv88FQE
他說：748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gzp4MuTaR
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdUB5D88q4
「咁不如唔好死？或者，以後一齊死？」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KC8Pr5FCr
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgZmNRUGay
她突然覺得，他們要一起生、一起活；死亡只是一瞬間的事，但活着不是、生存不是。比起死，她想和他一起活：748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRIoMvNced
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5608Ap4YVd
「唔好講呢啲啦。我哋唔會無啦啦有事，好冇？」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLucIqqKheX
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfiK4xNsOq
她的聲音像在哄小孩一樣，此刻他是小孩子，如同十八歲時說些大無畏的情話，同樣妙想天開；只是當時不知道，永遠是多遠。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6R7z60nTe
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFf3myLVNQ
「唔得。我哋都唔好死。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhi44TmbHh2
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EuknH5LGV
他倔強。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1w7jZslaYS
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqN6U46aeL
其實，差一點點，他們就可以到達永遠——他們對望，試圖消除繁思俗想，經已共對十多年，生死面前無難事。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQ5UdWsvmN
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJbCv5tpka
幸好他們活着，他們有的，只是忽然的感慨，而不是血淋淋的事實。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsnzHppklS
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgc7MosZLPs
她順從，也做回十八歲少女：748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOSA7e6ld5
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ1G36v2t4C
「好，我哋一齊煉丹，永遠長生不老。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuiMwATcrLG
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbC1EpxAP7S
「嗯。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoS5H7NXBCR
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7kKfB9kar
他終於滿意。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GarkRhozk
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzR1IDeNSxc
不一定要長生不老，但長生不老的時間，足以他們將一切講清講楚，有多少說多少，有什麼說什麼，掏家掘穴。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBmBRIR3Sx
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSlIYZhQlk
丹不一定是靈藥，但他們自己，是自己的靈丹妙藥，或者，是對方的。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlphEOvTAIB
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnhL2vbKop
「咁嘅環境，講呢啲嘢。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTS6xcENvUk
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2WgBBhiuC
思思笑，看他們在做什麼？一個刷牙刷到將水漬留在衣上，一個坐在廁板拉出長條形糞便，然後談生死訣別，談一生一世，談達到永遠——哪有一點仙界模樣？748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlED5ricnc
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8q0y15UiLo
「係，我哋好騎籬。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGW8hWt3oxE
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcyOwZsSjDj
阿朗也笑。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnVYBDQ3tk
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMtZm0ltLu
「我抹埋先，你出去先啦。」748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGngNlxyycQ
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ025Y1Fd9t4
她出廳，看到光的他站起；他清潔，看到暗的她在看他。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzcPzNZiC9
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2hhyqqjrj6
沖廁，洗手，輕易地捲起和送別一些什麼。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4WkuMMWKG
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbF0CEMZAEd
當然還不夠，但至少，今天，他們說得很多話。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9UgcS3uvd5
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5cqxvfFMm
大概，二人一生都會記得這一段談話，自覺毫不遜色於古代詩人的情話——即使，只有他們這樣認為，但是，已經足夠。748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIPT68lXxR
748Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4opdRZDSEm
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