現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfzZjUW6eKy
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWq536jf2cc
閉眼想，佔有慾強的他也寧願思思鍾愛另一個人，也不願看她喪命，在時間中凋萎。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUtDsQd93q
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgzURKgTdr
「佢都唔會想見到你咁樣嘅。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEe31stBns
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqL59m47shO
阿朗不太懂得安慰女生，不知應該說什麼才能令她好一點：880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJs7oPl9wNy
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndtMMW9Z3Q
「或者，宜家盡情喊啦。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5V1wH2HaQW
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Gim0d4EK2
嘉欣的眉毛幾乎併攏，以手掩面，深深閉眼。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPimmxoE9c
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxWbnZmfrf
其實，她已經每日如常生活。每日，穿起裇衫西裙，在巴士上層第一排側頭看樓宇和商舖後退，有電腦螢幕陪她與鍵盤馳騁，看到彩光在眼中色散分離，回家，將隱形眼鏡隨便脫下，第二天就變成了寶石，打開冰箱，看到早已餣好的瘦肉，照顧兒子吃飯，替他蓋被，她擱下花灑塗上護髮素，將全家的污衣放進洗衣機。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1yGthh99j
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uoB2XahRd
在無光客廳坐下，看着電視不知名的畫面，耳聽洗衣機轉動的聲音。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0Hiw6tmIl
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvnrVNtDW3
一下、一下。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTFtM8najeO
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRdfspuewpz
她又流淚，為這如常——這大概，是Hin想見到的吧，那麼，她就讓他見到。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡANvB1RiQl6
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKBSOZcnZw
只是她知道，有些東西永遠沒有完、沒有圓，終於她獨自攤睡在雙人床，輕輕地和空的一側說：880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡci7zFPfCTh
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FwPMkn2DB
「早唞啦，老公。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcVqF8Pyry
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefMVtMF5xv
世事古難全，但願人長久。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYkkA1u4Dy9
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh70shkYVAh
千里共嬋娟。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRW0M865Jd
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MX2najC4s
峰仔拍了拍她的肩，然後帶她離去，與阿朗一起下班。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkNq2kH9Nh
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhqPT6TIfh
送走她後，他們沉默地走在路上。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdB73M2UXBZ
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkM3ljBKRkE
阿朗加快步速，回家。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBg37ZYlSb
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHc99kSveu8
這裏的太多太多人，無聲無息地教導了他要好好活着。每次，他為遺體執容，都默默慶幸自己的手腳跟從他的意志，而非沒有生氣，他還可以踏出停屍間，穿梳化妝房，快速經過能聽見哭聲的入殮走廊。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxCVeWsd62
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq5rPdITWK5
他深呼吸，女性的聲音交替地在腦海出現，最後，想到萬一有天他死去，會怎樣。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fwtSoYRjp
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLh6Hu1pZhF
慢慢，他也很珍惜自己的生活。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nl9ItxOsx
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtB07BkBdf2
無論是現在死去，還是多過幾年後，或者即使是幾十年後。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA86w8qMPKX
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzWHLjMWW4
他還活着。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uckMSgQUo
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RVYwjIqAE
思思一定會傷心，對吧？880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWdiHcx2R3
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUXlOy8hMc
抑或，無論如何，他一想到自己要離開人世，就完全放心不下她，她會怎樣？也會跟嘉欣一樣奮力地支撐乏力的身體嗎？880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqcWcBIrS9U
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡldGKsVGQO9
那是多麼憔悴的面容啊。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBhEeK3DmE
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hyRTNp6zT
可是，正因如此，他的心臟仍然跳動，頭腦仍然運轉，清醒地意識到他在這人間。他有牽掛。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTY3bLBAfv
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUKW3DTzKq
看，多奇怪。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8yhcKEzpX
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uUysCX1kN
明明說珍惜生活、好好活着，第一個主觀感受是「好煩」，珍惜生活，卻沒有珍惜生活中身邊人的舉動，只在內心默唸、憂愁、後退。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeg8HsKCWy
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSeuIzkbax
那麼多心理活動，然後獨得自己知道，有何用？配上四十五度向上仰望天空，更值得感慨，是否？880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT56kJ7OtWJ
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePrW77uIe4
演什麼悲情戲？已過偶像劇主角的年紀。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6thNbSswL
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZRDw8GCQN
阿朗還有視力，應該要坐在褐色沙發上接過思思遞過來的遙控以轉台；他還有聽力，應該要走在清風徐來的海濱聽她鬼馬地叫他注意前方的小情侶；他還有嗅覺，應該要偷偷笑她單手叉腰炒出來的菜是香得將他從房間趕出；他還有温度，應該要深切又纏綿地從癡迷的姿勢實現熱織的約誓。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13WJJjvBV6
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDaK1Sp9oGy
他們還有感知愛的能力，應該要表達和接收對方真正所想。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1C5MDgdmM
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQCdCw0eWa
是嗎？880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz84RF1r128
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKk3DdUHWA9
有能力不用，保留作甚？880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdro6hnI3qv
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwD4xLjyHz6
難道只要在喪禮上身穿素衣、跪下自責痛哭，讓人將如此姿態收盡眼底再為你心酸，才足夠圓滿？880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc731wU8n2L
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoLmUiKqWB
圓滿，是在有生一天盡情擁有所擁有的，不再花不知何時終結的時間去做違心事，譬如朝露，去日苦多——880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPFxilkXBQ
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4jVcMzXJbG
「不要等到天上俯瞰」嘛，心知所言所行必留遺憾，就不要再繼續吧，時間的觀念總不斷變遷，平板支撐的一分鐘令人經歷季節之久，但臨死前的最後一小時卻是短促的，仿佛要滔淫不絕才能將所有事說清；可是，還是有很多東西是用口說不清的。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIArVbNm1T
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZ7GhI3MmG
阿朗回家，見到思思母親，喚了一喚她：880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jeBYcxGUm
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「岳母。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKijJ5Ymlw
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJYX9cnJdH
「阿朗，放工啦？」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPPzPGMNdz
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Xfaspaw45
她扭頭看他，然後繼續炒菜。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvI31Pfp8l
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUH3BUNa57v
「係。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5k7DbkZa0
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmtHYATKJo
「阿女叫我睇多陣棉花糖先，佢今日要遲啲收工。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdUDjFY3KNo
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgazxDPs2w
「哦哦，係？辛苦哂。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vKTJho9N9
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9SbVO7y3P
「你哋最近點啊？」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOVn7Y5FF1
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhaLcxIduV
「OK啊，咪又係咁，你呢？最近凍番啲，小心身體。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVut71A1KsX
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytUrerBHw5
寒喧幾句，棉花糖也出來叫他進房，去看看她做功課：880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFAdyrZk2Z
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9dlo6XPcoz
「差幾多本啊？」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4h9UI6A5N
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVItBojXdTD
「一張worksheet，兩本補充，一份默書改正，爸爸你喺度簽個名吖！」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoS0Fy1NXtL
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwP4sGEpHyO
她打開首頁，指住第七欄的空格。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFhbwaaIdH
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVhXOi7f4P
「九十八分，叻喎。」他摸了摸她的頭。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0cBsESaT9
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9kO8x9DHZ
「但好多人都一百分，我攞唔到貼紙。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEUvoqVt5kk
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtSeI76JhMa
只有滿分才能拿到貼在簿封的卡通貼紙，相比起高分，她更喜歡貼紙。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6ubDTFxim
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnuzcpWv11
「唔緊要啦，下次再小心啲。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnpk9Fmbw5c
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbx5oZhqdMx
他打開看，只錯了一些不小心的地方。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ9Ht2Jqrma
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt93emQR0u3
「嗯！我差一張就可以換原芯筆啦。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSM9oJgLlcB
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBC8eGJd9eY
棉花糖真的可愛——880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNwo71RQDS
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡelEfCEOAxu
阿朗感歎，無論他和思思發生了什麼，或者不能發生什麼，棉花糖仍然快樂地成長，專心學習，培養自身興趣，比他昔日自律多了；沒有被他們這些麻煩的大人污染。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinDs0HWayT
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHQjlKjTMQZ
能有這樣的孩子，應不應該暗自歸功於二人是好父母呢？880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRFwd1CoLs
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgI9y0PsTD
棉花糖冷不防地問：880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyr0JUZTKD4
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdxKqsePWK
「你同媽咪做咩咁少一齊嘅？」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsYDLmtudUF
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGVFDyAzL7
阿朗嚇了一嚇，這是事實，但應該不是很明顯吧，忽然心虛。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlvh9QXdyHL
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJL02VoxiAp
「好少一齊咩？唔會啊。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3GWSucEAv
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUt3FayFJg
「會啊！明明你哋之前都差唔多時間番到屋企，又會拖拖攬攬，仲叫我唔好同男仔咁樣添！880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iU4BTbFpm
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaD5HQBmrg3
一齊食飯，你哋都淨係同我講嘢，都唔理對方嘅……會嘅，有時夾吓餸俾大家囉，但我同我啲同學都會咁做㗎啦，仲多嘢講過你哋添。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xzoFNCgs7
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuRLOvZgdvq
小孩子心思極度澄明，大人總覺得自己很聰明，卻不知道小朋友心思單純，可感的比大人更直觀。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eXlhnM6r7
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSEXN1mwha
「我哋夜晚瞓覺前先多啲嘢講嘛，平時想同你傾偈多啲。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvEFZQiIhK
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVwQnu4xE3
他試圖解釋。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7OP8sb8Pzh
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdeT11qLRP
「係咩？但我想我哋三個一齊傾偈多啲喎。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFGzAhIGU0
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UPC3qpBxB
「好啦好啦，下次啦。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡncURsAWLCN
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPV7eNQf2S
「你哋係咪有嘢瞞住我？」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡws3GVrCt2I
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjN1mBvA5M2
她又怔怔地看着他，神色和語氣像極了思思，說話時也轉着大眼珠，酒窩隨臉部肌肉擺動而出現；他稍稍冷靜，果真是母女。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYQqYtq6BRW
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAzngompwVc
「點敢啊小公主？」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ89nTtEXcfI
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnj1Neh6XFi
「哼，呢啲係我女人嘅直覺嚟！」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLveSZJcnAu
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneiGU85xtY
「人細鬼大呀你，咁早就女人直覺？邊個教你㗎？」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0oErdQWUs
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiey00VAOgv
「媽咪囉，佢話當你第一吓覺得有啲嘢係真，通常都係真嘅——女人嘅直覺就係咁。」棉花糖又沉思：880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq56sU4fZ3g
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcpmtL0iMu
「但係上次你唔舒服嘔，媽咪好緊張你㗎喎，喺廁所出面走面走嚟走去、斟暖水俾你。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKTh2Wgok9
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCBJ4FaQee
甚麼時候？最後，是思思着棉花糖遞杯給他。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFlZybJOi4
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1LFxHLpPo
「係啊，所以我哋超級好，都冇嘢瞞你。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVacGgNh47
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaIcCofLh58
阿朗順着她的話給自己一個台階，將她的中文補充打開到新的一頁。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDmEAFzDb7
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG8pMOqhURl
「好啦，信你㗎啦。我繼續做功課啦先。」880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGPKHRFaOf
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGSfj8TkJM
她不再與他多講。880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJOuCcMDar
880Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZkE23jLD1
很明顯嗎？這真的是一個大問題嗎？連棉花糖也認為二人不妥？
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