他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFixeUMwPxM
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFD0uS2cRC
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYH7N2a4e7
Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQu7Ou9pI1J
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6QZAqKuURj
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxLJs7lq9e
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqSwpmzpfx
生命無常，真的令人非常無力。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYnXxoSUAI
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzU3AJ9B8T0
一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBr7m3ggNjM
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ6nkkKvl8k
「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmWDpDBsdn
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyLdw4zgMwc
峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBNSMdkss0N
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AFJR0QX1M
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTlwQovjnCJ
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSGAo7NOeM
咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡphBNAqMoOi
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPwrR4Jh5G
如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5Nq0WBNyQ
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyM2A4VMBO
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3aEX5Dp1o
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmpg9hz6uG
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3au19vxjq
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO7yecN8WID
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEtwMnZIYJ
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7BPr3vbak
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJTV64WfSe
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTn3MhXRFnb
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡci3CHm5T1O
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaeny2I2QMD
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1BKTN1Ocv
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6h3qSHVyHa
「你好感慨喎。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC9RA1x2YTG
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2N88aefi8i
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTu2QvNZiPz
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDIu7uRhdb
宜家呢？」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ16SNuh3ri5
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjiWSkpRuVk
「嗯。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnjkil3Dt7
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xkN50A4qX
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CbfihAkjz
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJdIDvYChI
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JYW5MXFN6
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwsheenYDKW
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImWyfZDwB4
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡREKMLiAmir
「唔好諗咁多啦。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQvocWP2LB
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrDdJnJjAT
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc6RI5yvDG1
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYj2Qet23M
阿朗不語。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT451bK1mcz
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXBJbuS8BM
而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoM7vfK9hEi
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXkL8MxNuR
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7uKC8wdCg
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttt6WUMHUg
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1oT1PXlkRm
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqy8cozDgG
峰仔開口介紹二人。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXtuAogXyq
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZtBr7m7MkE
「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFL4Sv65EoB
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLYXvG2Gm2C
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIyWSpEV5W9
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbQyy5sHgT
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjUDYYMHO3
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnlnhpEpY3
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WVrxtTEe8
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiI30nPOdmI
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRDsFC0n0u
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLW4KRuF6as
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwba9gJFO3A
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybEmaOBp86
佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6XEtouMsz
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dBnLm6WaB
之後……就冇之後了。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTvtdWkVEoK
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsHn2Pc6xf
「節哀順變。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqvJh6zWyX
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeN1FWJkOr
「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7tcqaw343
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCx9oDR8EB0
「嗯。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jWRnVnjv5
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHA0HjMWzoY
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YPKzdYIkf
「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMPgYhGSXL
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIEggzIOYx0
我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNoEpLpx53
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwKKYMXK2nr
嘉欣已說不下去。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsipKjbNieC
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVrktXottL
她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfmuRmN0EB
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQZNarAJUCV
「我想佢番嚟……」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeA82yF90Q
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEpDToU7tz
她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxx8pSU3gO
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzXjwomYIc
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHfIq0PfW7k
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvsEmn6avJ
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9v4myYbNf0
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0azsiVWQvD
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZvVI1xw3I
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzCgLlQld5
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3EeVLWHRmu
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eoMUZQBFi
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRx3QQrkuJL
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9JmFi445S
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw68mAo4VTW
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WD5bmCSV8
他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZBbNPhb0C5
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6tpUL4eAWB
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSf5yJXNKOA
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBTKZ4Aty5
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAZOaG2XNc
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0bWMfaKHer
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc688eFyLvu
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuTVoeLNn0P
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvH6PnvVBx
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk4law0xIOv
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0jGERPaCJ
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqhKfgTRVF
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMh5ZMRSDSL
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhIwOfkCcx
她悲傷。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5we0H3YnR
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPKUocXn0s1
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlBNeVvSlX
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kMAmWZHBP
「冇你點開心？」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4xGJcZ6ItK
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrNDieNxKF
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQLGHkzdv4
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwNObmmemJP
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1i8dpQ5rjM
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQvqQD6GRvQ
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMzsDxWkQ7
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18lxkbwvan
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5VpYah10N
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Ty7D7xtA9
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3Zd2Jmghw
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWod7akczG
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeUEzvMZve
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPlWq2sjbDS
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlq6j5lZjzK
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVUcSLaI0i
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwep4elirNL
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DBP65XOcA
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqYh1KLToQC
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3oNIyCabuZ
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiD3t6jIQdu
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3rCILTc3JU
她不假思索：823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8eIJyqG08
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOF16PMwjZf
「當然係寧願你出軌。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NCFc9gQRk
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfTuhD79Cq
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuP8Lm6iEYP
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMKYadet2q
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduA13NImQi
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsueBGOdiAQ
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21xmhPfo4D
823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTOkW2S9Ib
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。823Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZ2wM2Yle1
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