他摸一摸她的髮，去洗澡，再上床睡覺。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uuKlwSkqR
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幾天後，阿朗替Hin作遺體化妝。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkLS3v7pLDZ
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Hin跟阿朗同齡，都一樣年輕——假如人有七十歲命，他只過了一半都不夠。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7kttKz6lz
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阿朗感受到Hin的痛苦，他的面容並不舒展，有疤痕；雖然血跡已被清理，但難掩觸目驚心。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPCIlfONRj
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可能是因為，Hin是阿朗認識的人，所以感覺和平常不一樣；像在樓梯口看見自己的棄置家具，殘破、熟眼、無奈。他不明白，怎麼好端端的就躺在這裏呢？806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JwvPoBcOE
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生命無常，真的令人非常無力。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQegFm5XPcP
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkOo8aDekJt
一邊掃粉，他想起和峰仔的對話：806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqSERX5M9p
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「同阿Hin唔多聯絡，但都唔會生疏，就算幾耐冇見，有嘢揾佢幫佢都會義不容辭；明明同佢唔算熟，但聽嘉欣——啫係我嗰個大學同學講，佢真係幾好仔，都幾好人士。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqx0nKVVes
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvI60YIhK0
峰仔一口氣喝了幾啖酒，續道：806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl32tEgrlGd
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXi3qxHyvm
「傷心，唔係真係特別傷心，但都有啲婉惜。個天真係唔公平，啲好人就咁早死。都痴撚線，交通意外喎？屌。你話，嘉欣同佢個仔應該點面對？806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ejhg3SMe5
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咩理想、現實呀……冇咗條命，仲可以做到啲咩？精神長存？806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXXbPtyfe4
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如果係你，你死咗，或者阿嫂死咗，你哋會點？唔通留喺回憶裏面就好好啦？806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqR56js28V
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM84KGfxlMp
都戇撚尻，咁容易就死咗，屌。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfo7xDWqPTJ
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgp9L3pWG5
「唔好飲得咁快啦，你就嚟醉。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZnobtukpk
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26E9odRYpC
「最多咪同你一齊啪粒朱古力，有咩所謂。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IGy9Aw3ll
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOoFrmuVbCp
「不了，我已經有老婆㗎啦。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hTpisr79D
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0PHVfzOWYZ
「你知就好啦，好好珍惜啦，唔該你啦大爺。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjrJsTIbIB
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAg3tuF7G0
嘉欣喊得幾慘……點放得低呀？好心你哋啲在生嘅人就醒醒定定啦，好好傾吓偈好難咩？」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8104VOa0g
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJCxLTTCzW
「你好感慨喎。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtYKztUFn8
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoA7oJX6xD
「係呀屌，因為我真係唔會忘記同嘉欣講講吓嘢，佢突然間話阿Hin走咗——你知唔知嗰吓我幾odd？之後我見住佢扮堅強但轉個頭喊到仆街，成個人係完全崩潰，屌，頂唔順，明明之前仲好哋哋，我仲同其他大同去過佢屋企食飯，講埋哂啲無聊嘢，都可以笑一餐嘅。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxvqqMXM1m
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宜家呢？」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOslXbk6yP
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgF6cm16os
「嗯。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENGY4L2sDG
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9obu2u3xX
「宜家個人都冇咗啦。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXG4mihwAF
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt75hkbUOuy
「嗯……」阿朗不知怎回應。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7XFAGgghIL
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5qdeNeC5Ao
「我好驚，萬一我女朋友有啲咩事，咁點算？」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBBKVcLctN
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xSHXKlyTQ
「唔好諗咁多啦。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFC5vER2iHB
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUvE7UZf0E
「邊個知？人咁化學。」峰仔歎。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdLBIVvgpx
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阿朗不語。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6vqlaxRuX
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而他可以做的，就是專心化好Hin的遺體，還他不輸在世時的模樣。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkdbvLRVlPt
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Tz3M0GZtU
完成後，他在殯儀的轉角走廊裏見到峰仔和一個眼睛紅紅的女人。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk9S2Lt3bbm
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxn0PKO2bC2
「嘉欣，呢個就係阿朗。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgsC0btTy4f
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywhWZHMeHP
峰仔開口介紹二人。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRo2ocIyox6
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3hgepcYOSM
「辛苦哂你。」嘉欣伸手握一握阿朗。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJidHpEWEUm
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBS4lpA2GF
「今日佢話要嚟揾吓阿Hin……所以我同佢嚟見吓你。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczArvjvvrS
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOCM8e3ONM
峰仔解釋他們為何在這。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBGrPblv7J
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtJkyGHSJu
「嗯。放心，佢會好好哋嘅。」阿朗嘗試安慰。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xUQKYSYHG
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRH6SfF4jOy
感受到一點關心，嘉欣又哭起來：「好。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLun0V8lkN
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtys2TTcOX2
嗰一日朝早，我因為佢冇幫細路換片而嘈咗佢兩句，跟住佢出門口之後，同我講，之後唔會唔記得。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ44s2KnnSOC
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佢放咗工之後，同我講話喺樓下商場等啦，一齊買吓嘢。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaT75smHiJE
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQokX42ykM
之後……就冇之後了。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2t0GfhOvK
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「節哀順變。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKm0Qb2Mfm
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「嗰一日，只係一個好平常嘅日子，好平常嘅事。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs36UykID0U
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「嗯。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8ltRRKjJ4
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG067wqkz7r
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「都醫學昌明啦，救番一個人，應該唔難㗎喎。但係，就係唔得。人定勝天？原來係，生死有命……點解偏偏係佢？偏偏係我老公？806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuIMpdCdbn
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO661Y5sXkt
我唔係接受唔到佢死，雖然真係……但……」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKf70PBqSo
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzn5QnxUVTY
嘉欣已說不下去。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCAt6AG1YFG
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她不敢執拾家的任何與Hin相關的東西，就當他只是出了一次普通的街，上了一次普通的班，和平常一樣。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQNX3eBRNe
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5T4i5wI3M
「我想佢番嚟……」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftQuiceEVs
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她已經過了最起初的衝擊階段，最初知道的時候，一滴眼淚都流不出，一切感官麻木，情緒停止，沒有和無法發難；但是，到現在，世界和自己都清晰知道，Hin已被白布封口，忽然就覺得，要用悲痛餞別。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRq5neiGnmU
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGEH7ypdJb
不要什麼體面、冷靜、沉穩，她要失儀，她要表達切膚之痛，她要哭。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoKpqquvjN
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4sve91umF
她要見他——每次，她這樣想的時候，又會後退，她還有和他的兒子，還要照顧他們的家人。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbam1XidCT
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVteqHHcpWQ
她有情緒性的生理不適，心因性，無法進食，常常作嘔。在熟悉街道隨便走走，偶然也有窒息的感覺，要不停深呼吸，用力睜眼和閉眼保持步伐。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7RohyPb4W
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCUOPMVgoG
可是她知道，一旦回家，又要人模狗樣地活着了。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVB8UZYIzy0
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIizOCMRZs
阿朗點點頭，表示明白；峰仔遞上一直準備的紙巾。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡae8GUxDBbH
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡydihN6EjSo
阿朗記起，有一次，夜半醒來。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwdZksJiei
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他沒有什麼知覺，可是，慢慢感受到身旁的被子漏了氣，也聽見思思一呼一吸地大聲喘息。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOZgS3Ou3m
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJixHE44Gj
矇矓間，他問：「做咩醒咗嘅？」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6m5HCoJD2
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTcUiCiWCI
「我夢見你死咗。」她的聲音因沒喝水而沙啞。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAavIOgAKH5
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPPWmDi1BU
「夢啫，瞓番啦。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ14UC7G4TnO
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfiLagi8kH
「好真啊個夢……你唔知點解俾人斬死咗，堅持咗一陣，喺度同我講咩、咩要好好照顧自己同埋棉豬。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2gYVeZ6SY
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2h0XACux8w
「傻瓜，我冇事啊。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqM5TyTM9b
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDns05QGRrN
「你仲叫我唔好太掛住你，要move on，揾第二個男人嚟照顧我……有冇搞錯呀！」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYjJHPEUReD
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDjHiWUmYV
她悲傷。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxBIk1IZK1
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiEhSQOcL3
「我都想你開開心心咁過。」他揉了揉眼。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNr51TApNoC
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzbHEKmmjv
「冇你點開心？」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd8RXjHbfaE
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjJWpoIvm5P
「知啦知啦，我會小心啲㗎啦，好冇？」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspSHo3BvJ4
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjUQGLFpzsT
「你仲同我講你收埋咗好多錢喺舊皮鞋鞋底，叫我攞番出嚟。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerFYJBaSqH
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsC26XeXv3
她像突然想起了什麼，又笑了笑他。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThcSW2fh5Y
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgIXhM3bnm
「哎呀，俾你發現咗添！」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd1ammgAghj
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNlE5FCRwI
當然，他沒有把錢藏在鞋底。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87yppQiZGN
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwl4LbWknVs
「係？你講，你仲有幾多嘢瞞住我嘅！」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcz8HfZTNyP
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCbOTnbMI9
「係啦係啦，冇嘢敢瞞你呀。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQS0eZ3Opkt
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCGOTZTmcf
當時，阿朗經歷了Fiona的一戰，倖免於難，常常心有餘悸。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsS9Tzz3V6P
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwoVfjZgNS
他抱一抱思思，漫不經心地問：806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hy2FVZaMr
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8gbSBMtS0
「咁如果俾你揀，你寧願我出軌，定係死？」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu2zk4tbp2l
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UHIEqXJTI
她不假思索：806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfhFH37qnaL
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVSXsabUEuG
「當然係寧願你出軌。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TBEicQ9n4
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu61ajsVTiK
「吓，出軌咁衰，賤男死全家喎。」他調侃。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQn7KinM6a
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oebRUVayZ
「真㗎，寧願你出軌。」她垂眸：「都好過成個人冇咗。」806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpTiTB0cSG
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDYygPid58E
他好像隱隱明白她的意思，但是，沒有再想下去；凌晨時分，世界應該安睡。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLWOvHBEaK
806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUppfDpRfVb
現在，他看着嘉欣，好像更理解思思的意思。806Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpEfaQhlVc
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