好像，她真的需要找個人向她訴說心事那般。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNcGws3ms7
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「喂老婆？」阿朗致電思思。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTDnRGI5nV
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMilIx7vrfY
「係，做咩？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw7IJqijAFw
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhb9acGj7u
「今晚棉花糖去婆婆屋企瞓喎，咁我哋出嚟食好冇？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeDI8o1lmX
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrGtZCdQrJ
「好。邊度？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxZd9YZOa8
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEVHcKaEtJ
「嗯……等間先決定啦，我嚟接你放工。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fkZGDpSWJ
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GJk2B5eBN
「好，五點半見？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIaWqB6cVcZ
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfohYMjJWO
朝光看向思思，問：「約咗人？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyNjEXmiRz6
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZG8RLnizn
「係啊，約咗老公食飯。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvwcT10kuV
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhKO9Oy5Msz
她喚那個看不見的人為「老公」。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSZN0BdeEa
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQvwW9TCMj
「哦……你結咗婚？幾時識㗎？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuo1hQN8t3y
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpD9SE1M1q
朝光從沒問過她的婚嫁戀愛，她反正不會說得詳細，或者，是因為他不想知道。可是，他以為她還未婚，這年頭女子就算已屆三十也不焦急，而她手上可是沒戴婚戒的。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZWRgHCiY4
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKealrBJW5
「中學尾囉。結咗婚好耐啦，我早婚。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6PiW5NcRf
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvA9BFVvk9A
思思手上，是沒有戒指的，即使成婚已久。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigZo8AlUMm
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgu3tqxdR8K
二十歲，還未結婚的時候——887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDOUCPh2uX
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBnjJWvHEa
阿朗某天神神秘秘的向她展示左手無名指。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJaR8cfpv4
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBGNHt99fF
「做咩用marker畫手指？」她看見後，甜笑，手背那邊是一條幼幼的線，掌心那邊則寫着：887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3hJI221e4
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC1Y8L0Xefn
「 L&S887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACCGvAX0bk
2.7.2005」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucfEQpWgQ3
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1xhhIXXMly
朗和詩，二零零五年七月二日是他們的拍拖紀念日。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmiDmdJQx6i
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt09dKdAfVu
「唔係畫㗎，我真係去紋咗。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMSONGf6y0
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2Ivv0XYjS
阿朗覺得，思思不太有安全感，但他不知怎樣做。唯有，做一些MK的事，以顯真心，妄語若然拋棄她，定當將手指砍下，為她傷及髮膚，還不是真心鍾愛？887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BItnrkXEK
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60Kyc1mXzu
「吓，點解紋嘅？唔痛咩？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cZypEtDsf
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4mBbe6htB
「少少啦，」他不自然的笑，分明是記起當天痛楚：「俾你相信，我一生一世都愛你吖嘛，如果同你分手，我發誓我一定斬手指！」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58msgeCQH5
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQR7dQlSCo
她捉住他舉起的三指，嗔笑道：887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfbYfygiot
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6CFY48fGy
「唔好亂發誓啦，真係分手咁點算？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOWTfYkRPc
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0GAL0SNYcH
「斬手指。」他認真的答。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpoxylH5UUh
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH9jMLpX78r
她咧開嘴笑，愛侶在蜜運時都愛說這些不理後果的談情話，最後也可能換他人來理料他的襯衫；但是他這一刻的真心，彌足珍貴，令她歡喜。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz526GJCba0
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUPXsk1nAw
「咁我都要。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdko9Hl7tx8
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2569wD8kP
於是，他們又一同到那家紋身店，阿朗看着思思，紋上一模一樣的圖案，在左手無名指上。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTOBXfOugh
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ426tRhUy4R
隔年，思思懷孕，她對他說：887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo8D10FDeY8
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3CAJbFW4L7
「唔好買咩戒指嗰啲，你以前已經送咗俾我啦，而且，永遠都除唔甩，唔驚整唔見喎。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWhKUOE528
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDw3tyMbJWg
「係，你都走唔甩㗎啦，呢世都係我老婆。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWX837zprm
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9JP1AcMB2
就這樣，一「戴」就戴了八年。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHxMmqzKLa
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887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9w353ten5Q
思思想事情時，常捽一捽左手無名指，起初是覺得欣喜；後來，則已是一種慣性。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUAbl5Z03d
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgXu4gr1Cm
「哦……咁佢對你幾好嘛？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1I1H4fbYus
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ieAWs7jau
朝光忽然覺得異常尷尬，想把自己燒溶將融陷在牆壁的水泥中。他努力令自己的下盤穩實，雙腳重心踏地，以免自己的氣息從腳底洩出，疑心自己因此急速飛走，無人能、無人想——捉住。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9CSRQ8u2e
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡficXYfhiPl
「嗯嗯。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡviHVQyy3aW
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsQLPNa3KN
思思想，阿朗待她確是不錯；即使，這些年開始已無以前那樣，對二人的關係充滿熱枕，但是，很自然吧。他們就似兩口鄰近的井，總有人打完這井，打那井，有種已成習慣的牽連；到底，盤根交錯。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUnHJeAtDq
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlV0mJan6i
只是，除出初戀那些天外，他真的從未接過她放工，所以，她竟然感到新奇。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXlGixH0uck
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyBC9gW1abv
朝光看看思思的神色，又不似真的與老公非常甜蜜，她只是淡淡的點頭。而且，她從未提及。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHQZizMvRi
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA6AZuzx8it
「幸福？」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQOooGUPHI
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzo576FTcjM
但是，結婚多年仍願意接妻子下班，怎麼不好？887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡasjkr2VODv
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJqRZYFXVOg
「嗯。」她又點頭，輕輕的。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbG5R6EJFyE
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNb63jzp2o
怎麼能夠不幸福？阿朗為她、為家也付出甚多，不離不棄。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3f2K4K3Yrl
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8SSuXYqip
「喂。你又發吽哣。」朝光說，他覺得一個經常出神的人，內心必然另有所想，但是，他並沒有資格問。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUFNI0iQRc
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnbkZOd7rp
他不能擁着思思，問：887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGvDjlwCOTO
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0ed7p5yx3
「其實你鍾唔鍾意宜家咁？如果唔鍾意，我可以俾幸福你。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaGAvf5jFbt
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs7vLpdOBrR
她必然輕輕一笑，利落地推開他：「哇，大個仔啦喎，識調戲姐姐。」卻不會相信他是真心的，隨即又會警告他：「以後唔好再咁。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoc0uGN69h
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlXHro42cD
此刻，朝光清晰地發現她真的有對象，而且還與對方同一屋簷下生活多年，他忽然認清卻拒絕承認自己的心思。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxWvk4JLs2
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiiEnvt5rjN
他不是因為有話說才常常來找她，而是因為想找她才有話說。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHluLml6JGY
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwVX310fnD
他不是覺得杏色、素色這種淡雅的裝扮好看，而是覺得她怎樣都是美麗的。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvR8ZRw5NTG
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOk7V3Q2IZ9
他不是喜歡温柔又爽朗的女子，他只是喜歡剛柔並重的她。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkxZMFVh37
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJsabOwX6m
原來經常共對，真的是會產生感情，何況他打從第一眼，已經記住她的面容；多聊多講多聽，感覺情感就是互通的。他有一種被呵護的喜悅，以前一直沒有人願意體恤他。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxZMrACb02
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRT5D9zFRrt
他喜歡社工室的淡淡白蘭花香，他喜歡不大不小的茶几剛好供他放置功課與文具，他喜歡這兒剛剛好的冷氣温度。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTRilJlcrK
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOP8xKhIuh
他喜歡她在電腦桌前打字的背影，他喜歡她髮尾觸碰鎖骨的纏繞，他喜歡她休閒鞋上的一對小小玉足。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KkiitvKPf
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡanJ2V8xvWz
他曾經做過一場綺夢，思思穿着規整的長裙，和他坐在沙發上。他低頭看她，將她的腳晾在佈滿書本的茶几上，隔着衣衫來愛撫她的身軀，引得她羞臊地呻吟，雙手棒着她的臉，以吻技向她傳達：「我哋平起平坐，我唔係細路。」可是，他一被鬧鐘喚醒，就失落，因為他總覺得，如果夢是現實，她或會揶揄他：「你錫得好屎喎，𡃁仔。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2IWZezHcpk
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9S0GXO1Cgg
不，不，那只是夢，不是現實；他連吻她的資格都沒有。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWAR0YIbsl
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWo8cekdFI
他只能自瀆，耳聽AV女優嬌喘連連，他覺得——他至少可以在幻想中征服她；可是，當他在擺弄陰莖時，卻完全想像不出來她會被某人壓在身下、緊緊閉眼而微微張嘴的緋紅。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPYDRTeLan
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SF8BlpkUc
隨即，他打開另一套主演和思思毫不相似的影片，發洩慾望。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDfnJTBjFfD
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUFBBPEl7y
有時他覺得，幻想她，是一件對不住、不尊重的事。他怯懦。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFF2TI4osNp
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkJtrHD96r
他竟然自卑，可是，他應該自信，明明他年輕而有活力，率性而為。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlDgc2v6Ax
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRK5JQJqlA
喜歡使人膽怯。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Qzya7QFJi
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrbumcOFIQ
思思聽見朝光說她發呆，又隨即向他笑：「冇嘢啊。」887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2kktFcGxp
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwh89naeuo
她對他來說，永遠神秘，總是不知道她在想什麼。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcULPLsSaNJ
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8gNsiVnho
他一想到，她的老公每日和她同床共枕，說些外人從未知曉的悄悄話，她會吻老公千千萬萬次，對方會壓住她的髮絲，分享同一份被窩的騷癢。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiT8mdl8U7v
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRS1C7cb7F3
他只是外人。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqU6z8QUExY
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEUNB1ComG
他心折，但努力保持冷靜，一個成熟的大人不應喜形於色，是否？887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWh6uPlks5p
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVV3dzvEA1
和他「較量」的，從來並不是同齡的小伙子——不若他在社工室外苦候，直到別人離去、搶先比別人到達，霸佔她的時間，就能贏得她的温柔；那個，而是與她擁有多年經歷的同行者，如此，又何談較量。可是，他現在先懂。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAYxwkJ58y
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsIwq03Nlb
他失去想法，只默默地做功課。雖然，sin、cos、tan已化成不知名咒語，將他的頭箍勒得死死的，額頭至頭顱骨節皆有裂痕，握筆無力。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmhrJhMhYu
887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Y9AEWNh50
最後，他失去了往常生氣，可是又努力笑笑，佯裝自己只是疲倦，和思思踏出校門。887Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPcb4AWzmo
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