阿朗在家門前，停下。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0dA2ofELn
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他的皮肉被一整列啞色階磚搌過，夾在家門和對面屋鐵閘的中間，頭頂上的燈押運他的黑髮。離開了燈光紫暗的聚會，他忽然有感折返平凡的人間，迎接他的，將是清冷的脫鞋聲，忠心又利落。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc14DghIfbn
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這是整個環境和心境轉折下衍生的空洞。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3o20CRMWN
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然後，阿朗拿出鎖匙，其金屬的碰撞聲搖動了思思久坐的下肢，她站起來，替阿朗開門。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcEsFkX8qh
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如同往常，他下班回家，一樣。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17f84Vvc5h
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「咦，你仲未瞓嘅。」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVMKpaV1lB
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmuEUy8LNP
「係呀，我話咗等埋你先瞓㗎嘛。」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGF540ulMWr
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思思抱了抱阿朗，昂首，問：1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3MgudUvcZ
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「係呢，最後有幾多人着咗校服去？」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrYCBuumZ7
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsFarUp3Id
「幾個囉，得啲女同學仲摷得番件校服同埋着得落；我哋就開始有佬味，冇人着。」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7avhopvTHq
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「哦……咁佢哋係咪好正？」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnGMPeaAc0
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlMiOysiDI
阿朗想起Fiona的短裙不斷擺動，腰帶勾勒了比以前更豐盈的線條。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlflI2btMzr
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIg9ztyGsPz
對上思思的眼，噢，家有賢妻，又答：1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uyqsi5ZvI
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4le7J3Oh07
「邊夠你正。」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKYrbqlGMTa
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4omyZn5QGn
「講呢啲。咁你哋同學聚埋一齊，傾咗啲咩？」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1PWZvP8o3
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9goDOUDL8I
「冇呀，咪就係講番舊時中學啲嘢，之前聚嘅時候，都係講啲差唔多嘅嘢啦，分享吓近況咁囉。」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrJCbn8AoV
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwHVbI7lk30
「咁佢哋最近點？」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonuPV183YO
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkiTqpeyWh
阿朗停頓，他沒有仔細聽別人的話，想，反正過得比他好吧。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrYd1Vd0ms
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr3RWgpZzpR
「幾好啦。老婆，你知唔知？畢咗業咁多年，竟然仲有人記得我以前係點。」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgIj9aNPe3
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11i6o2OjIa
「咩意思？你以前係點？」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbSoKX6bka
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYzjkZabNL
「嗯，之前同你提過嘅，我以前有玩唔同嘅嘢，而且都幾俾心機讀書，係大學之後先開始心散。」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOVna1vM9ZT
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eBDcUb4JQ
「我記得呀。我都明嘅，大學嘅環境同埋你屋企，都比以前中學時期感覺自由嘛。」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkD1VdMYwYg
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjqNDGTD6ur
思思抿嘴，其實她知道，如果他繼續努力，一定會有成就，從一開始，她就覺得阿朗很聰明，對很多事都有獨特見解。只是，她沒有親眼目睹過他口中所說的「唔同嘅嘢」，此刻覺得有些遺憾，舊人獨佔那些她失落的回憶。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5iIXyUqFx
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeXiP6vgHAO
可是，下一刻，窗外黑沈沈的天又提醒她，累。而幾個鐘後，太陽會如常升起，她有的，是他倆的未來，不只停留在向晚街道、佇足街燈下。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnKNo8hcNuZ
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8kI0Em024
「老婆，你覺得我叻唔叻？」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡklr4RhJ4YG
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阿朗忽然問。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX58bYiEpLN
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截至回家、看見思思之前，他一直都在回想Fiona的話和過去的感情，沉浸在那種被肯定的感覺；回家，他想確定自己的價值——1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSU0I6SOhl2
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW17ShSRN1u
「叻，」思思不解，他何以突然這樣問，他當然是非常非常好的，又補充：「當然叻，我哋兩母女都靠哂你喎，你話呢？」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ781BrEInn7
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinQQOAiqEU
「嗯，都係嘅。咁仲有冇其他？」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0CkAPdtc3
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVFgXVnDba
「有呀！多謝你咁辛苦，每日見到你咁攰，我好心痛。」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8BVrQvKEi
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdqSZvUjca
阿朗訕訕。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMIEUUS8gy
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他隱隱失落，她回答得過分真誠。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FCRzJtVpz
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu49URkYTFF
問之前，他就有一個期待的答案，譬如，評價他個人的行事、性格；而不是他的社會身份——「程思思老公」、「棉花糖父親」，他想知道的是，「程日朗」本身在思思眼中的價值。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj49wrr5nhX
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cHA1MQdO3
可是，又似乎，真的很難讓她感覺到。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZyTzyCbvS4
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrjfu0Jddf
而現在，他沒有機會，也沒有空閒，讓她見證，程日朗不止可以養家。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Gwi9zKH6z
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnhCaTdrVE
「我去個沖涼先。」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NiMsR4Jje
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不知道為什麼，思思覺得，打從踏進家門開始，阿朗的興致就不斷減退，好像有點落寞。思來想去，她猜測，可能是阿朗的發展和別人不同，所以有種脫隊的不安嗎？別的同學畢業後自有去路，無論是繼續讀書、創業、打工、投資、戀愛，還是失業、失戀嗎？但只有他，那麼年輕已被一紙婚書綑綁，既需養妻又要活兒，肩負家累嗎？1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKekmqA20M
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他有家累。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzgfHugxGWL
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她明白，他為這個家付出了很多。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHHGS0lRDS
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「老公——」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHIQYhm7yg
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「係？」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGvW3GH1xy
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe7jOA4EGZk
「我愛你。」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7uKud84rHa
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「我都係。」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GQMznpAUM
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3juVnd2Q1O
她不明白的是，阿朗需要尋找成功感，想取得屬於他自己的認同感。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfyCJxgs8o
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZssaxb2RSF
他已經自卑，他很怕她不再欣賞他，他也怕她會看不起他。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKE2OPAKkEu
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3E6MxvurZ1
而，她不知道。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyBVxsy0cK
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajE4OCF8Hp
他不想在最愛的妻子面前展露怯意，他渴望自己的身影永遠高大，永遠撐得起這一頭家，如果天塌下來，他都希望她們都分毫無損。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNY81Qf7t3u
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oTWr9a0t8
他搖搖欲墜的尊嚴，告訴他，世界要變了。而且，世界本來就不是他原先想像那樣，這一種失温感，令他搓了搓手臂，一失手，頭上的瓦礫就跌下來。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyZULwTz3G
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EBgmCvHVc
他想找點方法使其穩健。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcWFbjhkhs
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe4dwVwgMYl
自卑這種情緒，可以流露得很明顯，眉頭額角，皆是破綻。只是，他不想讓她察覺，也不想直白地被她安慰。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXg4sjJdI1I
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHdEGBiW7O
他覺得，一個自卑的男人，是毫無吸引力的。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAuwOcG4R1
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OPPc8u5IF
他不想雪上加霜。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaR7nLd6Bk
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深夜，二人躺在床上。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCApCtoepu
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSL60xl6uq5
阿朗看着思思閉眼的面容，幫她撥開頸上的頭髮。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ72s9d1h2g
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmj6qO42S7
他睡不着。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMS3bOX3M7
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「做咩仲擘大眼嘅？」思思察覺，問。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYdMKaTOMo
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkanIaly7D
「冇咩，可能K房啲氣氛太high，我未平復到啫，有少少精神。」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisglxHd8r2
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「難得喎，你瞓唔着。」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOeqVXOLU5
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「係……你瞓先啦，乖。」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSEdAKdGYCl
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiItlJrBCwg
說罷，阿朗往思思的額頭親了一下。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYafyFKPZxX
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5kNG4jJN2
他看到她的頭髮攤散在枕頭上，無故想起，在剛才的聚會中，Fiona問他：1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGL1TakuaWt
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJNbTtChJ6
「點解咁早結婚嘅？以為你會好好讀書，再好好番工，或者開公司添。」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4ULjqy7HH
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNsLYWXqXLA
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yvwKsdAg6
「冇呀。遇啱咪結囉，好正常啫。」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkkLrtUYmo
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUf3dRikdK
「奉子成婚咋啩？」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMDkVQR4XYw
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHDfdzoeFG
Fiona調侃阿朗，下一秒，又道：「講笑咋，祝福你。」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQQityrMnh
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「嗯。」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sya8T1RGD
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「宜家咁都唔錯吖，我都幾羨慕你老婆；我覺得，你要多謝佢。」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYL3KmuJPdE
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「點解？」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrU6DyNV0R5
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「你比起以前，成熟咗好多，同其他男人唔同，佢哋同你比，太幼稚。」1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58MI2xaRVO
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjx3fUUuIB
她伸手撫了撫他的腮骨，笑靨如花。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HPkLaUq7g
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1CdyxsBr2q
他對她有種來自回憶的怨恨，矛盾於她的肯定和否定——曾經，她肯定阿朗夠好，才讓他做她的男朋友，才讓身邊的人知道他與她有親；然而，她卻又背叛了他，親口宣告，對她來說，他，是不足以令她放棄整個森林的，他不過是其中一棵樹。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIJCUuZ7Kg
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjH1AmBgzOK
但，他又想，起碼她認同，他特別強壯。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWwzxgz5Yi
1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVOtM2bavA
阿朗遂在Fiona的話中，睡去。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLUmf93JuY
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一夜甜夢。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7yf66f8Ho
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可是他忘了，Fiona的校服長度，是不符合儀容規格的。1012Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuBRzrt9wkp
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