但Fiona此刻，卻慰藉阿朗的自尊心，告訴他：他很叻；哪怕只是客氣說話。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡScGwBGxkKT
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他看見她，就想起她選擇他做男朋友，也是因為他很叻。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbtYeI4N4I
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程日朗，不只是擔泥搬貨的建築工人，他還是敏捷冷靜的足球隊隊長，是連年數學、生物、化學、物理的科長，是知識問答比賽的全港總冠軍，是參與籃球比賽時有很多人吶喊助威的神射手，是温文而堅決地拒絕女生贈禮的紳士——968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbMrN3kSXA
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVcvYBk1lR
他乾笑，原來他在回味中學的舊事；而如今，他連校服都找不到、穿不上。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCk9wb0lYeU
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXjqwa3Nia
只不過，與Fiona共對，仿佛又回到舊時。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2pA4l2eTF
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolWsCmpkfv
他對她本身並無懷念，畢竟他並沒有忘記那種傷害，他是恨她的。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpfXTEFHOjJ
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmFa8iULYO
但是，即使在昏暗嘈吵的K房，她的話語、笑容、裝束又像極了舊日的真誠學生，言之鑿鑿地肯定他的「好」。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4kaAPJRR1s
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8jY2ZZnecr
只消看到她，他就想起他們曾經交往的原因，他「好」。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvU3fPzj3if
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw8MfH4jmzc
這使他有了更多的自信。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcuj7AX0mk
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSXb0iKyQz
有時，他這樣想——968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbwNdepVUyx
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Fiona和思思，是很不一樣的人。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidzq2YvK7B
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHc8utTv3K
Fiona身上有光，像太陽一樣奪目，因為她精彩、絢爛，長得漂亮，樂天積極，熱衷社交，和她相處，如沐春風。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGcHfdVIbL
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLjkAgP6yT
與她談話，永遠都不會有dead air的時候，因為她隨即又可以找到下一個話題，繼續交談。她非常懂得察言觀色，知道什麼話語是得體的、應該說的。語調充滿抑揚，令人覺得她真的願意繼續交談、合作，便更高興地與她聊下去。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBINdn6CeML
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思思不是。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQC6IV29yG0
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相比之下，思思像月亮，柔和、冷冽。她不喜歡連續地說話，不喜歡為說而說，她曾叫阿朗：「諗到嘢講先講，唔洗夾硬嚟。」他曾為此驚訝，因為一開始，她挺懂得接話，懂得聆聽，也懂得在尷尬時發問。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0kLkkLLLcS
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkM0UMp7BkC
在一起之後，她告訴他，那只是社交技能，如果對於某一種沉默感到舒適，於她而言，這一段關係非常值得珍惜。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5O0n0CuVvU
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明顯，Fiona更受異性歡迎。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeDk83vejF5
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8cVQFhJwJ
這麼一朵奪目的花，很吸引男人摘，她聰明，知進懂退，貼心得親自撥開厚重的雲，讓別人輕易地為她灑下太陽的碎片；偶然宣告泥土濕潤，請別人不要再澆水，一眾養花的人心悸，為她的滋潤高興，又暗盼她有那麼一天乾枯，讓他們小心翼翼地澆上一次水。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPiIEQ3DJh8
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNV3SyHdzlq
如果為她奉血能令她開得更鮮艷，他們同樣願意。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTTiosn2I8E
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu20zEIqRuy
而思思不同。她沉靜，更像一棵仙人掌，只消一點點水分就能將其養活，畢竟她的願望是生存，美麗並非她所求，一個人的愛，對她來說，已經足夠；如果太多，反而令她有感窒息——壓力大且又不自在，怎麼能將自己獨有的靚麗，共諸同好？968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvDWzmAOhe
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她已得摰愛。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSU8smLRg9k
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ972tlQEWJV
對阿朗來說，思思的外表、心智也並不比Fiona遜色，甚至更良善直爽。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeteUhmKbjt
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOF7ivkSYPU
只是，或者說，可惜，對於一個努力打拼至辛勞頹喪的男人而言——968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy9MTBK0oTs
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQKgXGh5kJ
思思幾乎錯過了他對未來最有憧憬的時候。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Qb1p7oDae
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認識之初，他就找到他的「自由」，再沒有向她從社會層面上展露什麼優勢，她只知他愛她，卻不知他其實也很能幹，她可會覺得他終日遊手好閒？後來，他們身居一屋簷下，她能見識的，只是他在太陽底下抗衡紫外光的能力，或者累極秒速睡去的能耐。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgMqLIieWJX
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwRfad3UK0
阿朗覺得，思思無法欣賞他，像他的舊相識一樣，欣賞他。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28IumIsAFf
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5LLj5kX0Vb
而且，思思總是淡淡的，不為很多事驚訝，她的情緒是「十」和「一百」，是微微和爆炸，沒太多中間地帶。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69xHTU4AEg
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZ6foT4lzq
結果，思思愛他，卻不太展示崇拜，她連稱讚是平和的。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMbI0ucsqD
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡijTmivyPES
他覺得，她錯過了太多，但沒有辦法，難不成祈求時光倒流麼。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQXI8j9D1I
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUxf8HUc8T
何況，如今他們都身處於現今社會。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJHhVw8lqG
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDGWe0QdD9
他的自尊得不到滿足，像一個後天因意外而眼瞎的盲人，連身處居近三十載的家裏也不適應，手伸進雪櫃，卻分辨不到喝慣的可樂，只能晦氣地隨便拿出一罐金屬；過後，卻無可救藥地懷念從前眼睛明亮的好日子，只好購買金屬鋁罐、樽裝、紙包，以兹識別。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB6QHtF7w8N
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0HbXU0CzkT
關上雪櫃門，他仿佛目睹，那隨即熄滅的光似有若無地嘲諷他。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRwHkNcaUg
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rhW6jKjjr
但明明，他的眼睛曾經極度雪亮。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1w5Uo3E2B
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDVq02YJcu
這些年都過得太倉促，他沒有時間停下來，認真思索自己想要什麼。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9naugslc6k
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQiqo28V6Q
他只知道自己懷念舊時光，懷念舊時輕鬆的自己。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQx2l6m0Wr
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB1nDsiZUam
你都不嬲都咁叻——968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEcLmzrugXm
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGZjvtDoiH
永遠都係我男神——968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVexEUdiOPb
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程日朗。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hZah7TCyi
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNFrA01t86N
伴着同學的唱K聲，阿朗看着Fiona：968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkUgjWqUrqf
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaXmRxwn1tU
「咁你呢，最近忙緊咩？」968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMqmhvJlTP
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvHeppL1Ox
一刻，好像充滿了自信，他享受這一種滿足。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUcPMUuxnF
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbxCekARTjO
恰恰，從Fiona那處，得到了一絲復明的信心，他想看得見汽水，打開，喝下。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDwf18VlUa
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxB7ODwn7nj
他不再駐足雪櫃前來回摸索。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1wREEVrCPl
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjg0mjbt1E
他要的，是睜眼看見它熄燈的一瞬，並向它回報微笑。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOs9zDT4MYN
968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJWSYurj8q
而這，偏偏，是思思給不了他的。968Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfoC24hbUu
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