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我是一座雪櫃，天生性格冷漠，有意無意冷待每個來者。嗯……這種說法不準確，對我不甚公平：每個被放置入我體內的來者本來就不需要熱情招待。它們要不垂死，要不已死。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvqFFdu1vI
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某天，主人往我身塞入一頭巨型活物。這是我首次看見主人以外、生命力旺盛的活物。我霎時沒能釐清眼前到底是甚麼狀況，本能地順應天性，乖乖張開肚皮，配合主人行動。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ608FZ9DDI8
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活物拼命掙扎，奈何最終敵不過強大的主人。牠在我體內悲泣不止，我聽而不聞，默不作聲。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiErfweTlfF
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一星期過去，主人仍沒有放走活物。我感到奇怪：主人從未試過冷藏任何物體超過一星期。這活物到底有何特別？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwI2qOrOJD0
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgygLvo8Cry
我偷偷仔細觀察牠——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH20BmAcCmD
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3yX6yTGbtE
「有話直言。別偷瞄偷瞥，這令我感到被冒犯。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXK3ZWNXk2Z
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「你是誰？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ymo4ICy8C
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyx6J5QKi6c
「長頸鹿。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkIyOUucKY
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UwMLxlAte
「甚麼？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXC42DJTjfi
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQ546dBNQl
「長——頸——鹿——」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTBnjrLhc87
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm045ARPqQG
她的不善語氣充份表達出不耐煩。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0RLUUA76v
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwEk0yVs0O
我沒再多話，無謂自討苦吃。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTvMUjSTEf
沉默維持多日，首先耐不住死寂的是長頸鹿：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgADHrsUTs
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxAZMeGJDW
「雪櫃。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3UeH7mZCHa
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCwUVFIglc
「我知道你是雪櫃，所以我問的是你的『名字』。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAUON298Nlz
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1JoTe7FFD
我深思數秒，恥感莫名生起：「我的機身編號貼在背板上。你有本事就自己往外頭看吧！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡySOmBMf7G7
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrG3OHlEKZs
「你明知我沒能逃脫！」長頸鹿生氣咆哮。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkmKnhw8kQ
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkbA9l5vVk
「別講成是我主動囚禁你——我也是被迫的！我恨不得馬上趕走你！你知道你把我撐得多痛嗎？」我按捺不住，將連日不愉快情緒發洩出來。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFgL4SHuzr
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ640YTR8vy4
長頸鹿沒馬上回嘴。我以為牠在生悶氣，誰料牠竟報以淒涼啜泣聲。我不知所措：沒有遇過這種情況、這種外剛內柔的活物。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aXSj7SskK
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GTZMmcEHZ
又是一陣熬人的寂靜。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcV0qcuOpcD
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3WxqG6yON
事實上，我並沒有閒著，不斷在腦海反覆排練如何展開對話而不令長頸鹿感到難過。但無論我內心如何躁動，在長頸鹿眼中我仍是沉默如常，牠仍是率先打開話題的一個。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNhUUksNfP
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnlPm1SeRZR
「抱歉撐痛了你。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hZHmpoWg7
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXricP8uJN
「毋須抱歉——你根本無法選擇。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBTrxhDgrX
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4ZnH2XDJX
「如可選擇，我會回到我的故鄉去。那是一片廣闊的草原，有和藹可親的同伴、好吃的新鮮樹葉、熾熱耀眼的陽光和帶有草原氣息的涼風。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsvycYrUO4
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhjfhph2ce
「我知道甚麼是『同伴』、『樹葉』、『陽光』、『涼風』，但我想像不到這些東西湊合在一起會是何樣光景。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fZErLIcnT
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAdnl03NoR
「美好的，幸福的，快樂的。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofnfWhhKAF
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR6rZBmdnyW
「我希望自己有幸能夠親身體驗。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMAxeqz7yxp
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvj3XcEQOIK
「如可離開這鬼地方，我定會帶你去草原。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYat64Oxxyy
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「噢！謝謝你！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1CUecQbNE
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長頸鹿告訴我很多關於草原的事情，聽得我如癡如醉。惟牠問及我的故鄉時，我卻支吾帶過：冷冰冰的工廠，不值一哂。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3WfEN7L71
我著實不理解自己的心態：明明長頸鹿把我撐痛，四個蹄印深陷我身內壁，但我偏偏習慣了牠的存在。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2NSV5buFBw
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3x3vVkOnPn
我討厭這種感覺——我彷彿不再完整，不得不依附牠這外物。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡew3wMrI5vl
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogYxr1sYRL
我故意減少與長頸鹿的交流。牠很快就察覺異樣，問是否牠說錯話惹我生氣。看牠眼水汪汪，我不忍撒謊推卸責任，坦言對牠存有心理依賴。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2oKTEuquZF
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1T6tMyKYOt
「那的確不是好事情。」長頸鹿幽幽回應。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixgVv8HGhE
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUD3suRnMKM
沉默再次維持好一段日子，久遠得我開始懷疑自己不曾與長頸鹿交談過：那些快樂心動時刻不過我的妄想。迷惘之時，一道光打破我的思緒——廚房燈亮起，主人來了。他哼著輕快童謠往我走來，打開我的肚皮，手勢純熟拉著長頸鹿的腿往外抽拉。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl6UcGJtVso
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSM2Y61ClcM
長頸鹿拼命掙扎，如牠剛來之時。奈何牠被雪藏多日，加上未曾進食和補充水份，體力明顯遠遜從前。不消數分鐘，勝負已分。被拖離我身的一刻，牠使盡最後一口氣對我笑著說：「我的名字是『芝華芙』。」說罷，牠雙眼反白，四蹄無力，軟癱在地。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGvQhbbdVK
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1JATD8wM64
主人輕蔑一笑，將芝華芙拖離廚房。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPADzimle6Z
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ50b1oZ0GoO
就這樣？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxKu8dLyJG
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6zihbvcnT
芝華芙就這樣徹底離開了我？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaz186FyGKi
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ5DxNv5X4X
太突然！我接受不來！456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcgUjFcSxm
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVH5jvxAgTi
無能無力無奈之感頃刻間壓垮我。我沒法專心工作，偶爾發出奇怪哀嘆聲，時而失神鬆開肚皮。主人為我更換零件及添加「雪種」。他說雪種能助我平服心情，回到當初那種對世界漠然的狀態。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3s3CAKwb1q
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26yHpYqE2t
「冷淡漠然，孰好孰壞？」我問主人。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh2wi3rjkJg
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxONBZMfWF
「視乎你的承受能力。」主人淡然說。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7bfPooM1g
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjPv4Boz2P
「我不肯定自己是否承受得來。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU9S7PmCh5c
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6VTqe1idpG
「那就別去嘗試。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3M2oMYr4K
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WEy95yGtf
我的世界重歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時亦失去其他情感。整個腦袋空白空虛空洞。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmF5cPEcNzS
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWUEWDDaEou
心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得迷惘。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTmIfilT4f
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1aHk0Cy3R
生活順利嗎？順利得乏味。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXa2UsM4CR
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9qcw7Qphx
偶爾憶起芝華芙口中的草原——獵豹捕獵時的速度與狠勁，大象與小象的深情對望，白犀牛與黑犀牛的異同，日落的壯麗與宏偉……當初我聽得癡醉，如今索然無味。因為我的心態不同了，抑或是令我著迷的並非草原，而是興高采烈描述草原的芝華芙？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡac6qNd8qcW
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpz8qq4n4Gt
也許是。也許不是。無從考究。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM8K4dtqLDe
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjU2dITWmrM
繼續冷漠，繼續空洞。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qoL9G5cdk
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD7FJQGo8Zi
繼續迷惘，繼續乏味。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Ui6EimLlI
主人又帶來一頭巨物。牠的個子沒有長頸鹿那麼高佻，看來比較肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子，模樣怪趣。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcViPjwd0Ml
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNNFzoXaM4
以為主人和巨物會有一場惡鬥，誰料巨物非單沒有絲毫掙扎之意，甚至乖乖依循主人指令走入我體內。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfNfcnmqpz
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtHWeNflYT
「你好。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMrWOc9muR
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTlavannRC
我沒有搭理牠。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKOaicP0mt
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4F9W6hP4f
「我是一頭象，名叫『埃妮芬』。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNSNU7RcxJ
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhVXsAMZgj
牠不察覺我的沉默，繼續興致勃勃自我介紹。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ9VE4FZcnD
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsiP3swXGEo
「我今年六歲，懂得用鼻噴水。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjJuRB2SZk
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbM4fL7ilas
「請你放心，我不會在你體內噴水——我知道水對你身體有害。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeXVEIV2no
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfVASxfBNg
「這對彎彎的白色東西不是角，是牙。很多人類都說我的牙長得很好看，鐵定價值連城……」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVr9h0g85I
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOy1yCeVT5Q
我敢不住白了埃妮芬一眼——牠真的很煩！456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFudVPqJIOg
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFNjkiZe73
但我保持沉默，不欲跟牠有無謂交流。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMduNTj6Han
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjHbY0Nkopq
夜深，埃妮芬倦極入睡。我望著牠的睡相，驀地憶起芝華芙，平靜的心緒再度泛起漣漪。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8zzDGQJy1y
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNkxcJlb8S
芝華芙留給我的最後一句話就是牠的名字。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyK7KHMyKeC
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoEgfbM03Ei
在生死關頭，牠想要留給世界的就只有牠的名字。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwDmDmZuXy
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdzXyxPtVO
牠的名字——芝華芙——令牠成為獨一無二的存在。芝華芙是長頸鹿，芝華芙是草原，芝華芙是美好、幸福、快樂。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMBY4C0aYz
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4eWKAvQuWH
芝華芙曾問及我的名字，我當刻無法告訴牠。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGElyO539U
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlM2Dyinwue
不知道牠會否認為我是一個獨一無二的雪櫃？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1jzHdSoQo
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5pbQwhNeu
如果有幸再見芝華芙一面，我會問牠這個問題。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfsgardQiUi
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxG2oHaWPC
翌日，埃妮芬在我體內打了個長長的呵欠，睡意難消。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOldLpAGv9T
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIwJxacfMW
「很冷呢！我很想繼續睡……」牠將自身的慵懶歸咎於我。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKzEWBbZOB
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58JJbSQJqe
「你家和暖嗎？」我靈機一觸，藉此打開話題。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQSaT0FB0Sy
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeLZASDqNz
「我家簡直熱得要命！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwBLNu8rgpj
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbf0T0uE7ov
「你家在哪？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUC7E3PAv0
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「草原。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLyZT82Ejo
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5siKDBhPCY
「你認識名叫『芝華芙』的長頸鹿嗎？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTk6pLBqDha
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoVpQ5m1Se
「認識。東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNCX9yfdMm
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡajB8Zb0oUR
「甚麼？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtLQRMHWS9
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡerGrHbcHJl
「東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqzDPjn82x
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCuPbRmJ5jv
「你的意思是……有六頭……『芝華芙』？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsV4szOeCPu
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQRMYvi8pqJ
「對啊！『芝華芙』是長頸鹿群內一個極為普遍的名字。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ79hJL2XzcN
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRJakENEeR
我無語，感覺體內似乎有甚麼零件無故鬆脫了，混身不自然。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbsSVnQ2lpP
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEj6Ck8dnG
「咦？不知怎地，突然覺得很熱呢！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84IZKarkyL
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq2Pu6Ro88U
我沒理睬牠，需要空間時間去整理思緒，不然會被那種莫名生起的空洞感覺壓垮。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX4BDawY7Gm
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnYhlLEBoF
「很熱呀！快放我出去！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarBY4rT95o
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF2HwNGtZkM
埃妮芬淒厲呼救，不自控拼命蹬腳踢腿。我無視劇痛，故意緊閉肚皮——我需要一些甚麼留在我體內，減低空洞感。所以不管對方是甚麼、代價是甚麼、後果是甚麼，我都要把它留在體內。湊巧此刻在我體內的正是埃妮芬。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxp65iz9T6W
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「呀——救命！呀！救命！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5InsjGRIj0
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埃妮芬力大無窮，終究踢開我的肚皮，離開我的身體，卷縮廚房一角，啜泣喊痛，以冒煙的長鼻輕撫焦黑脫皮的粗壯大腿。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyPhIDuP1u
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gWdNUCS2e
陣陣烤肉香氣自埃妮芬身上飄來。我迷迷糊糊往埃妮芬望去——我知道自己傷害了埃妮芬，有丁點兒歉疚，但僅是「丁點兒」而已，沒能再添。是命運的錯！命運讓我遇上芝華芙，在我習慣牠以後突然帶走牠，導致我失常失控。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZAzszFLCA
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嗯……不得不承認，那「丁點兒」在我將責任推卸予世界和命運當刻已然耗盡。我不打算向埃妮芬道歉，甚至認為牠活該如此。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0uUzMnkVy
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaIJsZwKv1
埃妮芬以盈盈淚眼楚楚可憐望向我。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQHJxNbKaJ
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJ2xDDcczU
我報以幽幽微笑。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88k7Sq06I2
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她先是一愣，然後停止抽泣，莞爾一笑。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUdfgBaMVNq
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「笑甚麼？」我不悅。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7uz6doUqE
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「只能笑喔。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt0YYbYFOc0
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「何解？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcsysHhtMD
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「我哭累了。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOf8MslktyI
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我被她的天真無邪逗笑了，笑得開懷。我告訴她，主人在廚房某高櫃內置有一個急救箱，內有藥物，適用於處理火燒灼傷之類的創傷。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2CIxekeKZ
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0VvbwHG1e
誰料這埃妮芬有夠笨的。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2PPhy4qde
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolczr4Sy8b
「熱壞了的，不是把它重新冷卻就可以？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpkNk9D3gB
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡADU0CyO4nS
「你打算怎樣處理？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqd95LlnydC
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJDDnEhXbD
「回到你身體裡去喔！」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC070dImv8M
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUEuMiENts
我乖乖打開肚皮，示意埃妮芬進來。她嬌羞一笑，低頭卷身步進。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmXQauhFHx
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeEsFC4fpzi
像嬰孩。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVlxBrxRhv
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsU6EmHYQX
我全身運力，使勁製冷，給埃妮芬營造出一個舒適環境。沒過多久，埃妮芬忘卻痛楚，睡酣夢甜。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQXkuj3gus
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4PZ9rCE5s
心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得寧靜。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwJjjiUj0E
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwM2SUB9MQ
生活順利嗎？順利得順利。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3TzYP5mX7
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毋須考究，毋須懷疑，毋須揣測。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1T8DBmnDrl
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踏實。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDVPrMxFuH
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安全感。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzASlCTHOow
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不就是如此簡單而難得嗎？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2nq8HbF1zc
由於經歷錯過芝華芙一事，我才懂得格外珍惜懷裡的埃妮芬。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8GeaQOWnym
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrGyBNukjV
我溫柔向她述說昔日點點，關於主人，關於廚房，關於草原，關於芝華芙。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtxZTX4YS1
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcBifeRn7s
「關於我的呢？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpZfI1Mp8J
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxzD5ZpJ5A
「現在開始記錄。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmC66dCKVk
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDIa97VfYG
埃妮芬嘻嘻傻笑。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TZnCWWFuc
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXODtN9yel
我侃侃而談。講得多，說得深入，把心肝脾肺腎都掏給她。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLofmH1dSGd
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8xkVUILsP
若問是否擔心埃妮芬會步芝華芙後塵、在毫無示警之下離開我的生命，坦白而言，我是擔心的。同時我亦知道，無論我是認真或是輕率對待埃妮芬，結果終究一樣——命運不會因為我的態度而改變，一切早已註定——要離開的，終歸會離開。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvPa0SB9Zu
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3Daee9uCC
我唯一可以做到的就是盡興，就是讓埃妮芬了解我的心意，令她快樂，令她幸福。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLMzzJnBgv
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuymwklzHeo
情理之內、意料之外，殘酷的一天來臨了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0MAHbQtK8
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSIT4chDbNn
主人現身。像帶走芝華芙那樣帶走埃妮芬。先是抓住她的腿，猛力往外一扯，埃妮芬連連喊痛。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoXIjIKR77
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1k8FfwZnVP
以為埃妮芬會順從如初，乖乖聽主人的命令離開我，誰料她說不捨，她說愛我，她說不要離開我。乖巧的她因而被冠以頑劣之名，順從的她因而被冠以反叛之名，無邪的她因而被建議冠以惡魔之名。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj2Sb8Cyq6
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCNZF0LIlD
我竭力合上我的肚皮，不讓主人輕易將埃妮芬帶走。可恨主人偏偏就是奸狡的人類，假意為埃妮芬療傷，勸我敞開肚皮。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwOWnWkGiw
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Y6yyXmqkk
理智告訴我，主人在說謊，但我還是傾向相信他，因為他是我的主人，年月早已令我習慣他、相信他、服從他。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEncB63XKbV
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnFHCVoC9D
肚皮大開，埃妮芬被帶走。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjtRrF8uexi
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ekRsGqDxX
臨別一刻，埃妮芬大聲喊嚷：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIMXBsRn0f
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTF6Ctt8P3
不復見。埃妮芬的身影永不復見。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96Ho1XWNmI
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk54wbZFKvB
留下來的只有沓沓餘音——SOUL1314。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4wVK5JCdY
SOUL1314？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bRIgtVX6M
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我的名字？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvgWeNaxRl
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在我額前？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡexI0pjn1HR
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怎麼我不曾察覺？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGE1sDGyNVQ
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmJtAAjJmy
主人再次到來，為我添加雪種。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡomTviJn0cw
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FNr4zcJQx
我問主人：「我的名字在我額前？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVH5vC7SBT
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yVZ0Q0mHK
主人答：「是的。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDDGiKmqhL
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「怎麼和我之前被告知的不一樣？工廠告訴我，我的機身編號被貼在背後。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvMrfQcW7A
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「工廠必須這樣告訴你，否則世界無法運行有序。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDW27FDXjZt
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKbPm6qViN
「這是欺騙。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuY8kZxG1Y
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「別只怪責工廠——你有沒有嘗試去找找看？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPd4Dt8WefY
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiq2NWcOAxq
「沒有。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9RlMnd7cj
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3ep0Wwwdb
「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。世間險惡，人人自顧不暇，盡力為你是情，不盡力為你是理。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpP7PRZsfdS
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我無言以對。恨不來，亦釋懷不了。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaYGQ34fty
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXmmyV1TYW
無所依靠，無所適從。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Ht0MbONit
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不論是誰，來吧！請帶領我、引導我！456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwx3pT5dpiO
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW5IVsRyrSM
埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhizVt0qa4G
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4o9WKACmd
真的嗎？我渴求的真相早已示現眼前，只怪我不曾嘗試細看？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRR9C8yLwF
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwc6Ev60djX
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwKa3RD9iW
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcahjloMURa
我也想要知道自己的名字。那會令我成為獨一無二的存在。即便在工廠以倒模形式生產出來，即便世上有數以億計同樣的雪櫃，我仍可憑藉那名字而變得獨特。多麼吸引！多麼令我振奮！456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuovmqgmDlD
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtiEmdOtMW
主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdWPGwheLm2
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNWmHO25BT
我忍不住反駁：「盡力又如何？可以改變甚麼？難道你會因為我的改變而留下芝華芙及埃妮芬？」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdb5YneSHl
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bGrWiFfKD
「誰能斷言？」主人、芝華芙、埃妮芬齊齊放聲大笑，笑得震顫，顫成碎末，隨風消散。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwG6MGb1nNM
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VN6YHmC06
剩下的只有我。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRtiUZ2SJh
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWpaQPJbY0j
空白空虛空洞的我。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDTnKCcfuZp
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5h7FLZ0Y1M
神智不清的我。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURPCenj7FQ
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRmtiRGtSa4
思緒紊亂的我。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1JNgOS4Ml
「主人，早安。」我說。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwQZLve8Bo
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFigRnvYI5
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話，逕自將多盒經已包裝的肉類存放在我體內。我沒趣的瞄瞄那些包裝肉，赫見盒上印有「長頸鹿」、「獅子」、「豹」、「象」、「犀牛」之類的字眼。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWvjN4416d
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsMKyB3ApYd
「埃妮芬和芝華芙到哪兒去了？」我心頭一涼。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1JbVAlAVK
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5eXTkEb1I
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIyuU3ghOi
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kHr4LKmaO
「主人，求求你！求你回答我！」我苦苦哀求。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjeGeepnYdZ
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDRVaCh6qH
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNEJhe0K9H
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3d2BQv1Gw
恨意油然而生——我乖乖侍奉多年，怎麼你毫不在意我感受？456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvISzpfOhsI
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDNki8z5Nn
身體失控作響，零件脫落，主人連忙取來工具為我修理。待主人鑽進我身，全神貫注於作響位置時，我猛力合上肚皮，全力製冷，無視主人掙扎呼救之聲。不消十分鐘，我體溫已下降至攝氏零下五十度，主人失去生命體徵的同時我開始冷靜下來。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcA4ldctN5I
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Cvk7r1YvD
我失去一切。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurVHKdgF1c
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJTOCJnhcFA
芝華芙、埃妮芬、主人，統統不復存在。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjMeXj0nUcc
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7UUfwk0Gcz
空白，空虛，空洞。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOStw32mLwO
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡohsw4VmFJ3
埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZR6v59aozs
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulSZBjkT2Y
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwEeICUL40
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSpcJSuIwnH
主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JhxplsHyG
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsBNyozmIC
對啊！我該要怪責自己，我連自己的名字也不曾盡力搞清楚。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybrC4KZdJJ
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWkHT89MyJ
死意已決。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5qIVmaNkF
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmxGImN6NC
電源線與牆身插座之間隨即冒出一縷輕煙。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZBmvT2vKE
我沒有重量，飄浮半空，默默望向地面上的一個雪櫃。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfo3jKVYjur
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwc9vvN7CCD
晝白夜黑，夜黑晝白。白黑白黑，黑白黑白。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdvEjq8e3L
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時間流逝，惡臭傳出。眾人破門而入，在雪櫃內發現男人屍體。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFKDGRzsiy
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屍體被帶往西方，雪櫃被帶往東面，永不復見。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhNcCBZcTn
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpthWSH8A0
有人將雪櫃分拆檢查。不明白何以它能突破機件極限去到攝氏零下五十度低溫，不明白為何雪櫃內壁有多個動物蹄印，不明白何解男人沒能踢開雪櫃門逃走。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCINEowESJ4
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbd8d5bvul
那人對雪櫃著迷，沒有在工作完成後按既定程序處理它，反是偷偷將雪櫃運回家中，向妻子展示炫耀。妻子嫌它邪門，在他不在家時把雪櫃賣予收破爛的。那收破爛的又將雪櫃轉售。輾輾轉轉，雪櫃跟著數十輛舊車和其他舊電器被賣往遙遠的地方。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfhhQ7tCVO
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84NpF8pN3G
到埗後，舊車被送往別處，雪櫃和其他舊電器登上大車直往市集。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZliaEWAbZ
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkNAaPm9cV
有人買它回家。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdKdqwh30SD
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlKP1W18ut
他媽罵他怎麼買雪櫃，電費不便宜。他塞他媽入雪櫃內，直至她沒能繼續罵。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WG2seBFZl
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lBtaAuW0G
這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3wmxefMsB
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNsVZDUfwF
某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭模樣怪趣的活物——個子肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——象。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbf4xGdg3Hh
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsdRZ1q5QzO
這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDerC8UKnIm
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtgwJ0es0C
某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭長相奇怪的活物——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——長頸鹿。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡab8Ev3ucie
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8rGumtJvD
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我似乎忘記了很多重要人事物，但我真的無法憶起半點往事。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMTWaF4XPkN
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算了吧。想不起也許不是壞事。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKUh7A6OeUW
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuCxn0avgm
生命空白空虛空洞，世界盡歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時沒有其他情感。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QPjKdT4B6
456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmRVsvIAM8
心境寧靜。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAZ5gUrX6F3
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生活順利。456Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsS0CZf3VG3
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