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（1）死449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKAeHPZxPB
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他在梳化上猛然醒來。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgy8KUdjZcB
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電視仍然亮著，新聞報導員正在講述關於疫情的新聞和消息。內容千篇一律，悶人又煩人。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjnF7fzuw1
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他打個呵欠，伸個懶腰。雙掌使勁按壓梳化，借力撐起整個人，避免膝頭過份受力。許是在凹陷的梳化坐得太長時間，大腿和臀部均感到少許麻痺。不至於會跌倒的程度，但他下意識地一邊倚扶著傢具，一邊拖著腳步走向浴室。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6X2Cjm0wQ
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人老了，身體差了，動作遲緩了，連小便如此簡單和基本的本能也變得困難。甭提總是瞄不準便器，尿液還要是逐滴逐滴慢慢滴出來，彷彿要滴乾他的尊嚴。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnygtenbwy
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怎麼辦？可以怎麼辦？吹口哨吧。口吹曲子，耳邊響起熟悉的歌聲，心裡默唸自勵自欺的歌詞。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvVqza6mk2
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莫再悲 莫再傷 遇到悲哀休誇張449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR9dzAySoMq
誰亦要經風與浪 誰遇挫敗不受傷449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifSDrt8vnQ
逝去的 莫再想 路正崎嶇更漫長449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDq5nh1fWiV
何用嘆息風裏望 寶貴光陰笑著量449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4nISmgXQU
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小便後，步出浴室，再次聽到報導員的沉悶腔調。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3ILyZwZqk
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抵不住。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkj8tstlVT
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他決定到公園散步。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoL3sArqzK
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望望手錶，是上午十時半。難怪放眼所見多是上年紀的人。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dnmnZ2Ydd
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好福氣的，或是三五成群談天說地，或是在家傭的攙扶下散步。福薄的，或是推著購物車奔波買餸，或是顫巍巍地被送上療養院的巴士。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoelSvG40CE
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自己有福氣嗎？托賴。能走能動能講能吃，與兒孫同住。雖偶有口角，卻也沒有特別煩心事。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEr0jSoDmyq
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他知道自己該要感恩，奈何始終沒能衷心感謝上天。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHK0kg1D6n
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輕嘆一聲。繼續走。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpwVKUi7zdN
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMkxlGp5NLI
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他不自已憶起亡妻……449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwvEVqkrSL
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三年前的夏天，她在家跌倒，傷及腿部筋骨，自此總是步履不穩，走路時偶爾會突然腳軟跌倒。兒子勸她多休息，不要外出。她明白兒子苦心，奈何整天悶在家中令她心情抑鬱，精神越益差勁。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilA9hS38HD
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他偷偷帶她到公園散步散心。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzv8y13XEtC
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「我的腿康復不了，是嗎？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSyeA7vroj0
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「不是。你向來身體強健，這小小傷勢不是大問題。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8HuDGVWwB9
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「我何時可以痊癒？我想去探望朋友。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCEekUIPqBj
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「快了、快了。不用著急！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8n237i98WE
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「即是何時？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJflbMyZDP
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「下一個夏天。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc31OR2IfGv
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她幽幽回望，驚訝丈夫斬釘截鐵交出一個確實答案——醫生也不敢斷言她會否康復。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpD90JSzjoF
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8yZUU22DZ
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感動，明明眼前只有絕望。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSzMrb6wo9w
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她的手忽爾不再無力，牢牢緊挽住丈夫的臂膀。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdF4CffumZQ
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奇蹟？希望？不。僅是信念，難以言喻的，難以理解的。他不是神、不是醫生、不是專業人士。他僅是一個脾氣古怪的躁狂糟老頭。但她就是相信他。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm85WEeiyGG
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內心終於安定下來。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0p51l3N6c
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她沒再糾結於健康問題，開始向丈夫講述她的未來夏日大計：「探望朋友前，我要先辦一件十分要緊的事——吃『菠蘿油』！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3dPEZVcJx
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「但你的血糖……」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFEQJ7WG7d
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「我向來身體強健，這小小血糖問題不是大問題。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrR6vf7XMtC
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他會心一笑，笑她依舊貪吃如豬。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksH8XUsVYx
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下一個夏天到來。她的腿傷還是沒能康復，走路時拐得更嚴重。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJHhkl5nSg
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兒子送她一根拐杖。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TCl18DBHw
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當晚，她躲在浴室裡啜泣。他沒有上前安慰，因為所有安慰說話都沒能扭轉衰老之勢，倒不如讓她盡情宣洩情緒。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kgPJ6eADR
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她不知道，整個晚上，丈夫徹夜無眠，眼睜睜望著天花，細聽她的哭聲，細想她的未來。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dGlke5Pkf
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天亮，兒子和媳婦準時離家上班去。他送孫兒到學校後，馬上回家慫恿妻子一起外出逛街。「夏天嘛！當然要吃『菠蘿油』！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMoGX5tQcq
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妻子笑了，連忙穿上最漂亮的衣褲鞋襪，戴上最喜歡的髮夾，塗上最鮮色的紅唇膏。她沒有使用兒子送她的拐杖，因為丈夫就是世上最好的拐杖——依著他、靠著他，她安然走到今時今日的七十高齡。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsZpc0zz8k
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鐵路車站裡，人流如鯽，彷彿有股無形的強力水流在背後催促著。他懶理，繼續保持慢調，只知自己不僅是自己。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkJPEBMrLfz
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終於來到馳名的冰廳，二人各點一客「菠蘿油」。不好吃，亦不是回憶中的味道。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUviJzuAgCo
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不要緊，反正「菠蘿油」僅是一個名目而已。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVPlK9mgI9V
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夫婦相視而笑。笑甚麼，不知道，大概是完成了十分重要的事情吧。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnjUFtsb0Q
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於願足矣。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRwM0n1Px6h
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沒過幾天，還未開始探望朋友，她已於睡夢中悄然離世……449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQH3d3qb2s
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公園裡，樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXR7X0vU4q
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他不動聲息，藏起思念，繼續開步走。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoepIqkkJXg
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總得走下去，不是嗎？449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZVAPgBlbfa
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHeEaAZhv3
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走到涼亭，看見熟悉的棋友正在對弈。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7AjPX9zVf
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棋局中，事事分明，步步無情。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2GGbmO0RNf
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他專注觀賽，全然忘記身後的樹影鳥蟲。
（2）病449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVYbFohEzO
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他在床上徐徐張眼。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcddURsZa5U
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床褥太軟，腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQCdhlsIaP
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暈眩冉退，目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者，他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3dFsmqa5d
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嗯。醫院。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPc5daNEo2N
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接受醫生的檢查，證實無恙後，獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄，已通知兒子和媳婦，只待他們前來接送。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVrZ7wC2A5E
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醫生離開後，護士也去忙別的。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3duGzjpsq
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他呆坐床上，默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回，感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀，總得要到醫院走幾趟，實屬平常不過的事情，對吧？449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNiCRKsSmOa
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如他所料，兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKogE0I7Vd
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱，熱昏了。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpBlaJwsken
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「那就多待在家裡避暑，不要外出四處走動。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbBEoLRx7M
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「知道。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NxjQ1LCLi
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院，在街邊截下的士，直驅住所。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPFmAFdppt
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車廂裡，二人不發一言，各自對著窗外景物發愣。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOr0ijIeyT6
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沒有怨氣或鬱結，只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzEij3DcBhi
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrybSEXVWn
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兒子倏忽開口，神色惘然。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsXEZO0UYU
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「我有末期肝癌，剩半年壽命。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGgLazHbet
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「她知道了沒？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzFUVMIeUJ
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「不打算告訴她。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuJuabYBEMk
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZX8NrUVbH
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兒子笑而不語。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6LrHk6QYs
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他愣住片刻，良久才道：「明白。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFK8585LRw9
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊，以示感謝。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lf4u4oF4W
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲，逕自到浴室洗澡去。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FkSQ53v2A
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蒸氣瀰漫，看得見，抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始，也抓不著終結。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdXuDTv5L4
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來，沒能選擇長大與否，沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛，沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死，全是沒能選擇的。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaNrtTUpiBe
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翌日，兒子和媳婦如常上班，孫兒如常上學，家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOnnD2CBKVl
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他決定到公園走走。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mHr6gXW6J
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr9KXt74IH9
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此樹是否去年那樹？此鳥是否去年那鳥？此蟲是否去年那蟲？要緊，不要緊。在意，沒能在意。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNFMPv65m9
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幽幽踏步，皆因內心焦躁。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bK9Spgkqu
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來到涼亭，棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他，感到難過。他認為無論難過與否，該死的時候總得要死。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dJU3A99Xl
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全場一片默然。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hcLq88bkY
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGIuYLCfK5
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不要問為何。不要問感受。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSZveXu7X5
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeVa4ssITp
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正午，他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午，孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦，他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間，一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上，被匆匆推送入急症室深處。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51CD4PJsx8
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡilzzBIm7aT
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站，然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久，醫生步出急症室，宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhiv2fRD9g
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCL4hZocYN
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然，皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRk2FBC3Vv
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「爺爺，很熱啊！」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiyHCdxWbvB
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「嗯。」對於眼前一切，他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLoYh1oriQ
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晚餐後，兒子在露台抽菸，媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子，五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟，此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpnXgh3SqIH
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跳跳跳，有節奏地跳個不停，像心臟。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkrsC6oc8t
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心臟停止跳動當刻，棋友有何感受？掛念未完的棋局？掛念急症室外的男女親友？449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Zc0V9kiaU
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他的目光不期然瞄向露台，看著兒子呼出個個煙圈，圈圈復圈圈，冉升消散不復見。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNx2GNfFqdq
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不復見。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjQQ2CuiLx
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他莫名的被深深憾動。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgQtuK8lBw
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走到兒子身邊，告知棋友的死訊。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCYVpn63tX
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毋須明言，兒子已猜測到他的用意。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg6alovBzLf
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「我不怕死。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiThVLXc94G
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕，只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWd4XaKULX
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「你有沒有想要完成的事？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVYM2M9aAH5
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「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz8BOwgWPJ3
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「她的叮囑？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUvRG6vY13
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「不。她離開得太突然，我沒機會問她，只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvOSlGevno
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「別傻！她不願看見你耿耿於懷！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCh8xc3Adq
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「她沒這麼說。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxWrtr0czxO
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兒子苦笑，笑他彆扭。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKcmQbATTP
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再次不了了之？他以為是，直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQVXS9uvKY
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無論大家怎樣勸說，兒子依然不願接受治療，堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvyzHx73DL
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半年後，兒子沒死去。一年後，兒子仍活著。三年半後，兒子依然沒斷氣。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp6osVxuTE
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問何解。醫生說原因不明，但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkHaS1EqO5b
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離開醫院、歸家路上，兒子和他拐到公園散步去。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuZ48ZXEAtx
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6SM6ycNtP
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「你多活了三年半。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUBADqthXr4
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXYvGSoiDxK
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「想繼續吃？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmKIZXE6z1W
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDpjmZvh0uH
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒，希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子，在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後，才重回職場繼續拼搏。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBff2Fug0B
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他為兒子衷心高興著，亦感謝上蒼的好生之德，沒有帶走……449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaDTmszhUip
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兒子呢？449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3AnVNL9iM
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悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmJDiuwo86
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啊！記起來了。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgJ5FsRn0h
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外，下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊，沒能重回職場，沒能享受期待已久的夏日。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6l4ydXFvbM
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果然。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6D4wtSqrQh
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWgjqRsBroK
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中，他繼續走。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8CoSpDFAdl
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。
（3）老449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpj6a1Q0qL9
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他在搖搖椅上猛然醒來。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4WOv4NHIj
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望望掛鐘，七時半。該要喚醒孫兒。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfuuSh5Tar
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輕敲孫兒房門，不聞回應。推門內進，不見孫兒身影。房內枱櫃床鋪依舊，掛牆照片卻變了樣——相中人稚嫩不再，五官英氣。他頓時意會到孫兒早已不再是黏人的小孩子，不需要他的照顧。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqiRzBzJGh
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若有所失。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡul2PFcRXNA
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到公園散心吧。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8275mXMgW7
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡflYWPX7zuh
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憶起跟妻子慢步於蟲鳴之中，憶起與兒子傻傻追尋鳥叫源頭，憶起和孫兒偷偷在樹身刻字。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD5hAKLfEMG
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離開緩步徑，闖入樹林。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9rBRQqVkB7
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找樹。找到那樹。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRpVhUfENf
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不，不是它——因著樹身變得粗壯，刻記模糊難辨。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiF4EY383h
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此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKM5aK8eSLh
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFcv5MWg9ZB
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不願意。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyuB7ZKOtN
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想逃。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyiXaqBp7Hp
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逃！449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTZ36IRxuK
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逃出樹林。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWIxdo5MZ9
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彷如隔世。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eFqeKHm7A
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陽光刺眼，氣溫熬人。不是回憶裡的現實。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB5OsBMPkj5
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倏忽忘了路，忘了如何走下去……449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DbITS5k90
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一青年步入警署。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnESBdN2jd4
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「你是誰？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvLA52LtiM
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「我是你的孫兒。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Hm5tpovB2
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「嗯……」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMfyC2ZeoF
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「爺爺，回家吧。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcapYBbIG12
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「嗯……」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQ0DUsDUOx
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家。他在搖搖椅上搖著、搖著，天花燈在眼前晃著、晃著，孫兒在廚房裡頭忙著、忙著。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh4aLNzFRQh
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一切近在眼前，卻又無比遙遠。反觀那些遠在天邊的，竟顯得如此接近。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡivu0Uoad0X
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是否忘記了甚麼？449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfh2mli0g9q
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目光無意間落在緊閉的主人房房門上——何解兒子沒有一起吃午餐？449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1G5mqQhkpt
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輕敲主人房房門，不聞回應。欲推門內進，卻發現房門上鎖——自己被兒子嫌棄了嗎？449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUawtpSk6WD
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激動。拍拍拍，踢踢踢，吵吵吵。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4NQEdSm0O
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「快開門！我要跟你聊天！快開門！來！快開門！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sKxFuWm1M
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孫兒應聲衝出廚房，上前阻止他吵鬧。拍門的手轉而搥打孫兒。孫兒逆來順受，硬生生吃痛。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduRLFlN6rl
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「爸爸不在房間裡。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlumTkthsin
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「你騙我！他一定在裡面！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdLdv1GFFN
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「爺爺，你看看掛鐘——爸爸尚未下班，還在公司。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPG5wz3SIOk
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未下班？在公司？他瞄向掛鐘——的確未到兒子下班時間。可是總覺得有甚麼不對勁……449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxLAzTK77Z
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見他愣住，孫兒馬上抓緊時機分散他的注意力：「爺爺，不如一起到公園散步。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAmzwdCL0hN
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Tyl8UdYn0
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他享受沿路的樹影鳥蟲，孫兒只著眼於面前的佝僂身影——希望他忘記剛才的亂局吧，那就不用向他解釋家庭現況……449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfztg7hJAM
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爸爸癱瘓後，媽媽獨力扛起家庭重擔。數年以來，乳臭未乾的孩子、癱瘓的丈夫、腦部日漸退化的家翁以及工作壓力狠狠將她壓垮。她捱不下去，離家出走。爸爸難以接受愛妻的絕情，一直鬱鬱寡歡。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZgmxY3hugR
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某個深夜，忽聞爺爺自言自語。起床查探，驚見爺爺對著垂頭不動的爸爸侃侃而談。窗戶半掩，冷風吹得爸爸頭髮凌亂，臉色慘白。滿房遍地都是涼透的菸屁股。淡淡的菸味在鼻腔彌留不散，卻偏偏嗅不出半絲生命的氣息……449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITCkyLD6nN
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX1AZ9iLv7Y
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「不用發愁啊！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4nNRADgQm
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「傻孩子！考試只是人生的一小部份，毋須將成績看得過份重要！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbDItdbkmDe
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孫兒唯唯諾諾，以假笑作結。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiAAROsHDk
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結伴走了又一段路。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzkUvV6EMCI
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他望望孫兒——像曾經的兒子，也像曾經的他。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERrylW4XdP
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憶起關於兒子的一切，憶起關於自己的一切。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXV1aB4yObD
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希望孫身兒能夠好好活下去，活得比兒子好，活得比他好。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLctH8osPj
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絕不能重覆亡妻與兒子的錯誤，留下一堆永遠沒解的執著予孫兒。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8hoozpnjyL
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuNXza2ESj
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「不用發愁啊！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSsn5FMqFSM
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「爺爺放心！考試而已，難不倒我！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK66B597sUE
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「對於考試也好、爺爺也好，如果你累了，就乾脆放下吧！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPGRzR3ZgD
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他淡然一笑，笑孫兒長高長肉不長大。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDvHYfVLj7a
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沒待孫兒辨清真假，他已然幽幽踏步開步走。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hZEwdod2k
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孫兒沒有追上。知道自己該要追上，但雙腳偏偏誠實地佇立原地——多麼希望爺爺可以從此消失。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCYl4r0LRlZ
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佝僂身影幽幽遠去，沒入婆娑樹影當中不復見。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTsrRQ2T3h
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鳥繼續叫，蟲繼續鳴，不過往後的夏天從此走了調。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEsqAD6l6c
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沒有在意的人，沒有在意自己的人，無論願意不願意。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfmb9vejrI
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。慢慢記起很多，慢慢忘記很多。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NZ9cIs4cl
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忘記為何自己會獨自一人走在樹林當中。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7fCJ88mJn
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找樹？找不到那樹。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyAotpJVvN
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此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXQkdXX9Wj
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRmuffy5cA
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願意。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzgQUEGPtl
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無謂白花力氣去逃避。無人能夠逃過生老病死。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Zu2tqz3U8
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身累，心累。就此停下來，可以嗎……449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeTM6d5OOL
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一青年步入醫院。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSR0HKPOgJy
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「你是誰？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8H59xoX70
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「我是你的孫兒。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWu6NHnKxC
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「嗯……」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzvyio0gDTu
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「爺爺，回家吧。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9shofcXvmH
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「嗯……」
（4）生449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfqbmemN5M1
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他在輪椅上猛然醒來。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiiDXLWxGf
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo4XdDp0xKl
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爺孫二人身處公園大道上。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSiycHSMGP
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「口渴嗎？來，喝些許清水吧！」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrJOmVBGww
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孫兒停步，從背囊掏出保溫水壺，欠身將插於壺嘴的飲管置於他雙唇之間。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaekpsG1cd
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他沒有吸吮。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMm6SyWd6H
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孫兒保持這姿勢好一會，惟見他沒反應，也只好收起水壺。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dg5zuwnxz
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罷。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFdarhppgX
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsItEFICzDn
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他覺得這地方很眼熟，卻又苦苦想不起更多關於這地方的回憶。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzKcW0iGeS
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不要緊。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7gU6f4Mg7Y
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反正該是不重要的事情——自己寶刀未老，才未糊塗得忘記重要事情。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGI82jMwrf
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他仍是那個身體健康的他，每天為養活妻兒勞碌奔波。妻子貪吃，尤愛「菠蘿油」，於是他偶爾會帶她到冰廳享用下午茶。兒子是個單純正直的小孩，深信「一分耕耘，一分收穫」，於是他一直暗暗為兒子籌謀、護航……他很自豪，自覺是個好丈夫、好爸爸。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmEiwRjmAD
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嘴角輕揚。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYgq0jgRgnS
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那抹難以察覺的微笑僅維持了三秒。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGhFKvfDMv
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三秒後，他忘記了前三秒的快樂，正如他忘記了大半生的重要人事物。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9d4atXx1K
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要緊的，不再要緊。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnteF2i7AXl
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罷。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjCfgswxM6
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqaCNyS80Mt
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循著鳥蟲之聲，他的眼珠子微微往上瞄。葉間隙縫的陽光誘人卻刺眼。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZIhEyY4wF
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輪椅一直前進，映入眼簾的紛亂光影不斷交替、退去、消失。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLTQ5rbVK2
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在最後的最後，他眼前只餘一盞佇立於公園外的交通燈。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBg9F1BJ603
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紅燈。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNaaggNFPhV
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「爺爺，這可能是我們最後一次一起逛公園。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRA6UxhwbJ
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孫兒彷彿自言自語。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MNtExcwXP
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綠燈。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNCLBBEY7p
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孫兒沒有開步走。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsobh1pDIjJ
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紅燈。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5J2fcBfB9m
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「爺爺，我日後會盡量抽時間去探望你。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjswqmVzXz
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孫兒彷彿對空氣許下諾言。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkcTyccRWQf
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綠燈。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VFBNeqoj3
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孫兒仍然沒有開步走。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtODWPDvyEy
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紅燈。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvB67vAH9Ph
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「爺爺，你會怪責我嗎？」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72T3Yc043J
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孫兒問空氣，縱使知道空氣沒能回應。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfUs0LR178
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綠燈。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5aheWYiCjV
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「爺爺，放心。我會努力繼續走。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Q6Xn6iQrd
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孫兒抿抿雙唇，藏起憂思，推著輪椅開步走。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡupIacdCyvN
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總得走下去，不是嗎？不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKVLE2SzF4
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這是從他身上學懂的。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6RDar4HNhF
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一生受用。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRsh9HnOfeY
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「爺爺，謝謝你。」449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQmdijVkki
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孫兒的話猶如耳邊風，進不了他的耳，到不了他的心。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkoafC4y2Oq
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要緊的，其實不要緊。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSrB5HoYGV
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罷。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsZ0OAkjKGd
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他被送上安老院專車。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeObshZcc3
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車窗外，無光街燈迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKwPqfsMb2Q
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腦海裡，無數樹影鳥蟲交替、退去、消失。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7TpAmpspyA
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他被動地遠離昔日一切。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2yMA8Y9t8e
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要緊的，不再要緊。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVl4vTP7C8c
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他克盡己任，沒有遺憾。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0ZyFtvTb0
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他忘記前塵，沒有執著。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsHKVvZ5bx
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有如被踐踏的梳化，有如被點燃的香菸，有如被吞吃的「菠蘿油」。449Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAJgg7NQxy
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毫不在意未來的每個夏日。
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***創作概念：人生四苦——生老病死——免不了，唯有盡量好好面對和處理，令苦痛時間減短。人到晚年，對四苦感受尤深。死，可以由身邊同輩身上深切體會到；病，也許是身體發出的一個警號，提醒你要珍惜光陰和重要的人事物；老，可說是身體的老去，也可以說是精神上的成長；生，沒有永恆的生命，只得將自身的經驗和知識傳承予後代。好好面對和處理四苦，是其中一種令生命變得圓滿和有意義的方法。
