兒：為何要在中秋節掃墓？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6Tmg34y3F
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzaHsYZvG4
父：因為你媽咪是在中秋節逝世。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxegco9UBLl
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2aenw5MJ1
兒：為何你不看西曆，要看農曆？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGX7Uyiy58b
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI5CqAyqxQW
父：為何要看西曆，不看農曆？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLbWz1ugWb
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMn5ktH8k1d
兒：如果你看西曆，我今天不就可以跟朋友去公園慶祝中秋節！他們答應與我分享最新口味的冰皮月餅！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeTSEo7uPI
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNBja8vvYz
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZSct7aGet
父親語塞，不得不承認自己自私，忽略了兒子意願。迂陳的他貪圖中秋節「團圓」之寓意，希望一家人齊齊整整過節。他竭力自我催眠：自己努力工作，養兒育兒，難道要求兒子按他意願過中秋是無理要求？但他同時意識到自己欠兒子十個快樂的中秋節。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfQ5Vjw7efd
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ87oAssUO8I
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtq4QhANN25
父：冰皮月餅……我明天買給你！現在先乖乖去拜祭媽媽！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JJyIavB7H
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyCoENjc7e
兒：嗯……598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ120imeAnNE
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZeL2mMHp0X
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaum1cMoLc
走了四十五分鐘山路，父子二人終於來到雜草叢生的山墳前。父親清理周邊雜草和垃圾，兒子從背囊掏出香燭祭品和小型化寶爐，整齊排列在山墳前。漆黑一片的山頭上，小小火光顯得尤其耀眼。父子倆的神情被忽明忽暗的火光照得柔和又詭異，輪廓鮮明又模糊。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc44vBKZ3qP
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeqbDJcg1r
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdDYV2iQY74
父：老婆，我們又來探望你了。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YmBuLrvHz
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UhrsSxpXy
兒：媽咪，我們帶了一個雙黃白蓮蓉月餅給你。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6O0qp8UIPh
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkPeJPiiE2j
父：這次還特意買來一套「棉襖」給你，冬天時禦寒用。天文台說，這個冬天會有幾個寒流連環出現，氣溫特別低。你要多加注意，小心保暖，不要凍壞身體……598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzexcy4mTue
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJcjhK3IFkB
兒：爸，不用擔心！媽咪逝世多年，血肉早已被蛆蟲吃得一乾二淨，不會感到寒冷。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlq0JQOyII9
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYstO3ixLq
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCYGgD0hF2
父親再次答不出話來：兒子言之成理！但他在心理上還是接受不了愛妻成為森森白骨的畫面。那個溫婉爾雅的美麗妻子，不理家人反對，拋下一切跟他這窮小子私奔。日夜操勞，纖柔十指起繭流膿。面對困難永遠不吭一聲，只會對他微笑，好言安慰……父親難抑傷痛，掩嘴嗚咽起來。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXekAntfpi
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOrbdwpKZY
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUwZAW8DWk
兒：對不起。我太多話。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN3kMd7WCzh
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzJFtdk7q5
父：你的確太多話，但你說得沒錯……598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo3UQmbJqku
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRevNVPtwf
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2WLRwLsv0
兒子無言，不懂如何應對。「話太多」，是錯；「說得沒錯」，是對。一個行為可以同時是對也是錯？那麼自己應該道歉嗎？道半句歉嗎？如何道半句歉？「對不」或是「不起」？三個字如何均分成兩份？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyJG0DtbUp
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrq5TLKAbhm
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbiROkcxpg
父：快把月餅切成三等份，和你媽咪一起分享。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWmmQ5KhEgb
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrSuQKA0cgJ
兒：知道。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcG93Sf6Sls
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDNUDaFAcd
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF5aOV4B8LL
父親的命令將兒子從迷惘和混亂中拯救出來。兒子連忙掏出小小生果刀，分切月餅。分三份不是問題，分三「等」份才是天大難題。一除以三，是不能整除的，怎麼辦？加上現在沒有量算工具，只能靠目測……見兒子久久不敢落刀，在旁的父親難免生氣，一言不發上前奪過小刀，親手分餅。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKY5eUWZJ8S
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDD51kdhkm
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsTIs9xv2H2
兒：又大又小的！根本不是三等份！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLaahwnUyB
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvR5YVU3y6o
父：大約不就可以！用不著那樣執著！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvGp48BxLfN
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvB3bi7uGLR
兒：剛才是你說要三等份，為何突然不用那麼執著？你變得太快，我跟不上！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7I6UHrqUOW
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo18LxtZUXl
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDCddNSyKwQ
眼見兒子快要哭出來，父親又再說不出話。原來自己講過要三等份……該是順口加了「等」一字，但他本來就沒有「均分月餅」的意思。言者無意，聽者有心。到底是言者的責任，或是聽者過於神經敏感？他嘆一口氣：絕對是自己的責任。明明知道兒子不懂觀人臉色，明明知道兒子思想單向，為何自己還不懂警惕自身言行？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCbKWzVqRo
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡij9yd6u44W
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrEJRdQwfL
父：對不起。爸爸知錯了。請你原諒爸爸。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tJlW656gF
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjC01ALoXk
兒：我是不是很笨？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamck3q4KUL
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4461azES0
父：不笨。是爸爸錯……598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3TYn8u7TC
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡph0VxT43BA
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzLZG1XNj6
父親語帶雙關，心裡頭滿是兒子的呆笨睡相和妻子的灰白先人妝容。兩個影像快速交替變換，兩張臉活像是來自同一人。一樣的五官、一樣的輪廓，同樣的教人瘋狂與壓抑。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8PHTTPOUy
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm7GemttaBG
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkj12ojpR5
父：是爸爸錯……是爸爸錯……598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0QytQiPXM
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2r1dw2kTBp
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0veRTfuXIU
妻子難產而死，餘下終日哭鬧的兒子在他身邊。他不明白，為何這個未足月的娃兒可以如此惹人厭；他不明白，為何活下來的是這個煩人的娃兒，而不是溫柔體貼的妻子；他不明白，為何向來理智的自己竟會生起如此想法……他清楚知道自己的精神狀態早已陷入不穩定的狀態，但他就是不欲多理……他放任那條瘋狗肆意噬咬娃兒。內心暢快無比……598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA20edjkJgv
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEjOTIfrAC
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYxa8n8Iap
父：一切都是爸爸錯！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWd8F2Wsyd8
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXPitYk1Hb
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtUDJft6EdC
娃兒被送到醫院時，經已臉色發紫，滿臉披血。醫生救活了娃兒，奈何娃兒傷勢過重，畢生沒能全面康復。手腳不靈活，說話口齒不清，智力略低……598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7CfP1pN2I
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzQOYKQiBV
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvlmhV1f1T
父：對不起！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡECnmF64J56
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZz9kEMCk67
兒：爸爸。你只是犯了一個錯，道歉一次就可以了。不用重覆。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNIlJ8kOrL
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfE1WfElH0J
父：……598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYk1ewsgHbX
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡna3ADHHOsZ
兒：我要吃月餅。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOmL64nWc9O
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFwRY0gG6c
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KNLbB8YzH
兒子忸怩地指向最細小的一件月餅。父親抹抹眼角，將第二大的那一片送到兒子嘴邊。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1xYRuTNhO
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDohKF7L4Hh
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84nUOfnZFw
兒：可以吃這件？598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAYglCSeA2
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYuRQeET8NF
父：可以。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KBzujPytd
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nMNcXVYgx
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdgIKkBNhR
兒子興高采烈地大口吃掉，笑咪咪的，狀甚滿足。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDnERdBe36
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptoVnSJTpe
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyFNdL90Yg
兒：好味道！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUZXSh4XpW
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjl6VhL2uC0
婦：喜歡就多吃一個。是雙黃白蓮蓉月餅。吃了這個就會有個美好的人生！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWplXiJYaCQ
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyWPanAOag
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdHAgSQPmsG
有一婦人悄然無聲地來到父子身邊，將一個未拆包裝的月餅遞向二人。她容貌端莊秀麗，笑容可掬可親。是驚訝也是逝去的愛情，父親的目光在婦臉上不停遊移，全然忘記阻止兒子接下月餅。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfytepU20i6
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0smZ0twiLi
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzk4yPNfecd
兒：謝謝！598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIdrckCA3gn
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMjhv7tz9i
婦：不用謝。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOBd1dXUvm
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvh8IQCuoC5
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqSLDshm6a
婦人輕掃兒子的頭頂，稱讚他是世上最好的孩子，並囑咐父親要好好照顧他。父親熱淚盈眶，卻苦苦吐不出片言隻字。婦人見他不懂反應，於是拿起最大的一片月餅，送到他唇邊。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxDfDWdshAc
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VWoWKxuIx
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaQCm114H0
父：這件是留給你的。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXxYkuiAovz
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHo53ToMDk
婦：我會把最好的一切都留給你。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTiuYOdoCO
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnjGv80kZx
父：我會好好珍惜。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVufHt4Xee
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgUg6abbd4
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbO35enM2FN
父親含淚吃下月餅，連連點頭說好味道。婦人慈愛一笑，吃掉最後一片月餅，瞬即轉身離去。步履輕快，像風也像煙。眨眼之間，纖纖身影已不知所蹤。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSTzAsB36I
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLl113b6wd
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU7PXGjFKBn
父子互瞥一眼，繼續祭祀……
那夜以後，父親沒再眉頭緊鎖，和顏悅色，待人處事寬容多了。旁人說，他的性格變得像死去的妻子。兒子的手腳逐漸靈活起來，體育課時能趕上其他同學的速度；說話不再口齒不清，甚至獲薦加入學校的辯論隊；雙眼漸見澄明，看世界的目光亦開始與眾不同。598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwJfy6F7xt
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbQQd5XeJD
598Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlyznSxV83i
他看見爸爸的愛以及媽咪的祝福。
