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（01）340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlBXn8Ez6nO
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一九九三年，他六歲。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdoguoxojdx
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣，撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜，不願醒來，懶理微微發癢的臉頰。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuDxVVVw2B
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夏日惡毒，毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件，說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼，認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物，長暗瘡，純粹熱氣，無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣，匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn2RuPhY5hI
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醫院離家不遠，不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景，既近且遠，扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉，手腳一軟，眼前一黑，倒下。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9O6QW3Em8p
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看不見，聽得到。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUD8964DluI
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尖叫，呼救。心跳，鼻息。人，車。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ZGyVdYd6Z
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電車。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkecpj4Wns
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叮叮——叮叮——340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6E8CvM2JV
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5n4QBfXTDh
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媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲，平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVpbEdKdvQ6
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他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwzXlvK5lG
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刻骨銘心。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlFjcBjr2X
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叮叮——叮叮——340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEuqygPrlC
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（02）340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoVDfavnuI
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看得見，聽不到。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjCpCIK5v60
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染，無法康復。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtypSzWtmvn
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGfUAlH4xgH
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聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qRUrFpOG7
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpIfSh2nSuy
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絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4E9VT1FhDa
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憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡES7CHo5VLr
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罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV372ZuMfuA
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世界五顏六色，暴烈狂亂。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELlZii1MGn
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他受驚瑟縮在家，直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOY99IfTlo
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爸爸指向電車，比手畫腳，示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWUHOdd29N
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叮叮——叮叮——340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDJPZaRNwfP
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叮……340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXTQ6XRnM6y
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（03）340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVKrnDnqZt7
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二零二三年，他三十六歲。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQow0XyKle
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當年媽媽離世後，爸爸帶他遷離港島，遠離電車，遠離傷心地。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGN4qFgJDFE
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時日漸過，傷痛漸退，他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺，是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的，用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄，如煙如霧，再也妨礙不了他的人生路。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIaSoZW2CA
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他決定要勇敢，走出陰霾，好好過活，不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺，同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車，為何偏偏在電車自殺？因為媽媽？沒能知道，沒能問個清楚明白。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgqkBXwTLF
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二十七年來，他首次踏足港島。心情緊張，有如當年踏入新居。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJNhvsY9bIY
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熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位，有形無神，是家不是家。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZh49XSjrxw
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常見事物配上獨特氛圍，舊瓶新酒，突兀不協調。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFHTIqzwJg
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周遭顏色頓變濃稠，阻擋視線，如屏成障。看不見前路，聽不到指引，忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在，現在組構將來。過去如何，將來也必如何……340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkj28CfIsB
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一抹綠影突然冒出，撥開重重色彩，在他眼前掠過，緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJsIeBkIh2
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叮叮——叮叮——340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPlA8Vxmty
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震驚。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpsuKHvfiC
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怎麼可以聽到聲音？340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQjUDTpAwp
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叮叮——叮叮——340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzsOxdG3LJV
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一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwzkIaCIkO
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累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FtTHpNHfe
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他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ720IlhAwx7
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他不想再追。很累……340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLi0DlIlQV
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叮叮——叮叮——340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpIdxZkXxr
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他，將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGi83CLrwDj
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電車似是擁有生命，生出無數觸手，向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同，是多麼的熱情親切，充滿期盼，彷彿在講：「來！快來！」340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYQMUA2v5r
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他咬咬牙，跑得更快，想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎？340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6XMWbBPYeZ
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉，但他堅信那是父母的手！340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUwbxAm4QY
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這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚！340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKsjTeSvDl
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父母都是自殺的，在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqSOtHiBRB4
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他接受不了。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfpublbxVq
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叮叮——叮叮——340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNouB1H1Y1
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電車準備靠站，他快要追到。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrIhvfbSvMq
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綠手開始氣化。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd38lZavTmg
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再努力亦枉然？一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEK4nx78du
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綠手在他眼前消散無痕。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPrF8dr9C1W
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他力竭倒地，哭得像個孩子。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqxOF92VagM
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叮叮——叮叮——340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNZG1ToQro
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電車靠站，乘客分道揚鑣，世界運轉如儀，沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAk1jXAC8DS
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緣盡。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡALcaIXhU33
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無謂執著。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr79ZFku17o
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忽爾澄明。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMSJQQLFhw4
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汗止，氣平，淚盡。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOkmISDUb4
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他重新站起來，拍拍褲管塵灰，抬頭挺胸走向電車站。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9toSgknHE
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排隊，付款，上車。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUDJYgNV8V
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如同其他乘客。340Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NOSVDZAdU
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如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。
