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（1）死466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYIoAg5pTIs
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他在梳化上猛然醒來。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKeexQwlkI
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電視仍然亮著，新聞報導員正在講述關於疫情的新聞和消息。內容千篇一律，悶人又煩人。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZEdlgb1j9
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他打個呵欠，伸個懶腰。雙掌使勁按壓梳化，借力撐起整個人，避免膝頭過份受力。許是在凹陷的梳化坐得太長時間，大腿和臀部均感到少許麻痺。不至於會跌倒的程度，但他下意識地一邊倚扶著傢具，一邊拖著腳步走向浴室。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmy5xfIXIib
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人老了，身體差了，動作遲緩了，連小便如此簡單和基本的本能也變得困難。甭提總是瞄不準便器，尿液還要是逐滴逐滴慢慢滴出來，彷彿要滴乾他的尊嚴。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdwR5TFJaI
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怎麼辦？可以怎麼辦？吹口哨吧。口吹曲子，耳邊響起熟悉的歌聲，心裡默唸自勵自欺的歌詞。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYNGukQETv
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莫再悲 莫再傷 遇到悲哀休誇張466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLigqOXcg8
誰亦要經風與浪 誰遇挫敗不受傷466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyN4ONiqzn
逝去的 莫再想 路正崎嶇更漫長466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA51PpUH2H1
何用嘆息風裏望 寶貴光陰笑著量466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqvXKJYeyq
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小便後，步出浴室，再次聽到報導員的沉悶腔調。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaVIKn2ZSbs
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抵不住。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXerf96WknG
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他決定到公園散步。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeO7b5y6zq5
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望望手錶，是上午十時半。難怪放眼所見多是上年紀的人。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVE03tqnu5
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好福氣的，或是三五成群談天說地，或是在家傭的攙扶下散步。福薄的，或是推著購物車奔波買餸，或是顫巍巍地被送上療養院的巴士。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtm0Qepmpj3
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自己有福氣嗎？托賴。能走能動能講能吃，與兒孫同住。雖偶有口角，卻也沒有特別煩心事。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZboBocKMk
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他知道自己該要感恩，奈何始終沒能衷心感謝上天。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLogMkqjgq4
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輕嘆一聲。繼續走。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnnQ6wYrEj
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7LBAM1nrq
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他不自已憶起亡妻……466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhJjnPok3N
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三年前的夏天，她在家跌倒，傷及腿部筋骨，自此總是步履不穩，走路時偶爾會突然腳軟跌倒。兒子勸她多休息，不要外出。她明白兒子苦心，奈何整天悶在家中令她心情抑鬱，精神越益差勁。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlkpONHNVO
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他偷偷帶她到公園散步散心。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMzaOmfSpi
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「我的腿康復不了，是嗎？」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLHD25sC7q
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「不是。你向來身體強健，這小小傷勢不是大問題。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡteDSI1B0NI
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「我何時可以痊癒？我想去探望朋友。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4pkTUDu9h
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「快了、快了。不用著急！」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxQ7gJIWPW3
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「即是何時？」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7hhen91dVK
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「下一個夏天。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvTZtsiKJI
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她幽幽回望，驚訝丈夫斬釘截鐵交出一個確實答案——醫生也不敢斷言她會否康復。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM4pyj8wI3J
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIctzjNpKC
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感動，明明眼前只有絕望。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1AzR2nEbp
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她的手忽爾不再無力，牢牢緊挽住丈夫的臂膀。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdwq9jJWQd
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奇蹟？希望？不。僅是信念，難以言喻的，難以理解的。他不是神、不是醫生、不是專業人士。他僅是一個脾氣古怪的躁狂糟老頭。但她就是相信他。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlp8Lw14GVB
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內心終於安定下來。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjevYh6oC9d
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她沒再糾結於健康問題，開始向丈夫講述她的未來夏日大計：「探望朋友前，我要先辦一件十分要緊的事——吃『菠蘿油』！」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGTcJqyEgh
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「但你的血糖……」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpw9pcT5PmP
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「我向來身體強健，這小小血糖問題不是大問題。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfM4rospA5z
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他會心一笑，笑她依舊貪吃如豬。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuFS5WDu93U
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下一個夏天到來。她的腿傷還是沒能康復，走路時拐得更嚴重。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7M5OdYlvH
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兒子送她一根拐杖。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1RZMRnMSFJ
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當晚，她躲在浴室裡啜泣。他沒有上前安慰，因為所有安慰說話都沒能扭轉衰老之勢，倒不如讓她盡情宣洩情緒。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ20FnbAwpJ
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她不知道，整個晚上，丈夫徹夜無眠，眼睜睜望著天花，細聽她的哭聲，細想她的未來。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWKORUok2m
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天亮，兒子和媳婦準時離家上班去。他送孫兒到學校後，馬上回家慫恿妻子一起外出逛街。「夏天嘛！當然要吃『菠蘿油』！」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMgzFXLZky
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妻子笑了，連忙穿上最漂亮的衣褲鞋襪，戴上最喜歡的髮夾，塗上最鮮色的紅唇膏。她沒有使用兒子送她的拐杖，因為丈夫就是世上最好的拐杖——依著他、靠著他，她安然走到今時今日的七十高齡。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloK9Od05Eg
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鐵路車站裡，人流如鯽，彷彿有股無形的強力水流在背後催促著。他懶理，繼續保持慢調，只知自己不僅是自己。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7Kgag3Jd7
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終於來到馳名的冰廳，二人各點一客「菠蘿油」。不好吃，亦不是回憶中的味道。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkL1Bs1eSrS
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不要緊，反正「菠蘿油」僅是一個名目而已。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNeZhU9wik
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夫婦相視而笑。笑甚麼，不知道，大概是完成了十分重要的事情吧。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9AGK0td2gy
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於願足矣。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQ2OuDATvN
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沒過幾天，還未開始探望朋友，她已於睡夢中悄然離世……466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRPokftl6lb
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公園裡，樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHmyoeF0sq
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他不動聲息，藏起思念，繼續開步走。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP7pXCohPWO
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總得走下去，不是嗎？466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfjmcnwPGa
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDVBHJMWsE
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走到涼亭，看見熟悉的棋友正在對弈。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqATfMNudeh
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棋局中，事事分明，步步無情。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuf1hO3SEmW
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他專注觀賽，全然忘記身後的樹影鳥蟲。
（2）病466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdX3kvThXA
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他在床上徐徐張眼。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEg1nW3y7O
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床褥太軟，腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5dmA2ursz
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暈眩冉退，目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者，他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8EkgL8XBh
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嗯。醫院。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIANgBL6TxU
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接受醫生的檢查，證實無恙後，獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄，已通知兒子和媳婦，只待他們前來接送。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZiTe5lytr
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醫生離開後，護士也去忙別的。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiD8b4NPTkS
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他呆坐床上，默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回，感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀，總得要到醫院走幾趟，實屬平常不過的事情，對吧？466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeGvpRF6Vg
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如他所料，兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJYdJHD2nAE
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱，熱昏了。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4dlukrPAxr
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「那就多待在家裡避暑，不要外出四處走動。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lvuwfIj0E
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「知道。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lNsM5L7Cs
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院，在街邊截下的士，直驅住所。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdNCs37Fa0
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車廂裡，二人不發一言，各自對著窗外景物發愣。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiuV6iuOor
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沒有怨氣或鬱結，只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuakHqCttBe
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdudFVlYQnF
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兒子倏忽開口，神色惘然。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbVwbDrQ27
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「我有末期肝癌，剩半年壽命。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9MgNu03Wt
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「她知道了沒？」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7sIO7IGAA
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「不打算告訴她。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfIE9sEzO3b
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療？」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICP8bCDkw7
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兒子笑而不語。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rr2fc6xoJ
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他愣住片刻，良久才道：「明白。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqVgKK8byb
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊，以示感謝。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SKVWLwKo8
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲，逕自到浴室洗澡去。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamRyYYeOBL
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蒸氣瀰漫，看得見，抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始，也抓不著終結。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYS7LGINUR4
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來，沒能選擇長大與否，沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛，沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死，全是沒能選擇的。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡedxsVwFaKm
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翌日，兒子和媳婦如常上班，孫兒如常上學，家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3NWD2wCQul
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他決定到公園走走。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9QtEga7zu
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGPHyZciHVX
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此樹是否去年那樹？此鳥是否去年那鳥？此蟲是否去年那蟲？要緊，不要緊。在意，沒能在意。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGAxm8jadzZ
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幽幽踏步，皆因內心焦躁。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdmbifhcYT
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來到涼亭，棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他，感到難過。他認為無論難過與否，該死的時候總得要死。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVFfKNbBOx
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全場一片默然。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBvdNrQLs7
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2b8lFXUf9e
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不要問為何。不要問感受。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNJucrO4JO
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSUrA0uiOs
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正午，他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午，孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦，他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間，一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上，被匆匆推送入急症室深處。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoEjGv7Shc
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS1g2vnxuPH
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站，然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久，醫生步出急症室，宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKCX8nox0R
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluxA1RaYlN
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然，皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDOUrER08JO
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「爺爺，很熱啊！」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3q7G5QLvJd
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「嗯。」對於眼前一切，他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZbN4M4moo
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晚餐後，兒子在露台抽菸，媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子，五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟，此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9RSDuosGQf
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跳跳跳，有節奏地跳個不停，像心臟。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNelKVhR7h
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心臟停止跳動當刻，棋友有何感受？掛念未完的棋局？掛念急症室外的男女親友？466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYdPKz34pO
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他的目光不期然瞄向露台，看著兒子呼出個個煙圈，圈圈復圈圈，冉升消散不復見。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQltqwBAeLa
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不復見。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNQMkeEEwt
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他莫名的被深深憾動。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWHNLTpUMS
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走到兒子身邊，告知棋友的死訊。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡusKFccsWmO
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毋須明言，兒子已猜測到他的用意。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyIKGM5wYd
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「我不怕死。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0D044f0lge
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕，只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTabGzvkPxl
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「你有沒有想要完成的事？」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sya0O6STe
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「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhamsh4irY
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「她的叮囑？」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwil491iig
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「不。她離開得太突然，我沒機會問她，只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmujUdhHzyK
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「別傻！她不願看見你耿耿於懷！」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LqalO1vQE
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「她沒這麼說。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8MTUbNiCV
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兒子苦笑，笑他彆扭。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡifePC2Kx4d
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再次不了了之？他以為是，直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSo1ufKtiMi
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無論大家怎樣勸說，兒子依然不願接受治療，堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FcNTTXgpc
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半年後，兒子沒死去。一年後，兒子仍活著。三年半後，兒子依然沒斷氣。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09lr2XmTLw
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問何解。醫生說原因不明，但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSt38ObFeE
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離開醫院、歸家路上，兒子和他拐到公園散步去。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxdoY6ICN3y
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSL6PVbkVd
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「你多活了三年半。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3k2S31pOuL
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YwgZRiK5Z
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「想繼續吃？」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqpwTbwg67
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeE2xyytej
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒，希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子，在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後，才重回職場繼續拼搏。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHalDIKOaCz
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他為兒子衷心高興著，亦感謝上蒼的好生之德，沒有帶走……466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNfRmxxypX
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兒子呢？466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMvqQZc9FK
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悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSk5JmwGvt
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啊！記起來了。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEXVXhVkwv
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外，下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊，沒能重回職場，沒能享受期待已久的夏日。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡge38I4eITh
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果然。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEELhaUSc1
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC8ca6TELbZ
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中，他繼續走。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmPdDXVe7HN
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。
（3）老466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEJyZYcbkLH
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他在搖搖椅上猛然醒來。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKkFwD8k7j9
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望望掛鐘，七時半。該要喚醒孫兒。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6nZx16fwg
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輕敲孫兒房門，不聞回應。推門內進，不見孫兒身影。房內枱櫃床鋪依舊，掛牆照片卻變了樣——相中人稚嫩不再，五官英氣。他頓時意會到孫兒早已不再是黏人的小孩子，不需要他的照顧。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoGya44LoS
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若有所失。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2vHOtUAns
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到公園散心吧。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7W2iXg2LA
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJWCgL3wSa
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憶起跟妻子慢步於蟲鳴之中，憶起與兒子傻傻追尋鳥叫源頭，憶起和孫兒偷偷在樹身刻字。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeODJ1rWe0
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離開緩步徑，闖入樹林。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPPNbAf4B3
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找樹。找到那樹。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRsd6wZ2T7
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不，不是它——因著樹身變得粗壯，刻記模糊難辨。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmaXmUJapGJ
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此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDUldBXbv18
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxzthno8wr
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不願意。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzhEym2gcO
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想逃。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBRvgaT6Hh
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逃！466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjk9pRQWRiV
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逃出樹林。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisiyhCmS8q
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彷如隔世。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡli5i08gueR
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陽光刺眼，氣溫熬人。不是回憶裡的現實。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaQRQdIb4zi
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倏忽忘了路，忘了如何走下去……466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFxc7vV2QB
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一青年步入警署。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3V9Gax8CY
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「你是誰？」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4olvL5dvwt
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「我是你的孫兒。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmyiMxEuTII
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「嗯……」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjOXiM1MVI
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「爺爺，回家吧。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Ivvb4eDz7
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「嗯……」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEX7ZtnX4GV
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家。他在搖搖椅上搖著、搖著，天花燈在眼前晃著、晃著，孫兒在廚房裡頭忙著、忙著。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU3tn9n25MQ
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一切近在眼前，卻又無比遙遠。反觀那些遠在天邊的，竟顯得如此接近。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaJlmIa406
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是否忘記了甚麼？466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5H5bGchCKU
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目光無意間落在緊閉的主人房房門上——何解兒子沒有一起吃午餐？466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMW7K0yOn3m
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輕敲主人房房門，不聞回應。欲推門內進，卻發現房門上鎖——自己被兒子嫌棄了嗎？466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMPEZuErWi
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激動。拍拍拍，踢踢踢，吵吵吵。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04kdKf52F8
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「快開門！我要跟你聊天！快開門！來！快開門！」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLKpFhIhUg
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孫兒應聲衝出廚房，上前阻止他吵鬧。拍門的手轉而搥打孫兒。孫兒逆來順受，硬生生吃痛。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaiwgkRCYlr
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「爸爸不在房間裡。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGbSBNGnch
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「你騙我！他一定在裡面！」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDwjFLtIm5
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「爺爺，你看看掛鐘——爸爸尚未下班，還在公司。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ76RI5iDrm9
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未下班？在公司？他瞄向掛鐘——的確未到兒子下班時間。可是總覺得有甚麼不對勁……466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgBDrjbMZ4P
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見他愣住，孫兒馬上抓緊時機分散他的注意力：「爺爺，不如一起到公園散步。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJMT4o40Oe
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1OvOqUQTuh
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他享受沿路的樹影鳥蟲，孫兒只著眼於面前的佝僂身影——希望他忘記剛才的亂局吧，那就不用向他解釋家庭現況……466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZajs5oyVUi
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爸爸癱瘓後，媽媽獨力扛起家庭重擔。數年以來，乳臭未乾的孩子、癱瘓的丈夫、腦部日漸退化的家翁以及工作壓力狠狠將她壓垮。她捱不下去，離家出走。爸爸難以接受愛妻的絕情，一直鬱鬱寡歡。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hglhHGTIt
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某個深夜，忽聞爺爺自言自語。起床查探，驚見爺爺對著垂頭不動的爸爸侃侃而談。窗戶半掩，冷風吹得爸爸頭髮凌亂，臉色慘白。滿房遍地都是涼透的菸屁股。淡淡的菸味在鼻腔彌留不散，卻偏偏嗅不出半絲生命的氣息……466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNavUbUFBZj
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8tEbWNe8B
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「不用發愁啊！」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8RbBeGQ9M
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「對！我就是擔心考試成績！」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzTvk03yVY
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「傻孩子！考試只是人生的一小部份，毋須將成績看得過份重要！」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zRM1aMan9
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「嗯，我知道了……」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJe18mmHbc
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孫兒唯唯諾諾，以假笑作結。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsn3VDns0ts
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結伴走了又一段路。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡig9xrojGmY
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他望望孫兒——像曾經的兒子，也像曾經的他。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLP0jHwGmy
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憶起關於兒子的一切，憶起關於自己的一切。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyScPTu24MT
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希望孫身兒能夠好好活下去，活得比兒子好，活得比他好。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOEjSMvZKYE
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絕不能重覆亡妻與兒子的錯誤，留下一堆永遠沒解的執著予孫兒。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ssc77vVaN
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBexGGlyzMy
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「不用發愁啊！」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDEThEkvoyX
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「爺爺放心！考試而已，難不倒我！」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK0VcGUU1dR
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「對於考試也好、爺爺也好，如果你累了，就乾脆放下吧！」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZMupTddeU
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他淡然一笑，笑孫兒長高長肉不長大。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8UlxqBDYi
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孫兒傻了眼——他是真瘋或是假傻？466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFAjkDwtRd
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沒待孫兒辨清真假，他已然幽幽踏步開步走。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsy3N7gBaJV
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孫兒沒有追上。知道自己該要追上，但雙腳偏偏誠實地佇立原地——多麼希望爺爺可以從此消失。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjVsT862N0D
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佝僂身影幽幽遠去，沒入婆娑樹影當中不復見。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ZPbmkNntl
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鳥繼續叫，蟲繼續鳴，不過往後的夏天從此走了調。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgcYrX45VH6
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沒有在意的人，沒有在意自己的人，無論願意不願意。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TgrsnJPJf
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。慢慢記起很多，慢慢忘記很多。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlHsBAFCRL6
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忘記為何自己會獨自一人走在樹林當中。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnbPDEUvzr
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找樹？找不到那樹。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡObcLzhSSW3
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此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRt1y8cQPp
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewpwJoW4Ei
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願意。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1otHdxUYK
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無謂白花力氣去逃避。無人能夠逃過生老病死。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ewWVEM6Ma
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身累，心累。就此停下來，可以嗎……466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6f95fjZRps
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一青年步入醫院。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPO4FOTrUp
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「你是誰？」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZR2jdpHF3a
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「我是你的孫兒。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJLEetpwPL
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「嗯……」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT37yg2SNbr
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「爺爺，回家吧。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZYuF354f3
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「嗯……」
（4）生466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzNoWkJG1bv
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他在輪椅上猛然醒來。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hyS6UXOtW
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAN3DHy5AJE
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爺孫二人身處公園大道上。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYQ3s9JYEp
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「口渴嗎？來，喝些許清水吧！」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ518x10loV1
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孫兒停步，從背囊掏出保溫水壺，欠身將插於壺嘴的飲管置於他雙唇之間。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KDI3Z6WB6
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他沒有吸吮。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoVDqLnocfJ
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孫兒保持這姿勢好一會，惟見他沒反應，也只好收起水壺。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gUQUxDyt6
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罷。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxQ9bm3IDv
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoKcdMxSqv
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他覺得這地方很眼熟，卻又苦苦想不起更多關於這地方的回憶。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv2lv5js1vl
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不要緊。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbb8uyPcJ3
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反正該是不重要的事情——自己寶刀未老，才未糊塗得忘記重要事情。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZLGQZLjmn
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他仍是那個身體健康的他，每天為養活妻兒勞碌奔波。妻子貪吃，尤愛「菠蘿油」，於是他偶爾會帶她到冰廳享用下午茶。兒子是個單純正直的小孩，深信「一分耕耘，一分收穫」，於是他一直暗暗為兒子籌謀、護航……他很自豪，自覺是個好丈夫、好爸爸。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS9qe8RpfSX
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嘴角輕揚。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BvzG8dMLA
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那抹難以察覺的微笑僅維持了三秒。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6D0YpN2tJc
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三秒後，他忘記了前三秒的快樂，正如他忘記了大半生的重要人事物。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIefhJLTF14
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要緊的，不再要緊。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKlqX4ppIC
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罷。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaO0Hx8224
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdW0AfD88C4
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循著鳥蟲之聲，他的眼珠子微微往上瞄。葉間隙縫的陽光誘人卻刺眼。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqcfD7a5r0
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輪椅一直前進，映入眼簾的紛亂光影不斷交替、退去、消失。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwclMVVSmPV
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在最後的最後，他眼前只餘一盞佇立於公園外的交通燈。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOATgLUof8
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紅燈。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOR5WiBPXFX
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「爺爺，這可能是我們最後一次一起逛公園。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh7fRytEPfI
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孫兒彷彿自言自語。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKKVxOkZek
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綠燈。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqe4GFlnaJ
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孫兒沒有開步走。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBlAeF4nUE
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紅燈。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpiLxSKiwk
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「爺爺，我日後會盡量抽時間去探望你。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXIiWiBnCFF
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孫兒彷彿對空氣許下諾言。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtnrxxHyA63
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綠燈。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCw5cOPve8q
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孫兒仍然沒有開步走。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqEd5HVHtJH
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紅燈。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOljtmYiSOu
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「爺爺，你會怪責我嗎？」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoNgnOiGe1
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孫兒問空氣，縱使知道空氣沒能回應。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7vtGHpKQK
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綠燈。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYR5HVXL7U
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「爺爺，放心。我會努力繼續走。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaWcZLxnQB
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孫兒抿抿雙唇，藏起憂思，推著輪椅開步走。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gW2It5oOV
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總得走下去，不是嗎？不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ULI1LxEAS
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這是從他身上學懂的。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2X94Cx6bA
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一生受用。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmgqUOODELI
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「爺爺，謝謝你。」466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9P2QtdU55
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孫兒的話猶如耳邊風，進不了他的耳，到不了他的心。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugNCsgTVmD
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要緊的，其實不要緊。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnn8GjdccZq
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罷。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExY8kywUfc
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他被送上安老院專車。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEee3m49RD
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車窗外，無光街燈迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgzCKRO33N
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腦海裡，無數樹影鳥蟲交替、退去、消失。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6IkRldllGc
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他被動地遠離昔日一切。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZ0zgVsnei
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要緊的，不再要緊。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPyG2DxdFGv
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他克盡己任，沒有遺憾。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQlDyp9SPF
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他忘記前塵，沒有執著。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutL0iJwr3g
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有如被踐踏的梳化，有如被點燃的香菸，有如被吞吃的「菠蘿油」。466Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkuBsXGR7c
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毫不在意未來的每個夏日。
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***創作概念：人生四苦——生老病死——免不了，唯有盡量好好面對和處理，令苦痛時間減短。人到晚年，對四苦感受尤深。死，可以由身邊同輩身上深切體會到；病，也許是身體發出的一個警號，提醒你要珍惜光陰和重要的人事物；老，可說是身體的老去，也可以說是精神上的成長；生，沒有永恆的生命，只得將自身的經驗和知識傳承予後代。好好面對和處理四苦，是其中一種令生命變得圓滿和有意義的方法。
