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我是一座雪櫃，天生性格冷漠，有意無意冷待每個來者。嗯……這種說法不準確，對我不甚公平：每個被放置入我體內的來者本來就不需要熱情招待。它們要不垂死，要不已死。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6voM98GRXU
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某天，主人往我身塞入一頭巨型活物。這是我首次看見主人以外、生命力旺盛的活物。我霎時沒能釐清眼前到底是甚麼狀況，本能地順應天性，乖乖張開肚皮，配合主人行動。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZH8gW3vcp
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活物拼命掙扎，奈何最終敵不過強大的主人。牠在我體內悲泣不止，我聽而不聞，默不作聲。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡColehTGOJl
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一星期過去，主人仍沒有放走活物。我感到奇怪：主人從未試過冷藏任何物體超過一星期。這活物到底有何特別？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO94cdYvuqY
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我偷偷仔細觀察牠——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUjnFPivEFZ
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「有話直言。別偷瞄偷瞥，這令我感到被冒犯。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiTJaXZcPD
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「你是誰？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDghMIez19
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「長頸鹿。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PkKxOyhKN
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「甚麼？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAAEoezJu3
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「長——頸——鹿——」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmj4mp2k8qq
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她的不善語氣充份表達出不耐煩。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzunnmIXOM1
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我沒再多話，無謂自討苦吃。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhJ5lEoVHe
沉默維持多日，首先耐不住死寂的是長頸鹿：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhK5622WjyH
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「雪櫃。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHXkqSRCAnt
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「我知道你是雪櫃，所以我問的是你的『名字』。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlR9fl1U7no
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdPZWPvbzc
我深思數秒，恥感莫名生起：「我的機身編號貼在背板上。你有本事就自己往外頭看吧！」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC4xNNigEtq
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「你明知我沒能逃脫！」長頸鹿生氣咆哮。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfz10cMoLbX
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpJFLZSORVD
「別講成是我主動囚禁你——我也是被迫的！我恨不得馬上趕走你！你知道你把我撐得多痛嗎？」我按捺不住，將連日不愉快情緒發洩出來。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJK7m9rYiWg
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長頸鹿沒馬上回嘴。我以為牠在生悶氣，誰料牠竟報以淒涼啜泣聲。我不知所措：沒有遇過這種情況、這種外剛內柔的活物。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vjiTt6Lw1
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又是一陣熬人的寂靜。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXF91uxS3pe
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事實上，我並沒有閒著，不斷在腦海反覆排練如何展開對話而不令長頸鹿感到難過。但無論我內心如何躁動，在長頸鹿眼中我仍是沉默如常，牠仍是率先打開話題的一個。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbBedR3Fte
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「抱歉撐痛了你。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLziurjWXo
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「毋須抱歉——你根本無法選擇。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBTAqTvqb0S
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「如可選擇，我會回到我的故鄉去。那是一片廣闊的草原，有和藹可親的同伴、好吃的新鮮樹葉、熾熱耀眼的陽光和帶有草原氣息的涼風。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0UeFh1A1C
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「我知道甚麼是『同伴』、『樹葉』、『陽光』、『涼風』，但我想像不到這些東西湊合在一起會是何樣光景。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbMaf6HANH
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfRSSOsotv
「美好的，幸福的，快樂的。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuXtRIqYrZ
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeK1P9w16Zg
「我希望自己有幸能夠親身體驗。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXjW6awubT
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「如可離開這鬼地方，我定會帶你去草原。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglmQtLLDlc
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「噢！謝謝你！」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjndLBnhqN
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長頸鹿告訴我很多關於草原的事情，聽得我如癡如醉。惟牠問及我的故鄉時，我卻支吾帶過：冷冰冰的工廠，不值一哂。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mx5B3cm55
我著實不理解自己的心態：明明長頸鹿把我撐痛，四個蹄印深陷我身內壁，但我偏偏習慣了牠的存在。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDekyjbDW1B
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPksvlajsTS
我討厭這種感覺——我彷彿不再完整，不得不依附牠這外物。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNWkm87z2w
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3BjatsSuv
我故意減少與長頸鹿的交流。牠很快就察覺異樣，問是否牠說錯話惹我生氣。看牠眼水汪汪，我不忍撒謊推卸責任，坦言對牠存有心理依賴。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGtF1rh8hpX
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzhyei0gtGr
「那的確不是好事情。」長頸鹿幽幽回應。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLYCum89K3
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7eTSsnqjB
沉默再次維持好一段日子，久遠得我開始懷疑自己不曾與長頸鹿交談過：那些快樂心動時刻不過我的妄想。迷惘之時，一道光打破我的思緒——廚房燈亮起，主人來了。他哼著輕快童謠往我走來，打開我的肚皮，手勢純熟拉著長頸鹿的腿往外抽拉。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhoZzcLm6aH
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42CkJC1lyh
長頸鹿拼命掙扎，如牠剛來之時。奈何牠被雪藏多日，加上未曾進食和補充水份，體力明顯遠遜從前。不消數分鐘，勝負已分。被拖離我身的一刻，牠使盡最後一口氣對我笑著說：「我的名字是『芝華芙』。」說罷，牠雙眼反白，四蹄無力，軟癱在地。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhBBKmX3Ta
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主人輕蔑一笑，將芝華芙拖離廚房。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnX2zPr59x
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就這樣？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaRhoXLzkH
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芝華芙就這樣徹底離開了我？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjpYvqkt4J
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIP29mgk0Ly
太突然！我接受不來！564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuXauFt3wO
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無能無力無奈之感頃刻間壓垮我。我沒法專心工作，偶爾發出奇怪哀嘆聲，時而失神鬆開肚皮。主人為我更換零件及添加「雪種」。他說雪種能助我平服心情，回到當初那種對世界漠然的狀態。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAPDsQkULL
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「冷淡漠然，孰好孰壞？」我問主人。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7nwyQRSX5z
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8Ha0G4jI4
「視乎你的承受能力。」主人淡然說。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1PiEqLgfgZ
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Cf5oURQ0a
「我不肯定自己是否承受得來。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgPTthk9it
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「那就別去嘗試。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveH14g8yx1
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我的世界重歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時亦失去其他情感。整個腦袋空白空虛空洞。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrryXddpvwz
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心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得迷惘。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAXkkLHwlw
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGOLrqr2Z5p
生活順利嗎？順利得乏味。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WNgqIwOhx
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偶爾憶起芝華芙口中的草原——獵豹捕獵時的速度與狠勁，大象與小象的深情對望，白犀牛與黑犀牛的異同，日落的壯麗與宏偉……當初我聽得癡醉，如今索然無味。因為我的心態不同了，抑或是令我著迷的並非草原，而是興高采烈描述草原的芝華芙？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoaDKxEwBL
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也許是。也許不是。無從考究。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSOF8TQn0Pr
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繼續冷漠，繼續空洞。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3UlxP1Lxw
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繼續迷惘，繼續乏味。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMYSBShvZ9w
主人又帶來一頭巨物。牠的個子沒有長頸鹿那麼高佻，看來比較肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子，模樣怪趣。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2HwJesFYa
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以為主人和巨物會有一場惡鬥，誰料巨物非單沒有絲毫掙扎之意，甚至乖乖依循主人指令走入我體內。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6biRtRTQ8m
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「你好。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfkDkn1oIa
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我沒有搭理牠。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56L2YcVkH1
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「我是一頭象，名叫『埃妮芬』。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1YWr5pfOU4
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牠不察覺我的沉默，繼續興致勃勃自我介紹。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzGr6r7dcVq
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「我今年六歲，懂得用鼻噴水。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqyefP0Yrn2
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「請你放心，我不會在你體內噴水——我知道水對你身體有害。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBZ8Vdag0O
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「這對彎彎的白色東西不是角，是牙。很多人類都說我的牙長得很好看，鐵定價值連城……」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡycSj9H1IRe
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我敢不住白了埃妮芬一眼——牠真的很煩！564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngQSkTqmh8
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LGioFwU7U
但我保持沉默，不欲跟牠有無謂交流。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXZVf6vf3US
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7gUZbApEe
夜深，埃妮芬倦極入睡。我望著牠的睡相，驀地憶起芝華芙，平靜的心緒再度泛起漣漪。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLastZlOAQk
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芝華芙留給我的最後一句話就是牠的名字。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtvg8WTN6Cg
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WRyUeAnCG
在生死關頭，牠想要留給世界的就只有牠的名字。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMDdrnRMyR
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牠的名字——芝華芙——令牠成為獨一無二的存在。芝華芙是長頸鹿，芝華芙是草原，芝華芙是美好、幸福、快樂。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLtQ2tLVFv
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芝華芙曾問及我的名字，我當刻無法告訴牠。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisZ0TXYD9Q
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5Yv6gOVN1
不知道牠會否認為我是一個獨一無二的雪櫃？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61nVEWy6MR
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoatMwhEnJ
如果有幸再見芝華芙一面，我會問牠這個問題。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFyyFwrpPA
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Jgx4jGQYc
翌日，埃妮芬在我體內打了個長長的呵欠，睡意難消。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThbRnM7Rbh
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZLbqcjlDf
「很冷呢！我很想繼續睡……」牠將自身的慵懶歸咎於我。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdRkZfrONjR
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7G8ZCKAyZo
「你家和暖嗎？」我靈機一觸，藉此打開話題。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwDMraJ1Qb
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「我家簡直熱得要命！」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcgT48mKNH
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「你家在哪？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3s55KimZtU
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「草原。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzBRc43mXA
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「你認識名叫『芝華芙』的長頸鹿嗎？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRK3HU00Bw
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbd6NbNnWR
「認識。東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfJTJGL9Uc
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7MSL9KzDNN
「甚麼？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPcRZjeYmO
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「東面有兩頭，南面有三頭，北面有一頭。西面沒有。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuAEoiWvIpm
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUVnYJS5RR
「你的意思是……有六頭……『芝華芙』？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AabvEPiXj
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡybsjTXzkkK
「對啊！『芝華芙』是長頸鹿群內一個極為普遍的名字。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡctDuDexpDT
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我無語，感覺體內似乎有甚麼零件無故鬆脫了，混身不自然。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3F2P05B9eD
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「咦？不知怎地，突然覺得很熱呢！」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHxNtSJ4qw
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我沒理睬牠，需要空間時間去整理思緒，不然會被那種莫名生起的空洞感覺壓垮。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2a4Sgq2Lmo
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「很熱呀！快放我出去！」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CRKirymZb
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILtJIPD9K9
埃妮芬淒厲呼救，不自控拼命蹬腳踢腿。我無視劇痛，故意緊閉肚皮——我需要一些甚麼留在我體內，減低空洞感。所以不管對方是甚麼、代價是甚麼、後果是甚麼，我都要把它留在體內。湊巧此刻在我體內的正是埃妮芬。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPnq5jeCbVs
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「呀——救命！呀！救命！」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi58cnqXx3i
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUX9hySrcZe
埃妮芬力大無窮，終究踢開我的肚皮，離開我的身體，卷縮廚房一角，啜泣喊痛，以冒煙的長鼻輕撫焦黑脫皮的粗壯大腿。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdictWJZfKB
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQbLhbUjxu9
陣陣烤肉香氣自埃妮芬身上飄來。我迷迷糊糊往埃妮芬望去——我知道自己傷害了埃妮芬，有丁點兒歉疚，但僅是「丁點兒」而已，沒能再添。是命運的錯！命運讓我遇上芝華芙，在我習慣牠以後突然帶走牠，導致我失常失控。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xDdKaois7
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嗯……不得不承認，那「丁點兒」在我將責任推卸予世界和命運當刻已然耗盡。我不打算向埃妮芬道歉，甚至認為牠活該如此。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9OrxELaUn
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡONR6YLH67J
埃妮芬以盈盈淚眼楚楚可憐望向我。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpWHKjx8534
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdc4kaHhOy
我報以幽幽微笑。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY4D4mDio9u
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她先是一愣，然後停止抽泣，莞爾一笑。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTLKqtM8F1
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZbp9zmAlB
「笑甚麼？」我不悅。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRQG3voNEy
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28vUALwQaL
「只能笑喔。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQKsQp3GhBO
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkc352drJp
「何解？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9KjheIpaYz
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「我哭累了。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKR2G28Yb70
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡroOOgvIhs6
我被她的天真無邪逗笑了，笑得開懷。我告訴她，主人在廚房某高櫃內置有一個急救箱，內有藥物，適用於處理火燒灼傷之類的創傷。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3z4cO60fe
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeIbJCNdIg
誰料這埃妮芬有夠笨的。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsOEXyvjNj
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgVRpiyGRg
「熱壞了的，不是把它重新冷卻就可以？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkeE9jZxvg4
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqM9emsxyd6
「你打算怎樣處理？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9J1YQJZCv
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VxYqIcwih
「回到你身體裡去喔！」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡag108G5F9F
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhJEtVVq00
我乖乖打開肚皮，示意埃妮芬進來。她嬌羞一笑，低頭卷身步進。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMh8JicEcPM
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIs5iAXvdLp
像嬰孩。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYwDZHWjE9
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUB6PeKgeoh
我全身運力，使勁製冷，給埃妮芬營造出一個舒適環境。沒過多久，埃妮芬忘卻痛楚，睡酣夢甜。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWxsVqn3YGs
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1v3LrCvYd
心境寧靜嗎？寧靜得寧靜。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG91KrJcRPF
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64ReqszCCf
生活順利嗎？順利得順利。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr02P9y33xu
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毋須考究，毋須懷疑，毋須揣測。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQKlpILjUe
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJJnQm3nxzp
踏實。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlzA2Vb0vt
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安全感。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdiddlJx2KS
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不就是如此簡單而難得嗎？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFzRRiDhvx
由於經歷錯過芝華芙一事，我才懂得格外珍惜懷裡的埃妮芬。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfiKMwNakt
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPoMjzkqA64
我溫柔向她述說昔日點點，關於主人，關於廚房，關於草原，關於芝華芙。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SN6KzXND6
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ679VS8LHeM
「關於我的呢？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1krOPLWiC
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSy1PIUvHST
「現在開始記錄。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyxMTBxHNF
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5rER5Cybm
埃妮芬嘻嘻傻笑。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwvPgkr4V25
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoNvNTx2rs7
我侃侃而談。講得多，說得深入，把心肝脾肺腎都掏給她。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qUjKP7VdY
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHlg8r6hem
若問是否擔心埃妮芬會步芝華芙後塵、在毫無示警之下離開我的生命，坦白而言，我是擔心的。同時我亦知道，無論我是認真或是輕率對待埃妮芬，結果終究一樣——命運不會因為我的態度而改變，一切早已註定——要離開的，終歸會離開。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxEv3pIYe7F
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRk5S4vlRV
我唯一可以做到的就是盡興，就是讓埃妮芬了解我的心意，令她快樂，令她幸福。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ONJ7N8DiE
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0k8L79Z4AW
情理之內、意料之外，殘酷的一天來臨了。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuMAVBTxvQ
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkJGa3K1H6
主人現身。像帶走芝華芙那樣帶走埃妮芬。先是抓住她的腿，猛力往外一扯，埃妮芬連連喊痛。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE65ghJcNlc
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3JeCq2wGTj
以為埃妮芬會順從如初，乖乖聽主人的命令離開我，誰料她說不捨，她說愛我，她說不要離開我。乖巧的她因而被冠以頑劣之名，順從的她因而被冠以反叛之名，無邪的她因而被建議冠以惡魔之名。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUQuebbU81
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfizJRVJxJc
我竭力合上我的肚皮，不讓主人輕易將埃妮芬帶走。可恨主人偏偏就是奸狡的人類，假意為埃妮芬療傷，勸我敞開肚皮。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXftlOHrnoN
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uYIeNmMHI
理智告訴我，主人在說謊，但我還是傾向相信他，因為他是我的主人，年月早已令我習慣他、相信他、服從他。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkFsTEuzXE
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmbM3sH0xX
肚皮大開，埃妮芬被帶走。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDy6Tv3Vxl
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfr71Ruln3
臨別一刻，埃妮芬大聲喊嚷：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBI0ZUsg6Z
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMSX04bzXI
不復見。埃妮芬的身影永不復見。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtS7TVYHpDe
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkIIW45PYo1
留下來的只有沓沓餘音——SOUL1314。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxMWwl6sLe
SOUL1314？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAsfK5OPz1
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEeqYO6Uhat
我的名字？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyFjryZVoEk
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBRcUvXshvy
在我額前？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kaP9XzH0r
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrY8KblDU55
怎麼我不曾察覺？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFaFrGTwQj
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhl7LUwpLFR
主人再次到來，為我添加雪種。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqU6qN86F6c
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCy5cqJjku
我問主人：「我的名字在我額前？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Qc97Q498G
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡonQoOvy7aV
主人答：「是的。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoxDoqpVKZ
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTja1BqFClM
「怎麼和我之前被告知的不一樣？工廠告訴我，我的機身編號被貼在背後。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cpaKlGPm0
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1WqRQ774U3
「工廠必須這樣告訴你，否則世界無法運行有序。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ276Xdkf1P7
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTAeJrlhZL
「這是欺騙。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcxr2iv1eK
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bOLBc5F2R
「別只怪責工廠——你有沒有嘗試去找找看？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeReTitgIu
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAaYNsisByu
「沒有。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZnVQyeXlE
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6rLhvjuWUZ
「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。世間險惡，人人自顧不暇，盡力為你是情，不盡力為你是理。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2KHn1Uxelv
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFnAnbDNpx
我無言以對。恨不來，亦釋懷不了。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCMNsrrSDA
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQUJFMAZQ3
無所依靠，無所適從。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJD69vRtSgD
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWhhRD2KzM
不論是誰，來吧！請帶領我、引導我！564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7T7ROmBM6m
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JWzPHHd4J
埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPY8C184bPY
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJKStgOhaE
真的嗎？我渴求的真相早已示現眼前，只怪我不曾嘗試細看？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUG7yaHwEh6
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡczgIVXLYdw
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeciJKxyqv
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHd6lv3Blh
我也想要知道自己的名字。那會令我成為獨一無二的存在。即便在工廠以倒模形式生產出來，即便世上有數以億計同樣的雪櫃，我仍可憑藉那名字而變得獨特。多麼吸引！多麼令我振奮！564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8A7XiOsprb
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywct4SaJf9
主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEO6ElhIUWu
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPu8ZSR5vM
我忍不住反駁：「盡力又如何？可以改變甚麼？難道你會因為我的改變而留下芝華芙及埃妮芬？」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVI9mOl0V9
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZCoXYFUlm
「誰能斷言？」主人、芝華芙、埃妮芬齊齊放聲大笑，笑得震顫，顫成碎末，隨風消散。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiI6IXaJKzQ
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPwCMcTMww
剩下的只有我。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPSEukmud2
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJljccyR4hv
空白空虛空洞的我。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbsBp2D0Hf
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQ3q8z1hK1
神智不清的我。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgy5CHuQvXW
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcSvLbmv6Qx
思緒紊亂的我。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVFa9eOCsD
「主人，早安。」我說。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLamHmasXM1
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTbJPDMViG
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話，逕自將多盒經已包裝的肉類存放在我體內。我沒趣的瞄瞄那些包裝肉，赫見盒上印有「長頸鹿」、「獅子」、「豹」、「象」、「犀牛」之類的字眼。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNSzvRky0k
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFTagbTRalA
「埃妮芬和芝華芙到哪兒去了？」我心頭一涼。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVBr7qLFBW
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrk2F8RcCD
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡux9Z8T0bdb
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfxQdCmgRJ
「主人，求求你！求你回答我！」我苦苦哀求。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuoe2d92jbk
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡunn7lIYZoQ
主人沒有搭理我，彷彿不曾聽到我的話。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMeSzuLKD8X
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWG9aWoSoP
恨意油然而生——我乖乖侍奉多年，怎麼你毫不在意我感受？564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRS6H5qysvf
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4ZtUfuZD5
身體失控作響，零件脫落，主人連忙取來工具為我修理。待主人鑽進我身，全神貫注於作響位置時，我猛力合上肚皮，全力製冷，無視主人掙扎呼救之聲。不消十分鐘，我體溫已下降至攝氏零下五十度，主人失去生命體徵的同時我開始冷靜下來。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLvXpTjK29
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNxU8VBvN8
我失去一切。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSoY3ZjgP91
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuivmtn0oxo
芝華芙、埃妮芬、主人，統統不復存在。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCyAWlQQx0
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2w4q5wsPqC
空白，空虛，空洞。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3PCRbDQE6
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBitbMbVWhM
埃妮芬的身影浮現眼前：「你的名字刻在你額前——SOUL1314。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3KrfTxyeU
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjN0lNqtPwa
芝華芙的身影浮現眼前：「你還未告訴我你的名字。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE5bIJcRt4G
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjaFCruXoz6
主人的身影浮現眼前：「你該要怪責沒有盡力的你，而非沒有為你盡力的他人。」564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOh6JvNobK
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoW4eJmcYI
對啊！我該要怪責自己，我連自己的名字也不曾盡力搞清楚。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnZgAcJ3Cv
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0eHQE2DBtT
死意已決。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaEIevja0l
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvr7oRsJIr8
電源線與牆身插座之間隨即冒出一縷輕煙。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkgy8DUaUG
我沒有重量，飄浮半空，默默望向地面上的一個雪櫃。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUDJylA1pv
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjROlwhZsQJ
晝白夜黑，夜黑晝白。白黑白黑，黑白黑白。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWg0pxEQKgQ
564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fJsh6WAwV
時間流逝，惡臭傳出。眾人破門而入，在雪櫃內發現男人屍體。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRfckEwEip
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屍體被帶往西方，雪櫃被帶往東面，永不復見。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJMUQngFA7
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有人將雪櫃分拆檢查。不明白何以它能突破機件極限去到攝氏零下五十度低溫，不明白為何雪櫃內壁有多個動物蹄印，不明白何解男人沒能踢開雪櫃門逃走。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0EyGz36Qw
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那人對雪櫃著迷，沒有在工作完成後按既定程序處理它，反是偷偷將雪櫃運回家中，向妻子展示炫耀。妻子嫌它邪門，在他不在家時把雪櫃賣予收破爛的。那收破爛的又將雪櫃轉售。輾輾轉轉，雪櫃跟著數十輛舊車和其他舊電器被賣往遙遠的地方。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbeyRRvEPk
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到埗後，舊車被送往別處，雪櫃和其他舊電器登上大車直往市集。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP438B48xlK
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有人買它回家。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLUTgzrkB00
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他媽罵他怎麼買雪櫃，電費不便宜。他塞他媽入雪櫃內，直至她沒能繼續罵。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6FdWlFYjRU
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa9s4iIdTYN
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某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭模樣怪趣的活物——個子肥胖笨重，配上一雙扇形大耳和一條粗長鼻子。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——象。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgsDu98JPg
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCjSAD6jWk
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某天，他往雪櫃塞入一頭長相奇怪的活物——修長四腿，頭頂兩角，大眼長睫，短毛遍體，最奪目的莫過於那不合比例的長頸。多麼眼熟的身影，但我想不起在哪兒見過。我看著活物被活活凍死、抽出雪櫃、分屍切割、入盒包裝。我瞥見包裝上的標籤——長頸鹿。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzMFy48FcS2
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這情況似曾相識，但我想不起在哪兒見過。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pOzUgvvUI
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我似乎忘記了很多重要人事物，但我真的無法憶起半點往事。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurynA2T1ao
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算了吧。想不起也許不是壞事。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDPrPBNLkCV
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生命空白空虛空洞，世界盡歸冷漠，沒有傷心悲哀，同時沒有其他情感。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJHKWtKFiJh
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心境寧靜。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNehJFEoFFF
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生活順利。564Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYo7GBBo03G
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