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「現在天時暑熱，為何要吃糉子？」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yTzRn4d8e
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「紀念屈原。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡihtTVehVad
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「為何要紀念一個自殺的人？」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdkjF94HZPa
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「大家的著眼點不在於他的自殺行為，而是讚揚他以身殉國的高尚情操。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9cr0IHYHPj
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「你認同他？」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5FAiC4EWc
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「不認同——怎麼可以放棄生命？萬事該以自己為先！」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ48MDpFvn8A
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我不敢回話，低頭吃糉子，邊吃邊從廚門隙縫瞥望媽媽。只見她的雙手於不銹鋼煲與砧板之間忙碌來回，間中搞拌煲內食物，偶爾從雪櫃拿出食材。無論怎麼移動，她總是背對著我。憑這不著跡的刻意舉措，我斷定她正在流淚。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXgkZvRhdK
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我的目光不期然往下掃，落在她的左小腿——一隻人造義肢……521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoadUnLUMp
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「不想吃糉子嗎？」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3KzM7LtK1U
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「不是……不是。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sFCGqOsDJ
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「那為何這樣多話？」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18fPeSjrc6
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「熱嘛！躁呀！」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRaLsKQvECf
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「喝涼茶吧——我煲的。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcIoiSpaw1Q
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媽媽匆匆給我端來一碗涼茶，然後開啟電視，逕自坐在梳化上收看龍舟比賽，看得出神，似在重溫昔日風采。聽說她自小是運動健將，婚後繼續參與多項運動比賽，在龍舟比賽的戰績尤其彪炳。爸爸反倒是個文藝青年，不擅運動，卻總會抵著日照高溫到比賽場地為媽媽打氣……521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDHeEEUknj
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冒著被罵的危險，我上前拿走電視遙控器：「我想看周星馳。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TEkWpeRlf
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媽媽沒反對，依然安坐梳化上。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9sttRvNEx
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又是《西遊記第壹佰零壹回之仙履奇緣》。我對早已滾瓜爛熟的橋段不感興趣，但為了媽媽，只得勉為其難看下去。電影接近尾聲，紫霞仙子為救至尊寶而被牛魔王刺死當刻，媽媽突然失控痛哭起來。哭著哭著，她又無故笑了。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8FRLMKxdN
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我沒有安慰她，氣沖沖擸起遙控器，將頻道調回龍舟比賽那邊。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbf7KTe9eE
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「隨你喜歡。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhcQx7tXWGX
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沒待媽媽回話，我回睡房上網去。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PdzwYLcZB
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萬事該以自己為先，不是嗎？521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjduOYeBhKB
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日落西山。肚子餓得咕咕作響，我才記得自己還沒有吃完午餐。惟想及面對媽媽時的尷尬，我不禁猶豫起來。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgt6yqs8Kn
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湊巧，媽媽敲門示意晚飯已然備好。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXifa8aNdW
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「不了。我剛剛約了朋友。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4ivk2sLP9
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「嗯。隨便。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluisFS6qSF
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媽媽非但沒有如常斥責我交待不清楚，甚至輕易放行。這讓我感到意外。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfhCMOZKGh
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因為午餐時的不愉快事情嗎？521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd12JaTxJcM
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「怎麼愣住？不是要外出嗎？」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5J9QuzRfxN
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「是。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDo6nKy8OZE
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更衣，套上波鞋，步出大門之際，我瞥見飯枱上的碟子放有兩隻不完整的糉子。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KQRJQ5gg1
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「午餐的剩菜？」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0g5VIlu6a
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「不要浪費。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRo6STKNyVF
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說畢，媽媽捧著碟子走向梳化，全神貫注地看電視，不再理會我。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQ3B3oKI0T
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我漫無目的慢步大街上。嗅到餐廳傳來的食物香味，反而更無食慾，心念都在今午的事情上打圈轉……521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WZh4ZUZVR
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我提著兩個外賣飯盒趕回家。一個留給自己，一個遞予媽媽：「不要吃糉子。已放涼了一整個下午。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqq0KfFVix
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媽媽接過飯盒，默默低頭吃飯。我也保持沉默，靜靜享用飯盒。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxO1iSiSrl
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飯後，我和媽媽齊齊坐在梳化上看電視新聞。新聞提及今午的龍舟比賽。這無疑再次挑動媽媽的神經。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ130O14e9o
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三年前的龍舟比賽結束後，爸媽在巴士站排隊候車。誰料在巴士抵站之際，媽媽突然中暑失去意識，往馬路那邊倒下。爸爸不顧一切衝前推開她。收掣不及的巴士輾過爸爸，停車一剎車輪剛好壓住媽媽的左腳……521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ukAEmD571
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我無法回應媽媽的悲傷，正如她無法放下爸爸。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6UrUE1qWce
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怎麼辦？可以怎麼辦？不知道。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyviwjxAsg
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我全身突然乏力，有意無意輕倚媽媽身上。媽媽沒有迴避，抵著悶熱，任我靠依。521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zITUZE22p
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聽嫲嫲說，媽媽曾因爸爸離世生起自殺念頭，惟念及家中尚有我這個乳臭未乾的十歲女兒而堅強活下去……521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEhdUifXsl
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「媽媽，明年端午節，我不要再吃糉子。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH3pN5q8RQZ
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「為何不想吃？」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5Fwzs4Wln
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「不想紀念屈原。」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8YFp1KQIs
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「好的——其實我也不想紀念屈原這傢伙！」521Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMfjySVhuO
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我和媽媽相視而笑，笑看新聞報導裡每名熱情參與端午節慶祝活動的市民。
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