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（1）死568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4b6Ueyhj1L
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他在梳化上猛然醒來。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQ8V9cEatL
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電視仍然亮著，新聞報導員正在講述關於疫情的新聞和消息。內容千篇一律，悶人又煩人。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwjfz1YzDe
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他打個呵欠，伸個懶腰。雙掌使勁按壓梳化，借力撐起整個人，避免膝頭過份受力。許是在凹陷的梳化坐得太長時間，大腿和臀部均感到少許麻痺。不至於會跌倒的程度，但他下意識地一邊倚扶著傢具，一邊拖著腳步走向浴室。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFrDKnpw6x9
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人老了，身體差了，動作遲緩了，連小便如此簡單和基本的本能也變得困難。甭提總是瞄不準便器，尿液還要是逐滴逐滴慢慢滴出來，彷彿要滴乾他的尊嚴。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiwXBMQTNCG
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怎麼辦？可以怎麼辦？吹口哨吧。口吹曲子，耳邊響起熟悉的歌聲，心裡默唸自勵自欺的歌詞。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyOZoys67J
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莫再悲 莫再傷 遇到悲哀休誇張568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDnv3RNACQ
誰亦要經風與浪 誰遇挫敗不受傷568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfSLgxjdEzO
逝去的 莫再想 路正崎嶇更漫長568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡahV3MeTXd3
何用嘆息風裏望 寶貴光陰笑著量568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcqSan0EsL
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小便後，步出浴室，再次聽到報導員的沉悶腔調。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4pDsp5NzEw
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抵不住。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0pot3Ie7XG
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他決定到公園散步。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvgsJ9qOCr1
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望望手錶，是上午十時半。難怪放眼所見多是上年紀的人。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFh5Q7xVT6p
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好福氣的，或是三五成群談天說地，或是在家傭的攙扶下散步。福薄的，或是推著購物車奔波買餸，或是顫巍巍地被送上療養院的巴士。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSM3tm7drL7
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自己有福氣嗎？托賴。能走能動能講能吃，與兒孫同住。雖偶有口角，卻也沒有特別煩心事。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB8lFrF50O3
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他知道自己該要感恩，奈何始終沒能衷心感謝上天。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGzxULOZil8
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輕嘆一聲。繼續走。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvI0xmzCLZX
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfd8CLomND
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他不自已憶起亡妻……568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkrzpI3zLTv
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三年前的夏天，她在家跌倒，傷及腿部筋骨，自此總是步履不穩，走路時偶爾會突然腳軟跌倒。兒子勸她多休息，不要外出。她明白兒子苦心，奈何整天悶在家中令她心情抑鬱，精神越益差勁。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6jGyPkYOz
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他偷偷帶她到公園散步散心。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzxfaJQwqu
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「我的腿康復不了，是嗎？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIuNUPsYg8n
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「不是。你向來身體強健，這小小傷勢不是大問題。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMzGySD5yE
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「我何時可以痊癒？我想去探望朋友。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLOCI2tDmA
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「快了、快了。不用著急！」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZ5jmNy0z6
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「即是何時？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwvSzFcL23
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「下一個夏天。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VHOJkVJLi
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她幽幽回望，驚訝丈夫斬釘截鐵交出一個確實答案——醫生也不敢斷言她會否康復。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvg4xqQ4gzi
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MycoB8XiE
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感動，明明眼前只有絕望。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyzVjhQCBvi
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她的手忽爾不再無力，牢牢緊挽住丈夫的臂膀。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sozwOlq9u
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奇蹟？希望？不。僅是信念，難以言喻的，難以理解的。他不是神、不是醫生、不是專業人士。他僅是一個脾氣古怪的躁狂糟老頭。但她就是相信他。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5LqchxQyb
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內心終於安定下來。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9LSkEkIJh
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她沒再糾結於健康問題，開始向丈夫講述她的未來夏日大計：「探望朋友前，我要先辦一件十分要緊的事——吃『菠蘿油』！」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1f6Xh8lv3a
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「但你的血糖……」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeNsA88LHyw
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「我向來身體強健，這小小血糖問題不是大問題。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVBpGiBzJc
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他會心一笑，笑她依舊貪吃如豬。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxVhkhtCBx
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下一個夏天到來。她的腿傷還是沒能康復，走路時拐得更嚴重。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn566HEfFaL
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兒子送她一根拐杖。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEkmbOitXI
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當晚，她躲在浴室裡啜泣。他沒有上前安慰，因為所有安慰說話都沒能扭轉衰老之勢，倒不如讓她盡情宣洩情緒。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAZiH8y2Ti
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她不知道，整個晚上，丈夫徹夜無眠，眼睜睜望著天花，細聽她的哭聲，細想她的未來。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlsx0HFSiFp
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天亮，兒子和媳婦準時離家上班去。他送孫兒到學校後，馬上回家慫恿妻子一起外出逛街。「夏天嘛！當然要吃『菠蘿油』！」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM0ivX5pw5y
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妻子笑了，連忙穿上最漂亮的衣褲鞋襪，戴上最喜歡的髮夾，塗上最鮮色的紅唇膏。她沒有使用兒子送她的拐杖，因為丈夫就是世上最好的拐杖——依著他、靠著他，她安然走到今時今日的七十高齡。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssauZXbYq8
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鐵路車站裡，人流如鯽，彷彿有股無形的強力水流在背後催促著。他懶理，繼續保持慢調，只知自己不僅是自己。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmJVkFGSNT
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終於來到馳名的冰廳，二人各點一客「菠蘿油」。不好吃，亦不是回憶中的味道。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6mUycNuvo0
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不要緊，反正「菠蘿油」僅是一個名目而已。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0SzdIztrC
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夫婦相視而笑。笑甚麼，不知道，大概是完成了十分重要的事情吧。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5p9QZigqew
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於願足矣。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYF6nEn7UMc
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沒過幾天，還未開始探望朋友，她已於睡夢中悄然離世……568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBF3NLWaqBQ
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公園裡，樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvt46vTnsZh
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他不動聲息，藏起思念，繼續開步走。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DfkHICom4
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總得走下去，不是嗎？568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhVoWkm1FP
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ58PrH5pzvy
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走到涼亭，看見熟悉的棋友正在對弈。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5l9hXT46IB
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棋局中，事事分明，步步無情。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLS4vRtLAr7
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他專注觀賽，全然忘記身後的樹影鳥蟲。
（2）病568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEyrae5DIj
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他在床上徐徐張眼。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiPwMWpZZ4R
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床褥太軟，腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBs1NnJvTsi
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暈眩冉退，目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者，他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtruRkKSphB
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嗯。醫院。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxmVmmWpIml
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接受醫生的檢查，證實無恙後，獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄，已通知兒子和媳婦，只待他們前來接送。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZR8pG4CCP
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醫生離開後，護士也去忙別的。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDMdCjr4g7
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他呆坐床上，默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回，感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀，總得要到醫院走幾趟，實屬平常不過的事情，對吧？568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqvCGmoskaR
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如他所料，兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt4CWimAiQZ
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱，熱昏了。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtHuYFHR18
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「那就多待在家裡避暑，不要外出四處走動。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6acLw1ccPr
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「知道。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjOF1mtNIuR
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院，在街邊截下的士，直驅住所。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2CumhP1MEC
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車廂裡，二人不發一言，各自對著窗外景物發愣。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8f3Ysa5VJS
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沒有怨氣或鬱結，只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRZVP5ytBtU
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1q85104dwc
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兒子倏忽開口，神色惘然。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYn5b8yvzC6
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「我有末期肝癌，剩半年壽命。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡafCSWLP9Uq
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「她知道了沒？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjALMXakbJN
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「不打算告訴她。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXPtTz4LiW
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcML77Lz6t
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兒子笑而不語。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLojRMdGg7
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他愣住片刻，良久才道：「明白。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhT49MJMlqg
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊，以示感謝。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJW2kZ3Qos
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲，逕自到浴室洗澡去。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbtODQW0wS
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蒸氣瀰漫，看得見，抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始，也抓不著終結。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jX6jtgeGh
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來，沒能選擇長大與否，沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛，沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死，全是沒能選擇的。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8IdGxzBZp
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翌日，兒子和媳婦如常上班，孫兒如常上學，家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ265Ys1vPGy
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他決定到公園走走。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8OyvlQ3B26
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBt9WenCFo
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此樹是否去年那樹？此鳥是否去年那鳥？此蟲是否去年那蟲？要緊，不要緊。在意，沒能在意。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28hAlE4rmU
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幽幽踏步，皆因內心焦躁。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevyJUCxMTh
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來到涼亭，棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他，感到難過。他認為無論難過與否，該死的時候總得要死。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvSIngmSLYN
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全場一片默然。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAJNzSi8jG
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSzYL9KhIn
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不要問為何。不要問感受。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnryZTYmnr
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3IltKUJbjT
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正午，他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午，孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦，他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間，一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上，被匆匆推送入急症室深處。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2AVNTUpvKi
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIm8XejdYvm
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站，然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久，醫生步出急症室，宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgxIE3nZ3M6
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFaaJXDO6J
他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXVbOc8LPl0
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaI5ZaYTrk
心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然，皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATPwBbevC7
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0D3afwKQdP
「爺爺，很熱啊！」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwONfEOUhg9
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvUKbSHem4
「嗯。」對於眼前一切，他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm84Z8OLj1t
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIL3tsC7Yrd
晚餐後，兒子在露台抽菸，媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子，五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟，此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZsMX7h1Cw
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跳跳跳，有節奏地跳個不停，像心臟。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfbe3oBh3hl
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLa42iEdBut
心臟停止跳動當刻，棋友有何感受？掛念未完的棋局？掛念急症室外的男女親友？568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXK5A7rXJx
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他的目光不期然瞄向露台，看著兒子呼出個個煙圈，圈圈復圈圈，冉升消散不復見。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzZuyfKnSgw
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不復見。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTNg8QfBaw0
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他莫名的被深深憾動。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYnFoMrDCsp
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走到兒子身邊，告知棋友的死訊。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlYZtgWzrv7
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZQC0Fmo6RD
毋須明言，兒子已猜測到他的用意。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYp3TcIJ2UJ
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ21Neldfxtb
「我不怕死。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFZpNY6CwY
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyTxXbjd5Q
「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕，只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOSeVg4f6x
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiJuTqmKgu
「你有沒有想要完成的事？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKr3JcHVi5r
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Qnso3dFF1
「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRg0O13gZp
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「她的叮囑？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzyn2iHCJmE
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「不。她離開得太突然，我沒機會問她，只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQMKPZBRVDh
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJo3btoHcd
「別傻！她不願看見你耿耿於懷！」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqorJJL36LZ
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFeUWgeoig
「她沒這麼說。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXdJIEqRst
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHmigjrssr
兒子苦笑，笑他彆扭。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDnFsALwmm
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMcZUxKBSO
再次不了了之？他以為是，直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWQXmJvfgq
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YdpUA4n3l
無論大家怎樣勸說，兒子依然不願接受治療，堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1HdKaubaO
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYp4oVxo4b
半年後，兒子沒死去。一年後，兒子仍活著。三年半後，兒子依然沒斷氣。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyC4RClndiG
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ65hrMRzFu0
問何解。醫生說原因不明，但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVkBD4L7zaw
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmxGJby7OM2
離開醫院、歸家路上，兒子和他拐到公園散步去。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Bbqb5CLGJ
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndJfjLA5dk
樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhuBSMHnLWH
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEroLavWQI
「你多活了三年半。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz6erIE48cj
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtY5QIWt8b
「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMmIlSHR6c
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMuQyUySik
「想繼續吃？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9JbvsrkK2
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjL03SMbuHS
「是。期待下一個夏天。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6RyqzedLA
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSTbxr8StHJ
兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒，希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子，在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後，才重回職場繼續拼搏。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0rtS0Uf0Z
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW3dR1L5CZX
他為兒子衷心高興著，亦感謝上蒼的好生之德，沒有帶走……568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6O6dmGvAZf
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx4xojfqOkl
兒子呢？568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzg0lXc2O6w
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEaRPw0fiQo
悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rolENo1TO
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mFU9zcqGe
啊！記起來了。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCqN67no0a
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外，下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊，沒能重回職場，沒能享受期待已久的夏日。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDiL3RX5IwP
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果然。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxYSNLe270s
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrygcK87sIl
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBQnnD68BZ
婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中，他繼續走。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1ZEgmyCWw
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。
（3）老568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvagiiiYj6M
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他在搖搖椅上猛然醒來。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyYjQ3b3M8m
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCuDLVHxOW
望望掛鐘，七時半。該要喚醒孫兒。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCrwrHvOkGX
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輕敲孫兒房門，不聞回應。推門內進，不見孫兒身影。房內枱櫃床鋪依舊，掛牆照片卻變了樣——相中人稚嫩不再，五官英氣。他頓時意會到孫兒早已不再是黏人的小孩子，不需要他的照顧。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB29zpzzHQW
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若有所失。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaEtqVsBwwj
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到公園散心吧。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqXLUaNVuja
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡitejP2fNto
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUj31bWqkwi
憶起跟妻子慢步於蟲鳴之中，憶起與兒子傻傻追尋鳥叫源頭，憶起和孫兒偷偷在樹身刻字。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLNQ1k9sEO
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離開緩步徑，闖入樹林。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4fLY89obi
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找樹。找到那樹。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwabynP68oq
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不，不是它——因著樹身變得粗壯，刻記模糊難辨。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8X6a3J0OnZ
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此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfZBZJvgJF
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBESWAjJ3Zo
長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDfp2LrTzH
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不願意。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUfJUSbxV9B
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想逃。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTVKbXnmrG0
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逃！568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡec4bUZlwxF
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逃出樹林。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJ3DKuW2e2
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彷如隔世。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjquClizpjA
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陽光刺眼，氣溫熬人。不是回憶裡的現實。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6NJmuqcTP
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倏忽忘了路，忘了如何走下去……568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKdIXtAvByd
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一青年步入警署。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpYiZZzFVG
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「你是誰？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2xQg0PMWz
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「我是你的孫兒。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhQGWSsKEv
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「嗯……」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5q2Zayv5KD
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「爺爺，回家吧。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI9QXJ87HdV
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「嗯……」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrE1zknV6FQ
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家。他在搖搖椅上搖著、搖著，天花燈在眼前晃著、晃著，孫兒在廚房裡頭忙著、忙著。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfENBaT5WfQ
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一切近在眼前，卻又無比遙遠。反觀那些遠在天邊的，竟顯得如此接近。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1nLS5Zci0
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是否忘記了甚麼？568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHsOvikvdNi
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目光無意間落在緊閉的主人房房門上——何解兒子沒有一起吃午餐？568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6vCq7g0z0u
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輕敲主人房房門，不聞回應。欲推門內進，卻發現房門上鎖——自己被兒子嫌棄了嗎？568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8wxm5Ojl3
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激動。拍拍拍，踢踢踢，吵吵吵。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSLOr9nli2
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KjBqwBpbd
「快開門！我要跟你聊天！快開門！來！快開門！」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskGtwmJpHn
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RIQ4Z0tOq
孫兒應聲衝出廚房，上前阻止他吵鬧。拍門的手轉而搥打孫兒。孫兒逆來順受，硬生生吃痛。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡan99eHciE0
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「爸爸不在房間裡。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCxCcsjfgv
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU933azPgQQ
「你騙我！他一定在裡面！」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9h1FAXqWlA
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgUnKUVYljd
「爺爺，你看看掛鐘——爸爸尚未下班，還在公司。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLqjwqGwqP
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqQKbheFf3O
未下班？在公司？他瞄向掛鐘——的確未到兒子下班時間。可是總覺得有甚麼不對勁……568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhl8c1pbdsi
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZFFsOrUrD
見他愣住，孫兒馬上抓緊時機分散他的注意力：「爺爺，不如一起到公園散步。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUPoJrMZwy
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5Qy3xLD91
公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaa8O6Agou
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoW2sWRhOJH
他享受沿路的樹影鳥蟲，孫兒只著眼於面前的佝僂身影——希望他忘記剛才的亂局吧，那就不用向他解釋家庭現況……568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDh97kfFVfD
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爸爸癱瘓後，媽媽獨力扛起家庭重擔。數年以來，乳臭未乾的孩子、癱瘓的丈夫、腦部日漸退化的家翁以及工作壓力狠狠將她壓垮。她捱不下去，離家出走。爸爸難以接受愛妻的絕情，一直鬱鬱寡歡。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaVrTG23YR
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某個深夜，忽聞爺爺自言自語。起床查探，驚見爺爺對著垂頭不動的爸爸侃侃而談。窗戶半掩，冷風吹得爸爸頭髮凌亂，臉色慘白。滿房遍地都是涼透的菸屁股。淡淡的菸味在鼻腔彌留不散，卻偏偏嗅不出半絲生命的氣息……568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyCl5Tr0NXS
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXV4KHiFRbr
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「不用發愁啊！」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN0hViM1EJq
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「你知道我在愁甚麼？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyU0VP7xH1
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「考試成績嘛！」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcgpNtWuPX
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「對！我就是擔心考試成績！」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKO1nnCGZf
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「傻孩子！考試只是人生的一小部份，毋須將成績看得過份重要！」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzxF9GytI46
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「嗯，我知道了……」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtREEzQzPr
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孫兒唯唯諾諾，以假笑作結。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlzktT3Dtd
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結伴走了又一段路。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu0VgQUfdjH
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他望望孫兒——像曾經的兒子，也像曾經的他。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ovreB48rH
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憶起關於兒子的一切，憶起關於自己的一切。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkJUkyDEpi
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希望孫身兒能夠好好活下去，活得比兒子好，活得比他好。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HHdBht1L7
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絕不能重覆亡妻與兒子的錯誤，留下一堆永遠沒解的執著予孫兒。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ17xYmOQgvd
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1nEDim5oZ
他輕拍孫兒肩膀。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNrIS1aeTql
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「不用發愁啊！」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2n4ITDeLA
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「爺爺放心！考試而已，難不倒我！」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXkQUDWxBP
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGn5G9vSMp
「對於考試也好、爺爺也好，如果你累了，就乾脆放下吧！」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThuHxM0jAp
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtivtw3Qsfy
他淡然一笑，笑孫兒長高長肉不長大。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeceRJ8gu3q
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGA3NPBVx6T
孫兒傻了眼——他是真瘋或是假傻？568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfYuOoqMhuS
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RGnC4vjNu
沒待孫兒辨清真假，他已然幽幽踏步開步走。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnElpsAeEgi
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ7D3tNFDRM
孫兒沒有追上。知道自己該要追上，但雙腳偏偏誠實地佇立原地——多麼希望爺爺可以從此消失。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTxv0u8mbH
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5zPzyfdhv
佝僂身影幽幽遠去，沒入婆娑樹影當中不復見。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXXQhw1GB5
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqigpGp4gc
鳥繼續叫，蟲繼續鳴，不過往後的夏天從此走了調。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJwunCbB1W
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLRKvCrEQs
沒有在意的人，沒有在意自己的人，無論願意不願意。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCXRSZq7wBO
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzMn6JhBmX
幽幽踏步慢慢走。慢慢記起很多，慢慢忘記很多。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl9GrzoWu4R
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJhfw8VKub
忘記為何自己會獨自一人走在樹林當中。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpYizmxUWT
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSI3STOdsD8
找樹？找不到那樹。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWslQKqT0W
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOqdV7K3gRf
此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCcemMtfwuP
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfESEmkkZE4
長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cgiQJgm4G
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願意。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi9JgVNt5ly
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaT8WIq2oZz
無謂白花力氣去逃避。無人能夠逃過生老病死。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lqbJa1tIw
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPLirkHFGlh
身累，心累。就此停下來，可以嗎……568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9x5yIXpfP
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFmhs8weTK3
一青年步入醫院。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEhVjInnCh
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「你是誰？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOJHEFToeO
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WOTAJTWD5
「我是你的孫兒。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorJ25WQ9w6
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUsnIuAHaoM
「嗯……」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHTwtXW9Qt
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBB2TJZh4G
「爺爺，回家吧。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSa1fqpHKSX
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4AVzREc9o
「嗯……」
（4）生568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6gze7HFCmr
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXtPdEAMfG
他在輪椅上猛然醒來。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeD8JpNtrqd
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRMndLVmlcX
樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0aLAgGUK5
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIH7AZTSPIJ
爺孫二人身處公園大道上。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ875OgOyi2f
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「口渴嗎？來，喝些許清水吧！」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCJMz6QDKKl
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3NJ304Gz9
孫兒停步，從背囊掏出保溫水壺，欠身將插於壺嘴的飲管置於他雙唇之間。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAgWPobnacf
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他沒有吸吮。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4VGLHfBOM
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFivBsqn7D
孫兒保持這姿勢好一會，惟見他沒反應，也只好收起水壺。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRib9mYXZV
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUNlHPIpQG
罷。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsDR6DHdDDN
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPIQOx1JZO
樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDODpOuN3ng
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ99a0OQT8dE
他覺得這地方很眼熟，卻又苦苦想不起更多關於這地方的回憶。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa3o6n61Sv4
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9j6Ma95ZuX
不要緊。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0YMRFDJm8
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdl2SwlUeTh
反正該是不重要的事情——自己寶刀未老，才未糊塗得忘記重要事情。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXYbeRPcfr
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTSTJNLrqeZ
他仍是那個身體健康的他，每天為養活妻兒勞碌奔波。妻子貪吃，尤愛「菠蘿油」，於是他偶爾會帶她到冰廳享用下午茶。兒子是個單純正直的小孩，深信「一分耕耘，一分收穫」，於是他一直暗暗為兒子籌謀、護航……他很自豪，自覺是個好丈夫、好爸爸。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LqV8ABGvo
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lY4gVmLmc
嘴角輕揚。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyLtMywGMr
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一。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdeekTiv2E
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二。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡud5vntmGsJ
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三。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VULVg60XJ
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那抹難以察覺的微笑僅維持了三秒。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWiNEq0DdVE
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQDsoo3gq7
三秒後，他忘記了前三秒的快樂，正如他忘記了大半生的重要人事物。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfHNp2gGit
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGamhgbtto
要緊的，不再要緊。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFiRwI2tfl
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OIkDkMGEs
罷。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx7U95LXEh1
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzjzWFeQIk
樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwE16jz1XAn
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8pTpNMI8ZB
循著鳥蟲之聲，他的眼珠子微微往上瞄。葉間隙縫的陽光誘人卻刺眼。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIHhK3dbDGQ
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQw8nu27W5p
輪椅一直前進，映入眼簾的紛亂光影不斷交替、退去、消失。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0EalgF9wS
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ86vQKoNSe0
在最後的最後，他眼前只餘一盞佇立於公園外的交通燈。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGDsIlilLw
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJ5OV0kDLo
紅燈。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOuUtqhZEFU
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12ZvLYMLlU
「爺爺，這可能是我們最後一次一起逛公園。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8akYIEHseQ
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrfW0X0i6ZA
孫兒彷彿自言自語。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxOaIWbj7pV
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoY4bs3g1Oh
綠燈。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTv0LU0pVya
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBI69a36iPG
孫兒沒有開步走。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeTysMpcf0
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aPYC9U0qd
紅燈。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OPaTVuxxs
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7KCrEydXYc
「爺爺，我日後會盡量抽時間去探望你。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdZYVddh1b
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LFZk8gkKv
孫兒彷彿對空氣許下諾言。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85dCTzUtkL
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVyjidFzMe
綠燈。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ZnAJnEnSZ
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWOVv7iQXW
孫兒仍然沒有開步走。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOMZVkFTUjX
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8P2X8nSwoP
紅燈。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO3jiJaRwt6
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3vOkprvnWe
「爺爺，你會怪責我嗎？」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMwpuYC3oUC
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPl5Cqw20RS
孫兒問空氣，縱使知道空氣沒能回應。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWDQ5p4YYC
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFB2TS8xy8T
綠燈。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPQON867JUL
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DEJFRRuxG
「爺爺，放心。我會努力繼續走。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZPrFSYr9v8
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxpvYGQUB2
孫兒抿抿雙唇，藏起憂思，推著輪椅開步走。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgd0DgKyzkF
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnDwimXc8Wb
總得走下去，不是嗎？不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnrrNxauVv
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvP2Bjr5LR0
這是從他身上學懂的。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4KDiIItSw
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3YXN1K8MR
一生受用。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3qB1ZBJh0i
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhRpu1quA7S
「爺爺，謝謝你。」568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuQhMRTB4Ft
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9EYXJhu5a
孫兒的話猶如耳邊風，進不了他的耳，到不了他的心。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJi85Dm94MS
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblRS4puAuL
要緊的，其實不要緊。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3H9lJZP2XS
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNUpxBU9ybP
罷。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOo5e8GNXy
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbnMFyHLXx
他被送上安老院專車。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0o73R9Sif
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNcq0aFiOi
車窗外，無光街燈迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJZFzqgSy3
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlSOtPzqMs2
腦海裡，無數樹影鳥蟲交替、退去、消失。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7KdN7zqwm
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gXY1w5bLd
他被動地遠離昔日一切。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCa7RyrbFx
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqS7TK1UaW
要緊的，不再要緊。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaOmsG4hGYQ
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMMSoq5X0l
他克盡己任，沒有遺憾。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX55HU8O7IL
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TXvZPUHdO
他忘記前塵，沒有執著。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9alERp4d1K
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSSHqzmcIXB
有如被踐踏的梳化，有如被點燃的香菸，有如被吞吃的「菠蘿油」。568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYRM5GEbz4V
568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBrdCiDAaG
毫不在意未來的每個夏日。
註：568Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpx0GSkGezQ
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***創作概念：人生四苦——生老病死——免不了，唯有盡量好好面對和處理，令苦痛時間減短。人到晚年，對四苦感受尤深。死，可以由身邊同輩身上深切體會到；病，也許是身體發出的一個警號，提醒你要珍惜光陰和重要的人事物；老，可說是身體的老去，也可以說是精神上的成長；生，沒有永恆的生命，只得將自身的經驗和知識傳承予後代。好好面對和處理四苦，是其中一種令生命變得圓滿和有意義的方法。
