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（1）死542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TGTz966ac
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他在梳化上猛然醒來。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPZW3scEnXe
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電視仍然亮著，新聞報導員正在講述關於疫情的新聞和消息。內容千篇一律，悶人又煩人。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkxNWu0Z8x
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他打個呵欠，伸個懶腰。雙掌使勁按壓梳化，借力撐起整個人，避免膝頭過份受力。許是在凹陷的梳化坐得太長時間，大腿和臀部均感到少許麻痺。不至於會跌倒的程度，但他下意識地一邊倚扶著傢具，一邊拖著腳步走向浴室。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtA1VD8nJ4v
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人老了，身體差了，動作遲緩了，連小便如此簡單和基本的本能也變得困難。甭提總是瞄不準便器，尿液還要是逐滴逐滴慢慢滴出來，彷彿要滴乾他的尊嚴。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJio7fdCT9R
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怎麼辦？可以怎麼辦？吹口哨吧。口吹曲子，耳邊響起熟悉的歌聲，心裡默唸自勵自欺的歌詞。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVMDuuWE0h
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莫再悲 莫再傷 遇到悲哀休誇張542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRy8zXzCQPx
誰亦要經風與浪 誰遇挫敗不受傷542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGFl1lyHuK
逝去的 莫再想 路正崎嶇更漫長542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡps3IvJWbR1
何用嘆息風裏望 寶貴光陰笑著量542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJaik7ulNRf
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小便後，步出浴室，再次聽到報導員的沉悶腔調。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJOpU6yN7m
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抵不住。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFhiJqQVhA
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他決定到公園散步。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHTyVIy35N
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望望手錶，是上午十時半。難怪放眼所見多是上年紀的人。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfd9pW8PBb
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好福氣的，或是三五成群談天說地，或是在家傭的攙扶下散步。福薄的，或是推著購物車奔波買餸，或是顫巍巍地被送上療養院的巴士。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxv9zzpI7Df
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自己有福氣嗎？托賴。能走能動能講能吃，與兒孫同住。雖偶有口角，卻也沒有特別煩心事。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Leouvr0sg
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他知道自己該要感恩，奈何始終沒能衷心感謝上天。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKDFpFqHsv
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輕嘆一聲。繼續走。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNADZWKfyd5
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLcUw41oGY
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他不自已憶起亡妻……542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgZv8tc4nu
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三年前的夏天，她在家跌倒，傷及腿部筋骨，自此總是步履不穩，走路時偶爾會突然腳軟跌倒。兒子勸她多休息，不要外出。她明白兒子苦心，奈何整天悶在家中令她心情抑鬱，精神越益差勁。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdt22zkF23
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他偷偷帶她到公園散步散心。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgarmrGlbp
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「我的腿康復不了，是嗎？」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡobCgpxV5Jz
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「不是。你向來身體強健，這小小傷勢不是大問題。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBDMpbfAHMt
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「我何時可以痊癒？我想去探望朋友。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuKujx9na3
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「快了、快了。不用著急！」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibGrLrCbaD
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「即是何時？」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1p1uA9gkkF
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「下一個夏天。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRbuBfUrAnN
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她幽幽回望，驚訝丈夫斬釘截鐵交出一個確實答案——醫生也不敢斷言她會否康復。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡih5qaW97n3
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdXYriQWyP
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感動，明明眼前只有絕望。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEHPolKICr
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她的手忽爾不再無力，牢牢緊挽住丈夫的臂膀。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eLVTt8kDC
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奇蹟？希望？不。僅是信念，難以言喻的，難以理解的。他不是神、不是醫生、不是專業人士。他僅是一個脾氣古怪的躁狂糟老頭。但她就是相信他。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36T8ORY4EU
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內心終於安定下來。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArIGyIQFwz
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她沒再糾結於健康問題，開始向丈夫講述她的未來夏日大計：「探望朋友前，我要先辦一件十分要緊的事——吃『菠蘿油』！」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsoUj7yMX3
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「但你的血糖……」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk0p6W2nZnM
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「我向來身體強健，這小小血糖問題不是大問題。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnwT8UouHy
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他會心一笑，笑她依舊貪吃如豬。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5AFCyn12w
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下一個夏天到來。她的腿傷還是沒能康復，走路時拐得更嚴重。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ98CPOX1uvt
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兒子送她一根拐杖。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKOiqa9OUYh
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當晚，她躲在浴室裡啜泣。他沒有上前安慰，因為所有安慰說話都沒能扭轉衰老之勢，倒不如讓她盡情宣洩情緒。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefoLJif4ne
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她不知道，整個晚上，丈夫徹夜無眠，眼睜睜望著天花，細聽她的哭聲，細想她的未來。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABki3lCEdA
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天亮，兒子和媳婦準時離家上班去。他送孫兒到學校後，馬上回家慫恿妻子一起外出逛街。「夏天嘛！當然要吃『菠蘿油』！」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr7RQiTKKeU
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妻子笑了，連忙穿上最漂亮的衣褲鞋襪，戴上最喜歡的髮夾，塗上最鮮色的紅唇膏。她沒有使用兒子送她的拐杖，因為丈夫就是世上最好的拐杖——依著他、靠著他，她安然走到今時今日的七十高齡。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3GoGaP3yvJ
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鐵路車站裡，人流如鯽，彷彿有股無形的強力水流在背後催促著。他懶理，繼續保持慢調，只知自己不僅是自己。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5h2lHTQtq
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終於來到馳名的冰廳，二人各點一客「菠蘿油」。不好吃，亦不是回憶中的味道。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSW5BEHkbfp
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不要緊，反正「菠蘿油」僅是一個名目而已。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsTjbG6hkb
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夫婦相視而笑。笑甚麼，不知道，大概是完成了十分重要的事情吧。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhnP5YHkLV
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於願足矣。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCwyXNt5RH9
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沒過幾天，還未開始探望朋友，她已於睡夢中悄然離世……542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCdjl7YlOX
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公園裡，樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaKF1L3n0C
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他不動聲息，藏起思念，繼續開步走。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFV1tWPEPd
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總得走下去，不是嗎？542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lxyVWqUgE
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuScgeb7An
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走到涼亭，看見熟悉的棋友正在對弈。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsga412ZqbQ
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棋局中，事事分明，步步無情。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj6yLEVZuaH
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他專注觀賽，全然忘記身後的樹影鳥蟲。
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他在床上徐徐張眼。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwz3yPyjvBM
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床褥太軟，腰骨微痛。這不是家裡的床。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXby4X4Ff1o
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暈眩冉退，目光聚焦。看見多張整齊排列的病床和面無血色的老者，他瞬間得出以下結論——醫院。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9wmjlwVap
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嗯。醫院。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8waw47yFnX
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接受醫生的檢查，證實無恙後，獲告知可以隨時出院。護士根據過往紀錄，已通知兒子和媳婦，只待他們前來接送。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzCjpd6EGJP
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醫生離開後，護士也去忙別的。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzx55yncCa
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他呆坐床上，默默看著醫護人員在多張病床之間來來回回，感覺實在又虛幻——活到這個年紀，總得要到醫院走幾趟，實屬平常不過的事情，對吧？542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRY8JCPRctO
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如他所料，兒子在晚上八時許現身。一臉倦容。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡci5bc9cPvI
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「醫生說我沒大礙。可能是公園太熱，熱昏了。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHp8XAOOU4
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「那就多待在家裡避暑，不要外出四處走動。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIbxwfRl0U
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「知道。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uaV4Q71E0
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兒子攙扶他走出醫院，在街邊截下的士，直驅住所。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3uxoUijYjA
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車廂裡，二人不發一言，各自對著窗外景物發愣。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLksl7RjEv2
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沒有怨氣或鬱結，只有緩解不了的疲憊。身心俱疲。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDQfbKPUTc
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黃色街燈在夜幕下迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK7h7gUPtnQ
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兒子倏忽開口，神色惘然。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKwIkrGLqi
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「我有末期肝癌，剩半年壽命。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlw9GqIbvBY
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「她知道了沒？」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdBY23ahfEc
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「不打算告訴她。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhhtPD5jxc
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「你如何在她不知情的情況下抽時間接受治療？」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0AvqwfNOF
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兒子笑而不語。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYT4fZwun9E
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他愣住片刻，良久才道：「明白。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXCAu9htX6t
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兒子輕拍他的肩膊，以示感謝。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23CdeTnyo0
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抵家。兒子依舊朝妻兒溫柔地微笑。他沒作聲，逕自到浴室洗澡去。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbqvu2YYDxj
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蒸氣瀰漫，看得見，抓不著。甚麼也抓不著。抓不著開始，也抓不著終結。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLuvUSpYcN
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沒選擇的情況下被生產下來，沒能選擇長大與否，沒選擇的情況下經歷病痛，沒選擇的情況下死去。生老病死，全是沒能選擇的。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiWKLywBpR3
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翌日，兒子和媳婦如常上班，孫兒如常上學，家裡只餘他一人。百無聊賴。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfAO5DdDTk
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他決定到公園走走。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4F5CzXQ7K0
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6EHo8e4I1
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此樹是否去年那樹？此鳥是否去年那鳥？此蟲是否去年那蟲？要緊，不要緊。在意，沒能在意。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEIzmoFLvZ
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幽幽踏步，皆因內心焦躁。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfe3277KkXw
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來到涼亭，棋友們向他問好。他笑說自己比年輕人更健康。棋友們以為再也看不見他，感到難過。他認為無論難過與否，該死的時候總得要死。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8bbfnwxwY
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全場一片默然。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLqMmbAJbKw
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聊聊笑笑罷。下棋耍樂罷。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlh7GKKu1Co
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不要問為何。不要問感受。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSA7GCPB2Ky
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有如那樹那鳥那蟲。沒能在意。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOeFUjqt3n
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正午，他前去學校接送孫兒。孫兒說吃過同學送的怪味糖果後身體輕微不適。他不以為然。下午，孫兒痾嘔不止。聯絡不上兒子和媳婦，他只好獨個兒帶孫兒到醫院去。輪候期間，一張發白的熟悉臉孔癱軟在擔架床上，被匆匆推送入急症室深處。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGy1qaupUdB
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那是今早與他談笑風生的其中一位棋友。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnM5aJfXFEv
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數個身穿便服的男女先後抵達護士站，然後按指示守在急症室外。沒多久，醫生步出急症室，宣告棋友的死訊。男男女女隨即哭作一團。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8iUa8yZRHp
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他默默將孫兒擁入懷裡。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbehKp8pVA
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心慌的極致原來是平靜和淡然，皆因透徹體悟到自身的無能無力無奈。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXw1aWhnURy
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「爺爺，很熱啊！」不知袖裡的孫兒輕輕推開他。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvclkbt8OsS
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「嗯。」對於眼前一切，他花盡全身力氣發出渺小的一聲。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglVRev0X04
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晚餐後，兒子在露台抽菸，媳婦在廚房洗碗。孫兒是個好動的孩子，五分鐘前肚痾得雙腿發軟，此刻已然在梳化上跳個不停。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU4jd4xCMpy
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跳跳跳，有節奏地跳個不停，像心臟。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOzmGifky7
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心臟停止跳動當刻，棋友有何感受？掛念未完的棋局？掛念急症室外的男女親友？542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVY0mnLd79
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他的目光不期然瞄向露台，看著兒子呼出個個煙圈，圈圈復圈圈，冉升消散不復見。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlrXwUn2SS
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不復見。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUoT15Tl6I
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他莫名的被深深憾動。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmtAMvtygg
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走到兒子身邊，告知棋友的死訊。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBA3zfaMSNE
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毋須明言，兒子已猜測到他的用意。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡojjpQ40fGa
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「我不怕死。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfMEHjqW3G
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「我也不怕死——死亡並不可怕，只怕沒能完成想要完成的事。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzG2ckhEF5
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「你有沒有想要完成的事？」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIV7OEq1mzs
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「每年夏天買『菠蘿油』給你媽。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX6o5Qe0jQW
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「她的叮囑？」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7JnqTNR5d
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「不。她離開得太突然，我沒機會問她，只得按照她生前喜好去估計她的心思。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6Smdf4Rgh
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「別傻！她不願看見你耿耿於懷！」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnHt9btvahl
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「她沒這麼說。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtG0PhWcfu2
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兒子苦笑，笑他彆扭。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzjnYYH5bNK
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再次不了了之？他以為是，直至夜半聞得媳婦哭聲不絕。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJmTLYfImmJ
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無論大家怎樣勸說，兒子依然不願接受治療，堅持要盡量留下金錢予家人。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwfOP8mLo3
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半年後，兒子沒死去。一年後，兒子仍活著。三年半後，兒子依然沒斷氣。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfi0hlj9RO
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問何解。醫生說原因不明，但癌細胞消失了。兒子說只想盡力工作賺錢養活家人。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKKfcWFPO0
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離開醫院、歸家路上，兒子和他拐到公園散步去。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsybFRFz3R
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllU4U28xD0
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「你多活了三年半。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmFe61SPaw
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「我多吃了三個『菠蘿油』。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWvuiZBKLL
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「想繼續吃？」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlRyFGcaBVn
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「是。期待下一個夏天。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAlUUukwoq
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兒子認為這次大病是上天的提醒，希望他往後好好珍惜時間。打算辭職休養一段日子，在接下來的暑假與大家出國旅遊後，才重回職場繼續拼搏。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecoA4h7D3F
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他為兒子衷心高興著，亦感謝上蒼的好生之德，沒有帶走……542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl3O8PCAv9A
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兒子呢？542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXcKva1cOS6
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悉才尚在身邊的兒子不見蹤影。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9foKvbCCZT
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啊！記起來了。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyr452bWj6T
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兒子去年在暑假前遇上意外，下半身癱瘓。沒能出國旅遊，沒能重回職場，沒能享受期待已久的夏日。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzknXJIS6ZT
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果然。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM2wlwOtJhc
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不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvREiBRA3T
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婆娑樹影之下、鳥叫蟲鳴之中，他繼續走。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCpzfed7Je
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。
（3）老542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0Q2yPvk6l
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他在搖搖椅上猛然醒來。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEsXQjA79d
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望望掛鐘，七時半。該要喚醒孫兒。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡee4SP9TB6s
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輕敲孫兒房門，不聞回應。推門內進，不見孫兒身影。房內枱櫃床鋪依舊，掛牆照片卻變了樣——相中人稚嫩不再，五官英氣。他頓時意會到孫兒早已不再是黏人的小孩子，不需要他的照顧。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4FHhMagD0
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若有所失。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG5maIgwHKW
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到公園散心吧。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJA3gTCEAzA
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHlYM1zJD5Y
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憶起跟妻子慢步於蟲鳴之中，憶起與兒子傻傻追尋鳥叫源頭，憶起和孫兒偷偷在樹身刻字。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlTmaOdOi3
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離開緩步徑，闖入樹林。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtQ96sR8Ak
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找樹。找到那樹。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFARbdM6Hfy
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不，不是它——因著樹身變得粗壯，刻記模糊難辨。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXVFgCikMU
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此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2pTkcweXrK
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9uqnuMVXt6
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不願意。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8QmGic8uL3
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想逃。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDNJk85Wcs7
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逃！542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFudo2LZPYZ
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逃出樹林。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvYHjX320S
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彷如隔世。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtoeisxISLk
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陽光刺眼，氣溫熬人。不是回憶裡的現實。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgEeFfbFlb
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倏忽忘了路，忘了如何走下去……542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SahUi9y4h
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一青年步入警署。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKriYbE2lY5
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「你是誰？」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEa0V9jfXWO
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「我是你的孫兒。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jh1xbe4uE
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「嗯……」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYS0zbNKGH
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「爺爺，回家吧。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeYqF890wty
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「嗯……」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC7ophnmJ51
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家。他在搖搖椅上搖著、搖著，天花燈在眼前晃著、晃著，孫兒在廚房裡頭忙著、忙著。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxhrno55ezC
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一切近在眼前，卻又無比遙遠。反觀那些遠在天邊的，竟顯得如此接近。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7cersf333
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是否忘記了甚麼？542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsCS9ZtFjJ
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目光無意間落在緊閉的主人房房門上——何解兒子沒有一起吃午餐？542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aOK8nNQlU
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輕敲主人房房門，不聞回應。欲推門內進，卻發現房門上鎖——自己被兒子嫌棄了嗎？542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCyA68DVfj
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激動。拍拍拍，踢踢踢，吵吵吵。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuACmurJWN
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「快開門！我要跟你聊天！快開門！來！快開門！」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq0j6V7u8jp
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孫兒應聲衝出廚房，上前阻止他吵鬧。拍門的手轉而搥打孫兒。孫兒逆來順受，硬生生吃痛。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikObpTAuoN
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「爸爸不在房間裡。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2jiSz3Ccp
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「你騙我！他一定在裡面！」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsBogr6C2M
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「爺爺，你看看掛鐘——爸爸尚未下班，還在公司。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFpAm07OMKh
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未下班？在公司？他瞄向掛鐘——的確未到兒子下班時間。可是總覺得有甚麼不對勁……542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqfXzwpb8qH
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見他愣住，孫兒馬上抓緊時機分散他的注意力：「爺爺，不如一起到公園散步。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkofz2xLEDS
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公園裡，美好回憶俯拾皆是。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqpTOwjhMQ
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他享受沿路的樹影鳥蟲，孫兒只著眼於面前的佝僂身影——希望他忘記剛才的亂局吧，那就不用向他解釋家庭現況……542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eA5ycfXwJ
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爸爸癱瘓後，媽媽獨力扛起家庭重擔。數年以來，乳臭未乾的孩子、癱瘓的丈夫、腦部日漸退化的家翁以及工作壓力狠狠將她壓垮。她捱不下去，離家出走。爸爸難以接受愛妻的絕情，一直鬱鬱寡歡。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePExof2ljF
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某個深夜，忽聞爺爺自言自語。起床查探，驚見爺爺對著垂頭不動的爸爸侃侃而談。窗戶半掩，冷風吹得爸爸頭髮凌亂，臉色慘白。滿房遍地都是涼透的菸屁股。淡淡的菸味在鼻腔彌留不散，卻偏偏嗅不出半絲生命的氣息……542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr4WlAb5koo
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tOGARrzdp
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「不用發愁啊！」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmNpdnbyad
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「你知道我在愁甚麼？」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbJGb2ftKd
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「考試成績嘛！」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBxXxYp0ch
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「對！我就是擔心考試成績！」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUwrsxH6Ad
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「傻孩子！考試只是人生的一小部份，毋須將成績看得過份重要！」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IUtCUvx7H
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「嗯，我知道了……」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ19joW5D6Hp
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孫兒唯唯諾諾，以假笑作結。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoK52FNAQJ
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結伴走了又一段路。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZN73GUhRiv
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他望望孫兒——像曾經的兒子，也像曾經的他。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSnfzFI545
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憶起關於兒子的一切，憶起關於自己的一切。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiOfZ4vOtWn
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希望孫身兒能夠好好活下去，活得比兒子好，活得比他好。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVsHVIi7d5
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絕不能重覆亡妻與兒子的錯誤，留下一堆永遠沒解的執著予孫兒。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6zsdTa0hOE
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他輕拍孫兒肩膀。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jmIlUQTjf
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「不用發愁啊！」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0tJWlNumE
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「爺爺放心！考試而已，難不倒我！」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZ9tp9ubpV
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「對於考試也好、爺爺也好，如果你累了，就乾脆放下吧！」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgvIWRQKkDm
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他淡然一笑，笑孫兒長高長肉不長大。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc3BMcDH6hN
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孫兒傻了眼——他是真瘋或是假傻？542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoWtkcPHV5N
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沒待孫兒辨清真假，他已然幽幽踏步開步走。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgM8hNp7iA
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孫兒沒有追上。知道自己該要追上，但雙腳偏偏誠實地佇立原地——多麼希望爺爺可以從此消失。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNHJN7qKK5
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佝僂身影幽幽遠去，沒入婆娑樹影當中不復見。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iQCKRJZmd
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鳥繼續叫，蟲繼續鳴，不過往後的夏天從此走了調。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYORKJAT6AN
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沒有在意的人，沒有在意自己的人，無論願意不願意。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRBotsXwpmt
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幽幽踏步慢慢走。慢慢記起很多，慢慢忘記很多。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq6lvQgs1if
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忘記為何自己會獨自一人走在樹林當中。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnbPiGpL44
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找樹？找不到那樹。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqFQKD0sGsP
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此樹不是當年那樹，正如現時的自己亦不是當年的自己。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVTe6WE5MF2
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長大、老去、病倒、死亡，無論願意不願意。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZJqjxEvum
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願意。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0DLiex2vxf
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無謂白花力氣去逃避。無人能夠逃過生老病死。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNyTUQC4Ls
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身累，心累。就此停下來，可以嗎……542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigsV0rMPBa
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一青年步入醫院。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjpslqrlze
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「你是誰？」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfpTkV7Uzp3
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「我是你的孫兒。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpqkpuLV6wc
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「嗯……」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1klYr343L
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「爺爺，回家吧。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCd7BRPbNk
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「嗯……」
（4）生542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hgyNqRTuC
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他在輪椅上猛然醒來。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7OGqU2xli
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYs7VGwG2xX
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爺孫二人身處公園大道上。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCCsVKI5GY
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「口渴嗎？來，喝些許清水吧！」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk8f4qAQoBT
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孫兒停步，從背囊掏出保溫水壺，欠身將插於壺嘴的飲管置於他雙唇之間。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3tMvsKGr14
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他沒有吸吮。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQKGvmuxEi
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孫兒保持這姿勢好一會，惟見他沒反應，也只好收起水壺。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcQG9N4yvcZ
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罷。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWh9JJr6vL
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrydKelBjpF
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他覺得這地方很眼熟，卻又苦苦想不起更多關於這地方的回憶。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidZfs8UPvF
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不要緊。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJygTCk4o78
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反正該是不重要的事情——自己寶刀未老，才未糊塗得忘記重要事情。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qkSm36FwA
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他仍是那個身體健康的他，每天為養活妻兒勞碌奔波。妻子貪吃，尤愛「菠蘿油」，於是他偶爾會帶她到冰廳享用下午茶。兒子是個單純正直的小孩，深信「一分耕耘，一分收穫」，於是他一直暗暗為兒子籌謀、護航……他很自豪，自覺是個好丈夫、好爸爸。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeVn0ayZmTO
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嘴角輕揚。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyMT70CohJ
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一。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qXZ61h2Kc
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三。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR28BzCzkX2
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那抹難以察覺的微笑僅維持了三秒。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAfuAdol9cI
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三秒後，他忘記了前三秒的快樂，正如他忘記了大半生的重要人事物。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdUUQklCqY
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要緊的，不再要緊。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsZnmlXpSL
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罷。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWITBoxV1C
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樹影婆娑，鳥叫蟲鳴。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9TrgrKE8CD
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循著鳥蟲之聲，他的眼珠子微微往上瞄。葉間隙縫的陽光誘人卻刺眼。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlU8AXLzYk
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輪椅一直前進，映入眼簾的紛亂光影不斷交替、退去、消失。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQMGVwXTg3
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在最後的最後，他眼前只餘一盞佇立於公園外的交通燈。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp3cbi6ulL5
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紅燈。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCCexndTaX
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「爺爺，這可能是我們最後一次一起逛公園。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqIwsdtFLS
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孫兒彷彿自言自語。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLbgMwMbbl
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綠燈。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCtPWWPJn5
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孫兒沒有開步走。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡccYLzScaEW
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紅燈。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAeh5tM9Bd
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「爺爺，我日後會盡量抽時間去探望你。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtsp2Hjhhu6
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孫兒彷彿對空氣許下諾言。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6xfdhk7UzO
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綠燈。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhz6z3cZbuN
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孫兒仍然沒有開步走。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeajtkJ0LJ
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紅燈。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJrZDGmMGr
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「爺爺，你會怪責我嗎？」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO0CxUAXilZ
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孫兒問空氣，縱使知道空氣沒能回應。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWomVOeRTYR
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綠燈。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5ohobs9ze
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「爺爺，放心。我會努力繼續走。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7oTdnSaZUM
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孫兒抿抿雙唇，藏起憂思，推著輪椅開步走。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpqTKRUjdd
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總得走下去，不是嗎？不努力走下去，就不會知道下一個夏天是甚麼光景。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDzgsCMZlf
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這是從他身上學懂的。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡorYw7QL87D
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一生受用。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfPdixPVldn
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「爺爺，謝謝你。」542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmF6w0Vow3Y
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孫兒的話猶如耳邊風，進不了他的耳，到不了他的心。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPz6cstoJwH
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要緊的，其實不要緊。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05mbP1Hgow
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罷。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ38xKAbZxJu
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他被送上安老院專車。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQohQSRnmd
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車窗外，無光街燈迅速往後退。一盞、兩盞、三盞……不盡，無窮。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgWdD0Hv06y
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腦海裡，無數樹影鳥蟲交替、退去、消失。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgFfGQmnD46
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他被動地遠離昔日一切。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4cSzH48RW
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要緊的，不再要緊。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cPcWJqlmJ
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他克盡己任，沒有遺憾。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbZP0jd4MV
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他忘記前塵，沒有執著。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAHgdwZqSv
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有如被踐踏的梳化，有如被點燃的香菸，有如被吞吃的「菠蘿油」。542Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7GrQZOD3C
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毫不在意未來的每個夏日。
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***創作概念：人生四苦——生老病死——免不了，唯有盡量好好面對和處理，令苦痛時間減短。人到晚年，對四苦感受尤深。死，可以由身邊同輩身上深切體會到；病，也許是身體發出的一個警號，提醒你要珍惜光陰和重要的人事物；老，可說是身體的老去，也可以說是精神上的成長；生，沒有永恆的生命，只得將自身的經驗和知識傳承予後代。好好面對和處理四苦，是其中一種令生命變得圓滿和有意義的方法。
