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一九九三年，他六歲。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡegWK57dpvm
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣，撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜，不願醒來，懶理微微發癢的臉頰。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUgYZsYwH1
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夏日惡毒，毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件，說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼，認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物，長暗瘡，純粹熱氣，無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣，匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTPy878e2r
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醫院離家不遠，不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景，既近且遠，扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉，手腳一軟，眼前一黑，倒下。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJhwXO4aHdY
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看不見，聽得到。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUq1JLMasCQ
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尖叫，呼救。心跳，鼻息。人，車。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfJI2dmsRO
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電車。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapeVt7TEfN
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叮叮——叮叮——346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuCrnypgRL
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYyFrli0Up
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媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲，平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nYYpAEM3r
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他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3LtGLs66G
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刻骨銘心。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5bMpgilAd
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叮叮——叮叮——346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNBsNMfS4Z
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（02）346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBKwHV0Det
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看得見，聽不到。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdc4x9jrsUq
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染，無法康復。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡagsPVHFVz2
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoioVfeZANj
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聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzckQa6oZHx
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKirjHe5SWN
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絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eT7deymSG
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憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAeqEV6x1l
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罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbwYuwjH7z
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世界五顏六色，暴烈狂亂。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlpvGTb5ZRx
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他受驚瑟縮在家，直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv1sz3zodTw
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爸爸指向電車，比手畫腳，示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvvRba11gA
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叮叮——叮叮——346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BiXoF8YFO
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叮……346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ieuj559gG
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（03）346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ468Htyb6Ct
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二零二三年，他三十六歲。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcGXACcWH7H
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當年媽媽離世後，爸爸帶他遷離港島，遠離電車，遠離傷心地。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5ws3Xe9qj
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時日漸過，傷痛漸退，他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺，是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的，用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄，如煙如霧，再也妨礙不了他的人生路。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RlyAxDz0J
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他決定要勇敢，走出陰霾，好好過活，不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺，同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車，為何偏偏在電車自殺？因為媽媽？沒能知道，沒能問個清楚明白。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp9iYkyEp7
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二十七年來，他首次踏足港島。心情緊張，有如當年踏入新居。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvsysF2NDe
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熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位，有形無神，是家不是家。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ74SrKRcsFP
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常見事物配上獨特氛圍，舊瓶新酒，突兀不協調。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAQDGsZLVH
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周遭顏色頓變濃稠，阻擋視線，如屏成障。看不見前路，聽不到指引，忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在，現在組構將來。過去如何，將來也必如何……346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxjr5oWL9R
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一抹綠影突然冒出，撥開重重色彩，在他眼前掠過，緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenf7h9pUqr
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叮叮——叮叮——346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH6T1io3xNb
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震驚。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA9UYV8baWm
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怎麼可以聽到聲音？346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqeK5ip3H9C
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叮叮——叮叮——346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTJkNjX9AUT
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一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzeFpvynCMx
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累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJDQ7F2Clo
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他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQC9G3xeVc
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他不想再追。很累……346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXAJKRxgjp
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叮叮——叮叮——346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtsBaQW2pi
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他，將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgmg1Yyk9Xb
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電車似是擁有生命，生出無數觸手，向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同，是多麼的熱情親切，充滿期盼，彷彿在講：「來！快來！」346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkqR628aQ7
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他咬咬牙，跑得更快，想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎？346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwQJOXuqcF
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉，但他堅信那是父母的手！346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYkDtFDw1v
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這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚！346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMUbidveniV
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父母都是自殺的，在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWNcLKu4QU9
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他接受不了。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqPL5F17KfT
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叮叮——叮叮——346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTOmaPu8uR
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電車準備靠站，他快要追到。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3gWK8oA4Q
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綠手開始氣化。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEP1TgUQeA
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再努力亦枉然？一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡplJ40BUqDX
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綠手在他眼前消散無痕。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3gcmD4Ii7Q
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他力竭倒地，哭得像個孩子。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUITWILbBZ0
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叮叮——叮叮——346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96NtchGHY8
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電車靠站，乘客分道揚鑣，世界運轉如儀，沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCN0tQpIP0b
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緣盡。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DLmqNwVrk
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無謂執著。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvIpnmHXkec
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忽爾澄明。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpivaHxHpd
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汗止，氣平，淚盡。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaNMKvuPPW
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他重新站起來，拍拍褲管塵灰，抬頭挺胸走向電車站。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMFNEGNaDC
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排隊，付款，上車。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa82VIOt4k9
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如同其他乘客。346Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxaaUF9H3ug
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如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。
