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（01）378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6YXLPHOWPN
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一九九三年，他六歲。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOa6sWeYmWO
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣，撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜，不願醒來，懶理微微發癢的臉頰。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZfkxjVnzo
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhY4eiZ94Nq
夏日惡毒，毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件，說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼，認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物，長暗瘡，純粹熱氣，無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣，匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNZvGBEvF5F
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr2Sio3TmTB
醫院離家不遠，不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景，既近且遠，扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉，手腳一軟，眼前一黑，倒下。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2apvUgjFlr
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3RtX4isnf
看不見，聽得到。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPJzKW4guER
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMWOUSjfYE
尖叫，呼救。心跳，鼻息。人，車。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQsIk6MxG0
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQQ2Pp66RjU
電車。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYV0zlzOBzb
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH7BIqzc5Ag
叮叮——叮叮——378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKZkyVH5iEP
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdtDXRI55q
他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgDXYQi7vZ
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVXEo5cTo7
媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲，平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdDSxBmdEC
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrDB5wCoAio
他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuEXuvf0cO
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaL5mFXkee7
刻骨銘心。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUCZxulaYR6
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhgEqyR2g0o
叮叮——叮叮——378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3brhg1w3bF
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kn4felbrp
（02）378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYA4hDGLVd6
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9W58ULczo
看得見，聽不到。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBeg08Xn0yG
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXkL8Jvtpy8
聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染，無法康復。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW1AOWpAh9W
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡup30Jk6yX9
聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCivtocDuBU
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1r3Wl2Y8H
聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU8QurWF82e
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHmzCUuVm0
但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZln7Dd6e9l
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5D2dYaKZH9
絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01kU0rVTKN
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZaoRNH9goz
憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9zxGiX3Iy
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdnLCHunKYu
罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡneTkXRYyio
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBliGbnRu9m
世界五顏六色，暴烈狂亂。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNLceS4fhn
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnu1FJY0OfI
他受驚瑟縮在家，直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnwz22vHKA
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNh8wxchC8
爸爸指向電車，比手畫腳，示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFjiVS9PGg
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡULzAEjYnt2
叮叮——叮叮——378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMq3dy63fK
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfV1apAlLM
叮……378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSaBCBLAgyG
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7wKdNdURqM
（03）378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ10i2uvgEa
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG1gDyTs3Ul
二零二三年，他三十六歲。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9pKEkFTUu
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNzCyLOiJw
當年媽媽離世後，爸爸帶他遷離港島，遠離電車，遠離傷心地。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8sD8PcD0UD
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmN1BpswG3F
時日漸過，傷痛漸退，他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺，是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的，用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄，如煙如霧，再也妨礙不了他的人生路。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5PhxF1nDr
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIpjDuVrXG
他決定要勇敢，走出陰霾，好好過活，不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺，同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車，為何偏偏在電車自殺？因為媽媽？沒能知道，沒能問個清楚明白。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDM60ncKrBz
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZUX9TgNll
二十七年來，他首次踏足港島。心情緊張，有如當年踏入新居。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluZ2jzMds0
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMxKqabrAxm
熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位，有形無神，是家不是家。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJ8TIsLEbO
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK13KGhFmAH
常見事物配上獨特氛圍，舊瓶新酒，突兀不協調。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZNgIEEWf2k
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71FCaZGzOd
周遭顏色頓變濃稠，阻擋視線，如屏成障。看不見前路，聽不到指引，忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在，現在組構將來。過去如何，將來也必如何……378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1XJHwOCxTk
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4DEF1nyjL
一抹綠影突然冒出，撥開重重色彩，在他眼前掠過，緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8Rp2faRZB
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHoWbDrdqL
叮叮——叮叮——378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZoUVomNyLN
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7roJ6BGNPQ
震驚。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQtkU2lCAn
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡarYZ04U4N2
怎麼可以聽到聲音？378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiieErQrU5l
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbxjO2nH78
叮叮——叮叮——378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD3hK06tQiA
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBw89FP9Ms
一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdolTsZWL4
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVIVjb6ezE
累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLPPUqv1RsV
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1CcrxmECN
他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpZk88MLcB
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfOEMpCAbM
他不想再追。很累……378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwIhjEwbG2
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWo48GPM2AJ
叮叮——叮叮——378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnfWSe2BVR7
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtLWh0Cqepo
乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他，將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJzSR1yyXTD
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhb7EAwze24
電車似是擁有生命，生出無數觸手，向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同，是多麼的熱情親切，充滿期盼，彷彿在講：「來！快來！」378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabB9XHdKPN
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNSGo9sY7c
他咬咬牙，跑得更快，想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎？378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnWrFfQKj7
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxsLeVCGtN0
他沒能看見綠手主人的臉，但他堅信那是父母的手！378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5HQ7gT3nw
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA93FgcKmcx
這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚！378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwIOOKzgPI
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFi1zd93qNH
父母都是自殺的，在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOueSTToSi
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1thTnSYYH8
他接受不了。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lkoDwwmKr
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHyLVKGXZG
叮叮——叮叮——378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKjt4Kua0W
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVvNA9aABn
電車準備靠站，他快要追到。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgC153msBO0
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHdfZZMch4
綠手開始氣化。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWo0Qr3i94
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6CWMyclb7
再努力亦枉然？一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmL2SDw2cHE
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNvVulOhGy
綠手在他眼前消散無痕。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXGL12JE4K
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwgrqgZOBWA
他力竭倒地，哭得像個孩子。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLJTjC40dAP
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkBtgtrKNu
叮叮——叮叮——378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1Rbc9b4ky
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdwE7dCe66
電車靠站，乘客分道揚鑣，世界運轉如儀，沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39wjL8AAiM
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51V4yfML3K
緣盡。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTYYgYYuVo
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9BBYk2zKQ
無謂執著。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoKYiZ3yC9
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuqknkT5exI
忽爾澄明。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ59r5FnB0Jw
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9sKVPQwB6
汗止，氣平，淚盡。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPGhF8gOvpJ
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSF1eTCKNnr
他重新站起來，拍拍褲管塵灰，抬頭挺胸走向電車站。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmVCjTJ3tK
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvPu3S7nBDF
排隊，付款，上車。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZuXnxu6Sq
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvAubnDpyG
如同其他乘客。378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GTTChwvdZ
378Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwLBgCMF3m
如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。
