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一九九三年，他六歲。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQ3wcsYjG3
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣，撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜，不願醒來，懶理微微發癢的臉頰。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZWs8Av5Nc
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夏日惡毒，毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件，說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼，認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物，長暗瘡，純粹熱氣，無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣，匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXPgsJZgSH
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醫院離家不遠，不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景，既近且遠，扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉，手腳一軟，眼前一黑，倒下。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljuZN5dNlP
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看不見，聽得到。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOT0IzsxGop
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尖叫，呼救。心跳，鼻息。人，車。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgaY2r4gLL
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電車。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAhBhpUSiL
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXl8lEyqdje
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媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲，平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uBEb5AF0N
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他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjk6kQhT72
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刻骨銘心。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWPTtCoYxX
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叮叮——叮叮——343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvYqt46MJA
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（02）343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnASyH8O1Fq
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看得見，聽不到。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtAkYRxQov
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染，無法康復。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkCOcyV5QVG
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBx8rtnzc9p
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聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBP6J8t3VY
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuhquXxfzsL
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絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAGjrCTM0Z
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憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oo1Vh8nJs
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罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7h7wkEt42F
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世界五顏六色，暴烈狂亂。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmWDBSY9RDr
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他受驚瑟縮在家，直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTDpJDr6uz
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爸爸指向電車，比手畫腳，示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBQXUNkWCRa
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叮……343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWy0W80EWju
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（03）343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkktLm2j04Q
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二零二三年，他三十六歲。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHWkSxaXK2l
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當年媽媽離世後，爸爸帶他遷離港島，遠離電車，遠離傷心地。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLBjLlGpPp
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時日漸過，傷痛漸退，他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺，是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的，用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄，如煙如霧，再也妨礙不了他的人生路。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0TXZUG1gIB
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他決定要勇敢，走出陰霾，好好過活，不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺，同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車，為何偏偏在電車自殺？因為媽媽？沒能知道，沒能問個清楚明白。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHgF9gm6bZb
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二十七年來，他首次踏足港島。心情緊張，有如當年踏入新居。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI2mihjv2qB
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熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位，有形無神，是家不是家。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6JGPiZvXE7
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常見事物配上獨特氛圍，舊瓶新酒，突兀不協調。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRV5tDYuHK
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周遭顏色頓變濃稠，阻擋視線，如屏成障。看不見前路，聽不到指引，忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在，現在組構將來。過去如何，將來也必如何……343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUxGUi3rnc
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一抹綠影突然冒出，撥開重重色彩，在他眼前掠過，緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDtd6L7V2T2
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叮叮——叮叮——343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjsLsp9xsly
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震驚。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5nxtMzhEeK
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怎麼可以聽到聲音？343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26ZtJ2Qnrs
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一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFFBtLxI9Ul
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累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaTEpjNOD2R
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他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡepgxWJRyZe
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他不想再追。很累……343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBkttcRBd2
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叮叮——叮叮——343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeQ0fQkV0kQ
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他，將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapGu8l1laX
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電車似是擁有生命，生出無數觸手，向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同，是多麼的熱情親切，充滿期盼，彷彿在講：「來！快來！」343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6C7qResBZL
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他咬咬牙，跑得更快，想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎？343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GBTpdsbnv
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉，但他堅信那是父母的手！343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3fXEWSEJWQ
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這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚！343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡre3uAM7MRc
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父母都是自殺的，在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkqnysb4Uuq
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他接受不了。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyI9mHfNMl1
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叮叮——叮叮——343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH4Y5K4dbEP
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電車準備靠站，他快要追到。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpZDLU5ES1g
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綠手開始氣化。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ91qQOueLXz
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再努力亦枉然？一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0Xdn4u7XV
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綠手在他眼前消散無痕。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsjQ1ejYDts
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他力竭倒地，哭得像個孩子。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRhB5VP5xUg
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電車靠站，乘客分道揚鑣，世界運轉如儀，沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQhOMctVtmx
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緣盡。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7u0lQDngw
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無謂執著。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhbQyTnUDN
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忽爾澄明。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXjWwCqRRC
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汗止，氣平，淚盡。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo11IXb5GUY
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他重新站起來，拍拍褲管塵灰，抬頭挺胸走向電車站。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLwjVHMXmB
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排隊，付款，上車。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRDpjnqPt97
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如同其他乘客。343Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFMshsEh8JM
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如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。
