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一九九三年，他六歲。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMuZsFe68oo
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夏夜有風。媽媽替他更換小背心當睡衣，撥扇哄他入睡。睡得香甜，不願醒來，懶理微微發癢的臉頰。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTg5nxVotDr
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夏日惡毒，毒不過他臉頰上的無名腫毒。媽媽焦急收拾銀包和證件，說要帶他到醫院。爸爸睄他一眼，認為他近日吃過量煎炸食物，長暗瘡，純粹熱氣，無需花錢求醫。媽媽沒好氣，匆匆拖著神智不清的他前往醫院。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPwxcpDBYfQ
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醫院離家不遠，不過二十分鐘腳程。相識的鄰里、熟悉的街景，既近且遠，扭曲模糊折疊……天旋地轉，手腳一軟，眼前一黑，倒下。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhOqSPKK8a
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看不見，聽得到。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkh2HfY2bzj
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尖叫，呼救。心跳，鼻息。人，車。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0APJ7tG8qw
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電車。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPLjVQ764B
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他曾取笑它慢吞吞。媽媽說電車再慢亦會比他快。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzJQfGl46C
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媽媽喜歡電車那叮叮聲，平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7eoJP2jbTH
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他仔細聽、認真聽。平凡而獨特，隱隱卻嘹亮。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3HNHdE9BDo
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刻骨銘心。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePk7k9y53b
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叮叮——叮叮——455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhaGYoU0Q7u
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看得見，聽不到。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡloWjLWLxnK
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聽不到醫生說他內耳受感染，無法康復。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPso0gIJNF
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聽不到爸爸怪責媽媽疏忽照顧他。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDrXFVm8sKk
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聽不到媽媽自責飲泣。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqLMMIGNHeh
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但他統統看見了——他看見聲音。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZFrAc7dBt
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絕望聲音是揚沸的黑煙。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8WiwksNVKK
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憤怒聲音是燃燒的血紅。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpeBThp8c0c
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罪疚聲音是混濁的海藍。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeq4Wbhpcvj
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世界五顏六色，暴烈狂亂。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0o7g5uasR
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他受驚瑟縮在家，直至媽媽的顏色徹底消失。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NvoDHak5z
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爸爸指向電車，比手畫腳，示意媽媽昨夜在電車自殺。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsIGGwPyxl
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叮……455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxwE7aQttM
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二零二三年，他三十六歲。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNoz5djscD
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當年媽媽離世後，爸爸帶他遷離港島，遠離電車，遠離傷心地。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6uLMjIhwg
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時日漸過，傷痛漸退，他漸漸看不見聲音的顏色。他明白那是幻覺，是自身心理防禦機制產生出來的，用以舒緩情緒和壓力。聲音的顏色日益淺薄，如煙如霧，再也妨礙不了他的人生路。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiioVKLOWFF
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他決定要勇敢，走出陰霾，好好過活，不然會像爸爸一樣帶著哀傷終其此生——爸爸去年自殺，同樣在電車上。明明爸爸比他更抗拒港島和電車，為何偏偏在電車自殺？因為媽媽？沒能知道，沒能問個清楚明白。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Rsr1kO59Y
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二十七年來，他首次踏足港島。心情緊張，有如當年踏入新居。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxf3VKAnqpJ
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熟悉傢俬配上陌生單位，有形無神，是家不是家。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29UlJWlidS
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常見事物配上獨特氛圍，舊瓶新酒，突兀不協調。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eGCXk23Mw
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周遭顏色頓變濃稠，阻擋視線，如屏成障。看不見前路，聽不到指引，忽爾忘記將來。人總沒法拋棄過去吧。過去構成現在，現在組構將來。過去如何，將來也必如何……455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHZPWtUXID
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一抹綠影突然冒出，撥開重重色彩，在他眼前掠過，緊隨而來是隱隱卻嘹亮的聲音。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMmLUIfpXo
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震驚。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqs7otm1pqN
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怎麼可以聽到聲音？455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjBxM2HphK
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一股莫名衝動驅使他拼命追趕電車。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtvZWQxDYa
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累。電車再慢亦會比他快。他再快亦追不到那些經已遠去的。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jvPDos2Pi
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他開始不明白自己為何要追趕。他沒有追趕的原因。他再努力亦無法追回那些人事物。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwdp7tQI7Nr
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他不想再追。很累……455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡersJIHHINs
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叮叮——叮叮——455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB3u88ZuZuv
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乘客陸續發現行為怪異的他，將手提電話伸出窗外拍攝。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4RbiXB9rp
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電車似是擁有生命，生出無數觸手，向他招迎。當中有兩隻全綠的右手沒有手提電話。揮動姿勢與其他手臂不同，是多麼的熱情親切，充滿期盼，彷彿在講：「來！快來！」455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRt8OjS7MGY
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他咬咬牙，跑得更快，想要看看綠手主人——會是他們嗎？455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOcjsGcAwUA
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他沒能看見綠手主人的臉，但他堅信那是父母的手！455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMnJY42vCPQ
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這可能是他有生之年最後一次與父母團聚！455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbb8Z8sBKAt
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父母都是自殺的，在他毫無心理準備之時離他而去。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAF4z0BlaF6
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他接受不了。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoRHOJz65Y
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電車準備靠站，他快要追到。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKaARWLriF
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綠手開始氣化。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6N4BnEHJ8q
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再努力亦枉然？一切努力只顯得他是那麼無能無力。他唯一做到的僅是無奈接受……455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6lGsyarZu
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綠手在他眼前消散無痕。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKNDPPhL9vU
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他力竭倒地，哭得像個孩子。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2A7MxdzKnw
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叮叮——叮叮——455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡViIzXkYy5L
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電車靠站，乘客分道揚鑣，世界運轉如儀，沒有因為他的怪異行徑而改變本身命運。正如他沒有因為努力而及時握著兩隻注定要消散的綠手。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6yAYrDfTee
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緣盡。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSuMsQQpk3
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無謂執著。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNug6E00Sto
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忽爾澄明。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgQ8OaVlr6v
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汗止，氣平，淚盡。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzKeWmI8aj6
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他重新站起來，拍拍褲管塵灰，抬頭挺胸走向電車站。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡggfEwhZpRE
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排隊，付款，上車。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4yB940UIu8
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如同其他乘客。455Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPOJA7bPxS
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如同其他同樣平凡而獨特的乘客。
