看，人是迂腐的；習慣習慣，成自然，温水煮蛙，稍一有一點好的迹象，又覺得可以停歇了，進一步甚至會丢失眼前美景，所以世間的問題很難真正地被解決，只會甩皮甩骨地苟活，但永不斷氣。802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzqrFaGYEX
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下午，阿朗收到峰仔的WhatsApp：802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLVd2aisIQ
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「Fiona結婚喎，話要搞吓同學會，單身party喎。」附上兩個奸笑的表情。802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0FZpNrYmQ
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「哦……我唔去啦。」阿朗答。802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9DBRrvk238
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「明。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuD7K19cP4e
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「玩得開心，唔好太癲，女朋友會擔心。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHVj3hNRqQA
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「得啦。計我話，到時Fiona婚禮淨係襟兄弟都可以擺一圍，互相交流吓食評。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyk8pUHljX
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阿朗看見峰仔講得抵死，對着電話笑了；思思見狀，問：802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbHg0zFIhs
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「傾咩傾得咁開心？」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8X6Q0fAgL1
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「有個中學同學結婚，峰仔講咗啲好好笑嘅嘢嚟寸佢。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4UVtBAbZ8
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「俾我睇吓？」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUQOv0x8jfT
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「好。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWkIAB7K0L
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她將頭凑近，一看就看到名字，面色僵了一下：802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeBmaWDC3aV
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「哦，係Fiona喎。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEMfG1CpmS
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「係呀，佢咁都嫁得出。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulLssaoi0y
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他一直覺得，Fiona不適宜嫁娶，像月曆上的陰暗日子一樣。802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecvS1t1SQ0
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「我係女人都覺得佢點都嫁得出嘅。咁咪幾好囉，我哋應該要替其他女人鬆一口氣。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzSsy9MWsk
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適宜與否是一回事，長得漂亮、情商高，這個結果並不出奇；倒好，可以減少對其的戒心。802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqI0Bnm5kuV
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「嗯。總之，我唔會去party。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYAytGu4w43
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「仲敢？」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeag1LfAnOa
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「唔敢。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIDGJMb37nG
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「係我大量先原諒你咋，醒醒定定。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIE7eXWLq6n
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「得得得，知道。保證真係真係唔會再有咁嘅事。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFj8PTra5r
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舊事重提，沒有點明，但也心知肚明。不是一種禁忌，但沒有人忘記。802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdMCfk3FWO
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「其實佢真係幾靚。嗰次之後，我add咗佢Facebook，佢啲相影得好好睇，真人係咪都係呢個樣？」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vhYI05yO3
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她想多看看他的初戀到底是何許人，幾乎記得Fiona分享過的語錄、自拍、瑣事。802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVGdNlRDflh
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「唔知，嗰次之後，我就unfriend咗佢。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMIXlDS2fzo
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這是真的，他在杜絕自己做到傻事，或者給更多機會Fiona令他做壞事。802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxFfcwJXVTr
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「我開俾你睇。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqLNTOhT1f
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「唔洗啦。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡODyW7RWEYo
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心存芥蒂，毫不好奇。每每想起，他都有種不適，總是覺得差一點就會失去一切，失去眼前的所謂幸福和安穩。802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgpQ7ethafn
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她見他皺眉，確實不情願，故調侃他：802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVsm3vVrp3
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「做咩咁抗拒，心虛？」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMR5dpHaNpL
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「唔係啊，我只係唔想睇，都過咗去啦。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTBkcukHzy
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「其實，我仲好記得㗎。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡllHmGg79e6
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即使，已成過去，但那一種呼吸不來的強忍淚水、逼使自己頭腦清晰冷靜的眼睛麻痹感，仍然赫人。802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IgjdbPw5p
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「Sorry。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCFKhsvkR57
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他不加以辯駁，也不想接話，沒有人想在自己犯錯的地方駐足，而且供別人遊覽；即使對方是髮妻。802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr32FuaUr5O
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「我好似從來都冇同你講過咁，當時係唔想提，後來就係無謂提。但其實我好介意你上佢屋企，成身都係香水味咁番嚟，我都好介意你有咩都同佢講先，而我係咩都唔知。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ06BaOb6rdb
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她為此，失卻了安全感；直到後來，才慢慢地相信他。當然，另一方面卻更安心，明白他對Fiona那種美人尚沒有過多越軌行為，其他人更難超越——思思如此自我安慰，在這個邏輯裏自洽。802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNcCEO2N6m
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「Sorry……」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8Vdfca3WX
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他重複道歉，她一直沒有責備他，已很寬厚。802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3lS0SbAt5
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「唔緊要。我已經冇嘢，但只係想講出嚟啫，難得溝通吓吖嘛。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBbqOC6bfhz
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「你信我，我冇鍾意過佢。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZuhIFhnwgQ
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「嗯。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6D4HJcWjh
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既然說起，阿朗問：802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEP8hrGVA1s
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「咁你呢？有冇鍾意過你個學生？」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1UGVK0i9G
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她沒好氣地答：802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUS3Yp5cjS
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「當然冇——喂，人哋咁細個，我有冇咁狼死啊？」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84AG5nx9hJ
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「細個咪好，不知幾正，又青春又有活力。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6eEWUdIHWW
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「唔覺。你真係傻仔嚟嘅。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTEfEf2xMsI
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「我邊度傻，一估就俾我估到，唔係淨係得你先有女人嘅直覺。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0vrmlutTx
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「威啦威啦。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEu0VDY2or
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二人都笑，然後，又停頓了一下。802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJZSt7R5de
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「佢最近點？」阿朗隨便問問。802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUIFXMlcYk
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「佢拍咗拖啦；琴日我見到佢，佢送咗盒鎮痛貼俾我。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ptSagGYVb
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「喺街上撞到？」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡioVwPJhPM2
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「佢喺校門等我。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ3irX6S3wh
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他忽然想起，昨晚，她從袋中取出鎮痛貼，然後着他幫忙貼上；時間推前，她比往常晚了一點回來。802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmoQmfkYzxr
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他語帶諷刺：802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCK1sxnV8nI
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「哇，咁有心嘅？拍咗拖仲送嘢俾鍾意過嘅人？」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZbYPEmRbB
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她聽得出他的揶揄，反擊道：802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcM2Y7gPa70
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「你夠結咗婚仲同初戀情人攬攬錫錫。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDO9kl5hTIQ
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「邊同？我係以為佢有事先會上去，你呢？你個人生勾勾，佢都特登等你放工？」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPqMiutvJVQ
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「有咩問題？」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXQM6CXjTa
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「佢又知你唔舒服？同學生有冇必要講咁多？」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPYp8SWpch
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「識得耐，唔小心講多咗兩句咋嘛。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5t3Ddhf6jk
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「都唔知止唔止淨係用口講，係咪幫你鏈埋骨？」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NHPKsIppY
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是。802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ10huYGsGEV
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「你夠係，都唔知止唔止淨係錫過。」802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZM3YeSGEAm
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是。802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsh9z5Nmll
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於是，二人盯着對方，再沒有說話。802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqq6UpD2TGH
802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4XKKkL1vs
明明，內心的劇本不是這樣的；明明，這些天來的掙扎和猶豫都是想為大家好，想大家都開心快樂，將心底的話都攤出來；明明，不應該如此，卻會在情緒驅使下，說一些傷害對方的話。802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1zr1EcWVB3
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原先想表達的是什麼？802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvo04asQmZ
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太像在運動場跑步了。跑個半小時，還是不停在同一個空間裏繞圈，來來去去都是這四百米，即使心率高企、汗已浸濕內衣褲，但在旁人看來，只是在原地踏步；慢慢，連自己也覺得如此。802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1WdAAgxJz
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更甚的是，新進場的人只會在內心鄙夷——才跑幾步就如此氣促？802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf1JTsT1LqU
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他們不會知道時間之長、體力之消耗。事實上，永遠只有自己才真正一直伴在自己身邊，802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPIO7asJ8K
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所以，阿朗和思思都不了解對方的心路歷程，只覺近來平淡，對方開始沒有心。802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZxic1oEdzt
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所以，也因此，他們缺乏柔情的包容——802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaWXwkIrr4u
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首先被情緒凌駕思考，繼而作出挑釁。802Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0nSsjVX2H
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