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「你知唔知？我……」900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ55LC9oqoQ3
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阿朗喃喃，之後沉默；手沒有停止，繼續為遺體上粉。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡema8NQ7kwV
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千言萬語，在心中譜寫。當阿朗對一份工作足夠熟悉時，常常做着做着，就想找一些話說，差在是否講出聲。他之所以不再言語，是因為，他怕真的有人回應他，如此則過分滲人；無論如何，這個空間都太靜了。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRss2GM1ZHa
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不，又或者，倘若真有人回應他，說到底也是一個伴——哈，眾生平等。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGfgXHjwSD
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自轉工後，阿朗和思思皆工作了三年。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEq1ABBBMp
900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHeGsgc3gO
一開始，二人還有許多話說的，因為工作予其的新鮮感支撐着二人無眠時興起的話題。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmh2luUQdZR
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可是，後來，開始無話可講。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKNN9QYmWC
900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcp6RtjFiuO
阿朗已見過很多不同種類的遺體：自殺、交通意外、久病而逝、急性病逝……見得多，自然不再感到新奇，他只越來越專業的做化妝手勢，表情放鬆，可是因為習慣了，所以再無新奇事可分享。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEKUikcuvO
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或者，有時他很想分享，二人卻了無心思，沒有一個合適的興致配合話語；只好等到假日才說，但常常忘了起初想說什麼。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPpw0iOpwF
900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpKZUFFgcs
思思呢，好一點，可是也較以往沉默。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IkJxsg8fZ
900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx3DZA8CgvX
她對學校更熟悉了，開始上手；和學生也越來越熟絡，他們都喜歡思思。午飯時間，甚至組成一個個小團體，內進狹小的社工室吃飯，和思思說「阿sir啱啱火車未到站」、「又要默書，勁長」、「放學就要補習啦」、「我都要去學琴啊，今晚又唔知幾點先可以瞓」，云云。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ85ZI1mPoex
900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcmuZu3m3O
慢慢，生活只是一個循環，再沒有新的事好講。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMp8ClzhY5
900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSAzQAvccS
但二人還可以圍繞棉花糖，看看她的功課、興趣班、測驗卷、温度進度，偶然一同幫她做難度甚高的視藝科勞作。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg9y5hKejPN
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對。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSJtDcdM1pt
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如此，如此地環迴往復。久而久之，又覺得平淡。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡysvYAXkwxb
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就是，大家都會關心對方，今天工作怎樣呢？辛勞嗎？繁忙嗎？可是，話語來來去去都是那些，第一次說，倒叫做體貼；但說到第一百次時，卻像極了例行公事，即使語氣充滿抑揚，聽起來卻只是一句不帶感情的慰問，淡淡的，內心總已經有個預期對方會說的答案：900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGxPrpLbhDQ
900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHODjlL2qFW
「幾好吖。」或者，「有啲攰。」不出這些了。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3S46VK0CL
900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiT7YnVlXwR
接下來，就幫對方按摩，手的力度卻悄悄放軟。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BBxsqyWXg
900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMte28TzEAX
平淡……平淡就對了，婚姻和感情不就如此嗎？總不可能一生都充滿激情吧，當新鮮感褪去，生活又回歸了整齊有序的狀態——900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ53HGUCwmN5
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是應該的吧？900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5Zo1dbf2Q
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臨睡前，阿朗想起，他們已經二十八歲：900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nJVPova1k
900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFkqbCJdQw6
「老婆，」他側身摸思思的頭髮分界線：「十年啦，我哋今年係咪去泰國玩？」900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡotrnSVV11q
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他想回到那個夏天去，雖然熱，但至少和他結伴的思思，是有温度的。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyp7HlWeRz9
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外出散心，大家都會輕鬆點，不要再留在那個重覆工作的氛圍當中。一成不變，總使人麻木。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvc6hyst4p
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但是，思思似是想起了什麼，皺眉：900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZxbyFPRCz
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「但係，我暑假有project搞……」900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPcuCO8cHo
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「咩project？要做幾耐㗎？」900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZLxtFyhnk2
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「我都唔太清楚，係講中一、二嘅學生點樣適應新學年嘅，環境唔同以前少學，壓力太大。」900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYcKHZH8Bs
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「咁，仲去唔去？」900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWEzE4GG4GZ
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「遲啲先？等我忙完呢牌先。我都想去㗎，對唔住。」900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IHaQ2udP0
900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIw5Kxw2GPG
「唔緊要啦，咁我哋遲啲再plan過。宜家瞓啦，聽日我哋都要番早，good night。」900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicRXScqBt1
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如果去的話，一定要再試布吉島上的某間餐廳的泰式炒河，太好吃；還有要和那個老闆打聲招呼，看看餐牌上的中文字還是不是翻譯有誤；不過，不用再去騎大象了，太有墜落的危機感，上次還因而跌了弄跌了耳機，最後，得靠大象用鼻從草木中取回來。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWP6lGe5yuE
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如果去的話，世界又剩下他們兩個了。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgWYBsU0wF
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那麼，他們還可以有當年的開心和甜蜜嗎？反正，現在沒有答案。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmReUWvL9yu
900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hvsUl0PlN
不知道從何時開始，他們的共處時刻都靠棉花糖，才能有多一些話。如果到泰國去，他倆怎麼辦？900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE667KkYYt5
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不，只要空閑，都可以聊很多很多。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzAepjfvaY0
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思思閉眼。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw4YKiqajpM
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她覺得好累；開始明白阿朗以前回家的頹喪狀，絕對不是佯裝出來的。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucMjyJHgQB
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別人以為她的工作只是奉上一雙耳朵，然後隨便說些心靈雞湯就可以；但不是的，她不想做這種人，所以，她認真聆聽和回應。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyxfj3oeHmU
900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg4eOsDa7RK
不只學生，老師也偶然向她打探學生的心事，斷言拒絕又顯得不禮貌，總要大戰幾個回合，你推我讓。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFfjHK3Dkd
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還有家長。有些家長天天致電學校，老師處理不到，就交給她接聽——900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBr0rYRVAwM
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「嗰個講座講嘅方法都冇用嘅？佢都係唔聽我話喎。」900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGMwi2qY14T
900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ZvljzGsfU
「點解我個仔日日都冇精神聽書？」900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3HujJpawu
900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlF3UPx8R0k
「佢做咩苦瓜乾咁樣番屋企？你哋冇睇好佢？」900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfC7KIy0CHJ
900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡApL0GVXMJQ
「姑娘呀，我想問吓呢，有冇咩方法可以令佢乖乖哋去補習？」900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSE8RAkN8JA
900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpee5MplWQ
「阿仔放學成日都唔即刻番嚟，係咪群埋啲壞同學？」900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZvoUtbTypz
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然後，她不斷挨罵。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIwGp5FFi2P
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其他日子，就是跟case和寫報告。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuFpjnEE3R
900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9T45Sx8XL5
她的生活確實充實，求仁得仁；只是有一點點累。有時，她只想快快吃完飯，然後攤睡床上，不需再說一句話，任由起伏有致的呼吸聲替她道一聲晚安。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEnHa494T4I
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她失去了傾訴的心思。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTg3w7rdLF2
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即使，她多麼想時常說一些瑣碎，像以前一樣。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1agwfdSELW
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如今，她努力等閒暇周末。900Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwYqPcVTwI
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