曾經，思思覺得和阿朗如此守着這一間房子，也挺好。狹小、舒適、温馨，這100%的安全感。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8gzvQo1Av
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只是，日復日的無聊瑣事，連時間都過得很慢。她只好自我調笑，總比白駒過隙好，起碼她的容顏仍然盛放。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSbkrfW2FNy
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1KjEvnoct
有時，她煮好午餐，但未夠鐘到幼稚園接棉花糖放學，她沒有什麼好做的。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzu2VJMRk6P
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj480AhpqMw
她看出窗外，恍神；一瞬間，有鳥飛過，但她只捕捉到後知後覺的殘影。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgY0OYaWWSA
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7Y0KSng48
這種她「獨佔」的時光，起初她享受，畢竟再無娃娃的高音哭鬧聲，不需要晨早清理散落的玩具，輕鬆百倍。但後來，莫名地覺得很寂寞，可能她已經習慣自己被棉花糖黏着的身軀，如今卻無比輕盈，竟然更顯飄零。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUWvvFdRci3
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBYFh5XUpq
寂寞，好一種殘缺的美感。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ08u0atoZlJ
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9IgjG3m4oY
寂寞——可以分享嗎？1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6Y4wloaBRe
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjFHxgyG2s
如果她說：「我覺得好無聊，好悶，完全唔知做緊咩。」阿朗聽罷，會否覺得她在炫耀？他的汗滴在泥地上遭太陽蒸發；而她則抱怨，十點半的陽光不夠猛烈，不足以曬乾衣服。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKN90StQr2w
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0I1IFYdvgC
「獨佔」二字，到底有不能與人分享的意味，即使摰愛。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3oKk4tC6C
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMgMSPoCTdp
看着鬧鐘，目聞「咔、咔……」的冷硬，卻仍然不急不慢。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcFplYNFpb5
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD9whTKmkIV
這種孤單令她覺得，自己不被需要，阿朗辛勤上班，棉花糖歡樂學習，他們途中會有一刻想起自己嗎？恐怕沒有。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy1pozxIBNx
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29zqUQs0nl
咔、咔。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfCdW6XQZms
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaLphUCTYQ
心裏空蕩蕩的，像極了一個圓形的時鐘，由秒針決定她的腳步、分針主宰她的行為、時秒裁決她的思緒，但無論這三針怎樣行走，仍然尚有太多空白，填不滿、留不低。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0EfXZsWlRJ
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡshwJxa52Fj
她驚訝，她已不是以前那個程思思。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBp5QTrngsK
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9ZcKpU1XE
此前，她很喜歡獨處，因為很自在，不需理會別人的眼光，不用擔心自己失儀，不用思考一聽就很勉強的話題。而且，獨處即是供她和自己好好相處，消化一天勞碌帶來的壓力。現在，她卻寧願和人更親近一點，任他是誰，譬如聽街市菜檔的姐姐賣菜讚菜甜、主動和鄰居尷尬寒暄、加入幼稚園的媽媽谷。她不想有被世界遺棄之感。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2mtSWZuEjL
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKLDVlOLUow
思思開始想念，以前常常和阿朗黏在一起的日子。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqlp7bPd1WF
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqHxiJKcbD
她也想念以前上學的日子，每日穿梭山腳和山頂，天地堂到處閒逛，靜賞風吹葉拽，然後，吃個吉列豬排加薯條作下午茶；如果上連堂，十五分鐘內急忙跑山，久而久之，心肺功能因而進步。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa49GHascsa
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCqSaMiydMw
她愛學習，她喜歡思考一些沒有答案的問題，尤其好於聆聽人間事；以往，經常聽到不同的個案例子，沉重，但因而令她更有動力踏足校園。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEdBLAiYJA1
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這一種充實。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKR3U06yUO
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUPyVdpxqAZ
現在，她想工作了，她想接case；但知道還不是時候，所以只有空想。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCTUND0Q5i
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VmFiOYgDa
咔、咔——1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsNxTA651TZ
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好無聊。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQL2qiC8KH
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlU600fpxSs
中午，思思接棉花糖放學。到家，傍她吃飯，服侍小主子。棉花糖的一口飯，可以含上五分鐘，口腔長期靜止，眼睛圓轆轆地睜着——食到發吽哣。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtWtQdBrzP
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzXbfXgh0l
起初，思思覺得棉花糖食得太慢，飯菜變涼；後來，她又覺得，這樣靜靜看着棉花糖吃飯，時間好像過得比平時快。當然，還是會催促棉花糖，着她好好咀嚼、吞嚥。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Y42iZ5uF1
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZR9FC2P7gr
吃飯後，思思都會叫棉花糖做功課，自己則去洗碗。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHuJlZwZ9Mb
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCNiFEshnD
良久，棉花糖已做完「用間尺畫直線」的功課，思思檢查，滿意，然後着棉花糖午睡。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL35hcGmZA4
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhBWBSFbRSI
思思看着棉花糖漸漸睡去，屋內又只剩他倆微弱的心跳聲，而思思只能感受到自己的脈搏，感受到，又只剩她一個。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiXQCSB0pHQ
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhcZfvPltU
咔、咔。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiU5hsacX3
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYT0yjoKS5
她想念阿朗。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAV4VzOiLIJ
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡellLU87Lm4
閒來無事，研究一下牆壁白屑剝落的形狀、整理一下堆滿椅子的衫褲、洗擦一下保温壺內膽的污漬。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOxh5dBtxU
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXC5iRvRoA
終於，夠鐘喚棉花糖起床，帶她到樓下公園，和幼稚園的同學玩。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgEm2I2RjP6
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ2ZI5hD1bR
坐在樓下的長椅上，和其他小孩的媽媽有一搭沒一搭地聊着，她們漸漸熟絡，一邊看着小孩蘯千秋，一邊用手拍打附在腳上試圖吸血的蚊子，話題從小孩到烹飪、再從保養到婆媳關係。話畢，又埋怨一下小孩的「畫圓功課」太困難，最後還不是由家長完成。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzI67HqMWiS
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXEdb7g4XdS
似乎，各有各的憂慮。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgABIdr3t1n
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsD8VUMqVp
只有思思自豪——棉花糖好叻，佢個圓，畫得好圓！1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyxtWJPilL
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXOIgt62cXI
天色漸暗，思思領棉花糖回家。煮飯，今早已買餸、洗菜。等阿朗回家，即可開飯。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZMd2Zj90P
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfslo7bkll
她在成為一個好妻子，等待她的好丈夫歸來。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoPDzRqUAw
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMjgcacPt2
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阿朗回家，洗完澡，吃飯、喝湯、陪棉花糖玩「煮飯仔」、帶她上床睡覺，在旁聽思思說睡前故事；看向思思的眼神，還是很温柔，不過，有些神不守舍。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡufaBecUd22
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaf5DZCW9P2
起初，思思會問：「番工番成點？」、「今日係咪好曬？辛苦你啦——」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQ51OGYGvH
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsmjDeHsgJq
阿朗訕訕：「ok啊。」、「咪都係咁。」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvXUdLmqZ3
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6lMdnBqklY
後來，思思沒有問，阿朗也沒有主動說，他不想將工作的苦悶分享，這種東西作為與年輕妻子的話題，十分無趣。若要轉述工場對話，又要過濾粗口，太麻煩。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmlwlkoy4C
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7BnX62ISsO
所以，思思以擁抱代替言語問候，以替其按摩肩頸代替直抒自己的無聊。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlQbfCEliub
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZu6qt55Su3
她着阿朗坐床上，她跪坐於他的背後，看着他的後腦，嗅到他的氣味，想要他。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTcFBlvmnot
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2wzbcfKrbk
思思將手伸向阿朗的鎖骨，下延，指尖掃過他的乳頭，打圈。思思單手環抱阿朗，親吻他，用舌頭撬開他的唇；他也以舌頭回應，有條不紊，像一個沉穩的財閥。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3cpxAbYdW
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyo9650VVZL
思思的手沒有閒下來，套弄他的陰莖，像擰開樽蓋一樣輕捽龜頭；很快，思思趴在床上，含住他的硬物，手指來回刮掃睾丸底部，再舔啜脹鼓鼓的囊包。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlTD4XCd4wO
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtW5SSTqvft
「我坐上嚟？」很久沒有用「女上」姿勢做愛，思思想起，以前經常攤軟在阿朗胯下，大汗淋漓；現在，讓他稍稍休息。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgIiBArE5Iz
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWGmY1bfRtv
「宜家做？」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0cZU7YqKMo
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEpNQBJy4aB
阿朗的身體提醒他，問這個明顯已有答案的問題。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhayMaMTwR
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvFrxq30i6I
其實他也想做愛，他本來就是一個享受性愛的人，但他覺得「啪啪啪」這種聲響，呈現的是力量感，他累，想充電——憑藉睡覺，而非將陰莖插入陰道。只是下體已經站立，不想跪下。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1iqmPlWUX4
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLzxLqT0gM
「放心，唔轉姿勢，今日我服侍你。」思思推倒阿朗，牽着他的手。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbdJP4GeqTt
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqsqr8S1SRA
思思的的腰像轉呼拉圈一樣搖動，一會兒，愛液流至阿朗的陰囊。他微微呻吟，思思加速上下坐落，胸部也因而上下跌蕩。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqh9hKhVdJ
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxmjJEuz3g
「好鍾意你生完之後嘅身材，多咗肉地。」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXanIcGcGWq
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8gk10O74FZ
他的手不斷揉搓她的胸部，又輕輕握着她柔媚的腰，再摸摸剖腹留下的疤痕。與最初的羞澀不同，她多了幾分激情，坦率地面紅急喘，這樣的她竟然已經生育。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJoPUmSkIi
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoH1cEscKcJ
思思高潮，陰部緊緊收縮，人才剛抽搐兩下；阿朗隨即側身抽出陰莖，將精液射在思思的腳上，她知道，他這次故意放任自己的慾液；以往他很持久，誓令她腳軟；她明白，他是真的累，早完，早休息。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqUiBqKN6a
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他吻了吻她。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ9rwgqUfQc
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ37fEUp9QbW
思思抹走精液，去一下廁所。回房，見阿朗已經攤睡，但聽到她開門，又坐起來，問：1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3QSJHgMLm4
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwn3dywY5ne
「老婆，你瞓覺未？我有啲攰……」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibkB7js2cC
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZc1AY6350
「瞓。辛苦你啦今日，同埋，每一日。」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJRUiFh42V
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCP5nlVSsiU
「邊係。你——我啱啱好爽。」1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrFMxbMyLf
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMFs4sOpsg
阿朗微笑。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwJBT3ImHiP
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgGpsR7viN
思思回味剛剛的高潮，她忽然想再享受一次性快感，一次，就一次。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi0CpbtDW7M
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmzGglfdvM
或者是多吻他一次。所幸，仍有一整晚可以躺在同一張床上，而且，沒有棉花糖打擾。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1KRUe2ILL3
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSV1Jn7rhsB
她希望，他也享受和自己在一起的夜晚，享受只有他倆的寧靜或者喘息。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfdPNwvl99Z
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgrMlvJ3Zf
關燈，二人睡覺。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDRO4l7Kv4j
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbjY7bU7gX
開眼、開眼。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb9ExBjKqCn
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmxDQvOpWI
閉眼、閉眼。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgA7yhEVdOn
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtG1V3xjC8s
閉眼、開眼。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeFbRINzZ0
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIn4NSUeLQ
無聊感，湧上思思心頭。她總覺得，意猶未盡。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNIfuTUhDS
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52SAicaQkP
阿朗不打鼻鼾，但有「嘶——嘶——」的呼吸聲；她在旁聽着，也好，很實切地感覺到他在旁邊。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKlDVY4J8pk
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj4TpgiVEPW
此刻，她想抱抱阿朗，但放棄，以免驚醒他，她暗忖明晚一定要相擁入眠。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVt4UI3n5eA
1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf06qErwldD
漸漸，思思經常獨自做一件事。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7AVyRbsH4
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她因而有些莫名的羞恥感。1097Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uVbY7jppn
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