I headed to the top floor bathroom. Locked it and sat on the cool floor. I am definitely the problem. Not Jay or Matty. Me. Not hormones. Or Rachel or anything or anybody else. Me.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa5vADySxQg
I sigh and vow to myself to be a good, non slutty wife for Jay. He's literally the hottest, the most genuine, honourable human being I've met and I need to change for him now.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNJUg3NLNpe
I head over to the shower turn it on full blast and pulling Jay's top off I stand under it. I don't cry or mope after all these are problems I've brought on myself. I wash myself down instead and when I've scrubbed myself away I tell myself I'll get out and it will be fine.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGLJItKAG3
I hear the door tap and jump. Realise that I'm crying, sobbing under the shower.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfOaEjUQ14
"Taylor" I hear him say and I quickly get out.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUbyP1CF1O7
I unlock the door and Jay walks in and shuts the door behind him. He undresses silently and guides me back over to the shower. We stand under it together and I sigh. Resting my head on his chest.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6ocv0f7G2
"I love you" he says.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkBxzbeGwV
"I always tell you that I love you. I do. And when we have sex I love you so much Taylor." He begins.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwineQgY9F
He grabs the shower mitt and washes me down.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhFDlMZs8fl
"I love you so much that I would do anything for you" he says looking down at me and he is crying too.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbaBRZyWTn
"Do you love him" he asks and he just watches me.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7H4OU9fNUb
"No" I tell him. And I don't. I don't love Matty in the ways that I love Jay. He wipes his face and pushes his hair back. He looks at me as if he wants to search my soul. Finally he kisses me, his lips crushing into mine.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIngHxv3Vjn
"You just get lusty" he chuckles.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3HnC0Pu1a
I laugh wiping my eyes.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfS0ZOZkhy
"Lusty" I laugh.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88MtIubiRp
"Yeah you just get turned on and things happen and then you think about it after, when you don't feel that lust and you're like damn" he laughs.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy2w9PhKj9P
He couldn't have explained it better.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6rVPG01dD
"Jay I love you" I say to him.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgdyrDAuSgH
"And I walked off because I felt like I pushed too far again. He is in love with me. I shouldn't be using him. I am in love with you. And I was sitting there worrying because you didn't tell me you loved me when we had sex just now, and I realised how fucking selfish is that. For me to feel down because of that. When I've asked so much of you in the first place" I say.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHGdKygjIyQ
"Lust is okay. If you do love him that is entirely different. You're not asking I participated. You're hot as anything Taylor and I loved it." He says.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhv3PLI5rMG
He dips my chin up to his.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57UpyvX985
"I love you" he smiles.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhEbn3q9LA6
"I'm sorry I didn't say it. One I've had too many whiskeys and two I was really in my head at the time, about the whole thing" he says.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtP48pr49NX
"Matty is fine. He is my best man. He won't do shit. He cares too much for you to cause a scene or kick up a fuss. It's Ross I'm worried about. He gets right on my nerves always touching you and trying with you" he says and I just listen letting him vocalise his feelings.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ28ZGkTqJFf
"You know I didn't watch porn like other guys, I kinda didn't want to and I didn't need it. So I was never like obsessed with watching women be you know. But watching you in that position was hot" he whispers.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwbBWe1BzgU
"Did you like it" I ask softly.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3D9eef2CGG
"Mhm yeah" he smiles.
I kiss him, a long drawn out kiss.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcE0m3XHPm
"Ross will be fine, I've kept him at bay" I say.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DezMT6XsW
He looks at me and strokes my wet hair back.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8avFqHHp8
"When we get married." He begins.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡamDwlas1ul
"We are for each other only" he says.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyRL5NZYdG
"I'm yours" I say looking at his chest.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ucx8tMJw0
"I can't share you forever" he says and he's gently putting a boundary down.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2rLy8LZDM
"That's why just now I was like fine with it" he says softly.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF7Otl0m9zs
He turns the shower off and gets out grabbing a towel from the island in the middle of our huge bathroom. He wraps me in the fluffy towel and then grabs one for himself. I scrunch my hair so it sets into waves, I put on some cream and body oil and he just watches me. Pulling his shorts back on and pushing his wet hair back.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0seLoz9Gvu
I turn around hanging the towel up and looking at him completely naked. He watches me approach him and sit on his lap. His hands squeeze my bum and I wordlessly slide on top of him.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVw54e5G5D4
"Mmm" he sighs opening his legs.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBIu2asa6n4
"Taylor" he whispers.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5ft5pgnaj
He bounces me up and down in his lap.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXw31ZD3NK2
"Jay" I moan and he smiles.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpacsYB69YY
He takes over doing most of the work even though he's sitting down. I kiss his lips and neck and I can feel his hands lifting me up and down onto him. Watching his arms bulge as he lifts my body weight over and over again. My Jay is strong.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNBcBCN0dc
"Naughty" he sighs as I nibble his neck.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl7NGna0Slj
"You're mine" he says looking at me.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JqB7baie5
"I'm yours" I say softly.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJghPpgIoNI
Unexpectedly I orgasm quickly all over him and it takes him by surprise. He gasps moaning and kissing me.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyZXhYOoDUR
"Fuck Taylor" he says and he bounces me quickly up and down onto him finding his own release inside me.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNdypSvZPp
"I love you" he says in my ear.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiU5mBgtK9X
"I love you" I whisper smiling.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BGl1XgabA
He stands up lifting me up and kissing me so completely. He fully carries me all the way to our room down a flight of stairs. I chuckle laughing as we make it there not being spotted by anybody.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ717UI5tN4A
I grab a checked night shirt and put it over myself. He smiles watching me.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNk1eRkEIc0
"It's cute" he says his hands just exploring my thighs and how it swings just under my bum.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfijEGkPZMA
"It's too short?" I ask him.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiJzl1g189V
"It's perfect don't worry you'll be on my lap the whole time" he laughs.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGChRdUQY8D
I smile at him and he picks me up again.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7yyZBmGCW
"You know I can walk" I laugh.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV5qea5AHHc
"Yeah but you have me" he says.
60Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwrZSMl87i
He kisses me and walks out of the bedroom back down the stairs to the others. I laugh and giggle my legs around his waist.
ns18.189.180.76da2
