Jays POV
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I'm definitely the bigger man in this situation, Ross has been eyeing up Taylor for what feels like days. And yes she's beautiful, of course she looks amazing in a bikini and what's more is she's currently baking a cake in front of us.
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Her hips, her boobs and her lips moving as she's talking to me. I need to actually listen to her I remind myself. She smiles as I say sorry what ? Bowl under her arm, stirring the pot with a wooden spoon. Why is this turning me on so much, she's just baking a cake, in a bikini.
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"What's your favourite cake Jay" she asks me.
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"I actually love sticky toffee cake" I say.
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"Mmm that's a good one" she says and I want to make her say 'mmm' more.
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"I love lemon drizzle" Ross says and I want to push him outside, with Rachel and Jacob.
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"It's my favourite" she says and I curse myself for not saying that lemon drizzle was my favourite too.
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She greases the loaf tin and spoons the mixture in. She then turns to face the other direction and bends to put the cake in the oven. I glance at Ross and he averts his eyes from my fiancées perfect bum bending over in front of him.
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I stand and head out to the BBQ and tend the meat. It couldn't be better news that they're both going to London for a while. I move the sausages, and flip the burgers. Rachel and Jacob are making out and I ignore them, the only good thing about that is that he's no longer got his eyes on Taylor.
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"Rach you were supposed to help" Taylor says from the doorway.
She's baking something else now.
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"Okay I'm not pregnant like you I don't have the instinct" she snaps. I see Taylor's face fall and she walks off.
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Rachel is ignorant unaware of where she's gone wrong, it was completely tactless. Jacob doesn't even know yet and he looks stunned. This affects her working relationship with him. It's why she's so upset and on top of that she's hormonal.
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"Man can you watch the bbq" I ask Jacob walking into the house not even waiting for an answer.
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Not finding her in the kitchen I head through the hall and into the living room. I scan the room not seeing any sight of her. I jog upstairs, hearing voices from our bedroom, I go in and she's there. Lying on our bed, Tears in her eyes. Ross eyes me sitting at the end of the bed; noticing that he's nowhere near her I relax. I'm in fight or flight mode, and Rach has just tipped me over the edge.
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I bend down in front of her.
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"It's not how you wanted to share the news" I say softly
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"And I don't want him to get rid of me in the company" she says. Matty comes in and I sigh.
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"Yeah I'm pretty sure that there are laws in place to stop that" I say. She will not be pushed out of her job I will make sure of that.
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"I feel really emotional, like I was so happy just baking and cooking and then that really set me off." She says still crying.
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"I love you" she says as I hug her. I sit on the bed and pull her into my lap. She hugs me, clinging onto me.
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"What if something happens now" she says and she is freaking out.
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"Nothings going to happen" I say looking at her.
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She sobs and I hug her.
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"I cant see past it" she sobs more.
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I shh her and hold her into me.
"I can't lose another" she cries and I know now exactly what's set her off. She wasn't ready for everybody to know, just in case. Matty she trusts, and Ross. She was being brave telling Rachel. And now she feels like another person knowing is tempting fate.
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"You won't" I say and I kiss her head. I look up slightly, what can I do to make this better ?
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"Tay" Matty says softly and he comes to sit the other side. I hate how he calls her that, how she listens to him. But I refrain from causing anymore problems.
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"It's okay" he says and she sits up slightly wiping her eyes.
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"I can't go through it again" she sobs.
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"I know, I know" he says and he does know. I respect him for trying.
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"It's okay, think about it" he says softly.
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"You're more than 6 weeks." He adds.
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"And you're going to be just fine" he says and she stops crying. Fully stops and looks at him.
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"I'm double 6 weeks now" she says.
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"Three whole months" he smiles.
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"Now relax, let's go get that cake done" he laughs.
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She wipes her face squeezes me and stands up. Matty stands next to me and I give him a nod. It's the man way of saying thank you.
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"Sorry" she says to all of us.
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"For being so emotional" she adds and I hug her.
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"Pretty sure you're entitled to be emotional Taylor" Ross says.
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We begin walking out and I have my arm around her back I just don't want to let her go. Walking down the stairs I hear Rachel fumbling along and I count in my head. I will not make a thing of this.
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“Taylor” she says, shrill.
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“Where did you put the Prosecco” she asks.
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“It’s right over in the chiller” I say and if looks could kill she would be dead.
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“Are you okay” she says looking at Taylor alarmed. Shes infuriating.
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“Just emotional” Taylor responds.
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“Must be hormones” Taylor smiles and I stroke her back.
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Taylor sways past her, and her grace is unmatched. My girl is perfection.
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“Here” she says passing her the Prosecco.
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“Thanks bestie” Rachel says.
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“How the cake coming along” she asks at an attempt to reconcile.
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“Let’s check” Taylor smiles walking over to the oven. She pulls out the baking tray and sticks a skewer in it.
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“Five more minutes” she says.
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“Everybody want burgers ?” I ask.
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“Of course” Rachel chimes in first.
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“I made a salad too” Taylor smiles uncovering a glass bowl.
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“Olives too and other bits” she says.
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“Perfect” I say and I’m holding onto her still. Something about her emotional episode reminded me strongly of my childhood, my mum crying. The pain, and the emotional nights we all had. I feel the need to be close to her. So close. To hold her and make sure that’s she’s okay.
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She looks up into my eyes, everybody has busied themselves.
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“I’m okay” she whispers.
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“Are you sure, I can get rid of everybody” I say.
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“Of course not” she smiles warmly.
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“I love you so much” I whisper.
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“I love you. Now you will be eating my lemon drizzle cake, mr I like sticky toffee” she teases.
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I laugh and she kisses me.
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“I’ll happily eat your lemon drizzle for the rest of my life” I tell her.
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She kisses me again, and I hold onto her. Just making sure that she is okay.
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“Go on, the burgers will burn” she smiles and I kiss her once more.
