"You may want to report the incident" Dr forester is saying gently. He lowers his glasses and looks at me.
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"No, I can't go through that. I just wanted to know that baby was fine. And you've given me that" I say softly. Jay has his head in his hands on the chair, he's more and more tense by the second.
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"There's no time limit whenever you feel ready to talk" Forester says and he leaves it at that.
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He swings back to his desk and writes down some notes. I sit looking at Jay who has lifted his head and is now watching me. His eyes begging me not to mention him.
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"I'm sorry I care too much about you, it's your own fault" I laugh.
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"Jay has been experiencing some moments of confusion since his head injury" I say and Forester looks up from his writing.
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"Jay" he asks.
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"What are the main symptoms" he says and he turns to him, looking at him like he was a young lad again. Care etched on his face.
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"Just moments where I can't get my thoughts straight" he says.
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"But you can remember stuff?" He enquires.
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"I can remember. I just can't get it all straight" he says.
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"Okay let's do an MRI scan." Forester orders.
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"It's okay honestly" Jay protests.
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"Let me do my job" Forester says and Jay shuts up. I smile; baby is okay, Jay is being checked. I feel relieved.
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I hold Jays hand all the way down to the treatment room, he catches onto my happiness and pulls his arms around me.
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"I'm glad you're happy" he jokes.
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"Baby is okay, you're being checked" I smile.
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"I feel much better" I say and I squeeze his hand.
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He heads into the MRI and I remain outside. I pull my phone out, I want to see if Rach has messaged me.
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I've met up with him. Taylor he's super pissed with me still. But I feel like an adult and we've actually spoken. I'm dealing with my problems for once instead of I dunno drinking them away. Will be okay. Thanks for the advice. I hope you're okay, please if you need me reach out. R x
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I smile and message her back, telling her that I'm happy she has managed to talk with Nate, explaining Jay is taking good care of me and not to worry I will be fine.
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I scroll into my messages seeing that I have one from Matty and a few from Jacob.
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I open Matty's first.
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Remember that you can get through this; you are the most strong and brave person I know. I've already deferred for the year, so don't worry I'm here and not going anywhere. I'll have to tell Ross as he's busy looking at apartments still. Love Matty xxx
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I send him a message back, saying that we will catch up on Monday. Sending him my love and signing it off with my name.
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Next I open Jacob's message.
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What I did to you was wrong. I'm sitting thinking about it and it's haunting me, already. I'm going to take some time away from the company. This is my problem, not yours. Just know that I'm implicitly sorry for causing you pain. Sorry for making you scared, and for ruining everything. I'm reporting myself to the police. Because it's the only right thing to do. Jacob
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I panic at having to be dragged into the police station to confirm his story is truthful. I place my phone back in my bag and stare at the clock. How dare he say he is haunted, I'm sure it doesn't hurt him to just to walk, or to move. Every time I walk there's pain and it's a constant reminder. To say I was scared is just wrong; I was humiliated, terrified, angry. Scared is a huge understatement. Ten whole minutes go by and I pull my phone back out.
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I'm glad you're haunted by it, because so am I. I think it's the right move to report it. Maybe it will make amends. My hips are bruised, my arms are bruised too. I'm at the hospital, because I was so sore and worried consequently about the baby. I'm in so much physical and emotional pain and at the moment I don't ever want you to touch me again. Ever.
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I send it off, I don't even think. This must be the second stage in processing what happened. I'm angry and I want to hit him. I wipe my eyes. And my phone illuminates again. It's Jacob and I answer it.
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"What" I mumble.
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"I'm sorry" he says.
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"So what?" I reply and I'm crying.
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"Are you still at the hospital" he asks.
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"Is baby okay" he says softly.
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"I'm at the hospital yes" I say.
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"Baby is thankfully fine" I reply and I hear him sigh with relief.
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"I'm sorry" he says and he's stricken too.
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"Look I don't care how sorry you are, every time I move it hurts. I keep seeing you holding me down" I say and I cry.
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"I have to go" I mumble.
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"I understand Taylor, I'm so sorry" he says.
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"Goodbye" I say.
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"Goodbye Taylor" he says softly.
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I hang up and shove my phone in my bag. I've no more words for Jacob and how sorry he is. Jay comes out of the treatment room and I look up.
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"All done" he replies.
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"Results take a few days" he says. He wraps his arms around me.
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"Now come" he smiles.
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We walk through the halls with his arms around me and on my tummy.
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"Do you remember when I said to you that I wished you would care for me as much as you cared for Ross in the hospital when he had that accident" he smiles.
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"Course" I laugh.
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He smiles down at me and I blush.
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"I care for you even more" I say. We walk and he holds onto me not letting me go. We get back into the car ready to drive to the spa.
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"You and me and our little baby" he smiles.
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"Did you see the little nose" I smile up at him.
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"I did" he says.
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"Did you see the other little tell tale sign that it's a boy" he laughs.
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"I saw, but didn't wanna shove it in your face" I say, Jay had thought we were having a girl.
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"Looks like you're going to have to start brainstorming boys names" he smiles and starts up the car. I recline my seat and decide to nap on the way to the spa.
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